"Maybe in my opinion, it is saving people, but in your opinion, am I hindering you? Dazai."

I asked him suddenly.

It's okay to think about it this way, Dazai didn't fall into the water by mistake, he did it voluntarily and on purpose.

From the first time I met him, he told me that he likes suicide.Although I like the word I added, but a person whose motto is "suicide in a clear and energetic way" and who has been holding the "Complete Suicide Manual" all the year round, has a far from indifferent attitude towards suicide.

And what I am doing now is completely preventing him from pursuing the true meaning of life.

In my opinion, it is saving people, but in his opinion, is it hindering him?

Dazai didn't answer me, but lowered his eyes and looked at the sea below, looking like a silent thinker.

However, he thought about it, but I felt that my hand was going to break.

I exhaled and said to him, "I think I'm about to let go, Dazai."

Dazai raised his head, his expression was as calm as ever, even with a slight smile, if it wasn't for the current situation, I think he would even want to swing his legs leisurely. "Then let go."

Dazai's voice was gentle and calm, as if suggesting beef for dinner.

Me: "Please think about it with your resourceful head, is there any way to get the two of us out of trouble."

Dazai bent his eyes, and finally smiled like he usually does. Although he smiled brightly, he was particularly unworthy of beating. "Eh, no."

He finally returned to his normal appearance, with a smile on his face, "So, let go quickly, the truth, I think I can definitely commit suicide this time."

I looked down at him, "Okay."

So I let go of my right hand.

I took a deep breath, and before I fell into the sea, the last thing I saw was Dazai's wide-open eyes and the rarely surprised expression on his face.

I think Dazai can be happy, because I did let go, and I did fall into the water with him.

I hold him tightly with my left hand.After all, they all jumped into the sea together. If I accidentally lost him, I think it would be a failure.

Moreover, in case Dazai is good at water, you can take me with you.

I fell into the sea with Dazai.

At the moment when I was surrounded by sea water, it was impossible not to panic when the cold water flooded my head, I even panicked and asked myself in my mind——

Can I swim or not?

I finally figured it out after two sips of seawater, and I will.

I swam towards Dazai.

I don't know if he can't swim or if he really wants to commit suicide. In short, he didn't make any movements and let the sea water roll him down.

He sank in the sea with his eyes closed, like a sleeping beauty waiting to be kissed awake by a prince.

Tranquil and gentle.

But I really want to pinch it.

I held back Dazai and wanted to swim up, but he was really a bit heavy for a big man, and my swimming level was average, so I couldn't pull him up after more than ten seconds of tossing.

I feel like I'm running out of oxygen in my chest.

If I die here, I think my fame in this life is over.

I might be in the headlines tomorrow.

The title is: A certain young woman and a black-haired man both fell into the sea. Was it a murder that could not be loved, or a love affair in which both loved each other? The xx report takes you into the truth of the incident.

——Day.

Thinking of this, I felt that my whole body was suddenly full of strength again, and I felt that it would be fine for me to pull two more Dazai!

I looked back at Dazai, he had opened his eyes at some point and was looking at me.

His slightly long black hair floated up in the sea water, and his brown eyes stared at me, as if observing my movements.

Seeing his reaction, I couldn't help pinching his fingers, motioning him to go up with me.

You finally woke up, Zaimei, if you sleep again, you might turn into fish food.

However, Dazai suddenly grabbed my fingers and pulled me over.

I looked at him suspiciously.

What are you doing, do you want to take me?

I saw Dazai lower his head and kiss him across the water.

? !

I only have the last gasp of oxygen left, sir, are you going to pry it away too?

No, even if he didn't pry it away, I think I will be angry with this breath.

Have you been soaking in sea water for a long time and your brain has flooded? !

The two of us are still sinking into the sea!

You wake up a bit!

When did you open a hole in your brain and get water in, why don't I know, you have to tell me and I will help you fill the hole, Zai!

However, before I could react, a lot of pictures and memories were suddenly stuffed into my mind.

这 是

Familiar memories and scenes.

Just like the memory of the drug seller I saw last time, what I saw this time was the memory of me and Dazai knowing each other.

However, unlike last time, this time the memory seems to be longer and more content.

Because what I saw this time was the younger Dazai, dressed in black, with a bandage on his right eye, and a cold face.

Is this the Dazai who used to be a Hong Kong gangster cadre?

From this point of view, the Dazai in the Afia period is indeed very different from the present.If I saw him like this for the first time, I would not have any doubts about his identity as a Hong Kong black cadre.

Because he was standing there wearing a black windbreaker, looking at him with a cold face, he really looked like an Afia.

In this memory, I also saw Chuya, and saw the process of the two of them from getting acquainted to becoming partners.

