[Comprehensive] Natural Volume and Celestial Sister Paper

The endless darkness day after day made my state of mind gradually sublimate from the initial panic to calmness.

The last days of many people's lives are spent in the hospital with a bottle hanging and the beeping of the instrument as the BGM.Now, I probably ushered in this kind of ending.I don't know what those dying people are thinking about when they are lying on the hospital bed waiting for the end of their lives. What I think in my heart is to take another look at the world.

Take another look at the person who has been guarding the side.

Ah... After being sleepy all day, I suddenly had the energy to go out and wander around. It really was a flashback. I fell on the road and was carried to the hospital by my younger brother. It was a shame.Even if it is a dying person, I still want to save face as a girl, hey.

Boring, he began to count the number of times the instrument next to him beeped.My mind is very clear, and all the sounds that happened around me are unreservedly transmitted to my mind, even the nurse sister who came in to change my bottle today can distinguish a total of four such things-but, I can't move.

I want to cry but have no tears. The worse thing than death is probably turning into a vegetable.

"Hey, get up, you can't marry such a lazy woman, girl." A layer of warmth covered her right hand, and Ah Yin's tone was as lazy as ever, but the lightly held hand trembled imperceptibly.

"Yin Sang..." Xinpachi hesitated to speak for some unknown number of times.

"Silver sauce, sister Lingluo, she..." A little farther away, Kagura-chan's cute Kugiya sound was crying.

"Kagura, Shinpachi, you guys go back first..." Ah Yin's voice was a little tired, "I'll just stay here."

"Silver sauce..."

"Hey, you haven't closed your eyes for a few days. Children won't grow tall if they don't eat and sleep well." Ah Yin seemed to be rubbing Kagura's head, "Xinbaji, take Kagura back."

After a while, only Ah Yin and I were left in the whole ward.

"Hello, Ling Luo."

【Well, I'm here. 】

long silence.

"Oh... Really, don't always make people worry so much, girl." Ah Yin's voice was muffled, a rare tiredness.

[I'm sorry...] I'm such a good-for-nothing, I always make Ah Yin troublesome. After finally growing up a little bit, I became like this... Although I don't want to be in the hospital again and again, it is undeniable that Ah Yin and the others have made it difficult for me. A lot of trouble.

"Don't just disappear without saying a word." Feeling the familiar temperature gently sticking to the cheek, "Always, there are a lot of things that I haven't said yet."

My heart pounded hard, ehhhhhhh is this the rhythm of "I thought the other party couldn't hear me and started to confess my truth, but the other party heard everything"! ! ! ! [Seriousness is less than three seconds... The dying person should be serious, hey!

"A lot of things have happened since I broke into your house suddenly. I didn't expect my life to be so exciting, Ah Yin."

No, no, this is what I want to say, the three-dimensional ordinary girl who is a dead house girl who lives a small life, I encountered these urban ghost stories, it is really amazing!

But why did you suddenly fall into the memory killing mode? Do you want to make me cry? Bastard... ah, ah, my mind is starting to turn around Σ(°△°|||) ah, I seem to see the god of death in red waving a sickle at me ah!

"It disrupted your life, made you unable to go home like this, and even caused you to be injured again and again... I'm sorry all this time."

[…] This guy, while thinking that I didn’t realize he was saying something stupid.

"During these days, I know how disturbed you are, but I can't do anything..."

Liar... I know, Ah Yin is running to Yuan Wai's father every day, every day trying to cheer up me who has been sleepy all day, and in order to take care of my emotions, I have to behave in front of me as always The lazy look, these, I know.

"Well, yes, there are some words... Although you can't hear them now, ah, they may be a bit abrupt...but" Ah Yin seemed to be a little hesitant, and began to stutter inexplicably, taking a deep breath, "But, but always I couldn’t say it out, that...that..."

"No, if you don't dislike it... Ling, Ling Luochan, you, are you willing to marry me!"

……

Oh...QAQ

This sentence seems to have been waiting for a thousand years.

