lips and teeth play

Zhou Chenyu was still lying on the bed after waking up for so long, yelling that his whole body hurts.

Yan Chao rubbed his waist and pinched his legs again, making the little ancestor feel comfortable, so he barely sat up from the bed.

He also refused to walk by himself, but very consciously spread his hands to Yan Chao: "Hold me."

Looking at his appearance, Yan Chao couldn't help feeling funny: "What's the matter, what happened once, did you really become an ancestor?"

Zhou Chenyu said angrily, "My legs hurt even if I move them now!"

Yan Chao couldn't help but leaned over and hugged him horizontally: "Come on, little ancestor."

But the facts proved that Zhou Chenyu probably wasn't just pretending.After all, it was the first time, and Yan Chao was a little impulsive last night, so it is inevitable that there will be a lot of sequelae left today.

Although Yan Chao didn't say anything, he still felt a little guilty in his heart, and carried him all the way to the sofa very dutifully.

Zhou Chenyu slumped on the sofa again, waiting for Yan Chao to make a sandwich in the kitchen and hand it to his mouth with a plate, almost feeding it to him.

Yan Chao smiled helplessly: "Those who don't know think you are in confinement."

Zhou Chenyu raised his eyes to look at him, and immediately turned into a playful upper body again, covering his stomach: "Just wait, it will be almost there in nine months."

Yan Chao sat down beside him, and stretched out his hand to touch his belly, which was so thin that there was no trace of fat: "Is it a boy or a girl?"

Zhou Chenyu: "Both boys and girls are the same, otherwise the son has no match."

Yan Chao: "You can engage in foundation."

Just as Zhou Chenyu sneered, he heard Yan Chao's cell phone rang suddenly.

Yan Chao glanced at the screen, seemed to be slightly taken aback, but did not avoid him, but picked it up directly.

Every time Yan Chao talked about work, he would immediately show a different sternness and seriousness than usual, so Zhou Chenyu couldn't help but look sideways at him.

If it weren't for the hint of youth that hasn't fully bloomed hidden between his handsome brows, it would be hard to believe that the calm and calm demeanor around him belonged to a young man in his early twenties.

Zhou Chenyu was fascinated when he saw Yan Chao hang up the phone and turned to look at him: "My boss, I asked if we have time to go to the company for a meeting tomorrow to talk about the new variety show."

If Yan Chao didn't mention it, Zhou Chenyu would have forgotten about this "boss", but now that he was mentioned, Zhou Chenyu immediately remembered the incident of meeting Yan Chao and his boss at the restaurant that night.

Zhou Chenyu glanced at Yan Chao, and said coldly: "What are you talking about, what did you go out to eat with your boss that night? You haven't given me an explanation until now."

Yan Chao also looked at him with interest: "Then why did you drink like that that day? You haven't given me an explanation until now."

Zhou Chenyu said unhappily: "Nonsense, why do you say? I was looking forward to you with all my heart at that time. You told me that you didn't have time at night, but you went to accompany your boss in a blink of an eye. Do you think I can avoid myocardial infarction? "

Hearing what he said, Yan Chao felt guilty again for a moment: "Isn't that what happened suddenly? I can't do anything about it."

Zhou Chenyu snorted coldly: "Your boss has the time to socialize outside, so why doesn't he have the time to clarify your dirty rumors flying all over the sky?"

Yan Chao was taken aback for a moment, and understood that Zhou Chenyu was referring to the fact that he was the backstage cafe of the gold master that had been widely rumored on the Internet.

Yan Chao's eyes darkened: "Where there is no wind, there are no waves, don't you suspect that these rumors are true?"

Zhou Chenyu shook his head seriously: "You are a lonely child, it seems incredible that you can become what you are today so quickly. Before I met you, I might have believed black material. But knowing you After that, you will definitely be able to see your talent and hard work, and people like you will never be buried."

Yan Chao looked into his firm eyes, a gleam of light flashed in his eyes for an instant, but was soon replaced by more and more complicated emotions.

