[Comprehensive] My ex is the best

Time passed slowly like this, peaceful and stable, without waves, reassuring and boring—although Luo Yuanyuan is no longer a divine weapon, but becoming a god still seems to have nothing to be happy about—whether it is a divine weapon or a god , the world after death is as desolate and lonely.

What is more terrifying than death?Even after you die, it still cannot be completely ended.

If it cannot end, it will never start again—rather than staying in this world forever, Luo Yuanyuan actually wants to die early and reincarnate early—maybe she will be reincarnated in the next life and return to modern times?

But thinking about it this way, Luo Yuanyuan wouldn't just pull her brains out and seek her own death—although she was a little lonely and boring in the divine kingdom of Bishamon, she also understood how dangerous the outside world was for her now— When the body dies, the soul still exists, but if the soul also dies, it will disappear completely.

Bishamon gave her a safe environment, allowing her to wait for more vows slowly and completely transform her from a demigod to a god, so that she can become a god with a shrine, and even Through the shrine, reach the realm of the gods above the heavens, and then choose your own artifact. Only after you have the power to protect yourself can you barely gain a foothold in the world surrounded by monsters.

It's just that although the wish power was strong at the beginning, gradually, the power of the wish that came from every day and night became weaker day after day—usually the gods will fulfill the wishes of believers after a little power to consolidate their reputation and prevent themselves from She was gradually forgotten, but Luo Yuanyuan was always protected by the Bishamen in the Kingdom of God and never showed up. It is no wonder that the believers are unstable.

Luo Yuanyuan was fine, but Bishamon was more anxious than her.

This god was born in response to the call of human beings in suffering, and is one of the seven gods of good fortune that entrusts human beings to yearn for a better life and vision. Her character can be perfectly summed up in the words of integrity, bravery, gentleness and kindness. She values ​​her own artifacts, Treat them like your own family, and at the same time cherish your friends very much - such as Luo Yuanyuan.

This goddess, who is affectionately called Sister-sama by her artifacts, seems to have always subconsciously carried the future of others since she was born, and tried her best to protect everyone around her.

She is more anxious and concerned about things that have nothing to do with her than the person concerned.Obviously, she is willing to keep Luo Yuanyuan in her divine kingdom for so long, and she has treated her very well, but now that Luo Yuanyuan's wish power is getting less and less, Bishamen feels guilty and worried, as if it is all her fault and responsibility, and is very anxious Looking around for a solution for her.

Finally one day, Bishamen, who was familiar with the way, found Luo Yuanyuan beside Zhaoma, and asked her, "Tomorrow, Yuanji would like to visit Ebisu with me?"

When she saw Bishamon, Luo Yuanyuan was leaning on the vermilion railing in the corridor, smiling at her, but when she approached and said this, Luo Yuanyuan straightened up in surprise.

She stared fixedly at Bishamon's slightly tired and beautiful face for a while, then suddenly sighed softly, then took her hand wrapped under the armor of the gods, and smiled easily, "Okay .”

Of course, Luo Yuanyuan knew why Bishamon took her to visit another god—she could feel the weakening of her wish power better than her, but if she wanted to revive her strength, she would have countless opportunities from the information explosion in later generations. This kind of method can play tricks and strengthen beliefs, just like the method she was best at controlling public opinion before—it can’t even be called a method, but just spread and control some rumors slightly, and the situation can always develop according to her expectations.

It's just that she doesn't care about her will, and has been passively sabotaging her work.

Luo Yuanyuan knew that she was different from Bishamon.

She does not have the ambition of Bishamon to respond to the calls and wishes of human beings, and to protect them desperately in the hands of monsters and this dark world.

She still remembered what the ghost spider—no, it should be said, at that time, it was already Naraku—asked her.

It's not easy being a human, but how about being a demon?

Monsters are ugly, they understand the darkness of human beings, and it is difficult to see the light. Even if they are powerful, they are trapped in the darkness and cannot extricate themselves, and eventually become filthy things.

So what about God?

It has a glamorous appearance and is worshiped by all peoples. It is not only powerful, but also so noble.

