Rebirth of Buddhism

At the beginning of the restart of Mingliu Qingshi and the whole world, Xie Ke didn't know that Fu Zhiyu was also reborn.

He really didn't plan any unexpected situations for himself, after all, for him, the so-called accidents he experienced were too many.He only thought about how to spoil Zhiyu even more after he was with Zhiyu again, and tried to express all his love to Zhiyu clearly, so as to make up for all the regrets between the two of them.

He has been rolling in pain for so long, and he survived by this hope.

Knowing that Zhiyu was also reborn was indeed a big shock.At the beginning, he mistakenly felt that the main reason why he caused so much harm to Zhiyu in his previous life was that he was not honest enough, was disturbed by other inexplicable elements, and never told his lover his true heart.

Once again, he thought that if he had expressed enough and done enough, Zhiyu would come back.But it wasn't until I hit a wall that I realized that wasn't the case.

This is only useful when the other party still loves him, but Zhiyu clearly doesn't love him anymore, and he expresses so much, which makes him feel extremely bored.

Knowing this is a very painful thing.There is an invisible barrier between him and Fu Zhiyu, which is all the injuries he caused before. These injuries cannot be erased or healed. Xie Ke knows this, but he has no way to let go.

Impossible to let go.

The moment Zhiyu came back, he was grateful to fate from the bottom of his heart, for giving himself another chance like this.

Even though Zhiyu was indifferent from the beginning to the end, Xie Ke felt happy just looking at him. This was much better than his hopeless life before. At least now, Zhiyu is still by his side.

But Zhiyu didn't like it, every contact with him, even appearing in front of his eyes, made him feel bored.

Before going to the battlefield of the Battle of Qianyuan, Xie Ke clearly understood this point, which is one of the reasons why he chose to leave temporarily.

Leaving is a very difficult decision, although it is only temporary, but the current situation is such that Xie Ke still wants to protect the stability of the whole world. He didn't know that he should really leave since the time he waited for Zhiyu in Aiwanting .

The battle of Qianyuan is a very important time node, and Xie Ke's feelings will be very different after going back.

This was the place where he and Zhiyu made love in the previous life, but it was not very pleasant to recall it. He thought it was because of their mutual understanding, but for Zhiyu, it was the beginning of torture.

Xie Ke found the pair of old herdsmen. The herdsmen didn't know who he was, but they were still as gentle and cheerful as in their previous life, and they were willing to open up and talk about things with others.

"Have you made your lover unhappy?" The shepherd grinned and said, "We have also quarreled, but no matter how we quarrel, we will still be together."

"……why?"

"Because..." the herdsman pondered for a while, and seemed unable to find a suitable adjective to describe it, "Because when we are together, we are happier than when we quarrel, and we will come back again."

Xie Ke also smiled, and murmured: "But we don't just quarrel..."

The herdsman saw that he was really confused, so he said the words "love, trust and respect" to him, and told him his own experience. Xie Ke knew it in his heart, but he didn't get the right way.

He always felt that no matter how he expressed himself, Zhiyu would misunderstand him as having ulterior motives, and the two of them had never been able to find a normal communication channel.

After he came back from the herdsmen, he kept thinking about it until the last battle, when he was hit by the barbarian's stray bullets. At that time, he was on the verge of death, and he was really anxious. To see Zhiyu, the short-suppressed longing surged uncontrollably, making him simply bandage his wound and set off back to the capital.

In fact, the injury was not that serious at first, so Xie Ke didn't use the life-saving props as soon as he came. His wound worsened on the way.

When he returned to the capital, he met Zhiyu after a long time, and walked through life and death again. Xie Ke felt that he seemed to understand a little bit, and he never dared to touch Zhiyu like he did at the beginning. As time passed, looking at Zhiyu's attitude, he understood more and more.

If you really want to know Yu, no matter whether there is any communication barrier or not, no one will not feel it.

In the past, I never let Zhiyu feel the so-called sincerity.Even when he first came back, it would only bring trouble to him. What Zhiyu felt at that time was more selfish, completely selfish love.

After all, he didn't take his wishes into consideration, and just wanted the two of them to be together again.

Xie Ke is working hard to change it. He knows that Zhiyu doesn't like others staring at him, especially the shadow. Even if he is worried about Zhiyu's safety, he gradually removes people from the shadow, so as not to let himself interfere with Zhiyu too much.At the same time, he also tried his best to firmly hold the power of the entire capital in his hands, so that even if the shadows were not watching, Xie Ke knew that his beloved would not have any problems.

Give him freedom and give him protection.

