[Comprehensive] Flying Knife and Sword

Yan Nantian didn't know where Yu Niangzi learned that she resembled Ye Zhanyan.

Maybe it was told by the sisters of the Murong family, maybe she asked it from Lu Xiaofeng, or maybe it was discovered by herself after meeting Ye Zhanyan.

Anyway, no matter what the reason is, Yu Niangzi has been very unhappy since then, but unfortunately she still can't persuade her to leave.

He really had no choice but to stop doing useless work and naturally stop talking to her.

Then one day, she suddenly broke into his room and kissed him, crying while kissing, the heartbroken look made him a little unbearable for the first time, but he couldn't bear it anymore, the moment she posted it, he still didn't Pushing her away hesitantly.

"I don't mind if you treat me as her..." she cried, "I just want to be with you!"

But he smiled wryly and shook his head: "But I will mind."

In fact, he knew very well that it was impossible for him to treat anyone as Ye Zhanyan, not exactly the same.

To put it a little more cruelly, he can ignore whether Yu Niangzi is hurt or sad, but he can't overcome the hurdle in his heart, and he can't see Ye Zhanyan through others, because in his eyes, no one in the world can match her. she.

But such words don’t need to be said over and over again, even if others don’t understand, it doesn’t matter, as long as he knows it himself.

When Jiang Xiaoyu and Hua Wuque were 12 years old, he received a letter from Zhang Danfeng, saying that he hadn't seen him for many years and wanted to meet him.

He rushed to Shilin in a hurry, only to realize that Zhang Danfeng's time was approaching, but there was still a young apprentice who couldn't let go, so after much deliberation, he could only entrust it to him.

The young man knelt in front of Zhang Danfeng's bed with a sad look on his face, his eyes made him very sad, and finally he promised seriously: "Don't worry, I will definitely take good care of him."

Zhang Danfeng shook his head and said, "Actually, I'm more worried about you than him."

Yan Nantian was taken aback for a moment, but did not answer this sentence.

But the other party didn't need him to pick it up, and after starting the conversation, he continued on his own: "The two brothers and Lu Xiaofeng have mentioned your matter to me, and you must have heard a lot of words of advice, so I will just say Don't talk too much."

"...I made senior laugh." He sighed, "But I really don't want to have a family."

"I understand." Zhang Danfeng sighed like him, his eyes suddenly became extremely far away at this moment, and he didn't know what he was thinking of. It seemed nostalgic and sad, but he finally returned to calm, "So I just want to Let me tell you, don’t force yourself on the people and things you can’t let go of.”

"I..." He was at a loss for words for a moment, and it took him a long time to nod his head in response.

"The magical technique of wedding dress is too domineering. The more you push yourself, the harder it will be to break the happy demon. You must be very clear about the result of practicing like this."

Of course he knew, how could he not know.

But the truth is always easier said than done, and he didn't even know if he would become more jealous if he didn't force himself to stop seeing her, and whether he would no longer be able to suppress this jealousy one day.

Marriage dress magic skill is a skill that can only be gained if you give it up, and it is even more exaggerated after you practice it to a great extent. If you don't vent your resentment in your heart, the skill will often retreat instead of advance, and it will cause great damage to the body.

No one in the world understands the pain of this injury better than he does.

But this kind of pain is nothing compared to the pain in my heart.

For a long time, he even quit drinking, because at that time, every time he got drunk, he would dream of Ye Zhanyan.

In the dream, she was only 16 years old, and the appearance of a mature man could not conceal the sly light in those smart eyes.

A hidden weapon that is more terrifying than Tangmen, lightness skills that are faster than Xiangniao, and a face that makes Huadu eclipse.

But what attracted him the most was the dazzling look that was not afraid of anything that day.

Those dreams that made the old things clearer always made him lose his composure, so after dreaming several times in a row, Yan Nantian made up his mind to quit drinking.

Lu Xiaofeng also lamented helplessly that the past cannot be recalled, so why bother.

And he never explained that the reason why he quit drinking was because he became more drunk and dreamed more, and he didn't even need to wake up to clearly know that it was just a dream.

In ancient times, everyone met happily, but I am alone in today.

