[White Snake] Manjin Mountain
Chapter 57 Fa Hai, Zen Master
Bai Suzhen clenched the hawthorn frame tightly in her hand, she wanted to hold on to that strength.However, the choked tone finally exposed her uncontrollable trembling. She stared into the other's eyes and asked him.
"Did I tell you something last night that you..."
"Yes."
He interrupted her without even the slightest wave of emotion on his face.
He calmly told Bai Suzhen: "You said you liked me. But I am a Buddhist disciple after all, and I have already cultivated the body of a half-immortal. Apart from my status as a monk, I am also the abbot of the Jinshan Temple. I only came here to let you help I crossed the catastrophe, but you had thoughts that you shouldn't have. If I keep you by my side, it will only delay my cultivation, so..."
"Fahai!"
Bai Suzhen couldn't control her emotions anymore, stood up excitedly and grabbed his collar and asked angrily.
"My love for you has lasted for a day or two. Why didn't you say let me go yesterday, didn't mention letting me go yesterday, but let me go today? Tell me, did something happen that made you have to drive me away? tell me!!"
Zen Master Fahai smiled, and shook her palm away from bottom to top with his hands covered with Buddhist beads.
"The monks are all empty, and they can't even talk about friendship with others, let alone a demon? I admit that I have thought about you, but compared with the fairy book that is at your fingertips, you are completely different. Today I bring you You came out just because of the shame in my heart. I think this is the best of benevolence. There are so many love debts in this world. I don’t love you, but I have never owed you anything. You know I never lie, what I said at this time Everything is sincere, if you are willing to let go of your thoughts and want to be an old friend with me, I will also..."
"Friend?"
Bai Suzhen backed away step by step, watching in disbelief that the man who had asked her softly just a moment ago if Dong Shanzhao was sour turned into this completely unfamiliar appearance now.
His eyes were still so clear. In the past, she felt that these eyes were as clean as a clear spring, but for the first time, she realized that an unmoving clear spring is not a pool of stagnant water.
There are no waves in the stagnant water, but she is trying to stir up ripples in this stagnant water.
For today, she had imagined countless possibilities, but she never thought of such a heart-piercing ending.
He said she can't use her now and she should go.
She said that his liking troubled him and missed his clean-up.
She said that compared with his immortal status, she was just a piece of mud that couldn't get on for nine days.
Every word and sentence in Fa Hai's mouth was like a huge boulder, which hit Bai Suzhen's heart hard.She has never tasted the feeling of not being able to love, but now she has tasted it, but it is such a heart-piercing pain.
Her hands were shaking all the time, or it could be said that her whole body was filled with bone-chilling cold.Her body temperature has always been cold, but at some point, her heart became hot, but it was so hot that it almost burned her.
Bai Suzhen's throat was filled with fishy sweetness, and when she was about to open her mouth, she felt a mouthful of blood spurting out.
Fa Hai's figure took a sudden step forward, but was swung away by her palm just as he was about to touch her body.
She wiped the blood from the corner of her mouth and let out a long sneer: "Fahai, Zen Master."
Bai Suzhen was casual for half of her life and proud all her life. She has been loved by many people for more than 700 years, and has also been remembered by many demons.She can allow herself to love a monk in a humble way, but she will never allow herself to continue to beg for mercy after being rejected.
She called Zen Master Fahai.
Eight years of acquaintance, this is not the first time she called him that, but it was the last time she called him that.
Bai Suzhen left.
With a leap, he turned into a giant snow-white python and rode away on the cloud.The vast green hills and the thick night cover everything that was exposed under the daytime.The mountain wind whizzed past, messing up the branches and leaves on the trees, and the shadow of the moon whirled, leaving only one person standing facing the wind.
Zen Master Fahai has been standing on the top of the mountain for a long time. His Buddha never told him how to resolve when a person is in pain like a knife, nor told him how to convince yourself when you love someone so much lay down.I didn't even tell him that when a person is sad, he can cry.
He told a lot of lies today, and he almost believed it when he said it.He didn't expect that the first lie in his life was told to the woman he loved the most.
In Zen Master Fahai's mind, a pair of eyes has been kept repeatedly.A pair of eyes that hated him so much, but also loved him so much.
