ABO sham marriage relationship
Chapter 96
Shen Rong's hands resting on his knees kept trembling, but his words were as firm as a knife.
"I won't be with you."
This is Shen Rong's answer after struggling these days.
The kidnapping a few days ago made Shen Rong feel an unprecedented contradiction in his heart.
Four years ago, he hated Song Qingchi hysterically and almost crazily, and even wanted to die with him; and when he first returned to China four years later, although he still had a heart for what Song Qingchi had done before, because of The depression has been well controlled, and he is no longer as sharp and sensitive as before, depressed and desperate, but when facing Song Qingchi's entanglement, he will inevitably feel disgusted and disgusted, and he never gives him a good face.
But now, his mood has been turned upside down, chaotic and contradictory.
In order to save him, Song Qingchi went to danger alone, not only suffered humiliation, but also injured his glands. How could he not be grateful for such a great kindness that weighed heavily on his heart?How can you not feel guilty?
Shen Rong didn't know whether he should hold on to what Song Qingchi owed him before, but he knew that he owed Song Qingchi a lot this time, and wondered if he could pay it back in this life.
The previous grievances still made him brood, but this sudden kindness made him feel unbearably guilty.These days, Shen Rong has been struggling with his illness while recovering from his illness. These contradictory emotions almost drove him crazy.
Later, he finally made up his mind and kept telling himself that maybe he shouldn't worry about Song Qingchi's past mistakes anymore, after all, he has paid such a high price to save him now.Let the past things go, he should also try to get along with Song Qing peacefully, just treat him as getting to know him again.
What's more, Song Qingchi has indeed changed a lot, and it is not an exaggeration to say that he got to know him again.
However, even if he could try to be friends with Song Qingchi again, it would be impossible to accept him as a partner again.
Not only because it was difficult for him to develop love for Song Qingzhi, but also because...he had a bloody accident on the road of marriage, and he never wanted to experience that heart-wrenching feeling again in his life.
Shen Rong took a deep breath, settled down, slowly raised his head, and looked straight into Song Qingchi's eyes.He looked into Song Qingchi's eyes, and said to him very seriously: "Song Qingchi, I'm sorry. I will always remember your kindness for saving me this time. If you need help, just ask."
"But..." He smiled lightly, with relief and firmness on his face, "Don't mention the matter of getting back together. It's impossible for us."
Song Qingchi's eyes were red, and tears were almost overflowing.His lips trembled, and he asked sadly: "Xiao Rong, have you not forgiven me yet?"
"No!" Shen Rong immediately denied it, "I owe you such a big favor, how could I still blame you?"
Shen Rong smiled reluctantly, "Actually, it stands to reason that the grievances between us should have been written off four years ago. But I didn't treat you very well this time when I returned to China, because I was still a little awkward in my heart. Don't you mind."
"Let's be...friends from now on." Shen Rong was a little uncomfortable, but he still tried his best to express his kindness to Song Qingchi, and comforted him, "I will always accompany Nian Nian. Even if I can't give him a complete family, but I can guarantee to give him enough care and love."
Song Qingchi let out a miserable laugh, and murmured with red eyes: "Favour...friend..."
"Shen Rong." He asked with a painful face: "I risked my life for you. In your heart, this is just a favor, isn't it?"
"I don't want your favor, nor do I want to be your friend, I just want you!" Song Qingchi roared hoarsely.
Shen Rong lowered his head silently, not daring to look directly at Song Qingchi's eyes full of tears, he said in a shy voice: "I know you have done a lot for me, but I really can't give you what you want. In my life... ...would never get married again."
"If possible, I even hope that you didn't come to save me, or let me bear all the pain, so that I don't have to be so entangled." Shen Rong said sadly.
He really hoped that none of this would happen.Then he can leave firmly, refuse firmly, without any hesitation, without any struggle, let alone the need to be like this now
In the same way, when rejecting Song Qingchi, he has to bear the condemnation and torture of his conscience.
Song Qing's weak appearance and persistent pleading put a lot of pressure on Shen Rong. He felt that he could no longer stay here, and he was really afraid that he would soften his heart and compromise.
Shen Rong stood up sullenly, and said quickly: "I'm leaving first, you should think about removing the glands carefully, Niannian is still waiting for you at home."
"No." Song Qingchi reached out to grab the hem of his clothes, but Shen Rong took a step back, avoiding his persuasion.So Song Qingchi stood up and tried to get out of bed to stop him, but just as he stood up, he was about to fall down.
Shen Rong's heart arose when he saw it, and hurriedly stepped forward to push him back on the bed, and persuaded him in a low voice: "Don't move around."
