How to Survive As a Villain

At the post station a hundred miles away from the imperial city, several people got together safely, and a big stone fell in each other's hearts. They only felt that they could finally breathe a sigh of relief after the great sadness.

Fearing that the Nanyan Congress would suddenly regret it and send troops to chase after him, Xiao Yu'an hurriedly washed his face and hands, changed back into men's clothes, and prepared to get on the carriage and leave here.

Xue Yan's attitude made Xiao Yu'an suspicious several times, but he ran away in a hurry, so there was no time to think about it.

After hasty preparations, the carriage was speeding on the road, Xiao Yu'an raised the curtain, looked at the northern imperial city that had been thrown farther and farther away, for a moment, he felt that the years were in his throat, and he regretted not being able to offer a toast to this country, wishing for a thousand years.

Xiao Yu'an slowly lowered the curtain, as if he wanted to let go of everything he had ever done before. Suddenly there was the sound of horseshoes in the distance. He Qing."

Due to the large number of people, they divided into three carriages, and the other two carriages also sensed the people chasing behind and slowed down, wanting the carriage where Xiao Yuan was to go first.

To everyone's surprise, Yan Heqing was able to stop them at a gallop, but he didn't. Yan Heqing tightened the reins and followed the horse's body, as if he was afraid of disturbing something, and he didn't stop and didn't turn back.

After such a long journey, Xiao Yu'an asked incredulously: "Is there only one person?"

Yang Liuan replied: "Yes."

Xiao Yu'an was speechless, then raised his head suddenly: "Liu An, stop the car."

"Your Majesty??" Yang Liu'an was shocked.

"Don't be afraid, I just have a few words to say to him, and he is alone, and this place is far away from the imperial city, so if there is a conflict, he won't be able to catch me." Xiao Yu'an said.

Yang Liu'an thought about it and stopped the carriage.

Xiao Yu'an took a deep breath, jumped off the carriage, not far away, Yan Heqing saw the carriage stopped, also pulled the horse, and wandered in place, seeing Xiao Yu'an getting off the carriage, Yan Heqing's eyes narrowed slightly, and then he got off the horse, Holding the reins, he didn't step forward.

The two looked at each other across a section of dusty yellow mud road, Xiao Yu'an sighed and walked over step by step.

Xiao Yu'an had something to say to Yan Heqing, these words have been hidden in his heart for a long time, and they have been changed several times before and after, and they have already changed their meaning, but in the end he still wants Yan Heqing to know.

Just now when he sorted out his chaotic thoughts, Xiao Yu'an gradually understood that maybe Yan Heqing didn't hate himself as much as he thought, otherwise how could he allow himself to escape so smoothly?

But no matter whether Yan Heqing hates himself or not, he has to go. This will be Nanyan Kingdom in the future, and it will be Yan Heqing's world. If he stays here, he will be the deposed emperor. Live the rest of your life meaninglessly.

It's too miserable, even if Yan Heqing thinks about his old relationship and won't hurt him, it's still not the day Xiao Yu'an wants.

So he's leaving.

Since you are leaving, let's say goodbye, neither happy nor sad, no regrets.

Xiao Yu'an stopped two steps away from Yan Heqing, Yan Heqing looked at him, as if he had done something wrong, cautious and anxious, worried and afraid of being rejected by him, putting down his whole body but not being known.

Xiao Yu'an suddenly smiled warmly at Yan Heqing, Yan Heqing suddenly opened his eyes wide, and stared at Xiao Yu'an greedily for a moment, wishing to engrave this scene into his mind, heart, and bone marrow, so that the years will It cannot be destroyed, so that the years and months cannot be destroyed, so that I will never forget it in this life.

Xiao Yu'an clasped his fists together with a smile, and said: "Life is short, but hatred is long. If the earth is a cup today, words are wine. A cup may you come back from the battle, and you will be a pair of shadows without fear of the cold night. Another cup may you have everything you want in this life." All you meet is a good person, all the way to the same goal, the white head holds the hand. The last cup may you be happy and healthy, and have no worries in your life. The sorrow and pain in the past, the things and things in the past, let go, let go, let go. One day you will reach the top Jiuxiao, let’s change the world into a clear universe, Haiyan, Heqing."

