[Comprehensive] Is it not good to live?
Chapter 52 1 more
Red, black, the tragic scene in front of it is not an exaggeration to describe it with the word purgatory.
The air was filled with a rapidly inflating stench of blood, and the dim and strange orange light flickered, illuminating the blood-stained face of the prisoner who was hung in the air from time to time.
In the cell, Dazai's hands were covered with blood, needless to say, he knew whose blood it was.
Chuya stood outside the prison. In the past few days, he witnessed Dazai using countless insane methods to torture Katz—the guy who took away Chiyo’s internal organs, even though he had a body that could endure thousands of tempering, his However, his spirit has already collapsed because he could not resist Dazai's torture.
The cruelest thing about Dazai's terrifying torture methods is definitely not the physical torture.Because of his familiarity and understanding of the human heart, he also knows best how to grasp a person's weakness and deal the most cruel blow.
A few days ago, Dazai "saved a hand" in order to find out how to get Chiyo's organs back, but since a few days ago, Dazai seems to have changed, and torture is no longer like torture, it has become more like Unilateral abuse|abuse for fun.
What made Dazai's mood change, and Chuya felt that he would never know the truth for the rest of his life.
He wasn't worried that Katz would die, because Dazai wanted him to die.
Zhong didn't look any further, turned around and left the smoky prison cell.
I have to admire that Katz, who pushed Dazai to such an extent, and let his "old partner" be regarded as an eye-opener.
One couldn't be killed no matter what, and the other wanted to kill crazily.
At this time, I don't know who to sympathize with.
Those two monsters.
"Hey, do you know what this is?" Dazai held the still beating heart just dug out from Katz's body, with a cruel and bloody smile on the corner of his mouth, his hoarse voice was heard, Getting closer, staring at Katz's numb face, he said, "This is the heart, Chiyo's heart, do you want it?"
Dazai's words brightened Katz's dull eyes, and seeing his reaction, Dazai's smile deepened.
Katz swallowed Chiyo's organs, which made Chiyo's physical condition worsen day by day, and her final weakness was definitely inseparable from Katz.
"Heart... Uno's heart... I, it belongs to Katz..." Although Katz has long been unconscious, Katz still covets Chiyo.
Dazai held the heart up like coaxing a child, and Katz looked at the heart, wanted to take it but was shackled by chains, and roared hysterically for a moment.
"Mine! My! Uno's heart, everything about Uno!! I belong to Kaz!!!" Kaz's eyes turned red and he fell into madness.
"Your?" Dazai seemed to hear some joke, the corner of his mouth curved very strangely.
Immediately afterwards, he raised his hand slightly without any trace, and with another force, he crushed the still beating heart in front of Katz, blood splashed at the same time, staining Dazai's face red. The vision also dyed the entire prison cell red.
At this moment, Katz's roar and roar echoed throughout the cell, but Dazai remained unmoved.
"It's so ironic, no matter how many times you take it away, those organs will still return to their original positions," Dazai said with his arms around his chest, grabbing Katz's hair with one hand, forcing him to look at himself.
"Little Chiyo who was taken away, what will you give me back?" Holding his voice down, Dazai seemed to be holding back something.
"Next, what are you going to dig?" Dazai put on a relaxed expression again, and saw him playing with the blood-stained knife, gesticulating lightly on Katz's body, the knife finally resting on the stomach, he Suddenly raised his head and smiled brightly at Katz.
"Xiao Chiyo seems to have a poor appetite all the time, it must be because you have occupied her stomach."
"It's all so thin, I feel very distressed."
"So, give her the stomach back."
……
The agreement between Dazai and Scovalo is not just as simple as returning to Japan. In addition, Dazai also proposed to take Chiyo to live in seclusion for a period of time. During this period, neither enemies nor allies can interfere in her life. Chiyo, who was still young years ago, had the same idea as Skuvarro.
Therefore, under Dazai's proposal, Balian announced the news of Uno Chiyo's accidental death in order to cut off contact with Pengo Li and Miru Fiore.It just so happened that Dazai controlled several properties owned by Chiyo, so he had the opportunity to hide Chiyo secretly.