However, to worship and enjoy the power of the people's vows, it is necessary to bear the wishes and prayers of the peoples. No matter how heavy the responsibility is, it looks bright, but it is always bound by the power of the vows. It is born because of human beings, and will eventually die because of human beings. , It is noble to say, but life and death are not in your own hands.If human beings want you to appear, you will appear. If human beings no longer pay attention to you, you will perish. If you don’t pay attention, no matter what you have done for human beings, you will be completely forgotten.

To put it bluntly, it is a noble existence that brings happiness to human beings. To put it bluntly, it is a group of slaves whose life and death depend entirely on human thoughts.

It's just that in the current world, life is cheaper than grass, and almost no one realizes how powerful human beings are.Compared with demon gods, they are the existences with the most possibilities and choices.

Maybe some people envy the tyranny of monsters and the nobility and mystery of gods, but if possible, Luo Yuanyuan just wants to be human.

At that time, she answered Naluo in the same way - she felt that it was best to be a human being.

So Luo Yuanyuan actually didn't want to completely convert from a demigod to a god—because if she became a god, she would no longer be able to become a human being.

There is no such thing as reincarnation of gods. A famous god like Bishamon, who will hardly be forgotten by human beings and has a steady stream of vows, even if he dies, the next generation of Bishamon will automatically be born on the throne of the god. This situation is called 【Replacement】.

The death of the gods who cannot guarantee the power of vows will directly dissipate between the heaven and the earth.

For Luo Yuanyuan, it was a surprise for her to get the wish power of the whole city to transform from an ordinary soul to a divine soul. She was originally...

Originally……

Speaking of which, why did she have a conflict with Naraku in the first place and finally had a decisive battle?

Luo Yuanyuan thought hard for a long time, but she couldn't think of it. The sense of confusion that she couldn't figure out made her frown, but since the matter had already happened, although it was unclear, it was useless to entangle. She was very open-minded and put aside what she didn't understand.

——In short, Luo Yuanyuan is not very anxious about the slowing down of her transformation speed, but seeing Bishamon's worried look on his brows, she has no way to refuse the kindness of this kind Valkyrie— ——She has too many things to worry about and bear, but even so, she still keeps Luo Yuanyuan in her heart.

It is impossible for Luo Yuanyuan to feel warm and moved by such concern, so she had no choice but to respond gently, showing curiosity and longing, and then asked, "Weina, Great God Ebishou, what kind of God is it?"

Only then did Bishamon show a bright smile, "Ebisu, you are a very good god."

As early as the moment Bishamon appeared, Zhaoma stopped what he was doing and stood aside cautiously. After Bishamon left, he did not turn around to continue practicing, but looked at Luo Yuanyuan a little bit, Showing some hesitation, he hesitated to speak.

Luo Yuanyuan kept looking at Bishamon's back with a smile. Her eyes were full of warmth and she looked very gentle. When Bishamon walked away, she turned her gaze and looked at Zhaoma with a strange look. Asked suspiciously: "Zhaoma? What's the matter?"

"You..." The young boy opened his mouth clumsily, but was quite at a loss and incoherent, "Can you go out now?"

Luo Yuanyuan continued to look like before Bishamon came, and leaned lazily on the railing beside him again, looking at him with a smile, "What's the matter? Does Zhaoma want to go out to play too?"

Zhao Ma hurriedly waved her hand in denial, "No!" He glanced up at her quickly, then tried to calm himself down and said, "...you, are you okay?"

Although getting along with Luo Yuanyuan for a long time, her face can still attract his attention unconsciously. Because of this, when practicing, he always turns his back to her, and usually rarely looks directly at her. her face.

Regarding the matter of Luo Yuanyuan, the artifacts are also quite concerned. Zhao Ma also knows that her wish power is declining, and she may not be able to successfully transform into a god. It's just that although he is worried, he doesn't seem to care about anything when he sees Luo Yuanyuan's photo every day. With a smile on his face, he couldn't say anything.

comfort?But he didn't even know if they were friends or not?An artifact, perhaps not even qualified to comfort the gods?

And she didn't seem to need his comfort either.