That feeling was even more painful than the torment he suffered when the wedding dress magic skill failed to advance but retreated.

Not to mention how many days and nights you have to toss and turn after waking up.

Yes, what Lu Xiaofeng said is quite right, the past is indeed long gone.

She was living a good life, not to mention her children, and she had a good husband who loved her to the bone, that's why she made him more aware of how inappropriate it was for her to appear after so many years.

The last time before he decided to quit drinking, he drank unrestrainedly for two days and two nights. After that, he finally had a stable sleep. Maybe he dreamed of her, or maybe he didn't, but anyway, when he woke up He doesn't remember anything.

All the strength in his body seemed to be exhausted, he walked to the river to wash his face, trying to wake himself up.

The feeling of cold water splashing on his face was uncomfortable, but he still plunged his head into it without hesitation.

Yu Niangzi, who had been refusing to leave, just happened to see this scene, and mistakenly thought that he was too drunk to think about it, so she rushed over and broke his shoulders to help him up, her tone was so anxious that she could cry: "What are you doing!"

Yan Nantian straightened up and broke away from her hand, wiped his face covered with water indiscriminately, shook his head and said, "I didn't intend to seek death, you can rest assured."

"You drank so much and slept for so long before you woke up... I thought..." She bit her lip and took two steps back, lowering her eyes, "...It's good that you're fine."

Thinking about it later, that day was probably the most gentle time he had treated her in these years.

Maybe it was because he was thinking of himself, or maybe he couldn't bear to look at it. Before entering the room, he stopped her in a rare and pleasant manner and explained: "I'm not a person who is looking for death for feelings, so you don't have to think about it."

However, it was this explanation that made Yu Niangzi turn pale, as if she was even more sad, she covered her face and ran away.

For the next few months, he didn't see Miss Yu again, and he thought she was finally giving up, so he was relieved.

Jiang Xiaoyu and Hua Wuque followed Lu Xiaofeng to the rivers and lakes, and they came back rarely. The only time they came back during this period was that it was strange to see that the house next door was empty.

"Why did she leave?"

Yan Nantian didn't know why she left, but he thought it was a good thing and didn't bother to pursue it.

Unexpectedly, just when the two brothers were about to continue to travel the rivers and lakes, Lady Jade came back.

As the two brothers got older, they felt more and more that it was too miserable for him to live alone in such a desolate place, and they often persuaded him to accept Jade Lady, and it was the same this time.

Jiang Xiaoyu even said that Mrs. Ximen would never be with you again anyway, but after she finished speaking, she felt a slip of the tongue and took a few sips of wine.

Hua Wuque also sighed, and after thinking for a long time, he said, "I used to think that you would always be happy, Uncle Yan, but these years, Uncle Yan, you almost never smiled."

He thought he was going to say some good things about Miss Yu, after all, he was more measured and tactful than Jiang Xiaoyu when he spoke, and he was also less likely to shrink back.

But Hua Wuque actually said after a short pause, "We have met Mrs. Ximen, she is really very good."

"...Really?" He was unexpectedly calm.

In fact, even if it's not good, so what, can he let it go?

Yan Nantian asked himself this question more than once, but after so many years, the answer is still the same, no.

Perhaps because he felt that there was nothing to persuade Hua Wuque, Hua Wuque only stopped talking here and did not continue.

He grew up in a place like Yihua Palace, and he was better at reading people's hearts than his brothers, so he probably understood what he meant.

But what he didn't expect was that after the brothers left, Yu Niangzi actually said the same thing to him, saying that she had seen Ye Zhanyan, she was so beautiful; she also said that you know, I have seen her a long time ago It turns out that you were the one who held the umbrella for her at that time.

The words were incoherent, and it was hard for him to recall exactly when it happened.

"Qiniang married her younger brother, that's why I met her." Lady Yu said again.

Murong Qi is younger than Lady Yu, and now she has married, but she still stays here and refuses to leave, Yan Nantian sighed and didn't want to hear any more.

Because he already knew what she was going to say next, it was nothing more than the few words she had said countless times over the years.

But when he turned around, he heard her sigh, and said: "So I really look like the person you like."

looks like?Maybe it's like that.

