It's a love rival!

Faced with such a fierce questioning, Han Yu really couldn't feel any emotions other than distress.

Qi An tried his best to raise his head, holding back the tears that were about to burst: "I don't want to guess again, please give me an accurate answer."

As he spoke, Qi An's voice became lower and lower: "Even if you are going to be sentenced to death, let me be a fool, what's going on now?"

Han Yu half-coaxed and half-forced Qi An out of the bathroom.Qi An began to struggle dissatisfiedly in Han Yu's arms, but because he was drunk, he didn't have much strength left to resist.

Han Yu could feel the traces of water slowly smearing on his thin T-shirt, wetting a small piece of skin.

In that long dream, Han Yu only saw Qi An shed tears once.

Then, as now, the big tears were quiet, turbulent, and silent.

Every drop of those tears fell hard on Han Yu's heart.

Han Yu seemed to be in a barren wilderness, looking around in a daze, not knowing what to do with Qi An.

Ah Hu and Ah Zhong came up to help with great winking, and brought Qi An back to the car.

Qi An leaned weakly on the back seat of the car, his eyes were empty, and he muttered to himself: "Although you come to me every day, it seems that everything is the same. But your heart doesn't want to be close to me...you, you don't want I……"

Han Yu didn't think of Qi An, who knew everything in his heart without saying anything.

It made his whole heart sour and soft.Indecisive.

After finally sending Qi An home, Han Yu hesitated for a moment, but still walked into Qi An's house.

This guy Qi An was quite drunk tonight, Han Yu was really worried about leaving him alone.

Qi An was drunk, but he didn't make a fuss too much. He quietly let others manipulate him, and he cooperated with Han Yu's movements very well.

Even so, it took a lot of effort for Han Yu to change into Qi An's nightgown.

Qi An's skin is not fair.The chest of his nightgown was a little loose at the overlap, revealing a small piece of skin below the collarbone, which was a light wheat color with a thin layer of muscle with distinct texture.

It was rumored that Qi An was once in the Qi family's training camp and was unharmed in a one-to-ten match. Han Yu knew very well what kind of frightening power was hidden in that slender and thin body.

Qi An closed his eyes slightly, with a cold expression, the restraint of this beast retracting its sharp claws, temporarily docile and dormant, is a temptation of abstinence that is difficult to describe in words.

Han Yu saw Qi An stretch out his hand and groped in the air, but he didn't touch anything.

Then Qi An tentatively spread his palms on the side of the bed, and waited for a while, but still did not get any response.Qi An frowned in disappointment, and silently withdrew his hand.

Han Yuming knew that Qi An's mind was full of dizziness at the moment, and it was impossible to see his position clearly.But when Qi An spread his hands in his direction, his heart still trembled for a moment.

There was a long silence between the two of them, so long that Han Yu felt that Qi An should have fallen asleep.

Han Yu lightly turned off the lamp beside the bed, leaned on Qi An's pillow, and stared almost greedily at the man's handsome side face even after he closed his eyes.

Han Yu wanted to reach out his hand to smooth his frowning brows, but he was afraid that he would not be able to restrain the beast in his heart: he still remembers how he broke Qi An during that ridiculous night in the hotel. .It is difficult to stand up.

In the silence that filled the room, Qi An suddenly murmured: "You, if you want to go, just go."

Han Yu wasn't sure if he was asleep or awake.

"I know, you are always so soft-hearted, and you don't want others to be sad..." Qi An didn't expect to get a response from others, and he continued on his own, "I'm not as fragile as you think. No matter what, I'm okay It’s considered to have been obtained, so it’s already very good.”

Through the moonlight flowing outside the window, Han Yu could clearly see the expression on Qi An's face: a bitter and relieved smile, exactly the same as what he saw in Qi An's office that day.

It was a helpless compromise after a hard struggle.

It is the dejected bow after showing his sharpness once.

It is the self-consolation that finally failed after embracing hope.

How could Han Yu expect to see this expression again on the face of such a determined person as Qi An - both times because of himself.

Perhaps it is the dark night that makes people feel safe, and those desires to confide under the cover of the boundless night begin to emerge just around the corner.

Or maybe alcohol can easily erode people's already fragile will.

Qi An rambled on a lot.

From the secret love that never saw the light of day, to the tender confession, to the most recent day of panic.

The second boot was hanging above his head and couldn't fall off, tormenting Qi An so much that he couldn't sleep at night. He repeatedly guessed various reasons every day, and each one pointed to it——Han Yu probably got tired of this relationship so quickly.

