[Comprehensive] Is it not good to live?

In fact, Chiyo never left his room, even when the explosion hit.

The explosion also happened to land in her room, and she suffered some minor injuries. When she woke up, she found that her room had been engulfed in flames.

She summoned the cloud slug and hid herself in it. Only then did she escape from the sea of ​​fire and escape to a place where the fire could not spread. Her body was very uncomfortable before, even she didn't know it.

Not because of organ incompetence, her gut told her.

Because her body has not fully recovered, calling out a cloud slug has already consumed a lot of her mental power.

She was panting, leaning on the wall with one hand, and wanted to talk about going downstairs to meet Scuvaro, because she still didn't know what happened.

But just when she was about to act, she unexpectedly heard a familiar voice——

"Xiao~Chi~dai~ Where are you?"

Impossible to go wrong!

that voice...

Chiyo's eyes widened in astonishment, her face sullen, a little hesitant, but in the end she turned around and faced the sea of ​​flames that she had escaped not long ago.

Although I can't see it clearly, there is indeed a figure with a hunched back flashing there. Chiyo straightened her back a little bit, her eyes did not blink, and she subconsciously held her breath because of nervousness, and her heart seemed to have forgotten to hold her breath. beat.

She stared blankly at the shadow becoming more and more clear, and the voice she heard became more and more clear.

That voice, that person...

Damn it!When not to come, it must be at this time!

Chiyo didn't think that she, who was weak at the moment, could keep him safe in such a dangerous situation.

"Idiot!!!" Chiyo suddenly shouted, his voice broke.

Hearing Chiyo's voice, the people in the sea of ​​flames stopped in their tracks, and when they turned around, they saw Chiyo, haggard and thin, in a white nightgown, with unconcealable urgency and worry in her eyes.

The moment he saw Chiyo, the man's face was filled with a comfortable smile. He raised his hand and greeted her with a smile: "I finally found you, Chiyo."

Chiyo was stunned, and took a few steps on his hind legs, but unexpectedly stepped on the shards of glass behind him, causing blood to flow from his feet.

Because the explosions were too frequent and her body was too weak, she couldn't even put on her shoes at that time. At this moment, her feet were stained red, and the pain taught her to return to reality.

That guy really came to Italy without fear of death!

Obviously she had already left a letter saying that there was no relationship between them, and she specifically threatened him that he would not come with him no matter what, but unexpectedly he disobeyed her in the end, not only came to Italy, but even made his own claims He has come to such a dangerous place as Balian!

What a desperate bastard!

That Dazai didn't seem to be worried at all about the danger of being in the sea of ​​flames, and just smiled at Chiyo Han.

Chiyo, who was just about to start swearing, saw a plank above Dazai's head that was about to burn out. As expected, the plank was pressed down from above towards Dazai's head. The cloud slug of the body was called over.

"Bang——" the explosion sounded again, and it could be felt that the attack was more rapid this time.

And the wooden board was also affected, suppressed in response to the sound, raising heat waves and huge dust, Chiyo fell to the ground due to lack of energy, and looked at the smoldering sea of ​​flames with dull eyes, there was no shadow of Dazai in it.

Chiyo, who was involved in the explosion, was hit by the shock wave, bloodshot from the corner of her mouth, enduring the pain, she bit her lower lip, her eyes fixed on the sea of ​​flames, unwilling to let go of a single detail, even though her current physical condition was already very bad Optimistic, but she still has Dazai's safety in mind.

She also didn't have the extra mental power to summon the extra cloud slugs or contact the cloud slugs that went to support Dazai there.

Unfortunately, her initial foreboding came true.

For an unknown reason, her body is rapidly weakening at a terrifying and uncontrollable speed, and the explosion could have been avoided, but now she can't do anything, and she also knows that she is about to I can't stand it anymore.

"Ah, it's so dangerous, it's really a critical moment, Xiaoqian, you really have a super reaction." At this time, Dazai's voice sounded again, and the smoke and dust dispersed, and Dazai, who was wrapped in the cloud slug, was already gone. Little by little was shipped out.

Chiyo secretly breathed a sigh of relief, but at the same time was annoyed by Dazai's recklessness, thinking that when that guy comes out, he must be given the most severe punishment.But now she couldn't think of any way to punish her.

The most ironic thing is that at this desperate moment, what she thought of turned out to be this terrible guy who never takes life seriously.

Maybe it's really hopeless.

She knows her own body best, and Chiyo knows that she doesn't have much time left to live.

It's not that she can't feel the exhaustion of her body during this period, and under this situation, she can't help but think about things that she usually doesn't think about and thinks are unrealistic - such as him, and her family .

It's probably a bit similar to the illusion of flashing back and forth when she was dying. Although she really didn't want to admit it, she really thought about... him.

So when he appeared in front of her, besides being angry, she was more relieved and happy from the bottom of her heart.

