I heard that I am an affectionate male supporting role [Transmigration Book]

When Xuan Jie opened his eyes, he was on a strange mountain.

There are several thatched huts on the mountain, surrounded by fences, and there is a small pavilion near the cliff, where two boys are playing chess.

It seems that the dream of three thousand is of no use.

Xuan Jie didn't care about this, and put it aside after realizing this idea. He liked playing chess very much, so he was more willing to focus on the things he liked, so he walked over to have a look.

There were no seats in the pavilion, only a small stone platform, the bluestone slabs underneath were very clean, and two boys were lying on the side to play chess. When Xuan Jie approached, two familiar chess jars came into view.He couldn't help being startled, he had seen this chess jar for a month, and he could tell at a glance that it was what Xie Tongyou called a gift from a friend.

The chess jar is just right for an adult man, but it is like a big bowl for the two boys. The boy in blue holds the chess jar and frowns, as if he is stumped, with his face slightly lowered, as if his whole head could be buried in the chess jar ; while the boy in purple just held his face, hovered in the air with his feet up, staring at him with a smile, very proud of himself.

After a while, the boy in blue reluctantly put down his chess pieces and bowed his head to admit defeat.

"Okay, I'm doing the dishes today."

The boy in purple got up quickly, and said with a smile: "Then I will clean up the chess game today."

The boy in blue was not polite, he stuffed the chess jar into the opponent's arms, his clear eyes turned away from him, and suddenly he smiled and said: "Master is back!"

"Ah—you sneaked away!" The purple-clothed boy screamed, and hurriedly chased after him.

Xuan Jie turned around, and saw a thin Taoist coming from a distance, slightly bowed his waist and hugged two young children who jumped on his lap, carrying a big burden on his back, and carrying windmills, paper kites and other colorful things. Toy.The thin Taoist knelt down halfway, reached out and touched the cheeks of the two children, his face was full of kindness and tenderness, he untied the bundle and took out something for the two children to share.

The two boys seem to have their own preferences and can't afford any disputes.

Time suddenly stopped, Xie Tongyou appeared from nowhere, he walked up quietly, stroked the boy in blue clothes' hair, smiled softly twice, and said slowly: "He is not as good at chess as I am." Bo Zhong, when he came to look for me in this life, he played a game of chess with me on purpose, but I didn't know that I deliberately wanted to drive him away, so I pretended to be a stinky chess basket, and he was so angry that he smashed my chess pot and gave away the old couple Give it to me. I know, he has no other choice, so he just smashed the pot and tried to wake up my memory."

The Taoist led the two boys into the house, and they stood behind watching the backs of the three of them. Xie Tongyou was silent for a long time, and did not speak until it started to snow.

"When I was accepted by the master, he was already a half-immortal body. Because of the big valley, he just messed around because he was not hungry to death. He is a person who can't even take care of himself. I started three years earlier than my junior brother. I have no choice but to become the only person in the division who can cook."

The hut started to light a fire to cook, and the Taoist and the boy in blue ran out with dusty faces, looked at each other, and squatted under the big tree to peel pine nuts to eat.

Xuan Jie watched the warm and happy scene quietly, and said calmly, "Is this your memory?"

"This is my dream." Xie Tongyou clenched his fists slightly, no matter how reluctant, obsessed, and nostalgic he was for this scene, he still turned around, looked at Xuan Jie and said, "When I was young, I always wanted Want to grow up quickly, learn everything in the world, want to punish evil and promote good, and want to stop cooking by myself. When I really grow up, I only want to go back to the old days, ignorant, master and apprentice The three lived on burnt rice."

Although Xuan Jie has not gone through vicissitudes along the way, he has somewhat gained some understanding of the world. He pondered for a moment and said, "Isn't it good to grow up? You can do what you want to do."

"..." Xie Tongyou suddenly laughed, and he said softly, "That's right, but you will also find that there are too many things you want to do but cannot do."