There is nothing good about myself.With a tough temper, even if he wants to say a few soft words, he looks stupid and ridiculous.Straightforward, the word "tactful" seems to have never appeared in his dictionary.

Neither gentle enough.Not romantic.Except for a heart that is hot, there is nothing to show.

But what is so rare about it.

That love is like rushing into the battle and risking danger everywhere, and you need to rely on the sincerity of others to protect each other.

Not at all gentle and careless, he could be a brother for a lifetime, but not a lover for a lifetime.

No wonder others get bored easily.

Qi An only felt that he was in the countdown to the death sentence.I don't know when the butcher's knife will fall on the neck.This is more terrifying than knowing that you will go to the guillotine the next day.

Turns out, if you've ever wanted something terribly, you'd better hope you either hold onto it forever or never get it at all.

Because if you get it and lose it again, the feeling is more uncomfortable than having nothing at all.

Various thoughts arose in Han Yu's mind, which were complicated.He didn't know if he should be so despicable.

In the end, he still couldn't help but bent down, and asked Qi An the question he had always wanted to ask.

That was the temptation he decided not to speak when Qi An was sober: "If, I mean if... I am not as good as you imagined, and I have done very bad things to you before, the unforgivable kind, you Do you still want to be with me?"

Hearing these words, Qi An raised his eyes in a daze, trying to see the expression on his face clearly: "Then, will you still treat me well in the future?"

Tears almost burst out of Han Yu's eyes: "I just wish I could give you everything I have."

Qi An rubbed his temples with a headache, and gave a blunt answer: "I don't know... But, I don't want to waste our present time on those unnecessary things in the past."

Han Yu stared at the drunk who could barely keep his eyes open, feeling sad in his heart: this man, he has always lived like a hero in love.Brave, fearless, and desperate, even if you know you will be bruised and bruised, you will not change your original intention.

Only myself, a coward.Think everything is thought through.In fact, it's not because you want to escape.Fear of embarrassment one day.

If the fate of a lifetime really can only last so long, why waste time, worrying about things that have not yet happened, so that you ignore the current feelings?

"You... If you still want, can you hug me?" Qi An, who became a little more awake after speaking for a long time, moved his body uncomfortably, and finally couldn't hold back any more when he opened his mouth. Crying tremblingly, "I'm so scared."

Han Yu only felt that the string in his heart "popped" at this moment, and suddenly broke after collapsing to the limit.

Without any scruples, he bent down to search for Qi'an's muttering lips, and turned all the unspoken emotions into kisses that gradually moved and deepened.

Those unbearable heartaches condensed and dripped onto Qi An's face, making it wet.

With affection that he couldn't explain clearly, Han Yu deepened the kiss step by step.

Qi An tightened his arms and hugged him back in a daze, as if afraid that this person would run away in the next second.

Qi An's already baggy nightgown had been completely loosened under such violent movements, and some scenery could be seen at a glance.Even though Han Yu tried his best to calm down, he was inevitably moved a little.

But Qi An spared no effort to light the fire: "You, don't you want it?"

To be honest, if he took advantage of others like this again, Han Yu would feel like a beast.

Han Yu took a deep breath silently, and forcibly calmed down his restless mood: "You're drunk, don't make trouble."

"I'm not drunk...I'm very sober." Qi An's gaze still couldn't find focus, but his tone was extremely insistent, "Let's try, shall we? I miss you so much...I'm really scared."

afraid of what?Han Yu didn't ask such a stupid question again.

It's just that I'm afraid that I still won't be able to grasp this relationship in the end.Anyway, after this battle, there are still some memories that can withstand careful collection and repeated chewing for the rest of my life.

Qi An's hands groped around Han Yu restlessly, trying to unbutton Han Yu's jeans.

Loved ones hug each other tightly.Every touch brought an indescribable pleasure.That is an instinctive physiological reaction.Can't escape.Can't restrain it.

Han Yu tried to grab the flailing hand to stop the sweet torture.

But his skill is obviously not agile enough.Even Qi An who was drunk was not something he could easily control.

Under such rapid waves of violent impact, Han Yu's limited patience was finally burnt up bit by bit.

With a hoarse voice, he made the last struggle: "Qian, you, don't regret it!"

What responded to him was more passionate kisses and unscrupulous lighting.

Fuck the fuck restraint.

I can no longer think about other issues.

The author has something to say: oh shit~ go fucking restrain yourself!I want to drive!