There are not many people who can recognize Chiyo ten years ago, so he is not too worried that the news that Chiyo is still alive will leak out.
Ten years ago, Chiyo, who was ten years old, has spent her fifth night in this world safely. During this time, she has been in the house and has not gone anywhere. She is usually quiet, in the study I stayed for a whole day, and I never had any serious conflicts with Dazai during this period. Surprisingly, he was a very easy to "take care of" child.
No, in a sense, ten-year-old Uno Chiyo's mind is different from that of ordinary ten-year-old children.
Compared with other children, she, who has received two years of mafia education, naturally cannot be compared with ordinary children.
So many times Chiyo will stay alone quietly, not communicating with the outside world and rejecting outside communication.Dazai basically has nothing to do at home all the time, but the two of them only see each other at dinner time. Even if they meet, the two of them will not talk too much. Dazai's performance has always been very unpredictable, making people unpredictable What the hell is he thinking.
By the way, Dazai didn't stay in the house with Chiyo all the time. Dazai would go out at night before Chiyo went to bed. Once he went out, he stayed all night. His whereabouts were unpredictable. As for what he went to do, he didn't know.
Compared with the 20-year-old Uno Chiyo, the 10-year-old Uno Chiyo is much more "frank" in terms of actions and language.
However, whether she is 10 or 20 years old, she has a sharp eye for people.
"Hey, don't show that hypocritical expression to me again." The ten-year-old Chiyo had to raise her neck to meet the tall man in front of her, but despite the huge difference in stature, she had no aura at all. Don't lose to an adult.
Hearing that the smile at the corner of Dazai's mouth faltered, he squatted down patiently for the convenience of talking to her, stroked her hairy head with one hand, and said with a smile, "Why does Xiao Chiyo think that my smile is fake?"
Here it goes again, this nasty feeling, especially when being stared at by this guy.
"I said, don't take me for that woman." Chiyo frowned slightly, and slapped Dazai's hand away without thinking.
"Oh, it turns out that Xiao Chiyo is still concerned about this matter." Dazai squinted and laughed, raising his hand subconsciously to smooth her hair, but this time she avoided it directly, and Dazai's hand was so stiff In mid-air, he didn't let it go, and it didn't matter if he didn't let it go, it was very embarrassing, but he himself smiled without embarrassment at all.
"Hey, let me say, aren't you a little bit too narcissistic? Compared with you ten years later, you..." Dazai's voice was a little hoarse, but as soon as this sentence was finished, Chiyo could Feeling the unabashed disdain and...disgust that came out of it.
"Worthless."
At this moment, Dazai suddenly opened his eyes, and stared at the little girl in front of him with those brown-black eyes implying complex emotions without blinking. The humble and gentle person she came into contact with during the time was completely different, and she didn't expect this person to have such a sudden showdown, and she didn't know how to feel for a while.
There is a feeling of being hated but kept in the dark.
So hot!Chiyo's fists were clenched tightly, and a pair of ice blue eyes stared straight at the man in front of him, feeling more and more irritable.
After all, although the ten-year-old Chiyo is frank and straightforward, she has never seen anything in the world.For a deep and unpredictable person like Dazai, she is naturally unable to deal with it. Even if it is put in ten years, the 20-year-old Uno Chiyo may not be able to handle it well.
Dazai has always been a hurdle that Chiyo cannot cross.
At this moment, Dazai also unreservedly analyzed his inner thoughts and the psychology of the little girl in front of him, and at the same time, he didn't feel any guilt at all.He really thinks so, since Italy, he has never confused the little girl in front of him with the woman he likes, the reason why he said that verbally is just to relieve boredom.
So when she exposes all this by herself, he is also willing to admit it, which just saves him so much effort to explain.As for why he had a showdown with him, it was entirely out of his personal bad taste. He wanted to see how the little girl in front of him, who was not deeply involved in the world, would behave after knowing this. Disappointed, after all, no matter how mature she is, she is just an out-and-out brat.
"No, you lied again, uncle."
After finishing speaking, Chiyo suddenly raised his hand and grabbed Dazai's tie, pulling him forward, and Dazai, who was kneeling on one knee, staggered forward because he lost his balance. Fortunately, he reacted quickly and supported the ground with his hands This is so as not to fall to the ground.