As time changed, the two boys turned into flying smoke and dispersed. Xuan Jie and Xie Tongyou turned to look together, and saw two young men standing outside the fence.Zi Yi is not similar to Xie Tongyou, but Lan Yi has the appearance of Jun Yuxian, who is practicing sword under the sun at the moment.

Just now I saw that the skinny Taoist had gained some weight, and now he was sleeping soundly under the pine tree, drooling, without any image.

Halfway through the sword practice, the blue-clothed boy suddenly withdrew his move angrily, and left without looking back, while the purple-clothed boy went to push his master, complaining half-truthfully: "Master, you see, the younger brother is angry again. "

The Taoist who had just woken up from a deep sleep was still a little dazed. He wiped his saliva and said, "Ah, Yao'er! Why don't you give up to your senior brother, we still have to eat tonight."

"My junior brother and I have been inseparable since we were young. He has a moody temperament, but his emotions always come and go quickly. He doesn't like anything too much, let alone hate anything too much. At that time, the master always praised him on the surface for his Taoism, but secretly Worried about whether the younger brother is heartless or talented. Although he can't remember that we are mortals who need to eat, he always cares about other things."

Xie Tongyou stepped forward to push aside the fence, and there was a sulking little Jun Yuxian in the room who was tiptoeing to pick up the piano, he smiled and said to Xuan Jie: "I always liked to bully my junior, I don't know Why, I always want to make him angry, but also want to make him happy. Whenever my junior brother gets angry, he will go to the house to play the piano to relieve boredom, and I will play with him outside. After the song is over, he will not be so angry with me. "

As soon as the qin sounded in the house, the flute sounded and sang from outside. This tune was very familiar, Xuan Jie listened to it for a while before realizing that it was the tune that Xie Tongyou used to help the rooster wake up in the morning.

The phantom sound of the bamboo forest and the rockery was finally answered. The rhythm that could not be called a weapon was not meant to defend the enemy, but to remember the past.

This is the first time Xuan Jie knows the past hidden in Xie Tongyou's heart. Although he can see what Xie Tongyou is hiding in the past, he always doesn't understand. After experiencing everything he felt in the dream, Xuan Jie couldn't help frowning for a moment.

That affection surged in like a swallowing sea wave, and was bound heavily when it was about to drown Xuan Jie.Like a person who fell into a snare from a high place, the rope was caught in the flesh and blood, and he almost died of pain, but he left a life after all, and his body was not broken.

Xuan Jie was not familiar with this feeling, and could only vaguely glimpse the outline, probably because he had never been so desperate.

"What happened after that?" Xuan Jie asked in a deep voice, in a trance, he felt that he had returned to the night when he stood by the astrolabe, waiting for the unknown answer.

He is not a curious person, he just wants to know where the emotions in his heart come from.

Xie Tongyou watched everything in front of him turn into dust, and then said softly: "Later, before the ascension, Master predicted that I would be doomed. Unfortunately, before he could come up with a solution, the day of becoming a fairy came in a blink of an eye. Since then, In the mortal world, I am the only family member left for Junior Brother."

The two walked out of the thatched hut, stone tables and benches had been set up in the small pavilion, two young Taoists were playing chess, neither of them spoke, their brows were tightly frowned.

"When I was young, I was a deep-minded person. Many times, my master couldn't tell whether I was happy or angry. Unlike my junior brother, although he was moody, but his expression was clear, and he was quite coaxable." Xie Tongyou said lightly, "Master and younger brother have deduced for me for a long time, but they can't deduce my future destiny. They only know that there is a catastrophe. It shouldn't be so dangerous, but it happened by accident and broke my fairy fate."

"I know what it is for, but none of them can see it."

Xuan Jie surmised dully, "Is it your... sweetheart?"

"That's right, if you don't enter the world of mortals, how can you talk about renunciation." Xie Tongyou shook his head and said, "My heart can only hang in the air forever, and I can't be detached forever. He will never belong to me. How is your destiny so predetermined? The thing is to make you so hopeless."

Xuan Jie said, "If you don't try, how will you know?"

