[Korean entertainment] The days of trainees

Occasionally think about it, I am really strong.

After Song Xi got up from the practice room, she leaned against the floor-to-ceiling mirror and panted.I really don't have a bright future, I occasionally think about it, why did I come to Korea in the first place?

It was a dream at first!Now, the dream has long been lost.I just feel ashamed, I haven't made a debut after practicing for so long, will I be laughed at when I go back?

"Dinglingling." Anyway, the mobile phone next to her rang suddenly, and it was extremely loud in the quiet practice room. Even so, Song Xi still didn't realize it, and was taken aback for a moment before she reached out to answer the phone.

"What's wrong?" She could only think of one person who called her so late.

The person over there paused for a moment, and asked helplessly, "You are still in the practice room, aren't you?"

Song Xi nodded, "You also know that we are judging today. If I don't practice hard, I'm afraid I will really leave." Since 04, she has been waiting for 2 years.She is Chinese again, and this feeling of not belonging is really scary.She was actually very afraid that the company would let her go the next second.

"It won't be so fast. Didn't the current trainee have been practicing for a few years?" The person over there said helplessly: "I should have finished practicing by hearing your voice now. Come out to eat? We practice in the team All my friends have gone back, and now I’m alone.”

Song Xi looked up at the time, and it was almost 3 o'clock in the morning.After thinking for a while, he supported the floor and stood up, "Got it, where are you?"

"You saw me when you came down. I'm right under your company." The man over there said with a smile.

"Okay. Then I'll go down right away." Song Xi hung up, leaned over slightly and rubbed her trembling legs, and didn't recover for a while.She really regretted it a little. She had lost the courage to come to Korea alone with a bag on her back.He took two deep breaths, changed his clothes, and then went downstairs.

It's February now, and it's still very cold.The people outside were wearing thick jackets, with several scarves around their necks, looking up at the moon in the sky with their hands in their pockets.

Song Xi looked up and said, "It turned out to be fifteen."

"Hey? You're here? What happened to Fifteen?"

"In our hometown, the moon is very round on the fifteenth day of every month." Song Xi smiled and said, "I'm a little homesick." I don't know why I suddenly told him this.

"Come on, I haven't been home for many years." He practiced for a longer period of time, and even though he was in Seoul, he did not have many opportunities to meet each other.

Song Xiha let out a breath of white air, tugged at her clothes, and then put on her hat, "Yes, let's endure it. I don't know when it will end." The intrigue between trainees, Korean entertainment Circles are really not that simple.Before I came here, I really thought of everything too simply.

"Like you, I really don't know when I will be able to make it through. Did the girls in the first group last week use your choreography?" He explained the matter right away, just from the choreography It can be seen from the feeling that it is completely different from the girl's previous choreography.

Song Xi paused, then returned to normal, "Yes."

"It's strange that you are really in the early stage." He snorted, "You have to let the president see your talent. I have said this many times. The company's trainees are actually Not many, it’s only two or three teams now. In fact, the overall level of your team is higher than that of the other team.”

"Then we still lost in the end." Song Xi said a little discouraged: "But why did you watch our company's practice video again?"

"I had dinner with my former choreographer some time ago, and I talked about it, and then I went to play with him at S&M Company, and took a look." He said helplessly: "But, that's because you don't have anything. Competitive mentality. It’s not a school anymore. Even if you are in school, you will be a little bit competitive. People don’t know how to cherish these opportunities. I don’t know how much they want to debut now.”

"I also cherish it. I just didn't expect that at our age, we could be like people in the society." Song Xi tugged at her clothes helplessly and said.

He snorted, "I think you really have a brain problem. You have been here for two years. We have known each other for more than a year. You have been telling me this. Don't you know?"

Song Xi sighed helplessly, "I know. I just resist."

"I'm going to say something harsh. If you resist, you might as well go back early. Don't you develop better in China than here? Are you afraid of competition and still want to debut?" He was a little speechless and said some serious words.

Although Song Xi felt a little uncomfortable, what he said was indeed quite right.

"To be honest, I have been a trainee since I was a child. Especially when I was still practicing at S&M company, you can't even imagine how scary it is. YG has few trainees now, and the trainees there feel like a classroom People like me. At the time of SM, people didn’t even think of me as a child.”

"Indeed, I didn't recognize the reality clearly." Song Xi said helplessly: "But brother, I just want to find an excuse for myself. There are still beautiful things in this world."

He turned his head and gave Song Xi a blank look, "It's fine. You can fantasize as you like."