Our Days of Youth, Beautiful as a Poem

When Pei Qingfei turned around and looked at her father, she was startled.

She has seen all his appearances, on the podium and in life, except the scene of wearing a hospital gown at this moment.

Pei Shifang was originally sitting on the bed with a book in his hand, when he saw his daughter coming, he put the things on the side aside and called her to sit beside him.

Pei Qingfei stood there without moving.

Pei Shifang could only sigh slightly, looked at his wife, and said to his daughter, "Qing Fei, Dad will not hide it from you, I will be hospitalized from today, as long as I can bear it and all the indicators are normal, I will soon undergo surgery."

"Is the operation... risky?" Pei Qingfei asked softly.

Pei Shifang smiled, "Silly boy, as long as it is an operation, there will be risks, so if it happens..."

Pei Qingfei quickly shook her head, "No, there will be no contingencies, Dad, you will be fine."

Her daughter is very much like herself, and she rarely shows an overly flustered expression because of something. The Pei Qingfei in front of him seems to bring Pei Shifang back to those old things more than ten years ago. At that time, he and his wife were very unhappy because of their studies. She even mentioned divorce. At that time, her daughter also had the same expression in front of her eyes. Her panicked face was like a blank sheet of paper, and a pair of uneasy eyes stared at her, as if that was her only reliance and hope, and that was the only hope she had. Years changed Pei Qingfei's life.

Pei Shifang suddenly couldn't bear it, but after a moment of silence, he finally said: "Qing Fei, Dad actually wants to ask you something."

"What's the matter?" Pei Qingfei's heart skipped a beat.

"Qing Fei, Dad thinks that I still have a lot of time. Even if I get old, my hair becomes gray, and I can't walk anymore, I can still protect my wife and children and take care of you, but everything is unpredictable. I don't know if there will be any accidents on the operating table, so Dad wants to ask you to leave Qi Cheng."

Pei Shifang's words were like a thunderbolt, which struck Pei Qingfei's head. She felt her ears buzzing, and she didn't know how to answer for a while.

"You and Qi Cheng are still young, why bother to take such a road, dad really doesn't want the daughter he held in his hands to live under the criticism of others, he doesn't want you to bear so many things that you shouldn't have to bear, he doesn't want you Too hard."

Pei Qingfei shook her head, "I didn't work hard, I didn't feel..."

"What about your mother?" Pei Shifang asked.

Mother?

Pei Qingfei was taken aback.

Pei Shifang said seriously, "Qi Cheng, we have only been here for less than a week, and your mother has already heard a lot of gossip from people who don't know the neighborhood when she goes in and out."

Pei Qingfei was so angry that her hands trembled. It was fine for these people, these people to point and point behind her, but they even brought her parents along with her. Just thinking about it, she knew what they would say, nothing more than saying Her parents did not educate her, so that she went astray and so on.Her parents had never suffered such humiliation.

Pei Qingfei's face was livid, and Pei Shifang added another fire, "Qingfei, if something happens to me, only your mother will face all of this in the future, you don't think it's hard, you and Qi Cheng can support each other Accompaniment, what about your mother, paper can't hold fire, even if you live in city b, news will reach Lingjiang one day, and your mother will be troubled by these rumors, do you really have the heart?"

Pei Qingfei felt that at this moment she was like a drowning person, she couldn't find a way out, she couldn't see the light, and no one could help her, everything around her gradually submerged her, she felt breathless .

"Could it be that Dad can't change your mind if he asks you like this?"

Pei Qingfei stubbornly stood where she was until the last sentence completely broke her last line of defense.

"I..." Pei Qingfei said with difficulty, her tears were like broken pearls.

In front of her is her relatives, but outside the door is her love.

Perhaps the reason why Qi Cheng appeared in the hospital was because her parents had already talked to her.

How will she answer?Pei Qingfei thought, she must be reluctant to embarrass herself.

Pei Qingfei felt that she had not been so helpless for many years. She once sat on the edge of the flower bed and felt sad for her parents' cold war and quarrel. She thought it was the last time, because since then she had recognized her heart clearly, No matter how hard it is, she still has Qi Cheng, but now her relatives are forcing her to give up, forcing her to cut open her heart with her own hands, dripping with blood.

Without Qi Cheng, she would be alone again.

She seems to have returned to the past, the little girl under the tree of jubilation, hugging her knees to keep herself warm.

There is no Qi Cheng, no laughter to make her happy, only a floral skirt and red leather shoes.

Bright red, like her blood.

Mother Pei looked at her daughter standing there blankly, and listened carefully at first, but then she seemed to no longer hear what she and her husband were saying, her eyes gradually lost focus, and her lips slightly opened and closed as if wanting to When she said something, she clenched her hands into fists, as if she had exhausted all her strength, but she still couldn't say that sentence.

Mother Pei burst into tears, she compromised, she really couldn't do this to force her child.

"Okay, okay, Qingfei, it's okay, it's okay." Mother Pei rushed over and hugged her daughter tightly in her arms.