Xie Tongyou smiled miserably: "After the master left, my junior brother and I agreed to reincarnate together once in the secular world, and each of us would share a wisp of spiritual consciousness and throw it into the stillborn child. First, I walked once in the human world, and my junior brother wanted to enlighten me, so I used it." There are many ways to test my concentration. He wants to lead me to the great road, but I don't care at all. I just want to stay with him forever. Later, I became the guide of the younger brother, no matter how many methods I used. To keep him in the world of mortals, he is still wholeheartedly committed to the Tao."

This made Xuan Jie become speechless, he was silent for a moment, then whispered: "Is that so?"

"He cares about me, he can't let me go, he is willing to die for me, he is willing to deviate from the road for a moment for me, but he doesn't love me. I know that as long as I say that my catastrophe is him, he will do anything for me. I am also willing to do anything for him." Xie Tongyou said tremblingly, "But what I really want, he can't give me at all, even if I am willing to pay any price."

"All this is just my idiot's dream. The storyteller always writes that the two love each other but they are destined to have no relationship. But the sky is so cruel to me. My love is hopeless for the rest of my life. I am the only one who can't make it through. I am the only one who perishes."

"Ha, this is the real destiny, and I don't even want to leave it to me."

"Have you ever tried that feeling? Dreaming that your most beloved person is far away, but it is difficult for you to tell whether this dream is a good dream or a nightmare."

Even when he said these words, Xie Tongyou was still calm, probably because the world was vast, he had experienced too much, only those emotions surging in Xuan Jie's heart never lied.

Xuan Jie looked at Xie Tongyou quietly, and had to resist the emotion brought by the dream master with all his body and mind, the wail that rolled like boiling water, the hot and numb despair, the dull pain was like a knife cutting.

In fact, he never thought that Cangyu might never love him for the rest of his life, so he couldn't help being very dazed.

"Why did you say this to me?" Xuan Jie said flatly.

Xie Tongyou looked at him, with deep compassion in his eyes, and a somewhat slow and elegant voice: "Because I want to know, if you were the person standing in this seat today? How would you choose?"

Xuan Jie felt a little ridiculous for no reason, he looked at Xie Tongyou hesitantly, and asked, "You told me this, just to ask me what I would do?"

"Will you lose your mind?" Xie Tongyou said softly, "Will it be painful? Will you be unwilling? Will you control yourself?"

"What's the use of asking these questions?" Xuan Jie said calmly.

Xie Tongyou sat down with him on the boulder in the dream, all the chess players disappeared, only the clouds in the sky were stretching their bodies, the sky was bright and bright, reflected on the faces of the people, showing an almost deathly paleness.

"I used to always think that I would be with my junior brother forever, but now it has become an obsession, and I don't want to put away delicious food and eat burnt rice, so there is only one wish left - peace in the world, so that I can live up to my cultivation Many years." Xie Tongyou tilted his head to look at him, and suddenly said, "Being honest and honest is the best trump card to test each other. You are troubled by love, and I am troubled by love. Now we all know the pain of the other party, it's fair. .”

Xuan Jie said, "I'm not trapped."

"Then don't yell." Xie Tongyou wrote lightly, "I know what's going on, joy, anger, sorrow and joy are emotions that everyone has, but love and hate are not. If you haven't tasted it, you won't know it at all. I understand what it is. From the look on your face just now, you clearly thought of Brother Cangyu."

Xuan Jie blinked, and was blocked. He was still too young to understand that many things in the world are hard to get, let alone forced, so he said softly: "No matter what you do, it's useless." ?"

Xie Tongyou looked at him, as if looking at an immature child, his eyes made people feel stinging and bitter, and he answered after a while: "I've tried everything."

At this moment, Xuan Jie didn't know what a hopeless answer this was, but he vaguely understood that things in the world are not like training in childhood, hard work will pay off.So he slowly bowed his body on the stone, as if this could relieve the pain that came from nowhere. For a moment, Xuanjie was even distracted and surprised at the endurance of human beings. He couldn't think of such a situation. What kind of torture is it to spend many hours in pain.

Xie Tongyou could still laugh.

