Self-cultivation of professional idols

powder room.

Guanlan's whole body seemed to be nestled in a chair, eyes half drooped, drowsy.

Footsteps settled behind him: "Why are you so sleepy?"

Recognizing the voice of the owner, Guanlan barely opened her eyelids a little, and replied "didn't sleep well" stickyly, and changed her posture, looking like she wanted to continue squinting for a while.

Ling Xiao went around to the seat again, tilted his head to look at his quiet profile, a smile appeared on his lips again after a while, his eyes glanced at the bottles and cans on the table, he picked up a lipstick without paying attention Specific color, hold him by the wrist that hangs to one side and pull him up.

"You..." Guanlan didn't seem to be unhappy at being woken up, her throat seemed to be drooling, and she was slightly hoarse.

Ling Xiao put his index finger against his lips, motioning for him to keep silent, then unscrewed the lipstick, revealing a little bright red.

There was still chaos in front of Guanlan, the tip of his nose rubbed against Ling Xiao's white shirt, and the refreshing soap smell was exactly the same as it was many years ago, which made him inexplicably at ease.

Ling Xiao pulled a stool from the side, lifted his chin slightly, and daubed red bit by bit, as if completing a work of art.

"It seems a bit..." Ling Xiao touched his chin, raised his hand and called the trainee who was standing not far away in a daze, "Help me take a look."

The trainee's expression suddenly became a little indescribable, and he hesitated and said, "I don't think...it doesn't seem to be good." He turned around and picked another color from the table and handed it to Ling Xiao.

Guanlan watched a swaying shadow gesticulating in front of his eyes, Ling Xiao clicked his tongue: "It's not as good as before." Hearing this, Guanlan showed a faint smile.

Trainee: ...well then, what do you say.

The staff opened the door and came in, pointing at Guanlan and Ling Xiao: "Don't forget your opening, you can go get ready."

Ling Xiao nodded, picked up the black suit that was put aside, turned his head and saw Guanlan staring at the mirror, with his finger on his lips, as if he wanted to erase it and gave up.

After watching the whole process of Guanlan tangling and then giving up, he felt a little bit frustrated in his self-confidence, and wondered whether he should ask a professional to help him do it again.

In the end, Guanlan urged him instead: "Let's go, I guess the other people are waiting for us."

When the two came to the backstage side by side, several other people were playing clapping games bored.

One of them raised his eyes and glanced at them, and said an unintelligible "oh yo", causing Guanlan to immediately lower his head to check if there was anything wrong with his attire.

Another person thought about it and said, "You two are..."

"I thought I was here to attend your wedding."

Ling Xiao raised his eyebrows when he heard the words, then turned his eyes to Guanlan.The latter was slightly half a step behind him, and at this moment, he wanted to hide his whole body behind him.

"In this case..." He coughed, took a step forward with Guanlan whose ears were already red, and said calmly, "Then let me introduce you, this is mine..."

"Ling Xiao!" Guan Lan suddenly interrupted his next words, and then turned into a murmur: "...Stop talking." Ling Xiao watched the blush on his cheeks and the color of his lips complement each other, and remained silent.

The other melon-eaters who were waiting with their ears pricked up also walked away automatically with a wink.

The noisy background suddenly became quiet again.

"Why didn't you sleep well?" Ling Xiao lowered his eyes and accidentally saw Guanlan's fingers clenched tightly.

"A little... nervous." The redness on her face has long since faded, replaced by a gradually smudged paleness.

Ling Xiao was not satisfied with this answer, and insisted on asking the bottom line: "It's understandable if it's the first time, but this is the fourth time, why are you still nervous?" His eyes gradually enlarged, as if he had to hear the answer from his mouth.

why am i nervousBecause this is the first stage to stand side by side with you.

I was too scared to screw it up.

There is even a voice deep in my heart repeatedly asking: Am I doing... better than that girl back then?

Stared at by those searching eyes, he was just a little bit close to surrendering.

Fortunately, the staff arrived in time: "Are you ready? It's time to play."

