[Gintama] Craftsman's Word

きれい.

With a tall and straight figure and light steps, Su walked steadily forward, overwhelmingly powerful and unstoppable.After stepping over the mountain of corpses and leaving behind a sea of ​​blood, the overbearing flowers that bloom on the top of the bones are tough but swaying slenderly, with gorgeous beauty to the extreme.

Kamui followed Su's back with his gaze, and ignored everything else as the background.Once upon a time, he desperately wanted to shatter the figure standing in front of him, but after he shattered it, he was like fishing for a moon in water, empty-handed; now he desperately wanted to grab this person back into his arms, the first thing he caught was still almost The back blurred by light.Everything seemed to go back to the age of six, as if time had never really left from that moment, as long as he opened his eyes wide and smiled at Su Tiantian, everything would be solved.

The last enemy fell without any suspense. Su moved his fingers, and the blood-stained spider thread drew a part of the trajectory in the air, winding back to Su's wrist.Su turned back towards the wheelchair, and as soon as he turned around, he met Shenwei's gaze, which was too late to restrain himself, and the fading blood in his pupils instantly became more intense.

Kamui took Xiu off his shoulders and told him to walk out of a corridor and hide behind a corner.Xiu looked at Su, grabbed the corner of Shenwei's clothes uneasily, and begged with fear: "Don't fight."

"No." Shenwei gave his son a bright smile and assured him, "We won't fight."

Su closed his eyes, covered them with his right hand, and said to Xiu after a pause: "We won't fight, you go to the front first, I will have a few words with your father, and we will pass in a while."

Xiu half-believed, his gaze flicked back and forth between the smiling Kamui and the hiding-faced Su, but was finally tricked by his parents' peaceful appearance, and obediently left.

After confirming that Xiu was far away, Su put down his hands and opened his eyes, which were still blood red.

Shenwei spread his hands and said with a smile: "This is a tacit understanding, Su. After all, you can't call it a fight if you hit me unilaterally, it's called domestic violence—"

The word "right" has not yet been exported, the clean white soles have suddenly enlarged and come close to the eyes, stepping on Shenwei's face impartially.Kamui raised his hands in surrender.

"You really want to step on my face, congratulations on your wish come true."

Hearing this, Su immediately put down his foot, deliberately rubbing the sole of his shoe on the ground as if stepping on something dirty.

Shenwei's nose was winding and bleeding, he smiled slightly, and said briskly: "It doesn't matter if you step on it for a while. You stand in front of me, your legs are as flexible as usual, and I feel happy when you use them to trample on me. Ah, aren't they feet? Is it inconvenient to lift it too high? I'll lie down and let you step on it."

As Shenwei said, he was about to lie flat, Su frowned, and said in an impatient tone: "Enough, don't talk to yourself and be intimate. Don't you just want to know how I stood up? I was asked to amputate at the end of the year. Change into prosthetics, but the prosthetics are not as good as my own legs as a night rabbit. I want to transform my legs at the end of the month, find the most suitable beauty spider silk implants as artificial neurons, and replace them with my hands. The brain gives instructions to manipulate the legs."

Su hooked the little finger of her left hand, and she kicked Shenwei's knee with a flying kick.

The kick that was light enough to tickle seemed to be coquettish to him, and Kamui smiled happily.

"So the 'surgery' mentioned during this period is aimed at the transformation of your legs? The surgery is too difficult and needs to be carried out in stages. How many times will it take? After the surgery is completed, will you be able to stand and walk normally?"

"There is only one last operation left. As for whether you can stand up after the operation..." Su suddenly smiled, the blood in her pupils seemed to be overflowing, and she was extremely red, "Compared to such trivial matters, shouldn't you care about it?" 'I'? The 'I' with these eyes, she is not the character who is talking to you now."

Su cupped Shenwei's face and moved closer, making the blood red in his eyes appear more clearly before Shenwei's eyes.Shenwei boldly stretched out his hand, grabbed Su's waist and hugged her, and took a step back to lean against the wall.

"You want me to care, so I will. 'Su' has become one with you?"

"Does it count as one?" Su's smile added a bit of sarcasm, "Manipulating both legs with only one left hand, such a delicate and complicated operation will take up a lot of energy, resulting in no time to distract from fighting. But I have more than One consciousness, one leading operation, one leading battle, clear division of labor, and happy cooperation. But since when is there only one "I" left? There is only one consciousness left, but it can still divide itself to operate and fight at the same time, why Will this happen? Is it me who dominates consciousness? Why are her blood red eyes? What is 'I' and what is 'she'? Is this consciousness 'I' or 'she'? Or neither I am not her, but another guy who appeared quietly? What is it that named this consciousness 'I'? I, who is this existence, do you know? You said you love me in front of you , Who is this person in front of you, Kamui?"

"You're going to knock me out, Su."

Su smiled, but the smile was covered with poison, Shenwei knew in his heart that if one answer was careless, he would explode Su and lose his mind.