After a while, Yan Chao said in a deep voice, "Then what if I tell you that part of the black material is actually true?"

Zhou Chenyu was taken aback for a moment, and subconsciously raised his eyes to look at him.

Yan Chao sighed faintly: "Why are you so naive? In this circle, not all gold can shine."

Yan Chao turned his head and solemnly looked into Zhou Chenyu's eyes.

The secrets he had buried in his heart for more than 20 years, the source of pain and struggle that made him feel countless times, finally wanted to get rid of the hopeless situation that saw no light, and reveal it to his most beloved person.

Yan Chao said, "Do you still remember the night we went to Xinjiang to record a program?"

Zhou Chenyu stared blankly at Yan Chao, and then nodded after a while.

Yan Chao said: "Actually, I haven't relapsed for many years. It was because of a sudden stimulation that day."

Zhou Chenyu murmured: "..."Red Maned Horse"?"

Yan Chao nodded.

Such a story is lingering in the playbook, but life is full of real tragedies, so there are so many happy endings.

A naive and ignorant girl from Northwest China fell in love with a man from Beijing, but during the process of falling in love, she learned that the man had already had a family. Although their marriage existed in name only, she still could not accept that she was deceived into becoming the third man. fact of the person.So she didn't even say hello, she decided to go back to her hometown.

The communication technology in that era was far less developed than it is now, not to mention that her hometown was such a remote frontier town. After she cut off all contact methods with men, it really seemed to evaporate from the world.

With a distance of thousands of kilometers, even if the man dug three feet, he couldn't find her immediately.

But what she didn't expect was that she was already pregnant with a man's child.

She did not choose to kill the child, but gave birth to him and planned to raise him with her mother.

However, she failed to do so in the end.

After giving birth, she suffered from severe postpartum depression, and finally ended her young life when the child was three years old.

"She committed suicide by cutting her wrists." Yan Chao's voice was calm as if he was telling someone else's story, "I was lying in her arms at that time, and when I woke up, my whole body was covered in blood."

Since then, that shocking red has become an indelible memory deep in his mind, appearing in his dreams day after day, entangled him for more than ten years, and brought him thousands of memories. Struggling, but unable to escape the nightmare.

Hearing this, Zhou Chenyu couldn't help feeling a dense pain in his heart, he stretched out his hand subconsciously, and squeezed Yan Chao tightly.

His hands are always cold and soft, like a kind of cool comfort, which makes Yan Chao feel an inexplicable peace of mind.

Yan Chao said: "That night, you also held my hand like this."

Zhou Chenyu then held his hand even tighter, as if he didn't think it was enough, leaned forward, rubbed his chin on his shoulder: "I will never let go again."

Yan Chao smiled slightly, and continued, "After she leaves, there will only be me and grandma left in the family."

Not long after, the news of her death probably reached the man, and the man who had never been seen in the past few years found them and wanted to take him and grandma to Beijing.

Grandma naturally disagreed, no one could accept the pity of a man who indirectly killed his daughter so easily.

Although Yan Chao was only a little boy at that time, he already knew a lot of things. He clearly remembered that from the day his mother left, his hatred for men was deeply buried in his heart.

The man had to give up in the end and left them a card, which would be paid on time every month.

After Yan Chao went to school, the man called him many times, asking him if he would go to a big city with him, but Yan Chao refused without exception.

As he grew older, he became more and more unwilling to face this person.

He even thought that it would be good if the man hadn't found them from the beginning to the end, at least in this way, he wouldn't be reminded again and again of the blood deep in his memory and the despair of not being able to be redeemed.

Later, Yan Chao, like all ordinary children, studied and studied step by step. His special family background and growth experience made him mature much earlier than his peers.

Although deep in his heart he is confused about the future, Yan Chao knows that there is nothing wrong with studying hard, and only when he sees that he is promising can make his grandma feel a little bit relieved.