But it shouldn't be very similar, otherwise, how could he not recognize it once in all these years.

Even if she uttered such a humble request later, it was still no good, and even when I thought about it, I couldn't help but feel cruel.

Zhang Danfeng sent a letter to him saying that he wanted to see him after he made up his mind to ignore Miss Yu so that she could leave as soon as possible, so he went to Shilin without hesitation.

It has been more than half a year since I took Chen Shixing back to his hermitage. On the night when she came back, Miss Yu came to see him with two jugs of wine, and said before he could say, "I'm leaving, have a drink with me." bar."

Chen Shixing probably noticed that the atmosphere between the two of them was unusual, or maybe he had heard about his past from Zhang Danfeng a long time ago, took a look at Yu Niangzi, nodded at him, entered the room and did not come out again.

Yan Nantian actually breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, and knew that she would not joke about leaving because of her personality, if she said she was going to leave, she really wanted to leave, so it doesn't hurt to have a drink.

In fact, he hadn't drunk alcohol for a long time, and he was still not used to the spicy taste rushing into his nostrils, and he didn't intend to let himself get drunk again, so he drank slowly.

Yu Niangzi is the complete opposite, her posture is quite reckless, and she naturally gets drunk quickly.

When she first started drinking, she just drank in silence, but when she got drunk, she couldn't restrain herself and said, "You can finally get rid of me, you must be very happy, right?"

He is not hard-hearted, and after hearing this sentence, he still replied sincerely: "No, I hope you can find a good husband."

"You..." She seemed to be laughing, but tears rolled down her eyes for some reason, and she didn't mean to wipe it off, so she took another sip of wine, "Forget it, didn't I know it a long time ago, after all, from beginning to end It’s all my wishful thinking.”

Yan Nantian didn't respond, but she continued with her head down, "Sometimes I'm very close to you, but it's no different from when I'm far away. Do you know that feeling?"

"It's like...it's like you're in that river, and I'm standing on the bank, and I can only watch the river rise year after year, and watch them slowly submerge you, and I want to pull you up, but I can't find Don’t let me go to the bridge leading to the middle of the river; I want to bite my teeth and jump down to swim to you, but I find it is deep and fast, and I can’t swim at all.”

Her voice was clearly much calmer than before, but it seemed to contain more sadness, making him unable to open his mouth.

"Although I still like you, but I'm really tired, I don't want to see you by the river for the rest of my life." She paused, "I used to think that maybe one day you would be willing to come up by yourself, so I thought about it again Wait, wait; now I know, no matter how much I wait, for a lifetime or longer, you will not come up."

"I'm leaving, I'm really leaving." The crying could no longer be concealed, and the tears dripped down on the stone table and made a patter sound, "You don't want to let yourself go, I can't help it, but I can't Also learn from you not to let me go."

The appearance of her crying with her face covered almost completely overlapped with that when he passed by the gang of robbers who wanted to take her away, she was exactly the same sad.

It's just that in the past, she would still smile for the rest of her life after being saved, but now it is no longer possible.

Yan Nantian couldn't tell what was going on in his heart, he could only watch her hang her head and finally stop crying, then continued pouring wine down her throat as if desperately.

He only hopes that after she lets go of this obsession and leaves, she can really find a good husband who is willing to treat her as he said.

Before she was completely drunk, Yu Niangzi grabbed the wine jar from his hand and yelled at him indistinctly that you must not come see me off.

"...Okay." He agreed to her.

So she left so quietly, and when the brothers found time to come back to see him, they still couldn't believe it.

"Really gone?" Jiang Xiaoyu was extremely surprised, "I thought she was going to stay here forever."

"It's fine to leave." Hua Wuque obviously knew what would happen if she really stayed here for the rest of her life, so she sighed inaudibly.

In the end, he introduced Chen Shixing, who was learning swords with him, to the two of them, and he didn't hide that Zhang Danfeng entrusted him with it.

There are too many things happening in the rivers and lakes. No one knows that in this remote and quiet place, there is a peerless swordsman who is trying his best to teach a boy.