In addition, I also saw that Dazai often goes to a bar, and there are two "drinking friends" who seem to be very familiar with him.

Very strange.

I don’t exist in the first half of this memory, it’s not so much my memory, it’s more appropriate to say Dazai’s memory, so why can I see his memory?

From the drug dealer last time to Dazai this time, the key that opened up their memories seems to be the kiss.

But why is this so.

I remembered that I had kissed Sawada and Riboun before this, but I didn't activate the memory at that time.at that time

After a fever?

Could it be that the fever gave me an active skill?

After that, I saw "I" appear.

It turns out that Dazai and I first met in the capacity of Peng Gelie.

Memories come to an abrupt end.

I opened my eyes and didn't react yet.

A black hat broke into my field of vision, "Hey, are you okay?"

I sat up slowly, and found that I was already sitting on the shore, soaked all over.

I looked up and saw Chuya's face.

Although I had only seen his face for a few seconds, when I looked at it again now, I suddenly realized that Ye Yazhong also looks really good-natured.

Seeing that I was breathing normally and had no adverse reactions, Zhongya stood up and looked at me with his arms folded, "I said why save him if you are idle and have nothing to do, let him sink into the sea, it's shocking to be alive, and you almost killed him." Your own life is involved. And even if you don't save him, I dare say this guy won't die."

Dazai smiled, "Hey~ So Chuya, you trust me so much."

Zhong Ye: "No, I just think that the disaster has lasted for thousands of years, and you will not die easily if you are such a disaster."

Dazai was a little shy, "I hate Chuya, who suddenly praised him so much."

China also:

I put my wet hair back and looked at the sea, then back at Dazai and Chuya, and realized we were already ashore.

I rubbed my forehead and stood up, "Are you all right?"

Zhong also nodded.Briefly talk about the enemy leader's affairs, the main idea is that because of their identities, he needs to bring these people back to Hong Kong to deal with them.

I looked at Dazai.

The other party put his hands in the pockets of the windbreaker and looked over with a smile on his face.

For some reason, I feel like my stomach hurts when I see Dazai's face.

"Truth's body is soaked, why don't you go back to the detective agency with me to wipe off your body, take a shower, and then change your clothes." Dazai suggested, as if he was a kind and understanding person.

I wrung out the water from the hem of my clothes, then raised my eyes and glanced at him, "Who do you think it's because of?"

Dazai covered his face with an embarrassed smile, "I know it's all because of me, but this also shows the truth's feelings for me, and I'm so happy. This is the proof of truth's love for me, and I will definitely keep it and record it. "

I:? ? ?

Hiss, Dazai, tell me honestly, when did your brain get flooded?

After bidding farewell to Chuya, I walked on the road with Dazai.

After all, it is not realistic for me to go back by car with my whole body wet like this, and the weather is not warm now, so I might catch a cold, so Dazai dragged me back to the detective agency.

This time he finally did what he said, took me to take a shortcut, and took me back to the detective agency quickly.

After I entered the detective agency, I took a quick look. Among the four people, I only knew Ranpo and Dun, and I didn't know the rest of a man wearing glasses and pigtails and a woman in a white shirt, black skirt and high heels.

Just when I was hesitant to say hello and explain my personal situation, they greeted me skillfully and asked about my situation with concern.

I blinked and answered their questions first.

The short-haired girl with black hair who looks like Yujie said to me, "Don't worry about the truth, Akatsuki has already told us about your situation. My name is Yosano Akiko, you can just call me Akiko."

Although it looks a little fierce, it is unexpectedly gentle.

I nodded, "Akiko."

And the brown-haired one with glasses is Kunikida Doppo.

Atsushi leaned next to me, and asked nervously and fearfully, "Ji-san, what are you? Have you and Dazai-san encountered any danger?"

The corner of my mouth twitched.

Luanbu sat by the window, glanced to this side, slightly opened his lower eyes, then looked away, and said casually, "It must be Shen Hai."

I:

Although what Luanpo said was unclear, I didn't think he didn't know the truth of the matter.On the contrary, I think that Ranpo has seen all the truth but chose to think for me and not say it.

After all, I don't want to have the reputation of dying for love with Dazai.

"Eh?!" Dun looked surprised, and quickly made up [-] words. His expression gradually became frightened. It will be thrown into the sea to feed the fish, and then Truth Sangning will die and die——?!"

No, that, dun dun, actually this matter

Moreover, maybe I'm not as willing to die as you imagined. If I really encountered something you imagined, maybe I would immediately explain everything like a bamboo tube pouring beans.

I sighed with a big head, and felt that the explanation was not clear.

This is Yu Xie Ye said, "Okay, let the truth go to take a bath first. By the way, I will bring you a set of clean clothes, and you can change it first."