Zhao Ma found to his dismay that he couldn't even see if she really didn't care, or if she was forcing a smile.

Speaking of which, the two of them spent the longest time together, perhaps the two people who spent the longest time together alone in the entire Kingdom of God. Sometimes, Zhao Ma even almost forgot that Luo Yuanyuan was a god, and she was still an identity Noble, demigods who are heroic spirits, sometimes he thinks they are like friends, joking, squabbling, chatting, sitting together in a daze and playing games, but often at some inexplicable times, he suddenly wakes up and thinks of—— She, like Bishamon-sama, is a god.

It's different from him.

Even if she has not fully become a god yet, in the future, she will become a great and noble existence like Lord Bishamon. She already has her own shrine, and in the future, she will also create her own kingdom of gods, and then she will have her own They will be more loyal, caring, and respectful than him, surrounding her, laughing at her laughter, angry at her anger, and treating her as everything they own.

And he is just the most inconspicuous and useless one among the many artifacts of Bishamon-sama.

Even though she was by his side every day, accompanied him, and looked at him, maybe she just found an interesting toy when she was bored.

One day, she will leave here, and maybe she will never see him again—after a long time, maybe she will completely forget him, or occasionally think of it, and say "ah, Zhaoma still can't let him go anyway." 【Boundary】?"

Such a future, no matter who it is, is extremely sad when you think about it a little bit. Therefore, when she first heard that she might not be able to become a god smoothly, Zhao Ma was actually a little happy.

However, just like what Luo Yuanyuan said to him, he is an extremely gentle and kind boy after all, so he quickly worried about her with guilt—but it was only at this moment that he finally mustered up the courage to comfort her and said: " Master Bishamon, you must have found a way for you to become a god with Master Yebisu!"

But Luo Yuanyuan didn't seem very happy, she smiled at him faintly, it seemed that it was just a polite perfunctory smile, "What's so good about being a god."

She sighed softly, and beckoned to Zhao Ma, and the young man walked over hesitantly, stood in front of her, looked at her with some anxiety, and seemed to feel that her idea was a little scary, "You don't want Be a god?"

Luo Yuanyuan leaned on the railing and looked up at him.

—she wants to be human.

But Luo Yuanyuan knows how fragile the heart of the artifact is, because if you don't pay attention, it will stab the owner, so they have to carefully avoid anything that may make them feel painful in their lives. She has also been an artifact and knows that it is a What a heart-wrenching thing, any word that makes them think that "alive" will never belong to them may make them feel painful.

Too.If possible, who would not want to be a human being, but a "dead man"?

So Luo Yuanyuan tried her best to put on a real smile and said, "...Think about it, when the time comes, I will collect all the good-looking souls as my artifacts, and in my kingdom of God, I will collect bibi There are more beauties than all the holy weapons of Samana!"

Zhao Ma's emotions were immediately abducted by her smoothly, and the innocent boy finally couldn't help complaining: "...You are the harem! You are the harem, hello!"

……

The next day, Bishamon took Luo Yuanyuan to visit.

Because he was not going out to exorcise demons but to pay a formal visit, Bishamon did not take a chariot, but used a divine chariot.

The reputation of this Valkyrie among the monsters is enough for the monsters within a hundred miles to retreat three feet immediately when they see the divine chariot passing by. Looking down, I was so excited that I felt like I was working on a cable car. The forests under the car were verdant, and the mountains and mountains in the distance. When I looked around, I could vaguely see a lot of black mist rolling towards the Backing away, such a rare perspective made Luo Yuanyuan happy and excited, and she immediately felt no repulsion to visit Ebisu.

The reason why Luo Yuanyuan was somewhat repelled to visit Ebisu was not just because of the relationship with the gods...

Just like Bishamon gives people an image of a heroic and extraordinary warrior, in Luo Yuanyuan's impression, the name Ebisu gave her imagination, and her first reaction was a wretched uncle, so when she really saw Ebisu After her birthday, she was surprised to find that the real Ebisu was much more approachable than she imagined...

——The real Ebisu is a young man with fair skin and black eyes.