Guanlan nodded hurriedly, got out from under Ling Xiao's arm propped on his side, and stroked the bangs hanging down his forehead, looking a little embarrassed.

Ling Xiao was behind him, following him not far or near.

Stretching out his hand to lift the curtain, the noise came rushing towards them like a sea, gradually engulfing them.

The lights went out, and the stage was plunged into darkness, only the lights of various lights gathered to form a hazy sea of ​​lights.Guanlan, who was walking towards the piano, suddenly looked back.

Ling Xiao was slowly taking out the violin from his bag. After noticing his gaze, he raised his eyes slightly, as if asking.

He pursed his lower lip and was about to speak when Ling Xiao probably saw through his thoughts and said, "Don't be nervous, I'll be right there."

At this moment, the hanging heart suddenly found a foothold.

Guanlan sat down in her seat, exhaled slowly, and gestured behind her.

"Crack."

The chasing light shot straight down from the top of his head, encircling the piano in a white and fiery light.

All the noise and noise not related to music seemed to be cut off by an invisible barrier. Guanlan lowered his eyes, and his delicate eyebrows and eyes were reflected by the folded piano cover, and a small finger shadow fell on the clean piano keys.

Ling Xiao entered the stage by stepping on the first note of the piano.

At that time, he was watching the silhouette of Guanlan in the background, the white light and the black shadow overlapped and blended on the ground, the light outlined his outline with a white fluffy border, and the white suit made his temperament more and more quiet charming.

The chasing light above the head split into a beam, illuminating Ling Xiao's every step forward until it reached Guanlan's side.

Guanlan raised her head to look at him with some concentration, but she could only see the slightly protruding Adam's apple on the young man's neck.

The gentle timbre unique to the violin is integrated into the warm piano sound, like the wind in the mountains blowing away the clouds, and the bubbling streams merge into the deep sea, and the past events emerge one by one before your eyes.

At a certain moment, the two suddenly looked at each other over the piano.

All the cheers from the audience have nothing to do with them.

The end sound fell, and the lingering sound still remained, but the lights had already dimmed.

But no one moved their eyes away, as if something was about to break out of the cocoon in the hazy darkness.

The light suddenly came back on on the other side of the stage.

At the moment when the prelude sounded, the audience seemed to be silenced for a moment, and then the screams could almost blow off the roof.

It was the song that was placed high on the list of "If my cp danced such a song, I would pass out on the spot" by fans.

When the song was about to end, Quan Hejun hooked Gou Xingyenan's chin imaginarily. This action was obviously not in the original design. shoot.

...The auditorium is about to explode.

This time it was Ling Xiao's turn to roll his eyes at someone: You are so coquettish.

After the pas de deux, there is also a lyrical duet performed by a lead singer group.

CP fan in the audience: I really don’t have a drop.

And when the audience thought this was the end, the previous two groups suddenly came on stage from both sides, all six of them were in white shirts, their protruding collarbone could be seen from the open neckline, during the period when the lights were turned off and on again , they stood in a triangular formation, with their hands crossed in front of their chests and their heads hanging slightly.

In the next second, the lights were brightly lit, and each row raised its head in turn from front to back, performing a cover of a popular boy group.

One of the killingparts is extremely dangerous, but if done well, it can become the most explosive point in the audience.

Above all, it demands an absolute rapport between the two performing men.

"Guanlan." Ling Xiao whispered his name under the blurred and dizzy light.

Guanlan's heart suddenly constricted, and the sweat hanging from his eyelashes dangled and fell to the stage.

"Do it again!" Ling Xiao wiped his hands on the towel, making sure that there was no excess sweat, and looked up at Guanlan who seemed to be in a daze.

He was about to walk over to have a look, but Guanlan looked over, with hesitation and worry in his tone: "This action...should be changed."

Ling Xiao raised his eyebrows: "Everything else can be changed, but this one can't."

"But it's too dangerous..."

"It's not what you're afraid of." Ling Xiao interrupted him, "Don't say give up this part to others, they won't be able to jump."

