Earth Raiders progress report [comprehensive British and American]

"So you think, if you are too shocked, it may help you awaken your emotions?" The new psychiatrist asked this question. The man wore a rigorous three-piece suit, which was somewhat similar to the patients who had always been wearing suits, and looked calm and reliable.

Hannibal was originally the object Joshua used to confuse the non-existent psychological shadow, but as a well-known psychiatrist, he is indeed very good. After initial contact, Joshua knew that the other party was not an ordinary person, but he was undoubtedly The best communication partner at this time.

"You think that feeling is shock?" The reformed man sitting opposite the doctor raised his eyebrows. His demeanor was not as mild as usual, but it was not too aggressive.

Since what he came to talk about was his emotional disorder, Joshua naturally did not hide it anymore. Even regardless of the doctor-patient confidentiality agreement, he knew that Hannibal would not disclose it to others. Occasionally, someone who was too dangerous would instead Easier to keep a secret for you.

"You said it was similar to being surprised." When questioned, the doctor with short golden brown hair didn't feel any displeasure, and just continued: "When things develop beyond their original expectations, most people will be surprised, but according to the nature In addition to being surprised, there will be other feelings attached to it, do you think it will be moving? Or sad?"

This question made Joshua's upper body lean forward, "Why do you think it might be sadness?"

"Lily killed your uncle to protect you," Hannibal said, "but that's not the truth."

The young man with amber eyes looked at the psychiatrist in front of him, and heard the other party continue: "My brother and uncle are her family members, there is no domestic violence, no abuse, both are family members she likes, she is not trying to protect her love She did this, she was just protecting what she saw as a victim, and she killed the perpetrator for it."

"If you were the one who tried to hurt others, would she kill Ned for you? Or just stand by and watch, can she do it?" The man finally concluded, "It is conscience that drives her, and Not love."

Joshua blinked slowly, "So my sadness lies in..."

"You love her." The doctor said, his voice was so soft that it seemed to be bewitching, "You really regard her as a relative, a sister, and you can do many things for your family, but as long as you are not a victim, she will not do anything for you." You do that."

He really wasn't a victim.

In other words, he is, and Ned wanted to hurt him out of his own will. He once overestimated his uncle and mistakenly thought that the other party was the kind of existence that could understand him. , will naturally make immature wrong judgments, but in fact Ned is just an ordinary person.

So when he broke away from the original family and made his uncle the guardian of him and Lily, they played the piano together as before, and when he saw Ned, who discovered the truth from the chorus, looked at him, he knew he was happy. Estimate the other party.

Ned knew that everything was planned by him, and of course he would no longer treat him as an innocent child who needed to be loved and protected. Unfortunately, the overestimation meant that the years that his uncle lived longer than him would not be for the sake of revealing the truth or What's the use of defeating him, even if it's so sad that he knows what kind of person he is, he still can't help but need him.

According to the summary of normal human beings, it can be called love and hate. Ned regards him as a demon, both fear and longing. It is undeniable that there is a result of his manipulation. Even if his uncle disappoints him again, he is already the only one. The guardian has become a target, and he doesn't plan to go to the orphanage, so it can only make his life easier. Of course, there are also experimental factors, but having desire|for a minor is Ned's own problem.

He only planned to make his guardian obedient, and did not seduce him, but he could also understand how Ned had been tortured in those years. The gap in ability and means could not defeat him in a proper way, and out of fear, he did not It is possible to really touch him, it is unbearable to live under his control for the whole life, and it is logical to lose your mind and attack directly.

Therefore, in the matter of being attacked, he was indeed a victim. Lily probably found clues and doubts from Ned's different attitude towards the two, but throughout the process, if Ned was deeply impressed by Joshua Ya's mental torture can't be wrong. He knows Ned's state and is ready to accuse him of molesting a minor or attempted murder. It's just that Lily's behavior is a little unexpected.

Part of what Hannibal said is indeed correct, but unfortunately the reason why Ned is so painful is the mental torture, and this mental torture comes from him. In other words, in the field of mental manipulation, even if he does not call himself a leader, Dr. Lecter's guidance is also hard to ignore.

"If I really feel sad, it's probably because of my poor uncle." No matter how complicated his feelings for him, Ned is still normal to Lily, but in the end he was killed by his niece who thought he was harmless. It is also sad, but unfortunately, he is also sure that he has no sad feelings, "I don't love her, I know her behavior is out of conscience, so I won't be sad about it."

"It's just something called touching, why do you use such a clumsy way to guide it?" The brown-haired and brown-eyed reformed man tilted his head, "I care about Lily, but I don't love my sister like you, and you don't care about it. Knowing that this won't work, even if I really relax your guidance after jumping over the first trap, what exactly do you want?"