"Then you accompany me." Song Qingchi looked at him helplessly, against his pale face, he looked a little pitiful.He was afraid that Shen Rong would not want to, so he held his hand tightly again, and whispered wrongedly: "I won't force you anymore, and I won't mention the matter of getting back together. You can stay with me, okay?"
Shen Rong looked at his begging eyes full of nostalgia, her heart was confused, so she nodded, "Okay."
Song Qingchi finally breathed a sigh of relief, and lay back on the bed in peace.He was already out of energy, and after talking so much with Shen Rong, he soon fell asleep from exhaustion, but he still held Shen Rong's hand tightly, and refused to let go in his dream.
I don't know how long it has passed, until Shen Rong's back hurts at his bedside, Song Qingchi never let go of his hand.
Later, when the doctor came to administer inhibitors to Song Qingchi, Shen Rong forcefully opened his fingers and fled back to his ward.
When Song Qingchi woke up, it was already pitch black outside, a dim lamp was turned on in the ward, and Assistant Lin was sitting on the sofa watching over him.
Song Qingchi opened his eyes ignorantly and confusedly, and subconsciously looked to his right hand, which was where he sat before sleeping.But now there is no one there.
He stared blankly at his right hand, and slowly squeezed it, but he could no longer feel the warmth of Shen Rong's palm.
Song Qingchi lowered his eyes sadly, and the corner of his mouth pulled a self-deprecating arc.
"Xiao Lin." Song Qingchi shouted in a hoarse voice, his voice was unexpectedly calm and cold, no longer the fragility when facing Shen Rong.
"Mr. Song." Assistant Lin responded, and immediately walked to his bed to wait for orders.
Song Qingchi remained expressionless, without a trace of light in his black eyes, and said, "Arrange the surgery for me."
Assistant Lin didn't react for a while, blinked his eyes twice, and then responded excitedly: "Okay, okay, I'll arrange it right away!" He was really relieved, "Mr. Song, you finally figured it out!"
Song Qingchi closed his eyes rather dull, he suppressed all the turbulent emotions in his heart, and a tired voice sounded in the silence, "He is determined not to want me, I am holding on to alha identity and What's the point?"
Assistant Lin bowed his head deeply, not daring to answer the words, and after asking for instructions, he quickly left the ward.
Immediately, the room fell into a deep and hopeless silence. After a long time, a faint sigh pierced the air.
"I won't be with you."
This is Shen Rong's answer after struggling these days.
The kidnapping a few days ago made Shen Rong feel an unprecedented contradiction in his heart.
Four years ago, he hated Song Qingchi hysterically and almost crazily, and even wanted to die with him; and when he first returned to China four years later, although he still had a heart for what Song Qingchi had done before, because of The depression has been well controlled, and he is no longer as sharp and sensitive as before, depressed and desperate, but when facing Song Qingchi's entanglement, he will inevitably feel disgusted and disgusted, and he never gives him a good face.
But now, his mood has been turned upside down, chaotic and contradictory.
In order to save him, Song Qingchi went to danger alone, not only suffered humiliation, but also injured his glands. How could he not be grateful for such a great kindness that weighed heavily on his heart?How can you not feel guilty?
Shen Rong didn't know whether he should hold on to what Song Qingchi owed him before, but he knew that he owed Song Qingchi a lot this time, and wondered if he could pay it back in this life.
The previous grievances still made him brood, but this sudden kindness made him feel unbearably guilty.These days, Shen Rong has been struggling with his illness while recovering from his illness. These contradictory emotions almost drove him crazy.
Later, he finally made up his mind and kept telling himself that maybe he shouldn't worry about Song Qingchi's past mistakes anymore, after all, he has paid such a high price to save him now.Let the past things go, he should also try to get along with Song Qing peacefully, just treat him as getting to know him again.
What's more, Song Qingchi has indeed changed a lot, and it is not an exaggeration to say that he got to know him again.
However, even if he could try to be friends with Song Qingchi again, it would be impossible to accept him as a partner again.
Not only because it was difficult for him to develop love for Song Qingzhi, but also because...he had a bloody accident on the road of marriage, and he never wanted to experience that heart-wrenching feeling again in his life.
Shen Rong took a deep breath, settled down, slowly raised his head, and looked straight into Song Qingchi's eyes.He looked into Song Qingchi's eyes, and said to him very seriously: "Song Qingchi, I'm sorry. I will always remember your kindness for saving me this time. If you need help, just ask."
"But..." He smiled lightly, with relief and firmness on his face, "Don't mention the matter of getting back together. It's impossible for us."
