After marrying into a wealthy family, I found out that I am the son of my parents-in-law

Clouds moved with the wind, briefly covering the sun.The sky looked a little gloomy, and the river breeze was slightly cool.

There was another long silence.

Shen Ye panted to calm down his chaotic thoughts, and finally asked:

"why?"

"You know very well...you are not like this at all." Bai Han calmed down his voice, looked at him again, his eyes were red: "I said no need to explain because I believe in you, why are you so self-deprecating? "

believe?But why should he believe it?

Shen Ye and him looked at each other for a moment, then suddenly looked away, turned their backs to the river, and looked at the distant sky.

Yes, he would not have been so sensitive.

His mother's sharp words were just a small foreshadowing, but he cared too much about Bai Han's opinion of him, so his "not caring" became a fuse that ignited.

"I'm sorry." Shen Ye's voice was a little hoarse, and he whispered: "I shouldn't have spoken to you like this."

Bai Han stared fixedly at the back of his slumped neck, but didn't respond.

After a long time, Shen Ye looked at Bai Han again, and said, "I just feel that there is no need for our marriage and agreement to continue, and I don't want to have any more entanglements, so divorce, annul the agreement, yes You are good to me."

"Father and mother now know that the two of us are pretending, and sooner or later they will know the existence of that agreement, so there is no need to pretend... What's more, do you think we can continue to pretend as if nothing happened in the future? "

Bai Han didn't speak for a long time.

"We are going to divorce sooner or later, why not make a quick decision now. What do you think?" Shen Ye asked softly.

"……Do not."

From that voice, Shen Ye heard a kind of stubbornness that he had never seen before, and turned his head to look at him unexpectedly.

"You may need to calm down," Bai Han said, "...if you feel annoying, go abroad. Didn't you say that you want to go to Fiji? Go to Fiji, Hawaii...or Dubai...anywhere is fine, wait until you feel emotional All right, come back."

"Bai Han..." Shen Ye was puzzled.

"The matter about Zuo Yi...you don't have to worry, I will take care of it."

"..."

Shen Ye looked at him steadily, and saw an unprecedented calmness and determination from his side face.

"……why?"

Shen Ye asked again.

Hadn't he already excluded himself from future life from the moment of pregnancy?If it wasn't for caring about the feelings of their parents and grandpa, the two of them should have separated long ago, why are they insisting now?

Bai Han wanted to hide under his gaze.

But he has nowhere to hide.

"That day..." Bai Han's voice was a little nervous, he cleared his throat, and said again: "The day Mom went to live in Rongyue Mansion, didn't you say...it would be nice to live together?"

Shen Ye was stunned.

"...So you were awake that day."

Bai Han nodded.

Shen Ye thought of his loss and anxiety that night, and laughed at himself.

"So you also think that this is good now?"

Bai Han remained silent.

--not good at all.he thought.

...But, it is better than being separated from each other from now on.

He knows that his obsession is too deep in his heart, and he can't accept "loved" or "forgotten in the rivers and lakes", so he can only spend it like this.

Those who are involved make each other suffer, but they are still unwilling to let go.

Maybe he should let it go, but he still couldn't convince himself to make a decision.

Even if it takes a long time like before, it's fine, even if it's only occasionally to see Shen Ye's warm smile, and it takes a long time to experience his wholehearted care, even if all of this is for the child, that's fine.

And his silence had a different meaning in Shen Ye's heart.

When Shen Ye said "It's good to be together", he didn't answer, obviously he didn't really agree.But at this moment, at the moment when he lost everything, Bai Han wants to keep the two of them tied together.

Shen Ye laughed: "So, are you pitying me now?"

Bai Han looked at him in astonishment.

But Shen Ye didn't look at him, just smiled wryly, and continued on his own: "You don't need to pity me, Bai Han, you should understand that I am the one who has occupied your position for more than twenty years. And these are supposed to be yours, you don't need to sympathize with me, let alone settle for me..."

"I didn't!" Bai Han said tremblingly, looking at Shen Ye with an incomprehensible anger in his eyes.

Shen Ye didn't know what he was angry about.

He always felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't grasp anything among the myriad of thoughts.

"Then, why?" Shen Ye looked at him, looked into his eyes, and said wearily, "You have to give me a reason."

At that moment, Bai Han only felt an unreasonable grievance in his heart.

This kind of grievance almost made him lose his mind, made him have a deep hatred for everything that happened today, and made him unable to suppress the feelings that were about to come out in his heart.

"...Why..." He sniffed, forcefully suppressing the sourness in his nose, avoiding Shen Ye's eyes, his voice hoarse.

In the end, the words that he thought he would never be able to say, blurted out.

"because I like you."

……

The river wind was blowing, and there was no car passing by at this moment, and the surroundings were too quiet.