After Yan Heqing listened carefully, he didn't say anything for a long time. It was the end of winter in the northern country, and the cold wind blew up his clothes, blowing into his eyes, and cutting into his heart like a knife blade. The voice was rough and hoarse: "Xiao Yu'an, do you know what you asked me to let go, let go, let go of?"

Xiao Yu'an was stunned.

Isn't it hatred for the Northland?And the humiliating past in the Northland?

Xiao Yu'an didn't answer for a while, and then saw Yan Heqing took half a step forward, Xiao Yu'an and Yan Heqing looked at each other, and felt that Yan Heqing's eyes were really beautiful, and the moment of approaching was obviously oppressive, but he couldn't move Keep your eyes open.

Yan Heqing's eyes were cool, like the light of the moon, but there seemed to be three thousand melancholy suppressed in the bottom of the eyes, which were all the numerology that Xiao Yu'an couldn't understand. Yan Heqing said: "If you are determined to leave with all your heart, you would even rather risk your life to meet you." Fight, that's good, I won't stop you, but..." Yan Heqing calmed down, he closed his eyes, and said

The sound is like going through thousands of mountains and rivers, difficulties and obstacles, and finally declared to the world, "But, I will not let go, I will not let go, and I will not let go."

Yan Heqing said the last sentence almost gnashing his teeth, Xiao Yu'an was forced to take half a step back by his appearance and tone, and asked in bewilderment: "Since you don't want to let me go, why did you let me go?"

Yan Heqing slowly opened his eyes, which were dim.

Because he didn't want Xiao Yu'an to suffer, he didn't want to see his smile again, he didn't want Xiao Yu'an to hate him, loathe him, hate him.He survived the destruction of the country and family, the abuse and humiliation, and the hardships of war.He has endured so many difficult things, but he couldn't survive Xiao Yu'an's disgusting look.

Looking at the affairs of this world, it is lamentable, ridiculous, and sad.

Xiao Yu'an finally couldn't help asking: "Why did you chase after me..."

Yan Heqing closed his eyes, suppressed his emotions, and took out a white jade hairpin from his bosom.

It was the relic of Yan Heqing's mother, the very important token of love in the original book. Yan Heqing once gave it to Xiao Yu'an as a reward, and Xiao Yu'an kept it in the palace in the end.

Yan Heqing said softly, "You forgot something, I'll bring it to you."

Xiao Yu'an was so shocked that he could hardly believe his ears.

Just, just, because of this?

Yan Heqing handed the white jade hairpin to Xiao Yu'an, with his palm facing upwards, the white jade hairpin was lying alone, very much like the appearance of that day when Yan Heqing got the jade flute and gave the jade hairpin to Xiao Yu'an in the bustling market.

Xiao Yu'an hesitated a few times, but still stretched out his hand, Yan Heqing waited patiently, every time Xiao Yu'an's hand got closer to him, Yan Heqing's eyes lit up a little bit, but just when Xiao Yu'an's fingertips were about to touch the white jade hairpin , Xiao Yu'an suddenly paused, then withdrew his hand.

Something in the depths of Yan Heqing's eyes was falling apart, falling apart, he heard Xiao Yu'an say: "This, you should keep it yourself, you will find someone who is more suitable for it."

Yan Heqing withdrew his palms very slowly, his voice sounded emotionless, but more like restraining and suppressing something, he said, "You really don't want it?"

Xiao Yu'an replied: "I...still...don't accept it, you can give it to someone else."

"Okay." Yan Heqing raised his eyes.

Thinking that Yan Heqing finally listened to his words, Xiao Yu'an nodded, and was about to say goodbye when Yan Heqing suddenly raised his hand and smashed the white jade hairpin to the ground!

The white jade hairpin broke at the sound, and rolled towards the side of the road mixed with sand and soil, and Xiao Yu'an's eyes widened in disbelief with a miserable appearance imprinted.

Before Xiao Yu'an recovered from this sudden incident, he saw Yan Heqing get on his horse, turn around and gallop towards the imperial city.

The dust was flying all the way, I don't know who covered the red corners of the eyes, I sighed and dared not stay for a moment.