In terms of age, Chen Shixing is actually much older than the two of them, but his talent in martial arts is slightly inferior to that of the brothers, and his personality is too withdrawn. Now it seems that there is not much difference between the three of them. Difference.

But even so, Yan Nantian was still very worried about him.

Sooner or later, he will learn to go out for revenge, and his progress has been very fast these days, and I believe that day will also come soon.

Hua Wuque thought he was worried that Chen Shixing would not be able to take revenge, so he comforted him and said, "No, brother Chen's sword is already very powerful."

"I'm not worried about this." His eyes were far away, and he didn't know what he was looking at. "His obsession is too deep. All these years, he has relied on revenge to survive until now. After this obsession is gone, I'm afraid It’s easy to go mad.”

If it was Yan Nantian ten years ago who came to teach him, he might be able to pull him back from this kind of swordsmanship that is based on persistence, but Yan Nantian ten years later, he has an obsession that he can't let go of no matter what, how can he not let it go? Can you still have the ability to drag others?

It's just that no matter how worried he is, he has no position to stop Chen Shixing. He can only wish him success on the day he leaves after studying.

He was 45 years old that year, with a lot of gray hair protruding from his temples. His body, which had been tortured by the magic of wedding clothes for many years, had long since lost its appearance when he was in the rivers and lakes 20 years ago. He was so thin that Lu Xiaofeng who happened to pass by here almost couldn't recognize him. come out.

The two of them sat on the roof together, chatting about the recent situation, about the past, about the fame that the two brothers have achieved in the Jianghu. At last, when it was almost dawn, Lu Xiaofeng sighed and asked him tentatively: "You really don't want to go out for a walk?" go?"

"No." He was still afraid that once he went out, he would not be able to bear to see her.

"Ten years." Lu Xiaofeng said, "Ten years."

Yes, it has been ten years since he left the Valley of the Wicked.

Yu Niangzi said that he didn't want to let her go, but she was right.

Because ten years later, he really didn't let go of it at all.

How many decades are there in a person's lifetime?

Occasionally he would ask himself, is it worthwhile to completely change his life because of meeting someone, and will he regret it in the end?

He didn't have an answer, and he didn't even have the confidence to say that he didn't regret it, because he clearly understood the pain he caused her due to his mistakes, but he was really grateful that he had been in this vast arena. meet her in.

At the age of 50, Hua Wuque brought Ye Huaiyue back to see him, and told him earnestly that he wanted to marry this girl and hoped her to be successful.

How could he not be perfect?But at the beginning, he really didn't understand the struggling look on this nephew's face, and he didn't understand until he saw Ye Huaiyue who came in after tidying up the carriage.

Obviously Ye Huaiyue didn't know about those past events, and when she saw him, she just smiled and saluted him and said hello to him.

Facing this young face that looked like Ye Zhanyan, he was indeed stunned, and Ye Huaiyue probably thought that he was going to object to their being together, and after asking the question, he straightforwardly expressed his loyalty to him: "I really like it. Wuque brother, Wuque brother said that he only has two relatives..."

"What about you?" He heard himself asking, "Do your relatives know that you are going to marry Wuque?"

The girl smiled brightly, nodded her head and said: "I know, besides, my eldest uncle said that the marriage of the daughter of the Ye family is up to her own decision, and my parents will not object."

"Really?" In fact, he didn't need to ask again to know that what she said should be true.

Sure enough, Ye Huaiyue nodded again, and said: "Yes, and before coming, my mother comforted me by saying that Wu Que's elders would not embarrass me!"

Yan Nantian pursed his lips and said in a low voice, "Did she say that?"

"Well, she said that you are a very reasonable and good person, and you will not beat a mandarin duck."

"Ha." He heard himself laugh shortly, and the next moment, he had already turned half of his body and raised his feet, "Of course I won't."

And the tears that gushed out without knowing when had already rolled down.

The author has something to say: it's miserable. 】

Change the word, let’s just say a few more words, now it’s completely over, everyone in this story should be happy except for the first love, I’ve actually thought about whether to let him spend the rest of his life with a suitable person A little, can not be so sad.

But that probably wouldn't be him, alas.

All in all, this is the end of the story, see you in the next pit, before I open the widow, I will also fill in the white clouds that I owe~

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