He had never hated himself so much as at that moment, and never wanted to abandon his cultivation of more than 700 years for her.If I say to stay, you may die with me, don't you regret it?
This question will no longer be answered.
Zen Master Fahai tightly grasped the corner of his clothes on his chest, where there was a throbbing spot, it was very painful, very painful.
Bai Suzhen really left, and those who left with her were Qingyan, Wugui, and Xiaohui's brothers and sisters who learned the news the next day.
Xiao Hui didn't choose to leave, not because she didn't want to accompany Bai Niangniang.But Xu Xian and Linghua are still young, and apart from her, there is no demon in the house who can better take care of the two children's food and daily life.
Although they have entered the school now, they still have a lot of chores to take care of.However, there are many things she doesn't understand in her heart.
It is a little demon enlightened by Zen Master Fahai, and it was also brought by Zen Master Fahai to Bai Suzhen's side.It has always regarded the two of them as close relatives other than the squirrel family in this world, and it has always regarded them as a couple.It doesn't know why two people who have experienced life and death become strangers overnight.
She raised her head and asked Zen Master Fahai: "Are you angry with your mother because we drank wine the night before? Then we will never drink again from now on. Can you let my mother come back?"
Zen Master Fahai said, "She will not come back."
It seems to be answering her, but also like answering himself.
Zen Master Fahai removed the magic spell on Qingyan's wrist, and Qingyan watched him silently.He was rarely so quiet, and only asked him a question before going out.
"Don't you regret it?"
Zen Master Fahai looked at the bustling street in front of the Baifu, and was lost in thought for a long time.As for Qingyan, she didn't hear that answer in the end.
The bustling Baifu almost completely emptied overnight.In Nuoda's three-entry and three-exit yard, there is only a small ash left, and the firewood demon who cooks.After Xu Xian and Linghua heard the news and rushed back from the school, they couldn't believe that the empress had really left. They searched the yard inside and out, but they didn't see that enchanting and charming figure again.
They asked Zen Master Fahai, "Father, where is our mother?"
He quietly closed the door of the meditation room and sat for another three days.
There are too many memories in this yard, and his stay is another silent punishment for himself.
Different from Zen Master Fahai's usual silence, Bai Suzhen always eats and sleeps well after returning to Mount Emei.
When Qing Yan and others came to find her, she was still sitting on the high platform in Qingfeng Cave, teaching the stone spirit in her hand not to feel sorry for herself.She said that many things in this world have to be resigned. You are a stone, so you should do what a stone should do.For example, they were smashed into bricks to make stone steps, piled up outside the pass to make city walls, or put in sauce jars as pressing stones.
But it is not right for you to fall in love with the stone lion next to the stone steps, nor is it right to fall in love with Meng Jiangnv who cried down the city wall.The vegetable pressing stone and the pickling jar can't be together, this is not a system, nor is it in the same way.
Shi Shijing was confused by what was being said, and asked her stupidly: "Mother, who is Meng Jiangnu?"
Bai Suzhen said that it doesn't matter who she is.The important thing is that Meng Jiangnu crying on the Great Wall is a very sad story, how can you tell me such a sad story?
After saying this, she seemed to have found a reason to be very sad, and she really shed tears.
She cried very sadly, sobbed and trembled a few times, then let out a long breath slowly, pointed at the gourd spirit next to the stone spirit and said, "Do you know that your grandfather was taken away by the snake spirit? The other six skills of yours Where did Tongtian's brother go?"
The gourd essence said: "Madam, I have no brothers."
Bai Suzhen replied: "Brothers are gone?"
She didn't wait for the gourd essence to reply, her eyes turned red and she shed tears again.
The monkey spirit leaning against the entrance of the cave said to Qing Yan and the others: "It has been like this since I came back. She has picked up all the little monsters in Mount Emei, and they look like they are all right. In fact, she feels uncomfortable in her heart." have no idea?"
Qingyan has never seen Bai Suzhen like this.
Look at her sitting on such a high platform, all the little monsters in the audience look up to her.She kept talking to them, trying to ignore the dull pain in her heart, but how could she not put herself in a more lonely situation.