In June of the year of the college entrance examination, when he learned that he had been admitted to Peking University, he almost thought that everything would be fine.Unexpectedly, before he got the admission notice, his grandma left him suddenly.

Although the original life was not very clear, there was still a little light that warmed each other.But such sudden bad news, for Yan Chao at that time, was tantamount to driving him into the abyss of despair again.

However, life still has to go on, and Yan Chao was forced to sort out his messy mood and come to Beijing alone to study.

After learning the news, the man found him again, gave him a lot of living expenses, and promised him that when he graduated, he would be provided with a good job and a life without worry for food and clothing for the rest of his life.

Yan Chao naturally refused at first, but with such immature toughness, a child who belongs to one, is destined not to last long.

He was helpless, and couldn't even maintain a basic life. In the end, he could only bear the humiliation and accept everything the man offered him.

So the later story became logical. He studied hard, participated in the program as a school girl in a prestigious school, and joined Universal Satellite TV as soon as he graduated.

In just five years, he has gradually seen various rules in the industry, and the reality has smoothed the edges and corners of his body.

It's not that he is incapable, it's just that in many cases, just being capable is not enough.

As the chairman of Huanyu Media, such stains in life should never be exposed, so no third person knows the relationship between Wang Hui and him.Others only know that Wang Hui thinks highly of him, and as time passes, they will gradually associate him with bad aspects.

But Yan Chao didn't care, whether it belonged to the host's microphone or the editor's office of the program producer, these meant far more to him than those rumors.

He gradually defined the distance between himself and Wang Hui in a reasonable comfort zone. As long as the other party did not cross the line, Yan Chao could still maintain a normal relationship with him.

He is an adult, and he understands that the entanglement of the previous generation cannot be cleared up with a simple sentence of love or hate.

His life is different from that of ordinary people. He has no relatives and no outlet for his emotions. He can only fill the gap by devoting himself to work.

The last bit of sequelae left by this painful past is probably the deep concern about a relationship that has been deeply buried in his heart since then.

Yan Chao took a deep breath and looked at Zhou Chenyu: "Until I met you."

After saying this, he seemed to have finally unloaded some burden, and sneered: "Isn't it incredible? But I have indeed come all the way to this day."

Sure enough, Zhou Chenyu was so stunned that he couldn't speak for a moment, he never thought that Yan Chao and Wang Hui would have such a relationship, and there was such a dusty past between them.

I heard Yan Chao say again: "Although after so many years, I seem to have seen a lot of things, but every time I think about these things, I still feel... my existence itself was a mistake, and everything after that is nothing. It is to make up for this mistake. But the mistake has already been made, and no matter how much compensation is made, it is impossible to turn back."

Zhou Chenyu was silent for a while, then suddenly stretched out his hand, embraced Yan Chao's neck, and shook his head seriously: "You are not anyone's fault, you are my baby."

Yan Chao lowered his eyes and looked at Zhou Chenyu's eyes, only to see that it was filled with rare firmness and tenderness, just like when he first told Zhou Chenyu his unknown secret a long time ago.

Many times, when people show the hidden wounds in their hearts, they don't actually want to get some good medicine for healing.

After all, the wound has already stopped bleeding and scabbed, and now it is exposed again unreservedly, and it just needs someone who can share it and not feel unacceptable because of its horror.

Zhou Chenyu still looked at him, and the corners of his lips raised a gentle arc: "If it was really a mistake, then I should thank God even more for letting this mistake hit me."

Yan Chao looked at him steadfastly, but couldn't say anything for a moment.

After a while, Zhou Chenyu leaned forward lightly, and his soft thin lips touched the corner of Yan Chao's lips, imprinting a gentle kiss, like some kind of silent comfort.

His moist and hot breath sprayed on Yan Chao's cheeks, and then moved all the way to his ears.

"Brother Yan." Zhou Chenyu's voice was very low, with a rare softness that was not deliberately joking, calling Yan Chao's favorite title.

"I don't care what happened in the past, at least from today on, you are no longer carefree in this world."