In short, until Guanlan got on the stage, I didn't understand why Quan Hejun and Xing Yenan couldn't dance, but he and Ling Xiao could.

Ling Xiao's confident look is extremely deceptive: don't ask, it means that the tacit understanding is not enough.

The images of those practice rooms flashed through Guanlan's mind, he suddenly raised his head, and stretched out his hand towards Ling Xiao——

Hands clasped tightly.

Ling Xiao used his strength to complete a beautiful backflip, and squatted on the ground without getting up. At the same time, Guanlan let go of his hand and knelt on one knee with Ling Xiao facing each other. Quan Hejun jumped to the stage with their backs supported. Played a solo.

After the whole show was over, the applause and cheers never stopped. They bowed to the audience many times. Ling Xiao grabbed his hand in the chaos, and there were countless shutter sounds at that moment.

Guanlan's smile suddenly froze at the corner of his mouth, and he turned his head to look at him in a daze, Ling Xiao reluctantly grabbed Quan Hejun's hand on the other side, and the latter gave him a sharp look in return.

Everyone held each other's hands, raised them high, and then took a curtain call.

"The program team is so good!!! The special stage is a feast for CP!!"

1L: Come on!Another crazy one!

2L: Does this count as being stamped by the masters themselves?I want to shout ten thousand times: Xiao Lan is real! !I want to see the beautiful cp picture of Zhanjie! !

3L: I never thought that the man I pulled was real! !When did all Xinghe know each other! !The program team quickly released all the behind-the-scenes highlights!listen to me!

4L: Xiaolan is already an old couple model in my eyes. I announce that this year's cp101 Xinghe will debut at the C position! ! !

5L: Xinghe really shocked my mother!That's TroubleMaker! !I can do nothing but scream! !

6L: Xinghe is absolutely fake!Sober up! !Can't you see such an obvious business?

7L: I can't figure out why the program group made this show... Wei fans must be jumping in anger.

8L: Personal behavior of trainees, please do not join the program group! !

9L: Anyway, this cp fan is complete and has ascended to heaven. I am already [-] times faster and looking forward to the group drama after debut.

10L: Is there no one Tao Xiaolan?The little details are too sweet! !Has anyone counted how many times the two 3-minute ensembles have looked at each other?

11L: I can see very clearly from the front row!After the performance, they were still looking at each other!return!exist!right!See! kswlkswl! !

12L: The young couple in love can't control themselves! kswlkswl

13L: Xiao Lan's outfits match well, just tonight I seem to have witnessed their wedding!

14L: In the past, CP was in a relationship at public expense, but now Xiaolan is getting married at public expense! kdl

15L: I really shed tears in this review... The previous three performances were not in the same group, and Wei Fan even instigated him to have a bad relationship with him.

16L: Emperor Xiaolan's real hammer!Various sneaky holding hands kswl

17L: Where are you sneaking around?Obviously it is aboveboard!

……

109L: Looking forward to the feature film!

As soon as the stage was over, the trainees had a relatively leisurely time again. Basically, most of them took advantage of this time to relax. A week later, the worrying third ranking announcement was made.

"I called everyone here today, because there is a small event." pd said.

Immediately afterwards, the staff gave everyone a pen and a stack of paper, and Guanlan reached out to take it, probably knowing the theme of this event.

pd: "After such a long time, are there any trainees you would like to thank? If you are embarrassed to say it in person, you can write it down now and pass it on to the staff."

"Wow! This is good!" Some trainees have already started writing.

Guanlan held the pen, and tapped the pen tip on the paper, almost poking a hole.He glanced again at Ling Xiao who was obliquely in front of him. The latter was arching his back, resting his knees under the paper, writing very carefully stroke by stroke.

"Aren't you writing yet? The trainee on the side poked him.

"Well, just write." Guanlan glanced at the two bags in front again. The letters thrown into the first bag will be handed over to the designated trainees on the same day, while the letters in the second bag are basically written. For the trainees who have been eliminated, all letters will be sent out after the final.

Guanlan first wrote letters to the teammates they met in the previous performances. The content of the letters was very official, most of them were "Come on! Let's debut together!" and so on.

