"It's so fucking tasteless..." The more Shen Ye spoke, the more irritable he became, and he couldn't help swearing again and again: "He actually attacked you when you were uncomfortable... This bullying grandson..."

Shen Ye still remembered that he met that tall and strong boy at school afterwards - that boy was in the class next to Bai Han and the others, and was separated from him by a class.Having met him once or twice in the corridor by chance, Shen Ye remembered that boy would turn around and run away every time he saw him.

If he followed his previous temperament, he would definitely hit him every time he saw him, but during that time he missed too much homework, was busy studying, and didn't want to make trouble - in Rongcheng, there was no father to help him settle it. For all kinds of troubles, he didn't want his grandfather to spend so much time on him when he was old.

"Has he ever bullied you again?" Shen Ye asked with a frown.

Bai Han hurriedly shook his head: "No, I've been avoiding him since then, and he seems to be avoiding me too. Anyway... I haven't seen him much."

At that time, there were only a few months left before the college entrance examination, Bai Han tried his best not to get distracted, and put all his energy on his studies, except for occasionally looking at Shen Ye secretly, there was almost nothing to distract him.

"That's good."

Shen Ye said in a low voice, but his brows never relaxed.

He had a lot of doubts at the time, and thinking about it now, he was even more brooding.

When he thought of what the boy said at that time, he always felt that it was planned for a long time, so he asked, "Have you had any contact with him before? Has he followed you or something?"

Bai Han's face turned pale, and he nodded slightly: "...Yes."

His expression at this moment is a bit similar to his expression at that time.

Shen Ye was agitated for a while, held his shoulder and asked, "Didn't school end at four o'clock that day? Why didn't you leave? You stayed so late with your stomach hurting like that?"

"I..." Bai Han lowered her head in a nasty voice, "I originally thought that maybe I could just bear with it..."

Shen Ye thought of his pitiful appearance lying on the desk in the classroom with his stomach covered, and felt the anger in his heart creep up. He tried to restrain himself, but his tone was still stern: "Then Don’t you know to go to the hospital when you’re sick? Don’t you know to tell your family? Just bear it by yourself?”

The more Shen Ye thought about it, the more angry he became - to be honest, he didn't like "that boy" who he helped at that time, he couldn't speak well, and he looked weak and bullying... He couldn't bear those bullies A weak person, but I also can't understand such a person who is bullied and doesn't know how to resist. Although I learned that he was so weak because of appendicitis, I still feel annoyed when I see him.

Especially when he came to thank himself later, he looked awkward.

——It's no wonder that Bai Han didn't want to tell himself that he didn't know how to hide his emotions at that time. I'm afraid his disgust and disdain have already been expressed in words.

Bai Han felt that his emotions were wrong, and flinched even more, but still explained: "At that time, I had nowhere to go."

"Don't you live in your mother's house? Even if she treats you badly, she can't care about your life?!"

Bai Han's lips trembled and said: "... She was not at home at that time, she was on a business trip, but even if she was at home, she might only find me troublesome... And that person - my stepfather, he didn't care about me at all. I I spent those few days at my father’s house.”

"Then why didn't you tell your dad!" Shen Ye raised his voice.

"...At first, I thought it was nothing serious, and it would pass after a while... He didn't have any money at that time, and I didn't want him to spend money to see a doctor for me."

Shen Ye's anger was blocked in his heart, and he had nowhere to vent it.

He let go of Bai Han, walked up and down on the beach irritably, stretched out his hands and rubbed his hair carelessly, his mind was mixed and he didn't know how to express it.

When he asked Bai Han just now, it was almost a questioning - he always felt that even according to his worst guess, he shouldn't suffer so much.

He didn't even dare to go to the hospital when he was sick. If he didn't realize that he might have an operation after taking him to the hospital, maybe in the end, his parents would not know about it.

——How can a person make himself so pitiful?

Shen Ye had to admit that at the beginning, he looked down on the boy he helped.

But now, when he found out that he was Bai Han, when he knew everything about Bai Han, he couldn't help but put himself in Bai Han's place, and suddenly found that he could understand all the choices he made.

And it was this understanding that made him even angrier.

He was so angry that he could hardly speak, and even the picturesque and clear scenery in front of him could not relieve him at all.

Bai Han looked at him, feeling sore in his heart.

At that time, he could see that Shen Ye didn't like him, so he could only try to hide himself. Until many years later, he didn't dare to draw Shen Ye's attention too much, and he still didn't dare to express his feelings for him.

And now, is he hated by him again?

Sure enough... he shouldn't be reminded of those past events...

Bai Han raised his head, looked at Shen Ye's gloomy face with his arms crossed and looked at the vast sea in front of him, walked over cautiously, touched his arm, and said nah, "...don't be angry..."

"I am not angry!"

Bai Han turned pale, and quickly withdrew her fingers.

His expression pierced into Shen Ye's heart like a thorn, making him so painful that he could hardly breathe.

He just stared at Bai Han for two seconds, and suddenly he was discouraged.

