I heard that I am an affectionate male supporting role [Transmigration Book]

"Cangyu, are you afraid?"

Xuan Jie didn't say anything all the time, only held up Cangyu's drooping face at this moment, his palms were hot, and his thumb gently stroked Tianhu's cheek, indifferent to everything that happened, as if this tragedy had nothing to do with him Nothing to do with it, with a little scrutiny in his eyes, he concluded: "Are you sad? Why? They have nothing to do with you."

"I don't know." Cangyu stared at Xuan Jie in the rain. He didn't know whether his face was wet with rain or tears. The drizzle made his eyes moist, so he just murmured, "I don't know what I did right. It was still wrong, I wanted to kill her, not because of anything else, but because I could kill her."

Xuan Jie said softly: "So what?" He stretched out his hand and slowly combed Cangyu's hair, carefully and slowly, "If you want to kill her, kill her, if you want to let her go, let her go, the world treats you and me like ants , why do you care so much?"

"You don't understand." Cangyu laughed softly, the laughter seemed to be sarcasm, mockery, and helpless loss, "She killed Bai Mian, I was very angry, but she didn't kill Bai Mian on purpose Yes, she wanted to kill the Spider Girl. The Spider Girl broke into the village, swept away the houses, and came to take away Bai Weiyue's heart. You don't understand. It is very important for ordinary people to have a whole body. I...I can I understand why Shui Qingqing wanted to kill the Spider Girl."

The words that Cangyu uttered from the tip of his tongue were full of deep meaning that Xuanjie could not comprehend. He turned his face slightly, and put his fragile and lost face into the palm of Xuanjie's palm, and said in a low voice, "I am not blaming Shui Qingqing. Killing, I blame her for killing the wrong person, but Bai Mian was trying to save the spider girl. After leaving her, how is it different from those people in Wangjiacun back then?"

"You are different from them." Xuan Jie said coldly.

Cangyu shook her head lightly and said, "Silly Xuanjie, why do you tell her about her past? It's because she's afraid of me. She's afraid that I'll kill her without explanation. She doesn't want me to misunderstand her." He said in a low voice. , "She wanted to kill the Spider Girl because the most important existence in her life was about to be destroyed, so why should I kill her? What am I doing?"

"I don't know." Cang Yu tremblingly said, "I can't blame her for becoming like this. What happened to her, only Bai Weiyue is left. Bai Weiyue is even dead. She just wants to protect Bai Weiyue's last body. I I can't convince myself, I can't tell myself that even if she goes through such a thing, she should be like a normal person, I can't do it."

Xuan Jie looked at him quietly, not understanding what Cangyu was suffering, so he held Tianhu's face in his hands, gently pressed his forehead against it, and said in a low voice, "Shh - I'm here, it doesn't matter what you do .”

With a sad smile on Cangyu's face, he said in a hoarse voice: "I don't know if I did something wrong—but I have no right to blame her." The fragility of words came, "Xuan Jie, will I make you become like that?"

"No." Xuan Jie shook his head, his warm breath dissipated the remaining warmth along the icy rain, and he said again, "You will never hurt me."

This was the moment when Xuanjie was closest to Cangyu. Through those cold jade-like eyes, through the clear amber color, he saw the fragile human being living in Tianhu's body.

Even if it would—

The strange beast embraced him, and repeated calmly and indifferently: "I am willing."

If Shui Qingqing killed the spider girl at that time, Cangyu didn't know if he would be so angry. He didn't dare to think whether he would be persuaded by Shui Qingqing, but a dark corner in his heart told him——he would .

To Shui Qingqing, the spider girl is evil, a threat, and a murderer who is about to destroy her only belief.

Cangyu was convinced at that moment, if he was just a mortal and his life was threatened by the spider girl, he would most likely stand by Shui Qingqing without hesitation.He didn't blame Shui Qingqing for wanting to kill the spider girl, but he blamed Shui Qingqing for killing Bai Mian by mistake. This is not justice, let alone justice——

He wasn't angry because of the killing, but he put pressure on Shui Qingqing because of his personal appreciation for Bai Mian.

Cangyu leaned on Xuanjie's shoulder, looking blankly at her hands.

He has no right to decide Shui Qingqing's life, because from the moment he forced Shui Qingqing to tell the truth, he did the same thing as Shui Qingqing.

Cangyu doesn't know whether it's wrong or right to let Shui Qingqing go, she is the murderer of Bai Mian, but Cangyu can't judge her, let alone decide her life or death.He still remembered the woman's surprised and sad gaze before she left, and the voice that should have been pleasant and always smiling was so vicissitudes that it made people despair: "Grandpa, I never blamed you."

She is not completely insane, good and evil, whether it is revenge or wants to kill the spider girl, the pain and torture did not completely destroy her, Bai Weiyue left her kind thoughts.

There have never been pure good and bad people in the world, even Shui Qingqing is like this, everyone is just ordinary people.Ci Danfeng laughs at the love and hatred of mortals, Shui Qingqing strives to fight against her own destiny, and Bai Mian chooses to save the spider girl. All this should not have happened like this, but it has happened.