He wrote the last letter to Ling Xiao, and there was nothing out of the ordinary in it.

Gradually, some trainees finished writing and went to submit their letters, and the surrounding area suddenly became much more empty.

He folded the already written letter in half, took out another sheet from the letter paper, and quickly finished writing the content, and began to struggle again and again with the final signature.

Seeing that the people were almost gone, he gritted his teeth and wrote a string of seemingly meaningless English characters.

"Guanlan, are you okay? I'll throw it in for you."

"Well, thank you." Guanlan handed him a stack, "This is the first one."

Guanlan himself put the rest of the stack into another bag and stared at it for a long time, until the choreographer urged him to leave, then he walked towards the door.

But in the evening, everyone received a notice from the program team, because there were too many letters to share, so we had to send them to everyone the next day.

Everyone is well aware of the urinating nature of the program group, and it is no surprise to this, but everyone may not be in the mood to read the letter the next day.

The next morning.

pd smiled and said, "Today, the third round of picks will be announced!"

There is only one step away from the final, and anyone who stops here will not be reconciled.

35 into twenty.

"No. 19, the total number of votes..."

Everyone was a little surprised when the name was announced.

"Didn't he be seventh in the last round? Why did he drop so much?" Guanlan couldn't help worrying about herself when she heard the whispers from the trainees in the back row.

No. 19 trainees are very young. Children of this age are very concerned about gains and losses. When they heard their name, they immediately covered their faces and cried. The brother next to him from the same company was rubbing his back to comfort him: " Just get in, and you still have a chance." The ending sound was extremely light, and he barely showed his fragility in front of his younger brother.

I am actually comforting the one who did not enter.He tried his best to elicit a smile, but he couldn't do it, and his expression froze with a half-smile, which was uglier than crying.

The younger brother suddenly turned around and hugged him, packed up his emotions and went to speak on stage.

Only then did he realize that he did not know when to cry.

"I'm sure I'll be laughed at by those guys when I go back. I actually want my brother to comfort my brother."

Guanlan's heart sank again and again. On the one hand, he wanted to report his name quickly so that he could feel at ease earlier. On the other hand, he didn't want to be called by his name so quickly, and even wanted to climb higher.

Get closer to him.

a little closer.

"No. 13, the total number of votes..."

Thirteen.Difficult to calm down.

There is only a small gap from the debut.

"Tianhe Media, Guanlan."

"No. 12, the total number of votes..."

Sometimes it’s just 1000 votes online, or in other words, if one more person votes for him in the third round of the performance, he will be the No. 12 person now.

When hugging Ling Xiao, Guan Lan suppressed the disappointment in his eyes, and even pretended to be free and easy, smiling at him indifferently.Ling Xiao hugged him tightly, and whispered in his ear, "Don't force yourself if you're not happy."

After listening, Guanlan almost shed tears.

Ten 23.

He turned around and looked up at the top of the dazzling pyramid above, feeling even more lost in his heart.

He seemed to suddenly understand that his classmates used to study very hard, but their test scores were still unsatisfactory.

Just like him now, when the finals are coming soon, he suddenly doesn't know how to go.

The rankings go up and down, every debut circle is a big change, and there are very few trainees with stable rankings.

However, sometimes it is unexpected.

For example... Ling Xiao.

He seemed to accept his No.4 result very calmly and calmly.

Many people were surprised that he was not number one.

"The next stage will be better than this one." Ling Xiao took the microphone, not like some trainees weeping and thanking XX, but put down such a statement concisely.

After all the rankings were announced, the director used a loudspeaker to inform them that the letter had been packed and placed on everyone's bed.

But it seems that no one cares, they are still holding their heads and crying in twos and threes, which will be staged every time the ranking is announced.

"Go back?" Ling Xiao asked as he walked past him.

Guanlan turned around and asked, "So anxious?"

Ling Xiao's tone suddenly slowed down: "Before choosing the song, I want to... go back and read the letter."

The author has something to say:

I really overestimated my hand speed...