"……what?"

Shen Ye's heart suddenly went blank, thinking he heard it wrong, he repeated: "What did you say?"

"I said I like you!"

Bai Han almost yelled these words with anger, he suddenly looked at Shen Ye, his eyes were red, and his chest heaved violently.

Shen Ye heard it clearly, and there was a buzz in his mind, and he froze on the spot for a while.

Bai Han watched his reaction, his heart sank little by little, and his fingertips trembled helplessly.

But when the first sentence was uttered, the feelings and grievances accumulated in my heart for too long could no longer be restrained, and poured out like running water.

"That's why I won't divorce."

"I don't want a divorce."

"From the beginning, the person I like is you."

Bai Han never thought that one day he would tell all of this.

Looking at Shen Ye's shocked eyes, he felt sour in his heart, so he had no choice but to look away.

"So you said you wanted to pretend to be married, and I immediately agreed. You can't imagine how happy I was at that time."

"I knew that things would be out of control at all, but I still plunged into it. Later, things really got out of control, but I still had fantasies and didn't want it to end..."

"Today, when my parents said that you are not the biological son of the Shen family, but I am, do you know what I was thinking—"

"Without everything I have experienced in the past, without you and my parents, without all the benefits of the future that you said... I think very simply - you are all in my mind!"

"I was wondering if you would hate me, I was wondering if you would feel unable to face me, I was wondering if you would want to be completely separated from me, and if we would be strangers in the future..."

"I don't look forward to living with them in the future at all. On the contrary, at that moment, I almost resent them..."

"I have always been alone, I don't need my parents and I can live well... But I have only liked this one person for so many years, and I finally got to be with him... It doesn't matter if it's just an appearance... Why do you want to break This balance, take him out of my life!"

The tears that had been swirling in the eyes suddenly fell, and Shen Ye's heart trembled when he saw it.

He involuntarily stretched out his hand to touch Bai Han's shoulder, but it stopped in mid-air.

"You said that I am very close to my parents and grandpa, but that is just an illusion of harmony... I am not used to it at all! It is only because of you that I act like that. Without you, I would not be able to get along with them." It's just strangers..."

"I don't need any biological parents..."

"I don't want to change at all..."

"It's fine as it is now, there's nothing to fix..."

Bai Han's voice became more and more depressed, his eyes glistened, his whole body was trembling slightly, and he repeated: "...There is nothing that needs to be corrected..."

……

Shen Ye listened quietly. After a long time, he still couldn't recover from the violent tremor in his heart.

He opened his mouth to speak, but couldn't find the words.

After all, the hands fell on the trembling shoulders.

Shen Ye used both hands slightly to turn Bai Han's body around to face himself, and then wiped away the tears on his face with his thumbs.

Bai Han's expression was a fragility he had never seen before, with the panic after putting all his eggs in one basket, and the trembling eyelashes were stained with water.

At this moment, Shen Ye's heart was in pain like a knife, and it was full of ecstasy. Various emotions flooded him, making him almost lose the ability to speak.

"You..." His voice was hoarse: "Don't cry..."

But as soon as the words fell, Bai Han's tears flowed even more fiercely.

He hastily pulled Bai Han into his arms, never feeling so clumsy.

"No divorce," he said hastily, "we will not divorce."

Uh...

Bai Han heaved a sigh of relief, let out a low groan in his heart, did not struggle, followed his strength, and leaned against his chest. The firm and warm embrace made him feel a sense of security, but he felt sad for himself in his heart.

His body was stiff, and he said in a crying voice: "Shen Ye... If you don't like me...don't treat me like this...don't give me hope..."

The pain in Shen Ye's heart was even worse, he stroked the hair of the person in his arms, and said in a low voice: "I like it! How could I not like it..."

But Bai Han thought of the morning after the two had just had sex, Shen Ye also said through that door, "I like you very much."

At that time, he still felt wronged because of Shen Ye's lack of sincerity, but at this moment, he couldn't care about anything else.

"I regret it..." Bai Han suppressed his voice: "I want to choose again... let's be together... okay?"

"Okay...we're together." Shen Ye repeatedly agreed.

"Then, you will come back to live in the future, okay?"

"Okay, I'll be with you from now on."

Shen Ye's nose was also a little sore, he never knew that Bai Han had such strong feelings for him, what did he miss before...

He always thought that even if they weren't together, he could shield Bai Han from the wind and rain, but he never thought that for so long, he was his shield from the wind and rain.

Bai Han got the promise, and finally felt at ease.

He was too greedy for the warmth of this moment, like a fish that was about to die of thirst, jumped up and plunged into a small pond with all his heart.

He suddenly felt that even if he liked just a little bit, it didn't matter.