Beauty Is Filling Xu Sibai's Colleague: So This Is Love

God made a joke with me, I was dead, but now I am alive.

To be precise, I went back to five years ago, before we had a direct confrontation with the police.For three months, although I couldn't understand it, I have accepted this weird fact.

Everyone in the group of seven is carefully selected by me. They are my pride and my weakness.Recently, the members have a lot of opinions on me, and they don't say it publicly because they respect me in their hearts.It is indeed too difficult for them not to let them kill.However, I remember that K said that I used them to be buried with my failed love.This time, I just don't want to repeat the same mistakes.For them, I am always ashamed.

I made up my mind to let Su Mian live the life she wanted, and now I will not bother her.Han Chen said that criminals can never defeat justice. I don't think so. My father has spent his whole life at large outside the law.But one thing is right, I can't beat him, it was at that time, and it is probably the same now.I don't know why life is fun, and there is nothing to be happy about.

At night, I always dreamed of the way Su Mian's father looked at me when he was dying, and recalled Su Mian's hatred for me.For the first time in my life, I had doubts about what my father had taught me.

How to arrange the group of seven is something I have been thinking about recently.Today, I am no longer fit to lead them.During those five years as Xu Si Bai, I lived as an ordinary person.The days when I was with Xiaomian were the happiest times for me.I can't help but wonder if they could get the happiness of ordinary people if they were given a chance.

Once again I took advantage of their trust in me by telling them that there was a big case for their cooperation in a year's time.But now what they have to do is to lurk in various public security systems and pretend to be ordinary people.It was a risky move, but I was still vaguely looking forward to something.

I deliberately ignored the information about Su Mian, although I only know from memory that she is now with Han Chen.

I returned to Jiangcheng, just because I had the most beautiful dream here.

In December, Jiangcheng was as cold as ever.In such weather, most people stay at home, and there are naturally very few pedestrians on the road.And I just don't want to stay in a huge room alone.Wandering aimlessly in the street like this is better than facing a lonely room.

After walking like this for a while, it snowed in the sky.The white snowflakes are brilliant and colorful under the neon lights on the street, adding a poetic flavor to the night scene.

I looked at my watch, it was [-]:[-], I should go back.It's just that I parked the car at the intersection behind when I came, and I still have to walk for a while.

There was a girl squatting in front of my car, which made me a little bit at a loss.I walked up to her and asked her if she needed help and she looked up at me.When I saw her face clearly, I couldn't help but catch my breath.That face was exactly like Su Mian's, but it was more childish.

Seeing me stunned, she shook her hand in front of my eyes.After a while, I came back to my senses, and my heart became clear.I asked her why she was squatting here.She stood up and I saw a puppy wrapped in a scarf in her arms.

She said she had just heard the puppy barking before realizing it was frozen.Seeing a car next to her, she thought it was my pet, so she waited here for my return.Knowing that the puppy was not mine, she was quite at a loss.Pets are not allowed in the dormitory. Seeing her pitiful eyes, I feel bad. I don't like cats and dogs. They always make the house full of hair.

Fortunately, the owner of the puppy came to find him. The old lady said that she had bad eyesight and accidentally lost the puppy while walking the dog at night.

After sending the puppy away, she no longer had a bitter face.I saw that she was not wearing a coat, so I took off the coat and put it on her.She squinted her eyes, and said to me with some precautions: "Uncle, we don't seem to know each other. You are so scary."

Of course I knew she didn't know me, but of course I knew her. "Student Bai Jinxi from class 1003 of the investigation major, do you still need credits for the course "Medical Malpractice Identification" that you have taken this semester?" I saw her frightened expression.Well, it's a given.

When I returned to Jiangcheng, I hadn't decided what job to look for.Although work is meaningless to me, ordinary people live like that.Going to teach in the police academy was a whim, and I was a little surprised to see the name Bai Jinxi on the student list.There are so many elective courses in the police academy, but she didn't expect her to be interested in forensic science.

That Bai Jinxi who died for Su Mian, I don't know how to face her, maybe it's because of the name Bai Jinxi, maybe it's because of that face, or maybe there's a trace of absurd apology.But she is not Su Mian, so why am I worried.

It's just that she didn't expect that she would miss class after class.I expected that she would not show up for the whole semester, but now she stands in front of me listlessly with her head shrugged, and I have to do my duty as a good teacher.

I sent her back to school, and she was quiet all the way.Before getting off the car, she acted pitifully, begging me weakly not to let her fail the exam.

Not only skipping classes but also staying out at night, I can't help but wonder how such an undisciplined person became a policeman later. "If you don't want to fail a course, you should study hard, and go back to the dormitory now." I opened the car door and said coldly.I don't really want to have too much interaction with her, or I subconsciously reject all people related to Su Mian.

She probably saw that I was issuing an order to evict the guest, so she thanked me and left.

In the next morning's class, she actually appeared in the classroom, with a decent attitude in listening to the class, and took notes from time to time.

I've seen it, there are people with such a thick skin in this world, who will follow you by your side when no one is around, serve tea and water with all kinds of low eyebrows and pleasing to the eye, and just ask you to open your mouth so that she won't fail the exam.I asked her why she knew why she had done it before, but she actually said: "There are so many students who choose your class, and you never call names." This means that if you are not found out, you will still go your own way, but I am really scared. She followed me like this all the time, and I told her that if she didn't want to fail her course, she had to study hard and the final paper had to satisfy me.She agreed readily, smiling as if she had been hit by a drug.

Well, she's that confident I'll be happy with her thesis?Overly optimistic, that's what she's talking about.

However, it doesn't matter if it makes her happy.

After all, this guy makes pretty good tea.

The author has something to say: When I first read the novel "A Beauty Is Trapped", the character Xu Sibai made me sigh.He doesn't dare to love, doesn't know how to love, and can't love.He wasn't born a pervert, but he couldn't live like an ordinary person because of his father.Writing this article is just to give Xu Si Bai someone who can know him, understand him, cherish him, and love him.May he have the most ordinary and warm love in this world.