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There were only three contacts, arranged in alphabetical order, and the nurse just clicked on the top one to call.

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Qi Zhaoran felt someone put a hand into his clothes, and stuffed a cold thermometer under his armpit, and tucked the quilt up for himself.Qi Zhaoran had a long neck and was wearing a thin black short-sleeved shirt. He seemed to be closing his eyes, his eyelashes cast a shadow under his eyes, and he seemed to be resting with his eyes closed. Guan Lu felt that he was extremely tired.

Qi Zhaoran seemed to wake up, but also fell asleep, his warm palm was pressed against the back of Guan Lv's hand, his throat was so sore that he could only make a small gasp sound, Guan Lv leaned forward to listen, Qi Zhaoran said, stay with me ...

Guan Lu's heart softened all of a sudden, he bent down to hug him, stroked his hot forehead, and stroked his soft hair.

At 03:30 in the afternoon, Qi Zhaoran woke up from hunger. He felt that if he fell asleep again, he would eat the pillow in his dream.

Guan Lu was using an electric kettle to boil water in the kitchen, the curtains were swinging like hills and mountains, the weather was sunny outside the window, and someone was drying the crumpled clothes on the rope between the two floors, colorful The ground was swaying colorfully, and scattered sounds came from outside the window, broken glass, pots and pans colliding, dogs barking and human voices.

Qi Zhaoran leaned on the yellowed and warped wallboard, looked at Guan Lu through the curtain of broken beads on the other side of the kitchen, opened the box of aspirin and Ganmaoling granules, and stirred the granules with a chopstick in the narrow kitchen. After opening, a white mist rose from the warm potion, covering Guan Lv's cheeks, hazy like a mist, like a mystery.

Qi Zhaoran knew that it was useless to escape, whether he faced Mr. Shi's accusation, or Guan Lv's family, or his ex-wife and children, Qi Zhaoran didn't mind or feel pressured.

Until now, he knew that what he had been suppressing was nothing more than fear.

"Go back and lie down first, you're sweating all over." After finishing the medicine, Guan Lu found Qi Zhaoran standing at the door, half-supporting his shoulders to let him go back to the bed, brought the granules and capsules and fed him spoonful by spoonful.

"This is twice a day, and the granule is three times." Guan Lv looked down to read the tiny mosquito-like font on the instruction manual, focusing on the side effects.

Qi Zhaoran opened his mouth to speak, but felt a pain in his throat, Guan Lv seemed to know what he wanted to say: "The porridge is cooking in the pot, it will be ready soon."

Qi Zhaoran stopped making a sound, just raised his head and looked at him silently, his eyes were like clear lake water, Guan Lu wanted to kiss him, but was afraid that he couldn't restrain his desire to possess him, so he finally lowered his head:

"I'm going to see the fire."

Qi Zhaoran's high fever subsided a little, but he was not completely cured, so he could only drink porridge. Guan Lu felt sorry for him, so he added boiled soft chicken shreds to the salty porridge. Although Qi Zhaoran felt uncomfortable and had a swollen throat, his appetite did not decrease , drank three bowls in a row.

Guan Lu sat on a ponytail by his bedside, and talked to him about boring topics, sometimes about the country's military affairs, sometimes about traveling in foreign countries, but Qi Zhaoran couldn't get in the way, his throat was dry and sore, and he just kept silent, After a while, I felt drowsy.

Guan Lv drew the curtains to make the room dark again, tidied away the U disks and magazines that Qi Zhaoran had piled up on the table and forgot to put them back in the box, his eyes became complicated for a while, then became clear, and then he went to measure Qi Zhaoran's body temperature, which was already normal, but still sleep.

Guan Lv sat in front of the bed and looked at Qi Zhaoran quietly, thinking a lot, whether in the past or in the future, but the only thing he was sure of was that he didn't want Qi Zhaoran to say that he wanted to separate, and he didn't want Qi Zhaoran to say that he wanted to separate. Going to hang the water alone with a high fever, I don't want Qi Zhaoran to meet someone better.

He was unwilling to let Qi Zhaoran leave him.

I received a call from He Ning for an important trip to Linshi, so I helped Qi Zhaoran warm the rice in the kitchen and put it in an insulated box, then went downstairs softly, turned the steering wheel and left.

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Qi Zhaoran woke up again and had been sleeping for a long time. The fever subsided completely but his throat was still swollen and sore. He felt much more relaxed. When he went to the kitchen, he saw the meal and note left by Guan Lv. Call yourself when you have something to do, remember to eat and drink medicine.Followed by three exclamation points.

Qi Zhaoran didn't want to disturb Guan Lv while he was working, so he ate by himself and stood by the window for a while.

The summer is too hot, and the night is not cool enough. A layer of newspapers is pasted on the dilapidated and mottled walls, and the night is like a pool of running water, with crystal clear drops of water or small continuous waves.

For example, the male and female protagonists of the TV next door are tirelessly talking, and the room on the opposite floor is lit with dim or bright lights, attracting pedestrians like a shop window, and a gray-white wild cat suddenly emerges from under the electric car tires, leaving a handful of fur on the ground. .

Qi Zhaoran thought of the boring story Guan Lu told him just now, the priest he met in Germany who went to a high-end disco, and why the Uyuni Salt Marsh could be driven across the lake.