But this also made Chiyo and Dazai meet their gazes. She stared at those eyes full of surprise with her calm and calm eyes. For a moment, Dazai had the illusion that he was meeting the 20-year-old Chiyo.
Only then did Dazai realize that he was stunned because of a ten-year-old girl.
Immediately, he propped his forehead with one hand, and smiled helplessly: "So Xiao Chiyo wants to hit me?"
"Don't change the subject, that's not what I'm talking to you about." If she wanted to hit him, she would definitely not make so many unnecessary moves, on the contrary, she would be more straightforward. She has always been so straightforward.
"Then what do you want to tell me?" Dazai raised his eyebrows, looking at Chiyo who has the temperament of a queen ten years later, his heart beat uncontrollably, and his mood was also clear because of her at this moment up.
"What happened between you and that woman ten years later, right?" It's not a question but a statement, Chiyo is small but thoughtful, and Dazai's expression is completely angry, "My initial guess is not a problem, you It's just because I think of that woman that I'm so annoyed."
"You are the one who can't tell the difference and is self-righteous." Dazai seemed to be submissive to her on the surface, but she could feel his resentment from time to time. He made a good plan.
"I really lost to you. Even if you are ten years old, your eyes are still so vicious." Dazai propped his head on one hand, and admitted with a smile, "So are you afraid? Are you afraid? Are you uneasy? In an unfamiliar place, something unexpected happened, so are you ready to face an unknown world?"
At the beginning, he didn't intend to tell her this, so he put her under house arrest in a disguised form as soon as he returned to Japan. Firstly, he could avoid her from being in danger, and secondly, he saved the trouble of explaining to her. It doesn't belong to her, and it's not an exaggeration not to let her join.
"I, Uno Chiyo, don't have the word 'fear' in my dictionary." Chiyo's hand tightened a bit, and Dazai leaned forward even more because of the tie, and got very close to Chiyo, so close that he could feel her That methodical breathing.
"Coincidentally, the 20-year-old you also said the same thing." Dazai laughed.
"That has nothing to do with me." Chiyo let go, and looked up at her steadily, "I'm not interested in the things between you and her at all."
"I will only live in the way I like, and no one has the right to interfere."
Her back was very straight, and her demeanor was very serious.And this attitude also clearly told Dazai that she was not afraid at all, even if he forcibly put the burden on her that she shouldn't bear, she was still fearless.
Looking at her again, her eyes are bright and full of vitality, she has never been afraid, and she is outrageously straightforward.
Since he has known her for so long, he seems to have never seen her show a weak side in front of outsiders, and the word weak has never been in tune with her.
I'm afraid it's her who is so frank and courageous that he is so infatuated with her.
Dazai laughed, looking at the little girl in front of him, he admitted that he lost.
He really couldn't take all his feelings away from this lost and found guy.Especially on the night when he lost her, he hugged her, once fell into a darker state, thinking that his world would no longer make sense, when he felt that "she" appeared vividly in front of him again , his heart beat again.
The world that was supposed to be still is spinning again.
It's like a person who has been locked in a dark room for a long time sees the long-lost sunshine. His world seems to have a little color, although it is very faint, but since he parted from Chiyo ten years later, his world seems to be shrouded in darkness. In the gray, even if he doesn't tell anyone, and doesn't let anyone into his world, but in his heart, he longs for someone who can liberate him from the cage again.
He is like a giant beast whose teeth and claws have been forcibly pulled out, longing for freedom.
And just once, there was such a person who had stood outside the cage, but disappeared with the passage of time.
Desperate as it is, at least he's waiting for the next person to approach the cage, someone who won't be put off by his terrifying and ugly appearance.
Undoubtedly, Chiyo unlocked the cage, but she still stood outside the cage and did not bring him out.
He had been expecting her to come into that cage, lead him, and leave the place that had bound him for too long.
But now it seems that he still has to wait, wait for her to come back, and wait for her to take him out.
Although it is lonely and painful to wait aimlessly, but compared with the long and endless prison life in the past, what is this?