Qing Yan said: "Bai Suzhen, would you like a drink or two?"
In fact, Bai Suzhen had seen him long ago, but she was afraid to look at him.Because seeing him, she couldn't help but think of another person.
Her eyes froze for a moment, then she smiled at him and said, "I don't have good wine here, but there is a kind of pear fairy drunk at the pear flower demon next door, let's go and steal it?"
Qing Yan stretched out her long arms and tore her off the high platform, looking at her whirling eyes that were swollen and rotten, and smiled.
"Isn't that what you said?"
That night, Bai Suzhen and Qingyan almost stole "half of the country" of the Pear Blossom Demon. The wine jars were piled up in a row at the entrance of Qingfeng Cave, and the drunken taste of pear blossoms lingered on the entire mountain for a long time.
She has a good capacity for alcohol, even Qingyan is drunk, but she is still sober and drinking alone with the wine jar in her arms.
She asked Qing Yan: "Have you ever fallen in love with someone? If the person you love is destined not to love you, will you continue to love him?"
After asking, I laughed first.
She said: "You see, my memory becomes bad when I get older. I asked you this question before."
Qing Yan's answer at the time was that she seemed to have loved both, and it seemed that she had never loved.
However, who did he really fall in love with, and how could he fall in love with someone else so easily?
Qing Yan caressed the corners of her eyes, pointed to a small red spot in her eyes and said, "When you smile, you always cover up this mole of tears. I thought you wouldn't cry."
Bai Suzhen said: "I've been crying a lot lately, why don't I cut it out."
Qing Yan smiled lazily, and picked out a heart shape along the outline.
"If you want to gouge out, you should gouge out the man in your heart first."
"When will you return to your Heming Mountain?"
"Why, he chased you away, and you chased me away again?"
Her eyesight unconsciously froze again, and she changed the topic by answering the wrong question, "If the Pear Blossom Demon finds out that the wine that has been stored for more than a hundred years is gone, will she rush over to dig my old Bai family's ancestral grave?"
Qing Yan said: "Don't put gold on your face, where is your family's ancestral grave to dig, you don't even know who your real parents are."
"This is another very sad story."
Qing Yan patted his shoulder and said: "Then cry, if you cry, maybe you won't be sad anymore."
"Did I tell you something last night that you..."
"Yes."
He interrupted her without even the slightest wave of emotion on his face.
He calmly told Bai Suzhen: "You said you liked me. But I am a Buddhist disciple after all, and I have already cultivated the body of a half-immortal. Apart from my status as a monk, I am also the abbot of the Jinshan Temple. I only came here to let you help I crossed the catastrophe, but you had thoughts that you shouldn't have. If I keep you by my side, it will only delay my cultivation, so..."
"Fahai!"
Bai Suzhen couldn't control her emotions anymore, stood up excitedly and grabbed his collar and asked angrily.
"My love for you has lasted for a day or two. Why didn't you say let me go yesterday, didn't mention letting me go yesterday, but let me go today? Tell me, did something happen that made you have to drive me away? tell me!!"
Zen Master Fahai smiled, and shook her palm away from bottom to top with his hands covered with Buddhist beads.
"The monks are all empty, and they can't even talk about friendship with others, let alone a demon? I admit that I have thought about you, but compared with the fairy book that is at your fingertips, you are completely different. Today I bring you You came out just because of the shame in my heart. I think this is the best of benevolence. There are so many love debts in this world. I don’t love you, but I have never owed you anything. You know I never lie, what I said at this time Everything is sincere, if you are willing to let go of your thoughts and want to be an old friend with me, I will also..."
"Friend?"
Bai Suzhen backed away step by step, watching in disbelief that the man who had asked her softly just a moment ago if Dong Shanzhao was sour turned into this completely unfamiliar appearance now.
His eyes were still so clear. In the past, she felt that these eyes were as clean as a clear spring, but for the first time, she realized that an unmoving clear spring is not a pool of stagnant water.
There are no waves in the stagnant water, but she is trying to stir up ripples in this stagnant water.
For today, she had imagined countless possibilities, but she never thought of such a heart-piercing ending.
He said she can't use her now and she should go.
She said that his liking troubled him and missed his clean-up.