Mo Yue said that he has a mental illness, which is what he meant. After accepting his dual personality, his personality was re-integrated and unified, and instead he questioned the existence of himself.But it is really difficult for him to answer this question, right?He has no experience of split personality, and besides the philosophical problem of "who am I", Yetu, who was born for fighting, should not delve too deeply into it.

"Su." Shenwei held Su's cold hand on his cheek, organized his words and said carefully: "The person who exists in front of me is you, and it has always been you. To me, you are you, and the consciousness floating on the surface is also you. Well, whether the consciousness hidden in the deep layer is a part of you, they together constitute you. It was my illusion that I preached love to your instinct back then. And I learned everything through the double torture of Mo Yue and me You are different from me. I knew both sides of you from the beginning. I wanted to see her as another person different from you, but that experience clearly told me that she is just your instinct. Su, she is to guarantee you When you are so strong that you no longer need her protection, she will return to you. If the instinctive she is really completely independent from you, the one who made a promise with me at that time to become stronger Where does your desire for fighting and being strong come from?"

"You want to say... I've always been the same person I used to be. A split personality is like a drop of water split into two. Putting it back together is still the same drop of water?"

Su stared at Shenwei, the blood in his eyes began to blur and fade.

"It's not that you haven't changed at all. We're all growing. If you're not angry, can I recreate it with a broken mirror? It was originally a complete mirror, but there were flaws hidden inside. Finally, one day the flaw expanded to split, and the mirror split into two." piece. Putting the two mirrors back together into the original one, of course the split experience is preserved, but the mirror is of course the original mirror.”

Shenwei is a pun, which not only refers to Su's self, but also implies his relationship with Su.Su closed his eyes showing exhaustion, and moved his hands away from Shenwei's face, but Shenwei was reluctant to let go of Su's hand and let her leave his embrace.

"I don't like that description."

Su opened her eyes again, and her pupils returned to pitch black. In this state, it was more difficult to manipulate her legs, but she still stubbornly shook off Kamui, walked back to the wheelchair and sat down.

"Ask Xiu to come over and push me back. You brought Xiu to a dangerous place and said something that annoyed me. I don't want to see you. Go as far as you can."

"I'm sorry to make you angry." Shenwei came to the wheelchair, squatted down beside Su's feet, and smiled warmly, "Are you tired? Go to sleep for a while, Xiu and I will be with you."

"You? I can't sleep well, and I have nightmares when I fall asleep..."

Su resisted Shenwei and ignored her refusal, but couldn't resist the invasion of physical fatigue, and fell asleep with his head tilted.Kamui smiled as expected, picked up Su and kicked the wheelchair aside.

"We are night rabbits, falling asleep in front of someone who is on guard? Su, if you have a nightmare, I will accompany you to the end."

"Are you stupid, huh? You don't take medicine when you are sick, and your IQ is [-]? To deal with a few little thieves, how can you make Gao Shan, who was injured and hospitalized by the enemy's general, feel so embarrassed?"

Su was half lying and half sitting on the hospital bed, and the bed was raised to a comfortable angle for leaning on, taking advantage of the situation to make it easier for Mo Yue to nod her forehead and scold her.Shenwei hugged Xiu and sat on the bed next to him, with a smile on his face the whole time while Su was being scolded.

"Are you giving up on yourself, thinking that instead of being driven crazy by this man, you should stop continuing pointless insistence and let yourself go crazy? Or do you think that Xiu has a father, a teacher, and more than one or two to rely on? You might as well die In order to give up your body and let this man get what he wants? How many times have I said this, this man, bah, this piece of dregs can't even compare to your finger, you have to be self-conscious, you are the bright moon in the sky, A fox with beautiful body and mind like Nu can only look up at the ground. This ugly rabbit must feel ashamed and kill himself to thank Mingyue. Why don't you think so, instead of being driven crazy by this man, just kill him before he smiles at you Is he clean?"

Mo Yue's words really moved Shenwei beautifully, Su tilted his head and closed his eyes to rest his mind and did not respond, so Shenwei let go of his hand covering Xiu's ear and raised his hand to speak.

"I have no objection when you say that, but Su will be embarrassed."

"I'm sorry, just blush and let me know that you still have a sense of shame and know that you are sick and should be treated."

Su didn't "squeak" to express his opinion, and of course he didn't blush, wasting the silence left by Mo Yue and Shenwei for nothing.

Mo Yue has been in a state of madness lately, and just as she was about to erupt again, Su suddenly spoke and came to a conclusion.

"Shenwei, I have listened to what you said, but I haven't approved it yet. Moyue, prepare for the operation as soon as possible. You all go out and leave me alone."

Being driven away calmly and severely by Su, Shenwei and Mo Yue had no choice but to surrender.

Su said "I haven't approved it yet", subconsciously revealing that she understood the feasibility of Shenwei's views, so Shenwei was relaxed, but after leaving the ward, Mo Yue swung her paw on Shenwei's face.

Kamui didn't dodge.It's not that he can't avoid it, but that Mo Yue's face full of tears, crying silently, surprised him, and he couldn't care less about avoiding it.

"Why you, the person that Jean Su is not afraid of death, why is it you?"

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My cat is critically ill, I almost went to the cat, my heart hurts