The villain in me excitedly ran around the playground and roared [I am willing to ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah!] ! ! ! ! ], but the reality is indeed dead silent.No matter how shaking my heart is now, I can't express it in the slightest.

"Well, that's right...it's impossible for you to wake up suddenly after saying these words, and it's not a bloody drama at eight o'clock." Ah Yin chuckled lightly, and I seemed to feel a sore nose. You wake up and... eh, eh?!"

? ? ? ?

Ah Yin lost her composure and knocked over the chair while my head was full of question marks, rushed out of the ward and shouted: "Doctor!!!! Cry, she is crying!!!!"

It's really eight o'clock, hey!

With the sound of chaotic footsteps outside the door, the revolving lantern came to an abrupt stop.

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After a long absence, I dreamed of the original world.

It’s still unshakable peace and tranquility. After the college entrance examination, I slumped at home and waited to die every day. When I was happy, I also nestled next to me, eating and sleeping. The white curly cat purred contentedly, looked up at me occasionally, and continued to blend in with the carpet.

When my parents came back from get off work and saw this scene of drowning in a gentle country, they roared "Life lies in exercise!" and kicked one person and one cat out of the house without any explanation.

As the sun sets, it pulls two shadows, one big and one small, as long as the horizon.

Later, Juanjuan disappeared.

I frantically searched for the white figure along the road, calling out its name over and over again, but there was nowhere.

It's gone, not in any corner of the world...

When he woke up, his face was full of tears, and the pupils that had finally focused were the first to see Ah Yin, whose face was full of joy and distress.

"Ah...that's great, the curls are still there." I breathed a sigh of relief.

"What volume..." Ah Yin was taken aback, "I should be the one to breathe a sigh of relief, right... girl, do you know how long you have been in a coma, you..."

"I know." He casually interrupted Ah Yin's eloquence like an old woman, "Actually, I'm conscious, but I can't move. So... I heard it."

As expected, Ah Yin turned into a statue in front of me, white with shadows.

"Hey, Ah Yin, I want to drink water."

"...Oh, good." It took a long time for Ah Yin to recover from the petrified state, he hurriedly helped me up, and handed me a water glass with a cute kitten on it.

"Thank you..." In the next second, the water glass fell on the bed, and the warm water soaked the bedding in an instant, and there was a trace of humidity.But my heart fell into the ice cellar in an instant, and the half-raised corners of my mouth just froze on my face.

I didn't even have the strength to hold the cup.

Watching Ah Yin silently clean up the mess, the joy of waking up disappeared in an instant.Ah... It's just that I just want to take another look, isn't it, human beings are indeed creatures who can't get enough.

Tsk... how can you be satisfied with just one look.

This person, one year, ten years, 20 years... I used to want to look at him for the rest of my life, but it was not such a short life.

"Ayin, let me go out of the hospital."

"Don't be self-willed, the patient should lie down in the hospital and receive treatment." Ah Yin had already changed me into a new bedding, "Are you a girl who is afraid of getting an injection?"

"Please, Ah Yin..." My voice was weaker than ever, "I don't want to spend my last days in such a place."

"...what a stupid thing to say."

"We all know that this is not a problem that the hospital can solve at all, and there is no point in continuing to stay here."

It just makes us more aware that I am a dying person.

"If you're really thinking about me, it's better...it's better to take me out for a walk more, to see the world."

Take a closer look at this world where you and I co-exist.

Ah Yin held my hand tightly and then loosened it. It took a long time before he made up his mind and looked up at me: "Well... I heard from the nurse that there will be a fireworks display tonight, do you want to see it?"

"Well, think."

Fireworks show, I have been wanting to experience it since I arrived in Edo, but I haven't had a chance for a long time.I want to put on a beautiful bathrobe, put on clogs, hold the arms of the people around me, and feel the extremely gorgeous beauty together under the night full of voices.

Although, fleeting.

The author has something to say:

Hmm... It seems like a long time has passed since I said it was going to end. Haha, haha_(:з」∠)_

In fact, I have been practicing in the hospital since June and the postgraduate entrance examination is approaching. I was so busy that I almost forgot that there was still a pit dug here. be