He firmly believed that since she had opened the cage, she would definitely save him completely.
This is what the little girl in front of him told him.
Well, just wait a little longer.
……
The author has something to say: In fact, Katz has been abused all the time, Dazai did not let him go, well, the internal organs will be returned later.
----
Here is a little explanation:
Dazai came home late to torture Katz
· Dazai is simply a little psychologically distorted and doesn’t want to see the 10-year-old Chiyo. Considering that it’s over as soon as possible, I haven’t written too many scenes of the two people getting along with each other. The scene of being beaten to death【Hello】
Mainly because I witnessed and could not accept the fact that the 20-year-old Chiyo "died" in front of me. On the one hand, I was afraid that what I would have to face when the 10-year-old walked away was the cruel fact of the 20-year-old Chiyo who "dead". On the one hand, seeing the "alive" Chiyo again and not wanting to face his true feelings, and the 10-year-old and 20-year-old Chiyo living very frankly and at ease, made Dazai feel inferior and envious, so he expressed his resentment Brought to 10-year-old Chiyo.
· These two people have a certain degree of arrogance, and it is impossible to fuse together all at once. Considering that Dazai has always been a person who does not like to reveal his heart, I think Chiyo is the one who speaks first every time. Dazai’s thunder forced him to look directly into his heart, this is what 10-year-old/20-year-old Chiyo does in the same way, so Dazai will be in a daze√
·The last nonsense, in fact, Xiao Chiyo was a little angel before she became a super ghost. In fact, she was super nice to Dazai, and her affection was also developed here. After all, everything that happened at this time will eventually go to the brain of 20-year-old Chiyo Li, so let's brush up favors unscrupulously
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The air was filled with a rapidly inflating stench of blood, and the dim and strange orange light flickered, illuminating the blood-stained face of the prisoner who was hung in the air from time to time.
In the cell, Dazai's hands were covered with blood, needless to say, he knew whose blood it was.
Chuya stood outside the prison. In the past few days, he witnessed Dazai using countless insane methods to torture Katz—the guy who took away Chiyo’s internal organs, even though he had a body that could endure thousands of tempering, his However, his spirit has already collapsed because he could not resist Dazai's torture.
The cruelest thing about Dazai's terrifying torture methods is definitely not the physical torture.Because of his familiarity and understanding of the human heart, he also knows best how to grasp a person's weakness and deal the most cruel blow.
A few days ago, Dazai "saved a hand" in order to find out how to get Chiyo's organs back, but since a few days ago, Dazai seems to have changed, and torture is no longer like torture, it has become more like Unilateral abuse|abuse for fun.
What made Dazai's mood change, and Chuya felt that he would never know the truth for the rest of his life.
He wasn't worried that Katz would die, because Dazai wanted him to die.
Zhong didn't look any further, turned around and left the smoky prison cell.
I have to admire that Katz, who pushed Dazai to such an extent, and let his "old partner" be regarded as an eye-opener.
One couldn't be killed no matter what, and the other wanted to kill crazily.
At this time, I don't know who to sympathize with.
Those two monsters.
"Hey, do you know what this is?" Dazai held the still beating heart just dug out from Katz's body, with a cruel and bloody smile on the corner of his mouth, his hoarse voice was heard, Getting closer, staring at Katz's numb face, he said, "This is the heart, Chiyo's heart, do you want it?"
Dazai's words brightened Katz's dull eyes, and seeing his reaction, Dazai's smile deepened.
Katz swallowed Chiyo's organs, which made Chiyo's physical condition worsen day by day, and her final weakness was definitely inseparable from Katz.
"Heart... Uno's heart... I, it belongs to Katz..." Although Katz has long been unconscious, Katz still covets Chiyo.
Dazai held the heart up like coaxing a child, and Katz looked at the heart, wanted to take it but was shackled by chains, and roared hysterically for a moment.
"Mine! My! Uno's heart, everything about Uno!! I belong to Kaz!!!" Kaz's eyes turned red and he fell into madness.
"Your?" Dazai seemed to hear some joke, the corner of his mouth curved very strangely.