"I'm sorry..." He sighed and turned around, closed his eyes, and looked into Bai Han's eyes again: "I'm sorry, I didn't target you...I shouldn't have talked to you like this."

Bai Han's eyelashes trembled, but he didn't say anything.

Shen Ye took a step forward, touched his shoulder, saw that he didn't resist, he was relieved, and carefully embraced him into his arms.

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry Hanhan, I'm not angry with you...I'm just..." His throat was choked, his nose suddenly felt sore, and he was almost speechless.

At this moment, Shen Ye suddenly had a new understanding - he suddenly realized how arrogant he was.

Since he was a child, he was the proud son of heaven, and he had always made a big show of it. Whatever he wanted, someone would give it to him.He has never known what timidity is. When he sees injustice, he will go up to him, and when he sees injustice, he will draw his sword to help. Sometimes, he even feels that he is a hero.

He will sympathize with the weak, he will help the weak, he will even tolerate the weak - for example, when he helped Bai Han, even though he didn't like Bai Han at the time, he would still take action when encountering such a thing - this is his As the elite of this society, or the sense of justice of the strong.

This is a condescending sense of justice.

He once read a sentence: Whenever you want to criticize others, remember that not everyone in this world has the advantages you have.

Only today did he know the true meaning of this sentence.

He just spread his love or justice casually, but he never really understood the weak.

He put himself in the environment where Bai Han grew up, and found that he might not make a better choice than Bai Han.

Thinking about it later, after the first night between him and Bai Han, and after Bai Han became pregnant, saying that he was responsible was actually a kind of condescending disrespect—he didn't really consider Bai Han's feelings. At that time, In his heart, he still regarded Bai Han as weak.

"You... have you ever thought about it..." Shen Ye felt a sudden panic in his heart when he thought of this, and his voice trembled slightly: "If the two of us hadn't made mistakes, you wouldn't have to go through this..."

"Why do you have to think about these what-ifs?" Bai Han's voice was very calm: "...Someone has to go through it."

Shen Ye's heart was agitated, he buried his nose into his hair, and said in a low voice: "I would rather be the one who went through those things."

"...But," Bai Han said in a soft voice with a slight nasal tone, "I will feel distressed too..."

Waves of sourness surged from the bottom of his heart, Shen Ye hugged Bai Han tightly, his eyes were red.

——He De He Neng... He De He Neng, to be liked by such a person?

Shen Ye was almost at a loss for words at the moment, unable to say a word for a long time, but felt that Bai Han stretched out his hand to hug him tightly, leaned on his shoulder in a position of attachment, and whispered: "Don't be angry, the matter It's all over..."

Shen Ye sighed softly, and said: "I'm not angry with you...I'm angry with your parents—how could they treat you like that! And...I'm angry with myself. At first, later...I didn't It should be done to you like that."

"But, if it wasn't for you... I really don't know what would happen to me."

If that happened, Bai Han thought, he might want to die.

It may also be impossible to come out from the shadow of the past and live like a rat in the gutter.

Shen Ye felt extremely uncomfortable, and asked again: "So, is it because of that that you started to like me?"

Bai Han shook his head lightly and said, "Not only."

"...what else?"

Bai Han's eyelashes trembled, looked at the distant sea, and said, "Can I tell you later?"

"Well," Shen Ye said hastily: "You can tell me when you want to talk, anytime is fine."

Bai Han smiled lightly, rubbed his forehead against his shoulder, thought for a long time, and said in a low voice: "I, I know that my character has many flaws, I will correct it..."

"Where is it?" Shen Ye resisted the sourness at the tip of his nose, and his voice was hoarse: "There is nothing to change, you are fine."

He stroked Bai Han's soft hair, unable to restrain the surging emotion in his heart, and whispered in his ear: "It's good now, really good, special, special..."

The person in his arms seemed to tremble slightly, but did not make a sound.

After a while, Shen Ye suddenly felt that his shoulders were wet, and his heart trembled.

He dug Bai Han's head out from the socket of his neck, stroked the wet corners of his eyes distressedly, and asked softly, "Why are you crying?"

Bai Han wanted to avoid his fingers, but couldn't hold back the tears.

He looked at Shen Ye's extremely gentle eyes, and suddenly wanted to tell him what was in his heart.

"That... that night, you were drunk, and you said the same thing..." Bai Han looked at him with red eyes, and said in a hoarse voice, "I also drank a lot that day, so, so I couldn't bear it. live……"

Shen Ye was stunned, the truth of that night finally slowly unfolded before his eyes...

"Didn't hold back what?" He couldn't help but smile.

"It's just..." Bai Han blushed fiercely: "I kissed you..."

After he finished speaking, even the roots of his ears were red, he quickly turned his eyes away, and said in a daze, "So... I can't blame you, it's all, it's all my fault..."

Shen Ye's heart was empty, and the sound of the waves beside his ears could not conceal the joy in his heart.

He laughed lowly, pinched Bai Han's chin, pecked lightly on his lips, and said in a low voice, "I can make more mistakes like this in the future."

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