I nodded, thanked Yosano and was taken to the bathroom.

When I got dressed and dried my hair, the four of them were playing poker.

I asked suspiciously, "Where's Dazai?"

Yosano casually pointed to the door next to him.

Strangely, I walked over and opened the door, and a corpse that looked like Dazai fell down.

I took a wrong step to the side in horror.

what's the situation?

If you look closely, it's Dazai.

Dazai grabbed my ankle, "Cough, I, I was beaten up"

Oh.

I looked down at him indifferently, so why did you tell me that you expect me to avenge you?Or squat down to comfort you?

Let me tell you, none of them exist, I just want to give them a thumbs up.

Dazai cried and grabbed my leg, "truth sauce"

What are you doing, acting like a baby?

I looked at his hand that was already touching my thigh, the corners of my mouth twitched, I pressed his hand, and asked him word by word, "Dazai, what are you doing."

Dazai raised his head and blinked, "I'm looking for comfort."

I squeezed his hand, "Is that how you seek comfort?"

Dazai paused, thought for a while, "Then—?" He closed his eyes and pouted.

I

I kicked him back, then closed the door and went out to watch them play poker.

I looked at the time and found that it was getting late, and it was time for me to go back.

Don asked me, "Is there something important about Jinri-san's visit this time?"

I looked at Don, "No, not at all."

Don blinked, and tilted his head suspiciously.

No, Dun Dun, don't look at me like that, I will think of you as a white tiger.

On the other hand, Luanbu on the other side of me gave a meaningful "oh", "So women like fur."

I coughed, "I can't say that. It's just that it's cuter."

Luanbu suddenly looked sideways at me, then wrinkled his nose, snorted, and muttered, "Tch, this detective is the cutest."

I looked at Luanbu, and suddenly buried my head on the sofa.

"Truth-san?" Dun called me worried.

No, it's okay, I just want to chat with Ah Wei.

Of course, due to time reasons, I didn't get a big cat today, which is also something I can't help.

On the way back, Dazai was seeing me off. His windbreaker was dry for some reason, but I was still wearing Yosano’s clothes, and I was carrying the bag containing my clothes.

Dazai walked beside me, he walked leisurely, with a slight smile on his lips, he looked like an ordinary person.

However, it is impossible for an ordinary person to have been a gangster cadre in Hong Kong, nor would an ordinary person like to commit suicide, nor would an ordinary person drag me into the sea.

"Truth." Dazai suddenly shouted.

I looked back at him, "what's the matter?"

There was a slight smile on his lips, and he looked down at me, "About what you said today——"

"I want to live with the people I like."

I remembered, it was the topic that Dazai and I talked about before jumping into the sea today.

So I nodded, "That's right."

Dazai stopped in his tracks and looked down at me, "Then if it's me, Truth, do you still want to live with me?"

I looked up at him, a little puzzled. "Is there any difference?"

Dazai smiled slightly, "Because I am Afia, although you have lost your memory, I think you are familiar with this profession. It is a profession full of blood, murder, and crime."

He seemed to be chatting, "If you know me thoroughly, you probably wouldn't want to live with me."

"Not to mention I still have such a personality." He chuckled, and asked as if deliberately setting a trap, "If it is the truth, would you like me? After you like me, you will want to be with me Shall we watch the sea together?"

I don't know why, although what Dazai is talking about is about him, I always feel like discussing philosophy with him.

But although I have good grades, I haven't majored in philosophy.

And I'm not a philosopher, I'm just a layman.

So I said, "Actually, I think you're thinking a little too much."

Dazai was slightly taken aback, looking at me.

I kept walking, past him.

"For me, first of all, I never consider such hypothetical questions. Secondly, if I really like a person, it must be with him after knowing him and fully confirming my heart. In other words, if this person is you who is full of sins, then I will not have any regrets."

"Watch the sea? Of course, I will not only take you to see the sea, I will also take you to eat hot pot, watch movies, ride a roller coaster, and go to a haunted house. If you want to commit suicide, I will stop you. After all, I am a selfish person." People, so when I like you, I will definitely think about myself, after all, I don't want to lose the person I like, so I have to be selfish."

I stopped and turned to look at him.

"—Of course, these are all based on the fact that I sincerely and truly like you."

There was no gentle smile on my face, but I looked at him indifferently but as a matter of course.Answered his question positively.

Although I think my answer may make Dazai feel stuck or doubt himself for a while, but I will tell him deliberately.

Because he pulled me into the sea today, I am very upset.

Therefore, I will tell him these words word by word.

The author has something to say: So the heroine is not a good person

she said that on purpose

Anyway, it's not good, everyone is not good together

(Of course she will do that too)

finally--

Convention, here we go!It's fast, my dear!

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