The psychiatrist with red brown eyes stared at the patient opposite, and after a moment of silence, he replied, "Maybe it's because I'm a romantic."

"For any psychologist, you are an example of great research value." Hannibal folded his hands, "But in my eyes, that touch is already unique enough, and it will never be copied. Without a sense of beauty, chasing the so-called complete emotion is worldly and pathetic.”

"I understand your mentality of trying to stay away from vulgarity." Joshua said so, without showing any understanding on his face, as if it was just some kind of polite perfunctory, he leaned back on the back of the sofa chair, " So you take that as a work of art?"

Regarding this question, Hannibal did not deny it, but he did not continue the topic, he only said: "You are trying to learn that the root of your feelings is the need for your family, let's talk about this."

Joshua did not object, and he heard his psychiatrist continue: "Compared with other social relationships, family relationships are the most intimate and profound. They contain many functions and are relatively the most useful way of connection in many situations, but you The obsession with having a family is based on the need for what function?"

"What kind of function are you trying to establish a family relationship based on? Is it included in the academically summarized functions?" The brown-haired reformer replied with a calm tone. The office fell into a brief silence again, and then three things The psychiatrist smiled at him.

By the time Joshua got home Peter was already sitting in the living room, which wasn't much of a surprise given the fact that he was indeed in a relationship for the first time, other than books and the internet calling out names for dating. , none of that would work for couples who were established and settled down, so he took Dr. Cooper's advice.

We only need to get along with each other on a daily basis. It is more convenient for both parties to regularly determine the theme of each meeting. Both he and Peter adopted Sheldon’s suggestion and referred to their arrangements. Today is movie night , which means that the two of them are sitting at home watching movies, eating and chatting, it is not surprising that Peter is here.

Strange is the content of today.

Peter told him before the show that he didn't know what it was or where it came from, but the seniors of the Avengers knew that he was going to watch a movie with Joshua today, so maybe they sent it, so they I agree to watch this one first, and if it doesn't look good, then change to the one Peter originally prepared.

That's why Joshua stared blankly at his other self on the screen who also picked up the whip and whipped it down.

"This is..." The voice of the boyfriend on the side rang out with difficulty, "When you were in Gotham, did someone make a fake plan to frame you?"

I have to say that Joshua was also a little surprised. He originally thought that Moriarty would reveal the matter between himself and Hydra, but he didn't expect it to be replaced by this, but he was not prepared to lie, "This is real."

"So that group of scumbags forced you to do this when you were in Gotham..." The tone of the young hero sounded even more angry. Now it seems that there is no further intimate contact, and his face has eased a little, but it is not easy to see where to go.

Obviously, he thinks that the reason why his boyfriend will appear in it is that he was forced to be a prostitute. After all, Gotham, a legendary city, is really demonized, and in his eyes, Joshua is a person from another time and space. If you don't understand many things, it is understandable to be deceived or forced to appear in this situation.

Joshua was a little surprised why Peter's first reaction was Gotham, probably because of the value of force. He didn't have much feeling about the city of crime he once lived in, but he still explained: "No, after we started dating, I was going to learn this method to solve possible sexual problems in the future, but Sheldon reminded me that it might not work for everyone, so I gave up."

Speaking of sexual issues, Peter also remembered the last time the other party had no feelings for him, and his mind calmed down, and finally remembered and paused the video.

Since Joshua has no feelings, it is impossible to have a relationship with others. This disc appeared in front of him inexplicably, just to drive a wedge between him and Joshua. There was a lot of disgust, and his face became even worse.

Probably because his expression was misleading, Joshua continued: "I haven't done it with them, but they did get physical pleasure under the whip. If you plan to break up, I can accept it."

"Why did you break up?" The young hero looked at his frank boyfriend and asked, and he was also very frank, "But I am really angry and jealous."

Seeing the young man looking at him suspiciously, Peter moved closer to him, with a feigned gloomy face, "Where did they touch you?"

"They haven't touched me." The reformer replied, and added: "But when we ended the relationship, one of them was ready to start his life again, so I gave him a hug, and there is another one you saw, The one who stopped me at the door of Stark Tower, grabbed the arm."

Joshua mentioned the latter person, Peter, who did have an impression, but this is not the point now. Considering Joshua's incompatibility with intimacy, he just held his boyfriend's hand in the end, and asked: " Haven't been like this before?"

"No." Immediately after the young man with soft brown hair kissed the young man's fingertips, Joshua realized that the scene had changed from questioning to flirting.

Joshua didn't feel much about it, but the video of him waving his whip seemed to be a bad background in a normal sense, so Joshua still reminded: "What did you bring here?" Movie?"

Hearing this question, Peter raised his head and smiled as usual, "Alien."