Immediately afterwards, he raised his hand slightly without any trace, and with another force, he crushed the still beating heart in front of Katz, blood splashed at the same time, staining Dazai's face red. The vision also dyed the entire prison cell red.
At this moment, Katz's roar and roar echoed throughout the cell, but Dazai remained unmoved.
"It's so ironic, no matter how many times you take it away, those organs will still return to their original positions," Dazai said with his arms around his chest, grabbing Katz's hair with one hand, forcing him to look at himself.
"Little Chiyo who was taken away, what will you give me back?" Holding his voice down, Dazai seemed to be holding back something.
"Next, what are you going to dig?" Dazai put on a relaxed expression again, and saw him playing with the blood-stained knife, gesticulating lightly on Katz's body, the knife finally resting on the stomach, he Suddenly raised his head and smiled brightly at Katz.
"Xiao Chiyo seems to have a poor appetite all the time, it must be because you have occupied her stomach."
"It's all so thin, I feel very distressed."
"So, give her the stomach back."
……
The agreement between Dazai and Scovalo is not just as simple as returning to Japan. In addition, Dazai also proposed to take Chiyo to live in seclusion for a period of time. During this period, neither enemies nor allies can interfere in her life. Chiyo, who was still young years ago, had the same idea as Skuvarro.
Therefore, under Dazai's proposal, Balian announced the news of Uno Chiyo's accidental death in order to cut off contact with Pengo Li and Miru Fiore.It just so happened that Dazai controlled several properties owned by Chiyo, so he had the opportunity to hide Chiyo secretly.
There are not many people who can recognize Chiyo ten years ago, so he is not too worried that the news that Chiyo is still alive will leak out.
Ten years ago, Chiyo, who was ten years old, has spent her fifth night in this world safely. During this time, she has been in the house and has not gone anywhere. She is usually quiet, in the study I stayed for a whole day, and I never had any serious conflicts with Dazai during this period. Surprisingly, he was a very easy to "take care of" child.
No, in a sense, ten-year-old Uno Chiyo's mind is different from that of ordinary ten-year-old children.
Compared with other children, she, who has received two years of mafia education, naturally cannot be compared with ordinary children.
So many times Chiyo will stay alone quietly, not communicating with the outside world and rejecting outside communication.Dazai basically has nothing to do at home all the time, but the two of them only see each other at dinner time. Even if they meet, the two of them will not talk too much. Dazai's performance has always been very unpredictable, making people unpredictable What the hell is he thinking.
By the way, Dazai didn't stay in the house with Chiyo all the time. Dazai would go out at night before Chiyo went to bed. Once he went out, he stayed all night. His whereabouts were unpredictable. As for what he went to do, he didn't know.
Compared with the 20-year-old Uno Chiyo, the 10-year-old Uno Chiyo is much more "frank" in terms of actions and language.
However, whether she is 10 or 20 years old, she has a sharp eye for people.
"Hey, don't show that hypocritical expression to me again." The ten-year-old Chiyo had to raise her neck to meet the tall man in front of her, but despite the huge difference in stature, she had no aura at all. Don't lose to an adult.
Hearing that the smile at the corner of Dazai's mouth faltered, he squatted down patiently for the convenience of talking to her, stroked her hairy head with one hand, and said with a smile, "Why does Xiao Chiyo think that my smile is fake?"
Here it goes again, this nasty feeling, especially when being stared at by this guy.
"I said, don't take me for that woman." Chiyo frowned slightly, and slapped Dazai's hand away without thinking.
"Oh, it turns out that Xiao Chiyo is still concerned about this matter." Dazai squinted and laughed, raising his hand subconsciously to smooth her hair, but this time she avoided it directly, and Dazai's hand was so stiff In mid-air, he didn't let it go, and it didn't matter if he didn't let it go, it was very embarrassing, but he himself smiled without embarrassment at all.
"Hey, let me say, aren't you a little bit too narcissistic? Compared with you ten years later, you..." Dazai's voice was a little hoarse, but as soon as this sentence was finished, Chiyo could Feeling the unabashed disdain and...disgust that came out of it.
"Worthless."