"Hello?" Guan Lu called, and Qi Zhaoran picked it up.

"are you awake?"

Qi Zhaoran opened his mouth, but made no sound. Guan Lu seemed to remember that Qi Zhaoran's throat was swollen, and it seemed a little inappropriate to call him, but he didn't hang up, and listened quietly for a while, Qi Zhaoran was a little hasty and confused breathing, and suddenly said:

"I'm sorry," Guan Lv paused for a moment, Qi Zhaoran thought, if he was in front of him, he would touch the back of his neck gently with his hand at this moment.

"But, I don't want to go."

Qi Zhaoran didn't know which incident Guan Lv was referring to, whether it was the breakup or the temporary departure just now, he was a little dazed for a moment, and the honesty he had built for many days was almost torn apart in front of him.

Qi Zhaoran tried his best to speak, his throat was hoarse and sore, his breathing was urgent and sharp, and he stabbed the red and swollen throat.But he didn't expect that what he tried so hard to say would be preempted by Guan Lv.

"I love you." Guan said.

Qi Zhaoran's heart skipped a beat, and he felt that the vocal cords that were tearing and struggling just now had completely lost their voice, as if he couldn't hear clearly, and it was like thunder rolling past. Before he could react, tears fell down in twos and silently buried in his arms .

"Are you crying secretly under the covers?" Guan Lu's voice caressed Qi Zhaoran's ears slowly and slowly, gentle and deep:

"Want me to touch you?"

Guan Lu's words are like crystal clear drops of water or small continuous waves emerging from the deep night. There is no more precious silence than this.

29

Guan Lv once told Qi Zhaoran that there are countless forked roads in this world, some of which are good and some are bad, and most of the roads cannot go to the end in one way.

Maybe there are so many roads, Qi Zhaoran thought at the time, I don't want to know which road is better or worse, I only choose the one leading to you.

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In the early morning, Qi Zhaoran was woken up by the heat, and looked at his watch, it was 04:30.Qi Zhaoran sat on the edge of the bed facing the window, blowing weak and thin hot air.He was wearing sneakers, the heels were pressed flat, and his feet were wearing white cotton boat socks buried in the loosely laced shoes. The school uniform pants were a little short, revealing clean and thin ankles.

Qi Zhaoran still felt a little uncomfortable, a little cold, his throat was swollen and sore.Opening his mouth slightly, he uttered a few hoarse and short syllables, and simply gave up struggling, and went to pour water under the familiar night light.The dry heat of summer is the source of the dryness, Qi Zhaoran drank a glass of water, at least the dryness of his throat was much better.

Qi Zhaoran held a transparent and simple glass, sipping cold boiled water like nectar, while lowering his head, editing a text message that had been edited and edited. The wide neckline revealed a seductive collarbone and a large piece of transparent white skin. The fingers are long and slender, with well-defined joints.

"Where are you now?"

Guan Lv replied to him after a few minutes:

"On the way back, why didn't you sleep?"

"Just woke up."

"Sleep a little longer, it's not dawn yet."

Qi Zhaoran didn't reply to him because he was still a bit hungry, he only ate two bowls of porridge all day yesterday, and now he planned to go downstairs and walk a short distance to the 24-hour convenience store to buy something to eat, and he didn't plan to sleep yet.

Qi Zhaoran was wearing black short-sleeves and school uniform trousers wrinkled from sleep, and sneakers with loose laces. He took a bunch of keys, packed ten yuan in change, and went downstairs.

The sky is dark and solid black and purple, the air is sticky and hot, the wind is very thin, there are only a few street lamps on the side of the street, like candles, the lights in the city are all asleep, and there is only one boy who is not tall in the convenience store On the night shift, I was bored sitting at the checkout counter with my head down and swiping my phone, while the oden next to me steamed with a steaming aroma.

Qi Zhaoran thought for a moment between cold porridge, Kanto cooking, and instant noodles. He filled two strings of fish balls without a glance and took a box of instant noodles to pay the bill. The little boy pointed to the kettle next to him to indicate that there was ready hot water. You can instant noodles.

Qi Zhaoran got bored and ate the instant noodles with his head down, eating fish balls. He sat on a high chair by the big glass window facing the street. There was an orange street lamp at the door, which filled the ravine in the city. Qi Zhaoran lowered his head and finished eating, and then I brushed Xiaoxiaole for a while in the air-conditioned convenience store until the sky dilutes.

Every morning when the sky is hazy, there will be buildings growing in clusters in the distance, clouds and moons formed by smoke, branches intertwined with light and shadow, and seeing light spots and leaves exchanging martial arts, it is as turbulent as a rising tide, small and magnificent.

Qi Zhaoran stopped under the tree and turned his head.Spots of light leaked in his hair again.

"Why did you go downstairs?"

Guan Lu parked the car and called him. It seemed that he had just driven quite a distance and was a little tired, but he still smiled slowly when he saw Qi Zhaoran.

Qi Zhaoran opened his mouth and didn't speak, Guan Lv didn't mind if he spoke or not, he touched his forehead to make sure he didn't have a fever, then suddenly got very close, Qi Zhaoran unconsciously took two steps back.Guan Lv frowned slightly:

"Have you eaten instant noodles?"

Qi Zhaoran shook his head subconsciously, and broke away from Guan Lv's already loose embrace.Guan Law is just