Shen Rong stayed in the hospital for three days, and never saw Song Qingchi again until he was discharged from the hospital.He knew that he had caused Song Qingchi a lot of trouble, and he also knew that Song Qingchi probably paid a lot of money to save him, so he thought it was wise not to disturb Song Qingchi, when Song Qingchi sent an assistant to pick him up. When he was discharged from the hospital, he silently packed his things and went home without even asking where his alpha was.

Now he felt afraid to face Song Qingchi.Probably because he didn't listen to his advice and insisted on going to the prison for an interview, but he got into trouble in the end, so he always felt guilty.But he himself didn't expect that it was just a normal job, and such an accident with a very low probability happened. This sudden thing made him helpless and confused.

In the past, if Song Qingchi asked him to quit his job and go home, he would definitely fight for his right to work based on reason, but now if he makes such a request again, Shen Rong doesn't know if he still has the confidence to fight for himself.

There is also the matter of pregnancy, Song Qingchi had reminded him explicitly and secretly that it was time to have a child, but he kept avoiding it.But now?Can he still have the confidence to reject Song Qingchi?After being hijacked, guilt, gratitude, and love were all intertwined into a huge net, bound to the body, making Shen Rong feel a strong sense of suffocation, and at the same time feel deeply at a loss.

Could it be that his previous persistence was all wrong?Should he listen to Song Qingchi carefully in the future?His alpha is desperate for him, how can he let him down and sad?Should he give up some "self-righteous" insistence...

He knows that he loves Song Qingchi, and he used to be able to insist on himself, but now he doesn't know how to deal with this "life-saving grace".

Shen Rong covered his face in collapse, how should he face Song Qingchi?

After returning home, the huge villa was extremely deserted, Shen Rong went straight back to the room, threw himself on the bed, smelled the mixed smell of the two people's pheromones everywhere in the house, frowned and gradually fell asleep.

However, Shen Rong didn't expect that Song Qingchi never went home to live. His assistant only said that the company was busy and Mr. Song would live in the company these days.But for a week after Shen Rong returned home, not only did he not see Song Qingchi, the two of them didn't even get through the phone.

Shen Rong began to feel uneasy.Although he and Song Qingchi are not as close and sticky as ordinary AO partners, they have never been so cold.Shen Rong thought about it in every possible way, but in the end he could only come to the conclusion that "Song Qingchi is angry".

He couldn't help sighing, Song Qingchi really should be angry, he needs to find a chance to apologize to him...

Shen Rong hugged the quilt, smelled the alpha pheromone that was about to dissipate in the room, and fell asleep in anxiety.

In the middle of the night, Shen Rong was awakened by the pain from the back of his neck.

He murmured, and when he opened his eyes, he found that his whole body was burning hot, and he was familiar with the pheromone in his bones that was so strong that it penetrated every corner, hooking his body's desire.

"Qing...Qing Chi?" Shen Rong wanted to look back, but was pressed on the bed by the person behind him, and entered mercilessly.

"Well——" Shen Rong's eyes were red with pain, and large drops of sweat fell on his forehead, "Be light, be light..."

However, Song Qingchi was like a wild beast that only wanted to vent his desire, he didn't even say a word of comfort, and his actions were extremely rough, and there was no warmth between partners in a sexual encounter.

Shen Rong was gradually aroused by his violent actions and attitude. He used all his strength to push Alpha away from him, turned his head and glared at him—but saw Song Qing holding a pair of indifferent eyes When he turned off the fire, he froze in a daze.

This strange look stung him.Along with the dull pain in his heart, there was also an unknown panic, Shen Rong unconsciously clenched his palms tightly, until bursts of pain came from his palms, and his rationality gradually returned.

At this moment, Song Qingchi impatiently pressed him back to the original place, continuing this unilateral venting.

Shen Rong frowned, but the movement of resistance suddenly froze.He remembered Song Qingchi's worried eyes that night when he was kidnapped, and the price he paid to save himself...

In the end, Shen Rong silently swallowed all the protests.He tried to relax his body to adapt to his roughness, and at the same time quietly buried his face in the pillow, covering all expressions and voices.

When Song Qingchi vented happily, Shen Rong's consciousness was a little fuzzy, and he was about to fall asleep instinctively, but when he realized that Song Qingchi was about to get up and leave, he tried his best to get up from the bed and called out in a hoarse voice. over him.

"Clear."

Song Qing paused, turned his back to him in silence for a long time, then slowly turned to face him, but his eyes fell on the scenery outside the window, and he didn't look directly at Shen Rong.

Shen Rong looked at the tall alpha in front of him, felt sore in his heart, rolled his Adam's apple a few times, but finally said those three words: "I'm sorry."

