[Gintama] Craftsman's Word

Kamui said "killing relatives".

My heart was tightly clenched, and then "ploppppp" beat faster and faster.

"Know" has slipped to my lips, and I instinctively have to answer honestly, but even if the answer to this question is obvious, I think it is superfluous to ask "what do you want to do?" is the right way.

The brief hesitation aroused Shenwei's dissatisfaction, he walked to my side, held my face in his hands, narrowed his eyes and smiled sweetly: "Vegetarian?"

I gave Shenwei a blank look, opened his claws, and finally responded honestly to his expectations.

"I know."

Kamui didn't have many surprises, seeing his appearance, my answer seemed to be expected.He took a vacant space on the workbench beside me and sat on it, swinging his legs leisurely, and casually tossing the small pestle of the mortar.

I moved the copper mill under my feet to a place where it would not be harmed by him. It contained the silver moon sand that I had finely ground into powder over the past few years. Master would personally help me make an umbrella, and nothing would be lost.

Kamui waited for me to tidy up, his eyes fell on me, and he followed me as he moved.

Since I was 6 years old, Shenwei's enthusiasm for me has never wavered in the slightest.Sometimes I think that a part of Shenwei's heart was left behind at the age of 6, and the life-and-death frontline when he faced Baijiao imprinted him, and then that part stopped, fixed, and no longer grew.I was the only one with him then, so the part that remained in the past made me the only one.

"white--"

I accidentally lost my mind, and the soft voice was attached to my ears, the long tail showed a sad tone, and Kamui stretched out his arms, wrapping around my waist from behind.

Ah, so is this self-serving intimacy, which has never wavered.

Shenwei's head was pressed against my neck, and his left hand was pressed against my chest, and the fierce beating of my heart was clearly transmitted to him.

His voice became cheerful, half teasing, half excited.

"Are you afraid?"

I didn't want to pay attention to Shenwei's vicious provocation, but he pinched my jawbone and stubbornly turned my head to face him.

The slight twitch at the corner of the mouth was caught by Shenwei, and I hurriedly pressed down to smooth it out.

"Wouldn't it be interesting if you could see the panic on Su's face? But it's really cute like this." Kamui caressed the corner of my lips instead of me, and there was a light in his blue eyes that looked straight into my heart. My lips were pursed into a sweet arc, and my fingers picked up the corners of my mouth, and I said cheerfully: "You are smiling."

Yeah, I'm laughing.

When Shenwei uttered the word "kin-killing", the agitated blood kept rolling, burning my reason like boiling.Excitement scrambled to hit my heart, like a menacing tide rising, squeezing and engulfing me repeatedly.

The strong senses arouse the instinct that belongs to Yetu, and the hearty pleasure almost makes me addicted, as if a battle to touch the death is about to belong to me instead of Kamui.I think that Shenwei's mood is probably nothing more than that.

Kamui's embrace is the fragile thread that dangles from my sliver of waking consciousness.I knocked my head and reminded myself that it was God's power that brought up "kin killing", and I shouldn't be so excited that I would sink. No, this abolished ancient custom should not have been aroused by passionate emotions.

"What do you want to know?"

"Eh? I thought I could hold on a little longer." Kamui expressed a little regret for my calmness, but quickly regained his energy, poked my cheek, and said seriously: "I heard something interesting. things."

"I don't want to know. Since I heard something interesting from Boss Fengxian, I'll go back and ask Boss Fengxian. Let me go. That's all."

During the five years, I felt the flow of power in my body many times, and I was sure that it could not be explained by "getting stronger".I hope to understand the abnormality of my body, but I know clearly that I don't want to be dominated by the power hidden behind.It's not that I want to fight Yetu's instinct, I just don't want to accept the power beyond my power.When I have enough ability to control it in turn, I will be happy to pocket it.Kamui has brought enough excitement today, although I am curious about what he heard, but I can't continue to approach the dangerous boundary, I choose to stay away actively.

"Su became strict, so I had no choice but to be obedient." Shenwei let go of his arm, and shook his hands to express his helplessness, "Su is getting harder and harder to play with."

"The longer you are, the less lovely you are."

I grabbed Kamui's cheeks and pulled them apart.

"Although it doesn't hurt, but look, is it red?"

Shenwei deliberately put his face closer to threaten me, but I had no choice but to accept the threat willingly and let go softly.

"If you like cute children, next time I will bring my sister to play with you?"

Shenwei put his hands on his cheeks, making a soft bun face.I lit the wax for the younger sister Shenwei who I had never seen before. This kind of brother is simply a shadow.

"Please be kind to your sister."

"Hey, what do you want to do to my sister?"

"The subject is 'you', not 'bring it to me to play', and the gratitude is really quick."

"Don't be discouraged, I read more books."

I sighed feebly, if the topic wasn't so serious, I'd throw Kamui out right now.

"Okay, okay, tell me, what exactly do you want to know? Although I know it, I only saw it in the master's handbook. I have a general concept. If you want to understand it in depth, you should really go back and ask your master."

"Nothing, I came here specially to make you happy."

Kamui made a pair of scissors hands and put them next to his eyes, making a playful and cute look and blinking his eyes again and again.

"Shenwei (please pronounce it sweetly as かむぃょ here)..."