He also carefully looked for a way to really make Zhiyu happy. Even though he was jealous of the men and women in the backyard of the palace and Lin Miaotang who ran away later, Xie Ke tried his best to suppress his inner emotions and followed Zhiyu's wishes. Think about it.

In fact, he guessed very early on that Zhiyu would not stay in the capital forever, and since he knew that Zhiyu chose to pretend to be a fool after his rebirth, he had a vague understanding of it.

Xie Ke never intended to be emperor, at first he wanted to push Xie Lin up, but he didn't expect Fu Yanran to find him on his own initiative.

Fu Yanran is very suitable. The Xie family has all the power, and there is no need to change the dynasty and be criticized by the world. In fact, Xie Lin is not ready to really sit on the throne. With this arrangement, everyone is very satisfied.

No matter where Zhiyu goes, he can follow him, and he will have the power to protect him wherever he goes.

This is Xie Ke's idea.

He felt that Zhiyu would come back sooner or later, it didn't matter, he had time and enough patience.

But revealing all these truths disrupted Xie Ke's so-called plan again.

He suddenly felt that he was still wrong.

"Do you know what it's like to die once?"

Fu Zhiyu asked him like this.

Xie Ke had tasted what it was like to die after losing Zhiyu, but he opened his mouth and didn't answer.

The so-called life is better than death, but it is one's own choice, which can be regarded as one's own fault; Zhiyu is different, relying on the so-called wrong information, she killed her lover with her own hands, and the pain caused by others, especially this "other" It is still the person who has loved her whole life with all her heart and soul, which is really not the same thing as her own.

At that time, he actually understood a little bit of what Shen Yang said to himself.

He should want to tell Zhiyu the truth before.Because he is a person who has experienced all these tortures, he cannot be prevented from knowing all the truth because he is afraid, and he is willing to let Zhiyu choose everything in the future.

It doesn't matter if you want to leave, or you want to stay, even if you still don't want to see yourself...it's fine.

If his desire to get back together made Zhiyu feel uncomfortable, he would stop doing it and stop bothering him.

As long as Zhiyu is happy.

When Xie Ke chased after him, he really didn't expect Zhiyu to do such a thing.

He drew his bow towards him, his face still so indifferent, but this kind of Fu Zhiyu made Xie Ke feel the pain he had never felt before, the unbelievable feeling that went deep into his bones, made him stop where he was and could not go forward to explain another sentence talk.

In her previous life, no matter how disappointed Zhiyu was, she never treated Xie Ke that way.

In this life, he chose to ignore everything, and Xie Ke got used to seeing his cold face too much, but only at this time, he felt Zhiyu's true feelings for him.

That's the real cruelty beneath the surface of indifference and indolence.

He wants me dead.

Ever since Xie Ke felt this, he didn't think about avoiding it. He just watched the arrow shoot over and plunged into his chest with precision.

He knew that Zhiyu's strength had become stronger, and Yin Ying and the others stopped them, but this one couldn't stop them, not to mention that he didn't want to hide at all.

Shadow watched all this helplessly, they had no time to take care of Fu Zhiyu who had gone away, and sent Xie Ke back to the capital in a hurry.

The doctor who treated his back injury last time is still there, but the doctor also has self-knowledge, knowing that he was clearly not responsible for the last time, and the injury on General Xie's body is inexplicable.

He could only carefully draw Xie Ke's arrow, and then treat and bandage his wound.But the wound was too deep. To be honest, the doctor felt that it was a miracle among miracles that Xie Ke was still alive all the way back.

He deeply doubts what kind of monster Xie Ke is to survive until now.

"Go out," Xie Ke said to him, "Go out, I want to be alone...for a while."

The room was empty, only the pungent smell of blood permeated his body.

"027," Xie Ke's voice was already very weak, and he seemed to be sobbing again when he said these words, "I thought... I thought, the most painful time has passed, I saw Zhiyu, no matter how he So indifferent, but when he comes back, I, I feel happy."

"But no..." He took a deep breath, "Look, he hates me so much, he just... wants me to die."

Only then did Xie Ke feel the real pain compared to the wound on his chest.

To be killed by the one you love deeply is so painful.

"I never wanted to stop him from leaving, never..." Xie Ke didn't hear 027's reply, and continued talking to himself, "I just want to tell him that he can go anywhere, I, I I just don't want him to leave by escaping, he doesn't have to do this... There's no need, no need to wrong myself.

I have planned so much, all for him, I just want to tell Zhiyu, I want to give him Jiangnan, what I can do is... treat it as his place, I just want to tell him this..." .