At least I can see this guy before I die.

Chiyo, who realized that she had such thoughts, was also taken aback, but she had no extra energy to think about other things.

Chiyo sat leaning against the wall, panting, her eyes faded from the usual sharpness and confrontation, only softness remained.

Counting every breath I take, I can feel that the little time left is decreasing a little bit.

Since you don't have the strength to think about anything else, then at this moment, just follow your heart and forget it.

Looking at Dazai who had been transported out of the sea of ​​flames by the cloud slug, he didn't want to blame him anymore.

Dazai soon noticed what was wrong with Chiyo, she looked more haggard than when she was in Japan, but she was still pushing herself like this, if it wasn't for Rokudokoku telling him about Chiyo, he would even She hadn't expected her to be so weak.

What is the reason for her to go so hard?

He doesn't want to think about this issue anymore, if he cares too much about her, it will be disappointing.

After leaving the sea of ​​flames, the cloud slug was also unable to maintain its shape due to insufficient flame supply at that moment, and finally disappeared. Chiyo's hand was also gently put down, she was panting, her face was frighteningly pale.

Dazai immediately rushed over, took her thin body into his arms, brushed away the messy long hair, caressed that exquisite face that showed a strange morbid beauty, and looked at her with distress and pity .

"What's so good about Pengo Lie that it deserves you to do this?"

"If you have that skill, why don't you look at me more..."

Dazai's words were somewhat sad and resentful, and even he himself was surprised that he had accumulated so much resentment.

But looking at her like this, what's the use of complaining?Dazai felt he couldn't breathe.

Chiyo collapsed into Dazai's arms, his eyes half-opened, and his anger was like a thread.

Her reaction flustered him, and he'd rather she was just tired than...

"How could Xiao Chiyo leave me and run to die alone? Didn't he agree to die together?" Dazai suddenly approached her, kissed her lightly on her lips, and then looked at her bewilderedly, " If you die for love, two people are more suitable."

"...I won't... die, don't say unnecessary... words."

Chiyo frowned, it was difficult for her to speak now, not to mention asking the mace to hit him like before, at this moment she was like a rose that was about to wither, as if it would be completely shattered with a little force .

"Little Chiyo is the best at lying, so I don't want to believe you." Dazai's voice trembled, and his tone was a little irritable, "So hurry up and refute me now, no matter what it is, hey, I will accept it, So please, don't do this..."

Dazai held one of Chiyo's hands, feeling that she was frighteningly icy like an ice sculpture, and his hand was also trembling, just like it was a few years ago.

Chiyo closed her eyes, not intending to confront him.

Seeing her looking like she was dying, Dazai suddenly smiled, but that smile was very sick.

"Let me tell you, if you die here, I will go with you immediately." Dazai stroked Chiyo's soft lips with his thumb, and said in a hoarse voice, "So if Chiyo wants to It won't work to die if you get rid of my entanglement."

"I will never agree." Dazai's voice was very soft, and his tone seemed to be joking.

But the calmness and persistence in those eyes made people unable to move their eyes away.

Perhaps because of being overwhelmed by the stare, Chiyo averted his eyes and refused to look directly at him.

"……very noisy."

Chiyo didn't look at him, but still felt that his fiery eyes kept falling on her face, making her feel awkward and embarrassed.

Forget it, this time can probably be called the first reunion of the two of them after their separation in the mansion.Originally, she didn't plan to meet him again. Ever since the intimate contact between the two of them, she was determined not to meet him. To avoid meeting him, Chiyo even changed her ticket. Before leaving Japan She also gave Nakajima a farewell letter in order to completely cut off the connection with Dazai.

He didn't write too much in the letter, but simply told him that they had nothing to do with each other, and they should stop contacting each other in the future.

In this way, she can also go to Italy to do her own business with peace of mind, and she doesn't have to worry that he will be burdened by that accident, and she doesn't have to worry that he will be involved in the incident, but she underestimated Dazai's determination.

Dazai began to deceive himself and others, apparently unwilling to accept the facts before him.

"Hey, Chiyo, let's go back to Yokohama. Shirley has been arguing to see you." Dazai hugged Chiyo easily, and it wasn't the first time he hugged her. She had to fight a lot before, and she really became weaker and weaker.

"It's too late." Chiyo raised her head, her ice-blue eyes were slightly cloudy, she panted, "I'm afraid my body won't be able to last until then."

Familiar scene, familiar feeling, Dazai once again recalled the scene when his best friend—Odasaku died in front of him a few years ago.

His pupils shrank and his heart beat violently.

Dazai's forehead was covered with cold sweat, but he still maintained a relaxed smile on his face. He changed from his previous impatience, and became more seductive: "What are you talking about, Xiao Chiyo, we are going back to Japan together, Xiao Shirley really I miss you so much, let's go back together."

"Dazai." Facing Dazai's panic, Chiyo remained calm and calm as always, "My own body..."