Correctly translating Shenwei's words as "Come here to make me happy", I bit my lip, and then smiled slightly.

"I'm very happy."

Shenwei shuddered, and the dumb hair on the top of his head also vibrated like an electric shock. He hid outside the door in two or three steps, pawing at the door with his fingertips, revealing half of his eyes, and asked on high alert: "Who are you?"

Shenwei acted too seriously, I couldn't hold back my laughter for a while.

I finally managed to develop a terrifying smile full of murderous intent, I was really unwilling to be resolved so easily by Shenwei.

I tossed the scissors against Kamui's fur, and Kamui breathed a sigh of relief.

Kamui picked up the scissors and held them in front of me with both hands, his blue eyes shone with a stern light, I tugged at his braids and sighed.

"You are very ill."

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Shenwei accidentally learned of a rumor about the abolished ancient custom of the Yetu clan - killing relatives.

As Kamui wrote the word on the paper, his heart was beating wildly.The frail figure of his mother on the sickbed kept appearing. He bit his arm, suppressing his guilt with pain and fresh blood.

His sense of guilt is definitely not that he wants to kill his mother, the person who can "kill his parents" is only that man no matter what the reason is.He felt pain because before he really interpreted the consequences of the "kinslaying" behavior, he had already been moved, and every cell in his body cheered, accepting the cold words that poured flesh and blood.He was imperative, and at that moment he had abandoned his mother.

When Kamui came back to his senses, the entire paper was densely covered with "Kinslaying", even so, it would never be able to return to a pure word.Kamui painted it with thick ink, and those crowded words still emerged clearly.He tore the paper into shreds, and the green smoke from the flames smelled like residual ink, dancing and mocking his weakness before it dissipated.Kamui swallowed the remaining confetti, and it was cold and bitter while chewing.

During that time, Kamui briefly forgot about Su.Against the cold light background of Yinyuesha, the thick dark figure mixed with blood and the charming and murderous smile, the scene that hangs in his head as clearly as a photo is temporarily removed, and replaced with a scene that is full of overflowing, falling at any time. Inky black paper with falling words.

It wasn't until Shenwei wiped away the hostility in his heart, put on a smile again and faced Fengxian's scrutiny without changing his face, the death that Su brought to him returned to the most conspicuous position under another shock-there is no such thing as facing Shenwei. For the grudge affirmation and the inquiry that she wanted to know more about, Fengxian's answer was full of malicious difficulties.

"Why don't you ask your little girlfriend, she has experience."

Shenwei did not correct the "little girlfriend" statement.Fengxian doesn't care if Su is one year older or younger than him, they are still very young in Fengxian's eyes; as for the bond between him and Su is not that simple...he doesn't expect or even hope that outsiders will understand.

Shenwei was calmer than he and Fengxian expected.It was impossible for Su to kill kin, he was sure of it.First of all, it is impossible for her to be so weak, and in her own words, even if talking about "kin killing" can make her emotional, her reason will judge it as inappropriate, so she will not choose to practice it.It is impossible for Su to kill relatives, but for that "Su"... that's another matter.

About the "hunting ground" five years ago, Shenwei and Su's master jointly concealed her. In the past five years, whenever Su had doubts about the abnormality of her body, Shenwei tried to trick her.He doesn't want Su to know that there is another "Su" who ignores her will and dominates her body, dormant in the depths of her body, waiting for her to come out and act recklessly when she is weak.Su would not like it, and would use various methods to stop it.

Rather than having a dual personality, perhaps it would be more appropriate to interpret Su's situation as an excessive instinct. "Su" didn't show a character that was very different from Su, and she didn't even open her mouth to speak. She appeared briefly like a meteor, with a clear purpose of indulging in blood and killing.However, Yetu's instinct does not capture memory. If it is due to a coincidence, Su just lost the beginning part of his acquaintance. This coincidence is too surprising, too far-fetched.

For more in-depth details, Shenwei did not make guesses, because empty guesses that cannot be verified lose their meaning.He knew what he wanted, and Su still held his hand and walked in front of him like he did when he was a child, and that was enough.

The result of probing Su with "kin killing" was similar to Shenwei's expectation. Su's guard against herself made him want to poke something out, but Su rationally and resolutely avoided it.Regarding her background, he clearly emphasized "interesting", alas.

Shenwei sat on the back of the chair with the biscuits that Su had just baked in his mouth, and told Su his plan to ambush Xinghai Fangzhu in an eloquent voice.

"I said, let's not talk about the chance of success, aren't you worried about my informant?"

Su presses his forehead and frowns, Shenwei has a sense of accomplishment, and happily picks up a biscuit and brings it to Su's mouth.

"If there is a reason, I will forgive you."

"..."

Su's hand slipped from her forehead, she rubbed the tip of her nose, bit off half of the biscuit in one bite, then turned her head away.

"Why are you so stupid, madman."

"Well, it's fine that I'm alone this time."

Kamui threw back the remaining crescent-shaped biscuit into his mouth, wiped off the debris from the corner of Su's mouth, and licked his fingers.

"Su, there is one thing, I hope you can agree with me."

Kamui took Su's hand, hooked the little finger, and directly pressed the thumbs together.

"Don't look for me. It's useless for you to go if I die. On the contrary, as long as I'm still alive, I will definitely come back to you."