She said that compared with his immortal status, she was just a piece of mud that couldn't get on for nine days.
Every word and sentence in Fa Hai's mouth was like a huge boulder, which hit Bai Suzhen's heart hard.She has never tasted the feeling of not being able to love, but now she has tasted it, but it is such a heart-piercing pain.
Her hands were shaking all the time, or it could be said that her whole body was filled with bone-chilling cold.Her body temperature has always been cold, but at some point, her heart became hot, but it was so hot that it almost burned her.
Bai Suzhen's throat was filled with fishy sweetness, and when she was about to open her mouth, she felt a mouthful of blood spurting out.
Fa Hai's figure took a sudden step forward, but was swung away by her palm just as he was about to touch her body.
She wiped the blood from the corner of her mouth and let out a long sneer: "Fahai, Zen Master."
Bai Suzhen was casual for half of her life and proud all her life. She has been loved by many people for more than 700 years, and has also been remembered by many demons.She can allow herself to love a monk in a humble way, but she will never allow herself to continue to beg for mercy after being rejected.
She called Zen Master Fahai.
Eight years of acquaintance, this is not the first time she called him that, but it was the last time she called him that.
Bai Suzhen left.
With a leap, he turned into a giant snow-white python and rode away on the cloud.The vast green hills and the thick night cover everything that was exposed under the daytime.The mountain wind whizzed past, messing up the branches and leaves on the trees, and the shadow of the moon whirled, leaving only one person standing facing the wind.
Zen Master Fahai has been standing on the top of the mountain for a long time. His Buddha never told him how to resolve when a person is in pain like a knife, nor told him how to convince yourself when you love someone so much lay down.I didn't even tell him that when a person is sad, he can cry.
He told a lot of lies today, and he almost believed it when he said it.He didn't expect that the first lie in his life was told to the woman he loved the most.
In Zen Master Fahai's mind, a pair of eyes has been kept repeatedly.A pair of eyes that hated him so much, but also loved him so much.
He had never hated himself so much as at that moment, and never wanted to abandon his cultivation of more than 700 years for her.If I say to stay, you may die with me, don't you regret it?
This question will no longer be answered.
Zen Master Fahai tightly grasped the corner of his clothes on his chest, where there was a throbbing spot, it was very painful, very painful.
Bai Suzhen really left, and those who left with her were Qingyan, Wugui, and Xiaohui's brothers and sisters who learned the news the next day.
Xiao Hui didn't choose to leave, not because she didn't want to accompany Bai Niangniang.But Xu Xian and Linghua are still young, and apart from her, there is no demon in the house who can better take care of the two children's food and daily life.
Although they have entered the school now, they still have a lot of chores to take care of.However, there are many things she doesn't understand in her heart.
It is a little demon enlightened by Zen Master Fahai, and it was also brought by Zen Master Fahai to Bai Suzhen's side.It has always regarded the two of them as close relatives other than the squirrel family in this world, and it has always regarded them as a couple.It doesn't know why two people who have experienced life and death become strangers overnight.
She raised her head and asked Zen Master Fahai: "Are you angry with your mother because we drank wine the night before? Then we will never drink again from now on. Can you let my mother come back?"
Zen Master Fahai said, "She will not come back."
It seems to be answering her, but also like answering himself.
Zen Master Fahai removed the magic spell on Qingyan's wrist, and Qingyan watched him silently.He was rarely so quiet, and only asked him a question before going out.
"Don't you regret it?"
Zen Master Fahai looked at the bustling street in front of the Baifu, and was lost in thought for a long time.As for Qingyan, she didn't hear that answer in the end.
The bustling Baifu almost completely emptied overnight.In Nuoda's three-entry and three-exit yard, there is only a small ash left, and the firewood demon who cooks.After Xu Xian and Linghua heard the news and rushed back from the school, they couldn't believe that the empress had really left. They searched the yard inside and out, but they didn't see that enchanting and charming figure again.
They asked Zen Master Fahai, "Father, where is our mother?"
He quietly closed the door of the meditation room and sat for another three days.
There are too many memories in this yard, and his stay is another silent punishment for himself.