Sitting next to Bishamon, Luo Yuanyuan couldn't help but secretly looked at him curiously, feeling that he didn't have the festive feeling of holding a fish in the legend at all, and he didn't have the majesty of a great god in his body.

He sat there quietly, wearing an exquisite and luxurious hunting suit, looking calm and gentle, dignified and restrained, and for some reason, Luo Yuanyuan always felt that his expressionless appearance, which should be serious, gave off an inexplicable Feeling a little dazed.

Goofy goofy.

This kind of feeling, and the contrast between the famous god name like Ebisu, made Luo Yuanyuan look at him with a smile and interest.

It's just that although she has been observing Ebisu, she still hears the conversation between Bishamon and him. Ebisu seems to be closely related to several powerful onmyoji, and Bishamon hopes that he can contact an onmyoji for Luo Yuanyuan. Make a contract.

This is also a way to raise hopes to absorb the power of wishes. If she becomes famous as a god general of an onmyoji, the power of wishes will definitely increase—and this method is just suitable for her kind of godlike existence, because if she is completely transformed into God, with the honorable name of Concubine Yang's descendant, who died protecting the city, she will never be that kind of low-level wild god. Onmyoji can call her respectfully and pray for her to come, but at that time, if she goes to make a contract If you are a master of Onmyoji, then you have the honor.

Huibishou quietly listened to Bishamon's intention, then turned to look at Luo Yuanyuan, "...the descendants of Concubine Yang?"

There was some curiosity in his tone, but he restrained his emotions implicitly—this is the common characteristic of these so-called "upper people" these days—in any case, he must try to be restrained and calm, so the curiosity in his tone It's almost as if it's just asking for proof.

The look of this rather young and delicate deity turned to meet Luo Yuanyuan who was wandering up and down curiously on him. She didn't look back, but was caught straight, but she didn't seem to be flustered. Eyes smiled at him, such magnanimity seemed to make Ebisu stunned for a moment, and then he cast his eyes on Bishamon again, and gave the answer, "...Recently, King Asakura Leaf seems to be short of some contractors. "

Ma Cang Ye Wang.

Luo Yuanyuan and Bishamon silently recited the name in their hearts at the same time.

After all, although onmyojis say they can control ghosts and gods and command demons, they are nothing more than mortals in essence. If they can leave an impression on the mind of a great god like Ebisu, they must be the most outstanding part of the elite of onmyojis.

Bishamen obviously knew a lot more about this than Luo Yuanyuan who couldn't figure it out at all. She asked very familiarly, "Does he need an attacking general?"

Ebisu shook his head, "There is no special request."

Hearing his negative answer, Bishamon was slightly relieved - there was no way, because Luo Yuanyuan couldn't be ranked among the attacking generals no matter what.

Luo Yuanyuan herself understands this point, she does not meet the requirements of most onmyojis, which makes it difficult for her to be marketed—although Luo Yuanyuan does not think that she does not have these skills to show how useless she is, but it is obvious that she is not suitable for Bishamon. There was additional trouble and annoyance, which made her hug Bishamon's arm, leaning on her shoulder and smiling at her sheepishly.

Bishamon looked down at her tenderly, but still couldn't help showing a little worry in his eyes, "Then..." She asked Ebisu again, "What is his request for the general?" of?"

These days, the most useful use of the gods of Onmyoji is for combat or healing, but Luo Yuanyuan doesn't know any of these abilities. It is said that she was the wife of the city lord before she was alive, and she can be regarded as a nobleman, but etiquette, tea ceremony, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting are all the same. No, even if there is an onmyoji who needs arty generals, she can't apply for the job. Bishamen is a little anxious, but Luo Yuanyuan is very open.

Ebisu looked at Luo Yuanyuan again, Luo Yuanyuan tilted her body, leaned on her shoulder with Bishamon's arm, tilted her head to meet his gaze, and blinked at him, she didn't seem to care about the result How, so not worried at all, just sat there with a smile.

"I think," he answered after being silent for a while, "No one should refuse the title of Concubine Yang's descendant."

Luo Yuanyuan raised her eyebrows at him, as if jokingly saying to him, "It's good to have a famous background, right?"