[Comprehensive Anglo-American] There is no dawn

This is a tough choice.

Gerrun did think about a lot of things before she raised her head, but it didn't make her look a bit hesitant when she raised her chin—it fell into Iron Man's eyes, and he told her after a long time that she looked like It is good practice.

In fact, Gerun did not, and Gerrun was surprised.

Surprised that the captain didn't tell Iron Man about this, and also surprised by the sadness that filled his heart.

"……what happened."

Iron Man seemed to see something seriously wrong, and frowned: "What happened?"

"Your shadow."

Gerrun said bluntly: "It's all here."

Iron Man turned around to get the document almost at the same time, and took off the thread wrapped around it with some trembling—for some reason, he tried several times without success, so he simply pulled it off, and then poured out the document inside.

From the first page to the last page, this genius looked at all the words and images at a glance.

And it didn't take long for him to finish watching.

very calmly.

Gerun hugged his shoulders and watched Iron Man quietly from the side.

She looked at his stiff back against the light, at his trembling hands, and...

And his shaking tears.

"What's on the tape?"

After a long time, Stark asked.

"You don't want to see it."

Gerun sighed: "I promise you."

Iron Man reached for the videotape when Gerrun's voice sounded.

"I was very fearless when I was young. I felt that there was nothing in this world that I was afraid of." Gerun said suddenly: "I am not afraid of death, so when I saw the scene of the explosion in my house, even if it hadn't been cleaned, I would Still rushed in. Guess what I saw?"

Iron Man's hand paused.

"Of course, it must be the corpses of my parents, my mother, and my brother." Gerun said flatly: "The difference from the general explosion scene is that my mother is in the kitchen, at the center of the explosion, basically there is no... …the complete part. But my brother and my dad were in the living room, very close to the door. These two people who should have escaped easily were found close to the kitchen."

Iron Man turned his head and looked at Gerrun.

"At that time they still wanted to find my mother and take her with them."

Gerrun pulled out a very ugly smile: "That sounds touching, doesn't it."

Iron Man didn't answer.

"But guess how long I've had nightmares? I still dream of this scene from time to time."

Gerun sighed and lowered his head: "Every time I dream about it, I feel like I've been burned to death again."

"Do you regret it?" Iron Man asked.

"I do not regret."

"Then why tell me this." The gray-haired rich man looked at her with red eyes, "I already know."

"What you already know is the truth. But the truth—" Gerun wiped his face: "Especially this kind of truth, I don't think you need to experience it again yourself."

"You're just afraid that I'll seek revenge on this Winter Soldier and destroy your cause of autonomy." Iron Man pointed at the door: "Get out."

Gerun walked out without hesitation, and took the elevator down to the garage.

At the moment when the elevator door closed, Gerun heard the unique crisp sound of porcelain.

She stepped out of the elevator door, leaned against the wall, and squatted down slowly.

There is no signal in the underground garage.

Gerun squatted for an unknown amount of time, when Friday's voice suddenly came.

"The temperature in the underground garage is 15°C. Staying there for too long can lead to colds and other illnesses."

Gerun didn't move, and asked, "How is your boss?"

"I don't have the authority to disclose the status of □□oss to others."

"You've been in the same position for more than 2 hours, miss. It's going to make you sick," Friday said.

"It's true that my legs are a little numb, but it's okay." Gerun sat down on his buttocks: "I've squatted for longer."

"Ok."

Friday paused: "Boss just asked about your itinerary, Miss."

"Didn't you say that you don't have the authority to disclose the status of □□oss to others, Friday?"

"I didn't, but Boss invites you to go up. Miss."

Friday said flatly.

After Gerun got into the elevator, he opened the door again to the same floor.

But the scene changes completely.

She only saw smashed vases, tables and chairs, decorations, glass shards and paintings all over the floor, and a lot of curtains were pulled off and hung in a bare state.

And the maker of this mess is sitting on the broken glass window.

"...you're bleeding."

Gerun smelled a fishy smell: "Does it hurt?"

Iron Man raised his head and glanced at her expressionlessly.

"how about you."

"I was only so old at that time that I could cry as much as I wanted, even though I didn't."

Gerun moved the sundries on the ground to the side with his feet, and finally felt that the ground was still scum, so he directly took the cushions from the sofa, patted the ashes and sat down.

"why."

"Probably because I have a strange and very Chinese idea in my heart. I always feel that if I start to cry, my parents and my brother will be worried when they go to reincarnation."

Grun said.

"It's really Chinese."

Grun laughed when he heard this.

"Each each other."

"I think I'm much better than you, at least I can vent it directly, can't I?"

"But you didn't vent it to the right place." Gerun glanced at the house: "My adoptive parents definitely don't break things when they quarrel at home, at least they don't break things in their own house."

"..." Iron Man gave her a hard look: "Your adoptive parents sound like they have a good relationship."

Grun's eyes changed.

"They have a good relationship."