Different from Zen Master Fahai's usual silence, Bai Suzhen always eats and sleeps well after returning to Mount Emei.
When Qing Yan and others came to find her, she was still sitting on the high platform in Qingfeng Cave, teaching the stone spirit in her hand not to feel sorry for herself.She said that many things in this world have to be resigned. You are a stone, so you should do what a stone should do.For example, they were smashed into bricks to make stone steps, piled up outside the pass to make city walls, or put in sauce jars as pressing stones.
But it is not right for you to fall in love with the stone lion next to the stone steps, nor is it right to fall in love with Meng Jiangnv who cried down the city wall.The vegetable pressing stone and the pickling jar can't be together, this is not a system, nor is it in the same way.
Shi Shijing was confused by what was being said, and asked her stupidly: "Mother, who is Meng Jiangnu?"
Bai Suzhen said that it doesn't matter who she is.The important thing is that Meng Jiangnu crying on the Great Wall is a very sad story, how can you tell me such a sad story?
After saying this, she seemed to have found a reason to be very sad, and she really shed tears.
She cried very sadly, sobbed and trembled a few times, then let out a long breath slowly, pointed at the gourd spirit next to the stone spirit and said, "Do you know that your grandfather was taken away by the snake spirit? The other six skills of yours Where did Tongtian's brother go?"
The gourd essence said: "Madam, I have no brothers."
Bai Suzhen replied: "Brothers are gone?"
She didn't wait for the gourd essence to reply, her eyes turned red and she shed tears again.
The monkey spirit leaning against the entrance of the cave said to Qing Yan and the others: "It has been like this since I came back. She has picked up all the little monsters in Mount Emei, and they look like they are all right. In fact, she feels uncomfortable in her heart." have no idea?"
Qingyan has never seen Bai Suzhen like this.
Look at her sitting on such a high platform, all the little monsters in the audience look up to her.She kept talking to them, trying to ignore the dull pain in her heart, but how could she not put herself in a more lonely situation.
Qing Yan said: "Bai Suzhen, would you like a drink or two?"
In fact, Bai Suzhen had seen him long ago, but she was afraid to look at him.Because seeing him, she couldn't help but think of another person.
Her eyes froze for a moment, then she smiled at him and said, "I don't have good wine here, but there is a kind of pear fairy drunk at the pear flower demon next door, let's go and steal it?"
Qing Yan stretched out her long arms and tore her off the high platform, looking at her whirling eyes that were swollen and rotten, and smiled.
"Isn't that what you said?"
That night, Bai Suzhen and Qingyan almost stole "half of the country" of the Pear Blossom Demon. The wine jars were piled up in a row at the entrance of Qingfeng Cave, and the drunken taste of pear blossoms lingered on the entire mountain for a long time.
She has a good capacity for alcohol, even Qingyan is drunk, but she is still sober and drinking alone with the wine jar in her arms.
She asked Qing Yan: "Have you ever fallen in love with someone? If the person you love is destined not to love you, will you continue to love him?"
After asking, I laughed first.
She said: "You see, my memory becomes bad when I get older. I asked you this question before."
Qing Yan's answer at the time was that she seemed to have loved both, and it seemed that she had never loved.
However, who did he really fall in love with, and how could he fall in love with someone else so easily?
Qing Yan caressed the corners of her eyes, pointed to a small red spot in her eyes and said, "When you smile, you always cover up this mole of tears. I thought you wouldn't cry."
Bai Suzhen said: "I've been crying a lot lately, why don't I cut it out."
Qing Yan smiled lazily, and picked out a heart shape along the outline.
"If you want to gouge out, you should gouge out the man in your heart first."
"When will you return to your Heming Mountain?"
"Why, he chased you away, and you chased me away again?"
Her eyesight unconsciously froze again, and she changed the topic by answering the wrong question, "If the Pear Blossom Demon finds out that the wine that has been stored for more than a hundred years is gone, will she rush over to dig my old Bai family's ancestral grave?"
Qing Yan said: "Don't put gold on your face, where is your family's ancestral grave to dig, you don't even know who your real parents are."
"This is another very sad story."
Qing Yan patted his shoulder and said: "Then cry, if you cry, maybe you won't be sad anymore."
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