Song Qingchi's eyes moved slightly, and the corners of his mouth tightened. He finally looked at Shen Rong and said, "You are not wrong." He quietly clenched his fists, and kept telling himself in his heart: Shen Rong was not wrong, he was wrong. It's him.It was because he didn't guard his own heart well, so that his emotions overwhelmed his reason.But feelings will only be a burden to him, Song Qingchi. What he has to do now is to control everything again before things completely derail. He, Song Qingchi, still wants to be the decisive controller. He doesn't need to Don't allow yourself any weaknesses.

So from now on, he will change the way he treats his omega, so that the relationship between the two will return to what he originally envisioned - satisfying his desires and balancing pheromones.

Song Qingchi tried his best to treat Shen Rong indifferently, but when he saw Omega's pale face, guilt and pity inevitably rose in his heart.He forced himself to turn his head and stop looking at him, but he couldn't help explaining: "You are a victim, and there is nothing wrong with it. I will make those who really made mistakes pay the price. You don't need to blame yourself."

Shen Rong didn't answer, nor did he question why he was so abnormal, he just lowered his head quietly.

Song Qingchi looked at the depressed and silent Omega in front of him, who was completely different from usual, and doubted for a moment whether his decision was correct. He closed his eyes, suppressed all wavering or soft-heartedness, and resolutely turned and left.

Shen Rong didn't lie back on the bed until he heard the sound of closing the door.He pulled the quilt over his head, curled up in a mess and fell asleep.

The next day, when Shen Rong woke up, it was already high in the sun, and the strong discomfort in his body reminded him that he had a difficult ordeal last night.Shen Rong almost subconsciously touched the contraceptive pill on the bedside, this is what he would do every time he had sex with Song Qing in the past.

But this time, when he got the medicine bottle, he suddenly remembered Song Qingchi's desire to have a child that he had mentioned many times.In an instant, the guilt that had plagued him since he was kidnapped and rescued seemed to have found a channel to vent, and he couldn't help but began to think about the way he gave birth to a child to "repay the debt of gratitude".

But he thought of his ideal again...

Shen Rong had a sullen face, torn between the two choices.The plastic medicine bottle was deformed by him, and he still couldn't make a decision.In the end, he collapsed and slammed the medicine onto the ground, and the pills scattered, as if hitting his heart one by one, bringing bursts of unspeakable dull pain.

He slumped back on the bed, stretched out his hands to cover his eyes, but couldn't stop the turbulent tears.He cried and told himself: just this one time.As for whether she can get pregnant, it depends on God's will.

Shen Rong didn't care about the scattered pills on the ground, got out of bed in a daze, made something to eat, and just after eating, he received a call from his father.

During these days, Shen Cheng called him every day, but Shen Rong never answered.No reason, just don't want to pick it up.He could think of what Shen Cheng would say without using his brain, it was nothing more than a sentence of sorry that had been repeated for more than ten years.And this time he was hijacked, and Shen Cheng failed to save his son, there might be one more reason to apologize, Shen Rong would have a headache just thinking about it.

To be honest, after so many years, no matter how much resentment or hatred he had in his heart, it was gone. It's just that some things are not so easy to let go of. New wounds are hard to heal, let alone an old scar?Their father and son have been strangers for so many years, Shen Rong really can't be affectionate towards him.

They will never get along like ordinary father and son, and it is not easy to maintain such a faint connection.

This time, Shen Rong stared at the caller ID on the screen for a long time, and finally picked it up.If he doesn't answer, I'm afraid this person will keep calling.

"Hello?" Shen Rong said, after thinking for a while, he added, "Dad." He called Dad this time to tell Shen Cheng that he didn't blame him.This time he was hijacked and had nothing to do with him, so don't blame yourself, and don't apologize.He has grown up, and he will no longer take his anger on him as willfully as he did when he was a child.

But Shen Cheng didn't seem to understand his hint, the first sentence was: "I'm sorry."

Shen Rong smiled wryly, he said sorry to Song Qingchi before, and now his father came to say sorry to himself again.But in the final analysis, who of them is really at fault?

A strong sense of powerlessness came to his heart, Shen Rong sighed, and asked, "What are you apologizing for?"

Shen Cheng was silent for a while, and his voice trembled when he spoke again, "I'm sorry, Dad... I couldn't save you, and I couldn't stay by your side."

Shen Rong scratched his hair, "This matter has nothing to do with you, it's my own bad luck. And it's fine now, so you don't have to worry about it." He had very little communication with his father, and he really couldn't say any warm words , can only comfort him so stiffly.

"Xiao Rong, can I visit you when I have time?"

After a brief silence, Shen Rong whispered: "Yes."

Shen Cheng's breathing seemed to be a little quicker, "How about today?"

Shen Rong was tortured by Song Qingchi yesterday, and his current state is very bad, so he refused without thinking, "No!" Then he realized that this sentence was hurtful, so he quickly added, "I have something to do today. ,next time."

Shen Cheng silently accepted his suggestion.Shen Rong couldn't bear the embarrassment when the two talked on the phone, so he hurriedly ended the call.

After throwing down the phone, Shen Rong sighed deeply, and the feeling of bewilderment enveloped him again.

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