At this moment, Dazai suddenly opened his eyes, and stared at the little girl in front of him with those brown-black eyes implying complex emotions without blinking. The humble and gentle person she came into contact with during the time was completely different, and she didn't expect this person to have such a sudden showdown, and she didn't know how to feel for a while.
There is a feeling of being hated but kept in the dark.
So hot!Chiyo's fists were clenched tightly, and a pair of ice blue eyes stared straight at the man in front of him, feeling more and more irritable.
After all, although the ten-year-old Chiyo is frank and straightforward, she has never seen anything in the world.For a deep and unpredictable person like Dazai, she is naturally unable to deal with it. Even if it is put in ten years, the 20-year-old Uno Chiyo may not be able to handle it well.
Dazai has always been a hurdle that Chiyo cannot cross.
At this moment, Dazai also unreservedly analyzed his inner thoughts and the psychology of the little girl in front of him, and at the same time, he didn't feel any guilt at all.He really thinks so, since Italy, he has never confused the little girl in front of him with the woman he likes, the reason why he said that verbally is just to relieve boredom.
So when she exposes all this by herself, he is also willing to admit it, which just saves him so much effort to explain.As for why he had a showdown with him, it was entirely out of his personal bad taste. He wanted to see how the little girl in front of him, who was not deeply involved in the world, would behave after knowing this. Disappointed, after all, no matter how mature she is, she is just an out-and-out brat.
"No, you lied again, uncle."
After finishing speaking, Chiyo suddenly raised his hand and grabbed Dazai's tie, pulling him forward, and Dazai, who was kneeling on one knee, staggered forward because he lost his balance. Fortunately, he reacted quickly and supported the ground with his hands This is so as not to fall to the ground.
But this also made Chiyo and Dazai meet their gazes. She stared at those eyes full of surprise with her calm and calm eyes. For a moment, Dazai had the illusion that he was meeting the 20-year-old Chiyo.
Only then did Dazai realize that he was stunned because of a ten-year-old girl.
Immediately, he propped his forehead with one hand, and smiled helplessly: "So Xiao Chiyo wants to hit me?"
"Don't change the subject, that's not what I'm talking to you about." If she wanted to hit him, she would definitely not make so many unnecessary moves, on the contrary, she would be more straightforward. She has always been so straightforward.
"Then what do you want to tell me?" Dazai raised his eyebrows, looking at Chiyo who has the temperament of a queen ten years later, his heart beat uncontrollably, and his mood was also clear because of her at this moment up.
"What happened between you and that woman ten years later, right?" It's not a question but a statement, Chiyo is small but thoughtful, and Dazai's expression is completely angry, "My initial guess is not a problem, you It's just because I think of that woman that I'm so annoyed."
"You are the one who can't tell the difference and is self-righteous." Dazai seemed to be submissive to her on the surface, but she could feel his resentment from time to time. He made a good plan.
"I really lost to you. Even if you are ten years old, your eyes are still so vicious." Dazai propped his head on one hand, and admitted with a smile, "So are you afraid? Are you afraid? Are you uneasy? In an unfamiliar place, something unexpected happened, so are you ready to face an unknown world?"
At the beginning, he didn't intend to tell her this, so he put her under house arrest in a disguised form as soon as he returned to Japan. Firstly, he could avoid her from being in danger, and secondly, he saved the trouble of explaining to her. It doesn't belong to her, and it's not an exaggeration not to let her join.
"I, Uno Chiyo, don't have the word 'fear' in my dictionary." Chiyo's hand tightened a bit, and Dazai leaned forward even more because of the tie, and got very close to Chiyo, so close that he could feel her That methodical breathing.
"Coincidentally, the 20-year-old you also said the same thing." Dazai laughed.
"That has nothing to do with me." Chiyo let go, and looked up at her steadily, "I'm not interested in the things between you and her at all."
"I will only live in the way I like, and no one has the right to interfere."
Her back was very straight, and her demeanor was very serious.And this attitude also clearly told Dazai that she was not afraid at all, even if he forcibly put the burden on her that she shouldn't bear, she was still fearless.
Looking at her again, her eyes are bright and full of vitality, she has never been afraid, and she is outrageously straightforward.