Just like a mirror, after Bai Weiyue died, Shui Qingqing and Bai Mian finally walked out of the mirror. They came from the same root, but went to completely different paths due to different experiences.

Bai Mian is indeed gentle-hearted, she puts herself in a bottle like a ray of poisonous mist, and protects all beings by isolating the crowd, people come and go, and everyone is lonely; but who can criticize Shui Qingqing for being cynical and jealous, she is Liuli The bottle was shattered, Bai Weiyue picked her up carefully, wrapped her up carefully so as not to hurt anyone, but she was shattered again, resulting in more sharp punctures, blood dripping when touched.

Cangyu felt very tired, he was not strong enough to reverse all this, and not weak enough to dare to criticize anything, so he couldn't understand right and wrong, fearing that the choices he made were not perfect.

Cangyu is just a passer-by in this vast world of mortals.

But he is not just a passerby.

It can be said that the dark world of mortals is suddenly bright, and the hot spring is cold for a while.

Cangyu has never felt so profoundly like this. He is a man of mortals, but it is difficult to understand the affairs of mortals. If everything in the world is black and white, right and wrong, then how clear it should be, but maybe it is because of the complexity that it is difficult to understand. It seems human nature is changeable.

The two demons waited for the flames to burn out, put Bai Mian's ashes into the altar, and buried them beside Bai Weiyue. The tombstone was written very simply, with only his name engraved on it, and nothing else was written on it. an ending.

It's not perfect, but it's the end of these things.

When Cangyu went back, his face was still full of sadness. He was lost in his own thoughts, and he was a little sleepy about most things, so after the two demons set fire to the village, they walked back wordlessly. on board.

The plague should not spread anymore. If Shui Qingqing hadn't lied, those who escaped would not bring disease and plague to others. This is good news.

However, Cangyu didn't feel any joy because of this incident. He got wet in the rain, changed his clothes after returning to the cabin, and quietly watched the world outside the small window. The cold dripping down the sea surface, he couldn't see the end, he could only see the hazy cloud and smoke in the distance, he didn't know if it was filled with mist or the sky was getting late.

Cangyu lay down slowly, the boat moved, he leaned on the pillow and looked at the window silently, what happened today made it difficult for him to fall asleep.

The boat rocked gently.

He grabbed a corner of the quilt with his slender fingers, and suddenly thought of Xuan Jie, and the ruthless and cruel face of the strange beast flashed vaguely in his mind.

That idiot probably doesn't understand.

Cangyu wanted to laugh, but couldn't laugh at all, his eyes finally fell on his dark fingers, he knew that it would heal automatically after a while, leaving nothing behind, but this moment is still heart-wrenching Cracked lungs hurt.

He clenched his hands silently.

And the silly boy Xuan Jie is sitting on the bow of the boat playing chess, he has long learned to entertain himself, Tianhu is not always so interested in spending time with him.He was playing with the chess pieces at his fingertips, the incident that made Rong Dan and Cang Yu shake just now was just a ridiculous farce to him, and he couldn't stir up any waves in his heart.

It was Shui Qingqing's words that really made Xuan Jie ponder.

If the person lying in the coffin was Cangyu, what would he do?

If it is Cangyu...it is Cangyu...

Xuan Jie silently crushed the chess piece into powder, he raised his hand expressionlessly, and slowly stretched it out, the snow-white powder fell from his palm.

He would never allow himself to have that moment of weakness and incompetence.

Cang Yu didn't know that the tragedy of Shui Qingqing and Bai Mian made Xuan Jie pursue power even more in silence. He finally took a rest for a while before remembering to retrieve his avatar. Fortunately, Ci Danfeng left He didn't seem suspicious before, otherwise if the demon king made trouble at that time, according to his mood at that time, he might not be able to deal with it.

Now he is only worried about what Xuan Jie will see.

After Cangyu got in the mood and went out, she found that Xuan Jie was playing chess with herself. The strange animal's expression showed no joy or anger, and he seemed to be so engrossed in playing chess.And the boat traveled through the wind and waves, leaving Xiaoxian Peak and Qingshan Village far behind, and gradually turned into a few understatements in the thick fog.

Cangyu originally had a thousand thoughts and a thousand words to say, he was used to pretending to be himself, and for some reason he felt lazy at the moment, and finally moved his lips again and again, just sat opposite Xuan Jie, watching the chess game Smiling, "Where are we going?"

"Go somewhere that makes you happy."

Xuan Jie said slowly, the chess piece was settled with his fingertips, he was so happy that he burst into a smile.

Cangyu couldn't understand the killing spirit in the chess game, and pretended that Xuan Jie didn't care about her gaffe just now, she felt a little lost for a moment, but also felt relieved, she let out a long breath and said, "Is that so."

He did not ask where his joy was.

It is useless to ask.

Bibo Taotao, he is not an isolated goose, so why worry about where the future will fall.

Cangyu secretly glanced at Xuan Jie, who lowered his head, with a flirtatious and youthful appearance, but for some reason, it made him feel at ease.