ABO sham marriage relationship

After bidding farewell to Xu Linfeng, Shen Rong returned to the hotel where he was temporarily staying. He washed up early and went to bed, but he tossed and turned in bed for a long time, but couldn't fall asleep anyway.

Shen Rong lay on his back, staring blankly at the darkness in front of him.

His brain seemed uncontrollable, thinking again and again of the little boy who bumped into his leg in the hot pot restaurant today.Such a small child has big eyes, moist with water, and just looking at them makes one's heart soften.

Are children so cute?Shen Rong's heart suddenly became hot, and some thoughts were just around the corner.But Shen Rong knew clearly that even if the child was born to him, no matter how cute the child was, it had nothing to do with him.So he quickly restrained the urge.

Shen Rong tossed and turned for most of the night, and finally took a sleeping pill in despair.He hasn't taken sleeping pills for a long time, but he is too confused now, it is difficult to calm down, so he simply uses drugs to force himself to sleep and forget those messy thoughts.

Later, Shen Rong finally fell asleep in a daze, but his sleep was still uneasy.

He had a dream.In the dream, there was a little boy who was not tall and had the head of a radish, but was very cute. Just looking at him made him feel excited, and his chest seemed to be stuffed with cotton wool, which was soft and warm.Although the little boy's face seemed to be shrouded in smoke, making it difficult to see his features clearly, Shen Rong instinctively felt close to him.

Shen Rong stared straight at the little boy, and unconsciously moved forward. His eyes were sore from excitement, and his hands were trembling, but he still couldn't get close to the boy.

Shen Rong desperately ran towards him, he wanted to hug that child, wanted to...give him all his love, but why couldn't he touch him?

Afterwards, Shen Rong collapsed to his knees on the ground.His whole body was surrounded by despair and sadness, and the tears couldn't stop rolling down. Just when his heart was so painful that he was almost suffocating, the little boy who had been quiet all this time suddenly came to him and shouted He said:

"father!"

These two words seemed to weigh a thousand catties, and they hit Shen Rong's heart suddenly, making his body tremble.

Shen Rong stared at him with wide eyes in disbelief.What does he call himself?

……dad?

The next second, Shen Rong woke up panting heavily.

He jumped up from the bed suddenly, tightly grasping the quilt on his body, as hard as grabbing a life-saving straw.His chest heaved violently, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, there were faint tears on his cheeks, his eyes were red and swollen, and he looked very embarrassed.

For a long time, Shen Rong's body was stiff, he was motionless, and the immature cry of a child kept echoing in his mind: "Daddy."

After a long time, Shen Rong collapsed on the bed completely exhausted.

He stared straight at the ceiling and stayed up all night.

When the sun faintly fell into the room through the curtains, Shen Rong blinked and finally recovered from his contemplation.

The moment his sanity returned, Shen Rong immediately grabbed his phone and booked the earliest flight to Europe today.He couldn't stay here any longer, this place would disturb the mood he had spent four years to calm down, and it might even drag him back to the abyss.

After Shen Rong booked the plane ticket, he staggered out of bed to pack his luggage, his hands were trembling.He forced himself to calm down, and also forced himself to forget about the absurd dream last night.

He finally got rid of a false and disgusting marriage and started a new life. He didn't allow himself to have an intersection with Song Qingchi again because of anyone or anything, even... his own child.

He thought that his heart was cold enough and hard enough to make him selfish and live only for himself from now on.But he underestimated the influence of those things on him in the past, just like he still feels guilty for Shen Cheng's death, like he still can't let go of what Song Qingchi did, and like...that child can... It easily touched his heart that had been silent for a long time.

Shen Rong packed up his things indiscriminately, washed up casually, and rushed to the airport without even eating breakfast.

He wants to leave this place, and only by staying away from here can he be at peace again.

calm down.

Shen Rong suddenly regretted coming back here, maybe he should leave this place forever and never come back again.All his sorrow, pain and despair happened in this land, how could it be so easy to let go?He overestimated his own endurance.

But as long as he stays away from this place, he may be able to delude himself that he has forgotten everything, and he can go on enjoying a new life.

As long as he leaves here, never come back.

While waiting in the waiting room, Shen Rong took the time to call Xu Linfeng.

"Doctor Xu, I'm leaving."

"So fast?" Xu Linfeng asked in surprise, "Didn't I agree to take you to eat crayfish today?"

Shen Rong unconsciously squeezed the phone tightly, and said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I think..." He closed his eyes tiredly, and said, "It's better for me to leave."

"I'm here... I can't sleep well." After Shen Rong said this with difficulty, a sense of grievance and despair suddenly surged in his heart, which almost brought tears to his eyes.

When his depression was severe, he would often have such sudden negative emotions, which made him want to cry and vent. It had been a long time since he had lost control like this, but now...

Xu Linfeng listened to the heavy breathing on the phone, and occasionally heard a suppressed sob or two.He quickly put down the work at hand, grabbed the car keys and ran out while comforting him in a gentle voice: "Shen Rong, don't panic, what time is your plane?"

"Two hours later."

"Okay, I'll be there right away, and I'll be there in about an hour." Xu Linfeng quickly drove to the airport, "Just wait for me there for a while, okay? Don't run around." Xu Linfeng can feel it Shen Rong's mood at the moment was not right, he was really worried that he would leave in this state, so he decided to rush to him to see the situation.

Shen Rong did not resist this, and obediently agreed, "Okay."

After hanging up the phone, Shen Rong sat on the bench in a daze.After an unknown amount of time, there was a sound of hurried footsteps, and someone ran to his side.

Shen Rong didn't pay attention to this movement at first, until someone beside him called him.

"Xiao Rong."