The daughter in her arms was trembling all the time. No matter how she comforted her, Pei Qingfei was always tense. She clenched her hands, her eyes were scattered, and her breathing was short of breath. Mother Pei could even feel Pei Qingfei's heart beating violently.

"Qing Fei, Qing Fei." Mother Pei kept calling her daughter's name, hoping that she would regain her sanity.

Papa Pei also got off the hospital bed, "Quick, help her to the bed."

Seeing Papa Pei approaching, Pei Qingfei grabbed his arm.

Pei Shifang stroked his daughter's forehead, "Qingfei, you have nothing to lose. Dad will not force you to give up. Dad's illness has also been diagnosed...it is benign."

Qi Cheng was sitting on a chair in the corridor, she really thought about leaving quietly, but she agreed to Pei Qingfei, she didn't want her to backtrack and make Pei Qingfei sad, she sat on the chair thinking about everything that might happen inside.

If she is still entangled, Pei Qingfei's embarrassment can be imagined.

Time passed by, and there was a heart-piercing cry in the ward.

Qi Cheng was stunned, she was too familiar with this voice, but also too unfamiliar, Pei Qingfei would only cry silently since she was a child, if you don't look at her directly, you will even think that she is normal.

How could she cry like this, how could she be so sad.

Qi Cheng's body didn't listen to the command of her brain at all. While she was still thinking about it, her people had already rushed into the ward.

Pei Qingfei was surrounded by her parents, constantly questioning each other, "Why, why are you doing this?"

Qi Cheng couldn't bear it anymore, even if the other party was Pei Qingfei's parents, she rushed forward and hugged him tightly in her arms.

In the familiar embrace and the familiar temperature, Pei Qingfei clutched Qi Cheng's clothes tightly and cried bitterly.

Qi Cheng felt that her heart was about to break, she could only keep following Pei Qingfei's back, "Baby, baby, it's me, I'm here."

The cry gradually weakened, but Qi Cheng felt that her arms were getting heavier and heavier, Pei Qingfei's body began to twitch, her forehead seemed to be drenched with water, Qi Cheng's hands were all sweating, she watched Pei Qingfei slowly He fell softly into his arms.

"Qing Fei, don't scare me, Qing Fei!"

The nurse's station is not far from the ward. Hearing the noise here, he ran over deliberately. When he saw someone fainted, he asked the family members to disperse, "Move people to the bed, don't surround her, come, look at me , relax and adjust your breathing.”

The little nurse raised and lowered her hands, imitating the rhythm of her breathing, but Pei Qingfei couldn't relax. Her eyes were out of focus, but she looked in the direction of her parents. The little nurse seemed to understand something. The couple said, "You all go out first, there are so many people around here, the patient is highly nervous, and there is no way to relax."

When the three of them left the ward, Qi Cheng was worried, and stuck to the door, trying his best to find out what was going on inside.

Seeing Qi Cheng's anxious look, Papa Pei sighed, but he didn't look disappointed.

These ten minutes seemed as long as a century to Qi Cheng, and after finally waiting for the little nurse to come out, Qi Cheng immediately stepped forward and held her hand.

"How is she?" Qi Cheng asked.

The little nurse was relieved, "Oh, it's okay, it's over, the physiological reaction caused by acute anxiety, although I don't know what you said stimulated her, but she needs to rest now, the family members had better pay attention to what they say."

Qi Cheng nodded in response, and immediately wanted to push the door in, but thinking that Pei Qingfei's parents were still standing behind him, Qi Cheng's hands paused.

"Go in and see her." Papa Pei's voice came.

"I...can I?" Qi Cheng asked with his back turned.

"If she's better, you can take her home, you heard what the nurse said just now, she needs a good rest." At the end, Pei Shifang solemnly added, "Qi Cheng, my daughter is in your care. "

At noon, the elders of the Pei family hoped that she could let go, but now it was only a few hours, and everything seemed to have changed drastically. She felt like her mood was on a roller coaster, going up and down suddenly, she couldn't understand Pei Dad, I don't understand what he's thinking at all.

Obviously, the other party didn't intend to explain, Pei Shifang turned around and looked at his wife, "I'm afraid Qing Fei doesn't want to see me very much, I'll go for a walk, how about you?"

Mother Pei nodded and followed behind her husband.

Qi Cheng pushed the door open and went in, and saw Pei Qingfei lying with her back to the door, facing out the window.

"Qing Fei?"

Pei Qingfei didn't reply to her, nor did she move. Qi Cheng thought she was asleep, and walked to her side lightly. After the two faced each other, Qi Cheng realized that the pillow Pei Qingfei was resting on was already wet with tears. It turned out that she had been crying.

It was the first time that Qi Cheng complained to Papa Pei, she really wanted to ask him, didn't he keep saying that he loved his daughter and wanted to protect her all his life, how could he bear to force her like this.

Qi Cheng is suffering, not for herself, but for her lover. She just wants to hold her baby in her arms and comfort her.

But as soon as Qi Cheng's hand touched Pei Qingfei's body, the other party gently dodged it.

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