Song Qingchi's eyes were red, and tears were almost overflowing.His lips trembled, and he asked sadly: "Xiao Rong, have you not forgiven me yet?"
"No!" Shen Rong immediately denied it, "I owe you such a big favor, how could I still blame you?"
Shen Rong smiled reluctantly, "Actually, it stands to reason that the grievances between us should have been written off four years ago. But I didn't treat you very well this time when I returned to China, because I was still a little awkward in my heart. Don't you mind."
"Let's be...friends from now on." Shen Rong was a little uncomfortable, but he still tried his best to express his kindness to Song Qingchi, and comforted him, "I will always accompany Nian Nian. Even if I can't give him a complete family, but I can guarantee to give him enough care and love."
Song Qingchi let out a miserable laugh, and murmured with red eyes: "Favour...friend..."
"Shen Rong." He asked with a painful face: "I risked my life for you. In your heart, this is just a favor, isn't it?"
"I don't want your favor, nor do I want to be your friend, I just want you!" Song Qingchi roared hoarsely.
Shen Rong lowered his head silently, not daring to look directly at Song Qingchi's eyes full of tears, he said in a shy voice: "I know you have done a lot for me, but I really can't give you what you want. In my life... ...would never get married again."
"If possible, I even hope that you didn't come to save me, or let me bear all the pain, so that I don't have to be so entangled." Shen Rong said sadly.
He really hoped that none of this would happen.Then he can leave firmly, refuse firmly, without any hesitation, without any struggle, let alone the need to be like this now
In the same way, when rejecting Song Qingchi, he has to bear the condemnation and torture of his conscience.
Song Qing's weak appearance and persistent pleading put a lot of pressure on Shen Rong. He felt that he could no longer stay here, and he was really afraid that he would soften his heart and compromise.
Shen Rong stood up sullenly, and said quickly: "I'm leaving first, you should think about removing the glands carefully, Niannian is still waiting for you at home."
"No." Song Qingchi reached out to grab the hem of his clothes, but Shen Rong took a step back, avoiding his persuasion.So Song Qingchi stood up and tried to get out of bed to stop him, but just as he stood up, he was about to fall down.
Shen Rong's heart arose when he saw it, and hurriedly stepped forward to push him back on the bed, and persuaded him in a low voice: "Don't move around."
"Then you accompany me." Song Qingchi looked at him helplessly, against his pale face, he looked a little pitiful.He was afraid that Shen Rong would not want to, so he held his hand tightly again, and whispered wrongedly: "I won't force you anymore, and I won't mention the matter of getting back together. You can stay with me, okay?"
Shen Rong looked at his begging eyes full of nostalgia, her heart was confused, so she nodded, "Okay."
Song Qingchi finally breathed a sigh of relief, and lay back on the bed in peace.He was already out of energy, and after talking so much with Shen Rong, he soon fell asleep from exhaustion, but he still held Shen Rong's hand tightly, and refused to let go in his dream.
I don't know how long it has passed, until Shen Rong's back hurts at his bedside, Song Qingchi never let go of his hand.
Later, when the doctor came to administer inhibitors to Song Qingchi, Shen Rong forcefully opened his fingers and fled back to his ward.
When Song Qingchi woke up, it was already pitch black outside, a dim lamp was turned on in the ward, and Assistant Lin was sitting on the sofa watching over him.
Song Qingchi opened his eyes ignorantly and confusedly, and subconsciously looked to his right hand, which was where he sat before sleeping.But now there is no one there.
He stared blankly at his right hand, and slowly squeezed it, but he could no longer feel the warmth of Shen Rong's palm.
Song Qingchi lowered his eyes sadly, and the corner of his mouth pulled a self-deprecating arc.
"Xiao Lin." Song Qingchi shouted in a hoarse voice, his voice was unexpectedly calm and cold, no longer the fragility when facing Shen Rong.
"Mr. Song." Assistant Lin responded, and immediately walked to his bed to wait for orders.
Song Qingchi remained expressionless, without a trace of light in his black eyes, and said, "Arrange the surgery for me."
Assistant Lin didn't react for a while, blinked his eyes twice, and then responded excitedly: "Okay, okay, I'll arrange it right away!" He was really relieved, "Mr. Song, you finally figured it out!"
Song Qingchi closed his eyes rather dull, he suppressed all the turbulent emotions in his heart, and a tired voice sounded in the silence, "He is determined not to want me, I am holding on to alha identity and What's the point?"
Assistant Lin bowed his head deeply, not daring to answer the words, and after asking for instructions, he quickly left the ward.
Immediately, the room fell into a deep and hopeless silence. After a long time, a faint sigh pierced the air.
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