I didn't expect you to be such a bear Er!

No two rooms are kept very clean.

Unlike ordinary boys, there is no place to stay in the house. The socks and h-books are flying together, and the smell is the same as the dust. It makes people think that they have come to a refugee field.

Of course Qiandai didn't know this.

She just thinks that Bu Er is really a good boy who loves to be neat and tidy, just like his appearance.

But... Looking at a cute tender yellow bear boy on the bed, with a blue ribbon bow tied on his ear, the corners of Qiandai's mouth twitched. She really didn't expect to see such a cute bear boy in a boy's bedroom one day. Things are a size smaller than the bear boy in her family, she looks like a cute girl at first glance, but...

Helped Buer to lie down on the bed, covered the quilt carefully, and then prepared to carefully take the bear boy over to have a closer look, but at this moment, Buer turned over and hugged the bear boy directly.

Qiandai was in a bit of a dilemma, but in the end, her curiosity prevailed. She leaned on Buer gently and carefully, grabbed Xiong Zai's feet, and slowly dragged and looked at Buer to make sure he Did not wake up by myself.

But seeing that she was about to drag the bear boy out, Bu Er made a move at this moment, hugged the bear boy again, no wonder, and even pressed one leg firmly on the bear boy, and finally he rubbed the bear boy Feeling the fluffy touch on his face, his frowning brows relaxed, and he said in a dissatisfied tone: "Qiandai don't run away, let me hug you!"

Qiandai's hand softened, and she almost didn't directly press on Fuji.

But looking at Buer's face sleeping peacefully, and looking at the bear cub in his arms, an indescribable boiling flame burned in her chest, almost burning her, this was something she had never experienced before. experience.

Even though Qiandai often said that she looked gentle but was actually the most desolate, she herself was almost the same as him, and it was the first time in her life that such a strong emotion boiled over.

Qiandai even felt that she couldn't help but pull out Xiongzai regardless, and throw it aside, so that Buer could hold the real Qiandai in her arms, and Qiandai could also feel the tenderness in her beloved boy's arms without any restraint. temperature.

This kind of thinking is really a bit idiotic. She quickly suppressed some crazy thoughts in her heart, and kept building her heart, thinking about what her mother once said: "Girls should be reserved. Especially beautiful girls who are liked should be more reserved. , even in front of the one you love. Because people have bad habits, the easier it is to get, the harder it is to cherish. Even if it used to be snow in spring, it may turn into dust on the ground in the end."

Qiandai has always remembered these words. Because of her perennial illness, she is even more sensitive and self-pitying than ordinary people, because in essence she doesn't think she will win much. This kind of thinking is especially obvious in front of Fuji.

So even though people all over the world may know that Nishikori Chidai likes Fujisuke, she is still waiting, waiting for Fujisuke to tell her that he likes her too.

That's right, Fujisuke also likes Nishikori Chidai, although it's not known all over the world, as long as everyone close to her knows it, Qiandai is sensitive and intelligent, so naturally she can see it.

But both of them are sensitive and thoughtful people, so that the relationship between the two has fallen into a stalemate. They are in a state of being above friendship and not being satisfied with lovers. Neither of them is willing to pierce this layer of window paper first.

At this time, it depends on who has the stronger endurance, or...

Who loves more.

Qiandai wants Buer to love her, loves her very much, and even wants Buer to love herself more than she loves him. This is an extravagant wish deep in her heart, and it even seems selfish and absurd.

When she was rational, she didn't want to believe that she would have such a thought, but that thought, like dust in the dark, would cover her eyes at some point.

When she is rational, she thinks that she loves her very much, and she also loves her very much. Their love is equal, so that she will not feel tired and hurt.

But the human heart is like a hole, filling it is just wishful thinking.

☆、Chapter49, light and dark