"Enough! Don't say any more!" Dazai held Chiyo's hand tightly, and the smile on his face disappeared, "I promised Xiao Shirley that I will take you back, and I will definitely take you back!"

Dazai usually gives people the impression that he is the kind who can do things with ease, and he who always hides his true heart under a smile is an unprecedented mess this time.

All this has exceeded his initial expectations. He did not expect that Chiyo's body would be so weak that she would die several months earlier than what was predicted in the future.

He had thought that he would go to her early and bring her back to Japan with full confidence that he would be able to perfectly avoid this catastrophe, but he didn't expect that fate would be a man, even if he had made all the preparations, he would be ruined in one fell swoop.

"Okay, Dazai." Chiyo slowly raised her hand, and put that cold hand on Dazai's hot face. The first time Dazai showed such an expression, he stared blankly at her for a moment.

"As I said, this life is not yours." Chiyo grabbed the fabric of Dazai's chest, her voice was very soft and soft, shed the usual coldness and alienation, "Of course I have the right to decide what to do with my things. "

Dazai widened his eyes in astonishment, he didn't expect Chiyo to say such a thing.

"I also know that this is not like me, but I don't intend to hide anything from myself, or from you." Chiyo's eyes suddenly brightened, and she raised her hand to caress Dazai's chest, where she could feel Hearing Dazai's rapid and powerful heartbeat, the shock brought by the sound of life was transmitted from the palm of his hand to all parts of his body, hitting her eardrums directly.

"Dazai." At this moment, Chiyo no longer called him with those malicious names, but called him seriously, just like her firm and persistent eyes, "Listen up..."

Dazai opened his mouth, his throat was blocked, and he forgot to speak.

"Live on, my last self-esteem does not allow you to trample on the life I have saved through untold hardships." Chiyo suddenly grabbed the fabric of Dazai's chest, bit her lower lip, her eyes widened, her lips were bloodshot and she still couldn't help Ken lets go.

"If I find out... If you dare to die..." Chiyo tightened his grip on Dazai's clothes, and finally let go, seemingly helpless.

"If there is a world after death, I will not let you go."

Chiyo pushed Dazai, but her strength was too weak to shake him who was tall. Dazai looked sullenly at Chiyo, who rarely showed the posture of a shy daughter in his arms, feeling reluctance and despair in his heart.

After all, he still hasn't changed anything.

she still...

"Little Chiyo, you are so cruel." Dazai closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and hugged the person in his arms tightly, "A world without you... What's the point of me living alone?"

"You don't want to make me happy, do you?" Dazai kissed her on the forehead, "Don't you even give me the right to walk with you?"

"I never knew, you hated me so much." Dazai groaned in pain.

Chiyo remained silent and was hugged by him. In fact, she couldn't hear anything anymore, and the last image frozen in her eyes was him.

At this moment, a sentence he once said suddenly came to her mind.

I'm dead, but at least I'm looking at you, I'm very happy.

So is she happy?

I don't know, probably.

At the beginning, the unwillingness of not being able to take revenge and the despair of facing death all disappeared when he appeared.

If she could, she would like to live, but obviously she didn't have this chance.

"Isn't it good to be alive?" Her voice was hoarse but light, as ethereal as a cloud of smoke.

His eyes were cloudy, his eyes were dull and lifeless, Chiyo slowly raised his hand, wanting to touch the last warmth, but he dropped it halfway, like a falling meteor, time does not reverse.

……

Japan, Yokohama, Armed Detective Agency.

The president's office was suddenly opened, Fukuzawa Yukichi took a look, and saw Shirley bursting into tears.

"Fu-chan, Shirley can feel that something happened to Chi-Chiyo." Shirley cried very sadly, covered her face and fell to the ground.

Seeing this, Fuze left his seat and wanted to help her up.

And at this time, Xue Li's complexion was suddenly pale, and she suddenly raised her head, a pair of beautiful peach eyes filled with consternation and panic.

"No, don't, Chiyo... No, Shirley hasn't..." Shirley raised her hand to grab Fukuzawa's hand, saying incomprehensible words.

"No, Fu-chan, I, Xue Lixi..." The last words came to an abrupt end.

Fukuzawa just felt something was wrong, when he was about to hold the girl's slender hand——

Eyes can't keep up with the reaction.

A burst of bubbles.

Shirley disappeared out of thin air.

Only a light purple kimono remained, and she just disappeared in front of Fukuzawa.

Fukuzawa stood where he was, still maintaining the movement of reaching out his hand, but what fell into his palm was the light purple kimono that Shirley was wearing before she disappeared.

The clothes were about to slip from his fingertips.

Pupils shrank, Fukuzawa gritted his teeth, and grabbed the suit, but he still couldn't grab the owner of the suit.

If Shirley disappears...

Chiyo, are you dead?

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