Since he has known her for so long, he seems to have never seen her show a weak side in front of outsiders, and the word weak has never been in tune with her.
I'm afraid it's her who is so frank and courageous that he is so infatuated with her.
Dazai laughed, looking at the little girl in front of him, he admitted that he lost.
He really couldn't take all his feelings away from this lost and found guy.Especially on the night when he lost her, he hugged her, once fell into a darker state, thinking that his world would no longer make sense, when he felt that "she" appeared vividly in front of him again , his heart beat again.
The world that was supposed to be still is spinning again.
It's like a person who has been locked in a dark room for a long time sees the long-lost sunshine. His world seems to have a little color, although it is very faint, but since he parted from Chiyo ten years later, his world seems to be shrouded in darkness. In the gray, even if he doesn't tell anyone, and doesn't let anyone into his world, but in his heart, he longs for someone who can liberate him from the cage again.
He is like a giant beast whose teeth and claws have been forcibly pulled out, longing for freedom.
And just once, there was such a person who had stood outside the cage, but disappeared with the passage of time.
Desperate as it is, at least he's waiting for the next person to approach the cage, someone who won't be put off by his terrifying and ugly appearance.
Undoubtedly, Chiyo unlocked the cage, but she still stood outside the cage and did not bring him out.
He had been expecting her to come into that cage, lead him, and leave the place that had bound him for too long.
But now it seems that he still has to wait, wait for her to come back, and wait for her to take him out.
Although it is lonely and painful to wait aimlessly, but compared with the long and endless prison life in the past, what is this?
He firmly believed that since she had opened the cage, she would definitely save him completely.
This is what the little girl in front of him told him.
Well, just wait a little longer.
……
The author has something to say: In fact, Katz has been abused all the time, Dazai did not let him go, well, the internal organs will be returned later.
----
Here is a little explanation:
Dazai came home late to torture Katz
· Dazai is simply a little psychologically distorted and doesn’t want to see the 10-year-old Chiyo. Considering that it’s over as soon as possible, I haven’t written too many scenes of the two people getting along with each other. The scene of being beaten to death【Hello】
Mainly because I witnessed and could not accept the fact that the 20-year-old Chiyo "died" in front of me. On the one hand, I was afraid that what I would have to face when the 10-year-old walked away was the cruel fact of the 20-year-old Chiyo who "dead". On the one hand, seeing the "alive" Chiyo again and not wanting to face his true feelings, and the 10-year-old and 20-year-old Chiyo living very frankly and at ease, made Dazai feel inferior and envious, so he expressed his resentment Brought to 10-year-old Chiyo.
· These two people have a certain degree of arrogance, and it is impossible to fuse together all at once. Considering that Dazai has always been a person who does not like to reveal his heart, I think Chiyo is the one who speaks first every time. Dazai’s thunder forced him to look directly into his heart, this is what 10-year-old/20-year-old Chiyo does in the same way, so Dazai will be in a daze√
·The last nonsense, in fact, Xiao Chiyo was a little angel before she became a super ghost. In fact, she was super nice to Dazai, and her affection was also developed here. After all, everything that happened at this time will eventually go to the brain of 20-year-old Chiyo Li, so let's brush up favors unscrupulously
·You can tell from the title that it is not easy, right?
↓JO Chef please go crazy!Selling Yuqiang X the cute heroine who disguises herself as a man:
"Don't be a stepmother! "
↓Sesshomaru’s daughter X demented old man Sanming who will be the host in July:
"Daughter, You Come Back"
↓Associated with tutor Yunque adopting a daughter's brain hole, Xueba female bishop learning series:
"Just Don't Let You Study"
↓Pre-receive the series of female bishops who have fallen into Honmaru's brain hole in the dark and exploded with force:
"Dark Fall Honmaru Convinces People with Virtue"
Light novel soul wears super sweet pet article! : "Back to Love"
Thanks to the little angels who voted for me or irrigated the nutrient solution~
Thanks to the little angels who voted [Landmine]: Ye Wu Yinhui and Qian Duoer 1;
Thanks to the little angel who irrigated [nutrient solution]:
28 bottles of Liu Qingge; 6 bottles of Saigao;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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