The two of them have been chatting, you and me, from sunset to night.Stark finally felt the pain, tried to stand up, but his legs were numb, and he fell back all of a sudden.

With quick eyes and hands, Gerrun put his arm on his shoulder.

"Did someone say you should lose weight? It's not normal for you to be so heavy at your height."

"I have high bone density."

"A fat bald man in England once said the same thing, but he ended up on a diet." Grun paused: "Actually, dieting to lose weight isn't that difficult."

"To shut up."

Iron Man said decisively: "I'm going to sit on the sofa."

"You may still have glass shards on your ass, President."

"I just patted my pants!"

Gerrun had no choice but to drag the overweight Iron Man to the sofa and place him on it carefully.

"Anything you want to eat?"

"No."

He said lifelessly, and patted the place beside him after a while.

Gerun sighed inwardly, and sat down.

"Every time I go to restart things in my family, Ye Li always says that I'm torturing myself."

Gerrun leaned on the sofa and looked at the ceiling: "Because every restart is often accompanied by long and repeated questioning-every time I recall that incident, it will make me very painful, so my adoptive father is not actually Like that I do it."

"He sounds like a good foster father, but he can't stop you, can he?"

"How could he stop it?" Gerun tilted his head: "How can a parent win over a child? This is an old Chinese saying."

"Your country has a lot of strange words."

"Probably because it has a long history." Gerun blinked, not forgetting to go back: "It doesn't make sense to a country with a history of only a few hundred years."

Iron Man didn't refute, but suddenly fell down on the sofa cushion.

"Is it painful?" he asked.

"What do you say?"

Gerrun couldn't help rolling his eyes: "It's definitely more painful than sitting on broken glass with your pants on."

"Haven't you ever had a nervous breakdown?"

"Maybe there was that tendency, but luckily I have Ye Li, and...my brother's classmates."

"The classmate who made you stop the car in London?"

Gerun punched Stark in the belly, making him shrink into a shrimp.Without the armor, the superhero shed tears in pain, clutching his stomach and gasping for air.

"Are you still a woman?!"

"I'm a baby." Gerun rolled his dead fish eyes and said, "Baby always strikes in the right direction."

Iron Man held his stomach and lowered his head, and kept silent.Gerrun has been observing the carpet, but has not noticed any traces of water dripping on it.

"You've read those documents, haven't you?"

Grun nodded.

"Will they... hurt?"

"Although I don't know why you are asking me, as if I have experienced it, but... no."

Gerun said calmly: "Theoretically speaking, when the accident happened, their consciousness after being hit would not be clear, and they would not feel all the pain, and after that...the technique was very simple and neat, and the blow was fatal. It will hurt."

Iron Man nodded.

"Thank you, although I don't feel much comfort."

"It's better than blown to pieces or burned alive, isn't it?"

Iron Man took a deep breath.

"How long did it take you to do it? State your family's affairs in this tone."

"long time."

"Even now, I'm still learning how to live with them leaving, and how to lose everything when I get everything," Gerrun said. "I'm not talking about money."

Stark finally smiled.

"Do I need to see a therapist, do you think?"

"That thing doesn't work."

Gerun waved his hand: "Finding an inspirational book called chicken soup for the soul is more useful than seeing a doctor. If you can't, it's not bad to buy a copy of "The Magic of Tidying Up Your Life That Brings Great Changes."

"...this thing sounds like a book with eagle eyes."

"Yes, he still promised me." Grun tidied up and began to imitate Hawkeye's tone: "You know, kid, when I first started taking care of Nathaniel, I was always in a mess. Feels like a bullshit like I'm a bullshit. But after I started reading this book, everything changed. You don't know how a man with a baby can take care of a fake with three little girls What a rewarding thing to be organized!"

"I don't think I'll want to know for the rest of my life." Stark's face was as ugly as if he had been smeared with Hulk's phlegm: "Are you sure this guy really decided to be pulled by you to do something big?"

"I'm often so skeptical." Gerun also said in a complicated way: "Last time when we made a video, he even disliked the mess in my cloakroom."

That's a tried and tested PLA cloakroom! ! !

"Wait, why did he see your cloakroom? Are you still videoing?" Mr. Iron Man discovered an important point: "I haven't even videotaped you!"

"Is that because I'm sitting here right now?!"

Gerrun patted the sofa: "I can reach your distance by reaching out!"

It seems that is indeed the case.

Stark thinks about it, but he still has more points, although he doesn't know what the inexplicable points are.And he stretched himself, and by the way, he embraced the girl beside him with his outstretched arms.

"You know, there are some words that Iron Man may only say once in his life."

He said.

"Thank you."

The author has something to say: I am so irritable recently

Don't ask me why this chapter is all right (fei), crab

And Iron Man's heart knot is definitely impossible to just open like this

But it should be pretty good to have someone to accompany you, especially a senior who has a lot of experience in this area (what the hell)

Personal opinion==