ABO sham marriage relationship

Shen Rong felt quite unwilling.

He didn't want to give birth to a man like Song Qingchi at all, but he couldn't have an operation, so he had to.Shen Rong struggled for a long time, and finally made the mental preparation to give birth to a child.Then, Shen Rong tried to negotiate with Song Qingchi, trying to get him to agree to his divorce request, but Song Qingchi still refused to let go.

Shen Rong fell into despair for a moment.His future will be firmly imprisoned by Song Qingchi's side, with no freedom or hope in sight.

But now, Song Qingchi sent someone to watch him all the time, and even when he went to the bathroom, a beta followed him closely, like a prisoner, for fear that Shen Rong would do anything dangerous.

They should have been the closest couple, but now they are as incompatible as enemies.

It's not like they haven't talked.But the purpose of the two is completely different, one wants to leave, the other refuses to let go, and neither of them is willing to give in, every conversation will turn into a quarrel.

Shen Rong extremely resisted Song Qingchi's touch, and Song Qingchi probably felt ashamed because he had forced Shen Rong once, so he tried not to touch him, and the two slept in separate rooms like this.

Time passed in the day-by-day stalemate and cold war, and before he knew it, the child in Shen Rong's belly was already four months old.

Song Qingchi immediately took him for a DNA test, and when he saw that the report showed that it was indeed his child, Song Qingchi finally felt at ease.

In this way, Song Qingchi cared more about Shen Rong, and more and more people took care of Shen Rong on the surface.

Song Qingchi knows Shen Rong very well, he knows that this Omega is stubborn and has his own ideas.He was really frightened by Shen Rong's attitude, afraid that he would hurt the child in his womb, and even more afraid that he would hurt himself.

Song Qingchi also tried to communicate with him, tried to understand him, and wanted him to accept this child, and accept him too, but Shen Rong refused to cooperate.

So in the end, Song Qingchi would only go to see Shen Rong every day, talk to him for a while, and tell others to take good care of Shen Rong in the rest of the time.

Song Qingchi always felt that after the child was born, their relationship would definitely turn around, and then everything would be fine.

However, Shen Rong had some problems before the child was born.

He has been pregnant for four months, and the feeling in the abdomen is becoming more and more obvious, and he can still feel the fetal movement occasionally.Even though he was so determined to kill the child at the beginning, Shen Rong couldn't bear it now.

He accepted the child with pain and entanglement, and occasionally touched the slightly raised belly, and he would feel a burst of satisfaction and joy from the bottom of his heart.

However, his hormones changed greatly during pregnancy, and his emotions became very unstable. One second he was thinking about whether the child was a boy or a girl, and the next moment he would cry inexplicably, falling into deep self-loathing.

In addition, Song Qingchi found a bunch of people to watch him, like guarding prisoners, which made Shen Rong feel uncomfortable, but he couldn't resist.

These people who took care of him should have been beaten by Song Qingchi, so they would not say a word of unnecessary words to Shen Rong, but would just mechanically remind him that it was time to eat and sleep.Even when Shen Rong wanted to chat with them occasionally, they kept silent.

Such a big house, so many people, but no one spoke to Shen Rong.

There is only one Song Qingchi, but Shen Rong hates him and never pays attention to him.

In such an environment, Shen Rong could not help but feel lonely and depressed.

The pregnant Omega was already emotionally unstable, but no one could comfort and enlighten Shen Rong.Depressed emotions are like a ferocious beast, it grows and grows gradually, and can swallow Shen Rong in one bite at any time.

Shen Rong began to feel depressed day by day, and occasionally in the dead of night, he would even feel like dying.

When he thought of death for the first time, he quickly came back to his senses, struggled out of his confusion and depression, and broke out in a cold sweat.He felt guilty, obviously his father cared so much about him and wanted him to live well, but he had such thoughts... How could he be worthy of Shen Cheng?

He told himself to cheer up and live a good life, after all, he still had a child in his stomach.

However, as time passed, Shen Rong felt more and more painful and negative. He often woke up from his dream panting heavily, and when he touched his face, his hands were full of tears.

Even though his rationality told him that this was wrong, he began to think of death more and more frequently, and he yearned for "release" more and more.

Once he even sneaked into the kitchen to touch a knife, just staring blankly at the sharp blade, trembling his hands, gradually brought the knife closer to his wrist, until he was stimulated by the cold touch of the blade and trembled , and then suddenly came back to his senses.He immediately threw away the knife in his hand, ran back to the bedroom, wrapped himself in the quilt, shrank back in shock, and fell asleep because of exhaustion until dawn.

After this incident, Shen Rong somewhat realized that he might be sick. He was in pain and fear, but he didn't know who to confide in.

He can't avoid Song Qing, and can no longer give him trust, but apart from this Alpha who disappointed him, he can't find anyone to ask for help.

At this time, Shen Rong couldn't help but think of Shen Cheng, but he no longer had a father, nor did he have anything to rely on.

Shen Rong cried again, the tears flowed like broken beads, but no matter how many tears flowed out, the pain in his heart did not decrease by half.

When Shen Rong was awake, she would repeatedly tell herself to live, to give birth to a child, and to make the dead Shen Cheng feel at ease.But sometimes all kinds of emotions surged up, and he couldn't control his negative thoughts at all, so he struggled with pain every day.

Song Qingchi noticed Shen Rong's strangeness, but he only thought that Omega was in a bad mood, so he ordered someone to take good care of him. After all, Shen Rong's silence was already used to him.

When Shen Rong was five months pregnant, his belly got bigger, but he became thinner and haggard.

Shen Rong clearly felt that his emotions were becoming more and more unstable, he often got angry for no reason, and more often he fell into endless sadness and negativity.

Shen Rong felt like a camel that had been walking in the desert for a long time, lonely and depressed, and the heavy burden on his back made him almost out of breath.He is still trying to move forward, but he is really too tired, and he doesn't know when he will fall down.

Finally one day late at night, the familiar feeling of oppression swept over again, covering Shen Rong.This time, the emotions were so violent that Shen Rong lay helplessly on the bed and shed tears.

He thought of his father, the cold bed in the hospital, his failed marriage, and his hopeless future.

The world was too dark and cold, and he didn't want to stay any longer.

At this moment, all the motivations that could support him to live were left behind by him.He didn't think of the child in his womb or Shen Cheng's last wish.

He just wanted to escape, escape from everything.

And the best way is to die.

Shen Rong staggered to the door and locked the door.He rushed into the bathroom, looked around blankly, and finally his eyes fell on the mirror.

Shen Rong casually picked up something and threw it at the mirror, causing the mirror surface to shatter to the ground.He picked a sharp piece at random, and stabbed at his wrist without hesitation.

The moment the sharp blade slashed across his wrist, it hurt, but he felt a sense of relief that he hadn't seen for a long time.

He was finally free.