Not only can he laugh, but he can also pretend to be flawless. He even has the leisure to patiently persuade foreigners with unknown positions for the common people, for fear that the mysterious solution will fail to harm the common people.

The sky never had pity on Xie Tongyou, but Xie Tongyou was willing to pity the world.

Xuan Jie thought for a long time, then he shook his head and said, "I don't know what I will do, Cangyu doesn't care about me at all, I don't feel bad, it's just because the future is long. If he can't like me all the time, I... …I don’t know, I haven’t learned these things yet.”

"Although you told me everything about you, I couldn't tell you."

Xie Tongyou smiled, probably because he felt that he had frightened Xuan Jie, and he talked to him patiently: "Actually, I won't say these words, you will see the end sooner or later, I have had a sweet dream for too long, and I can't hide it , it’s better to say it yourself to save embarrassment. You don’t have to care so much. "

He slumped his shoulders, he didn't look like he was 20 years old, he became a man in his [-]s, he was no longer young: "Actually, this is the way of cultivating Taoism. You need to see through, see through, understand, and stop being obsessed, and then you can become a fairy." That’s right. If you’re timid and afraid to say anything, you’re going to call yourself a phase, and you’re obsessed with obsession.”

"What if you're obsessed and don't realize it?" Xuan Jie asked him.

"Then I will become a demon." Xie Tongyou tried to smile, but he couldn't laugh anymore. He said quietly, "If I become a demon, I will be farther away from him. If he is closer, maybe the younger brother will catch a glimpse of me even if I don't know it anymore."

Oh, he actually wanted to become a demon.

If the person standing here was Xuan Jie who hadn't left Qingqiu a few months ago, he might say hurtful words unscrupulously, just like what he said to Rong Dan, but Xuan Jie now understands There are some things that don't have to be said, so he asked, "What does the ending of "Si Fan" mean exactly?"

Xie Tongyou said: "What does it mean? "Si Fan" was originally a monk that my junior brother and I met after we went down the mountain. He returned to vulgarity and reincarnated with his ghost lady. There will always be people like this on the road of cultivation. , obsessed with love, never turning back." The last four words were probably scolding himself, he said flatly, "It's as if Feng is based on falsehood, being laughed at is a kind of love."

"Is this a bad word?" Xuan Jie asked him.

"It's not necessarily very good for people, and it's even more ironic for Taoists who want to get the Tao." Xie Tongyou stood up, he let out a long breath, and said calmly, "If the two love each other, then that's not good." Forget it, it happens to be unrequited love, just like Feng has searched for a hundred years based on emptiness, but he doesn't know if it's just a dream."

Xuan Jie thought for a while and said, "The ending, is it talking about you? Or Jun Yuxian?"

Xie Tongyou didn't say anything, he just looked at nothingness quietly: "The monk in the first half is me, and the monk in the second half is him."

If you don't have the heart of Buddha, what kind of monk will you be?

Xuan Jie suddenly understood everything, Xie Tongyou let Jun Yuxian see what he should see, and then hid his thoughts at the end.

He is a Taoist priest obsessed with love and lust, and he cannot leave behind a refined fairy.

The two sat for a while, Xie Tongyou asked him: "How do you feel now?"

"Not very good." Xuan Jie said honestly, "You are affecting me, it is very severe, and it makes me feel very painful."

Xie Tongyou smiled slightly, and said: "I can't help it, just bear with it, I've endured it for several lifetimes." He and Xuan Jie sat on the rock, watching the dreams come and go, isn't it The three of them, master and apprentice, lived together, he and his junior were playing around, fighting swords, discussing Taoism, cooking, washing dishes, making small toys...

Xuan Jie was not impatient, he never had so many new tricks when he was a child, he thought it was very interesting for a while, but Xie Tongyou sat there as if he was numb, neither laughing nor crying, just watched quietly, after a while he said: "When we wake up, my junior brother will definitely teach you the formula for guarding the gods. Although I know the formula, I can't teach you, lest he find out. When you learn it, he will make you keep falling asleep and resist these additional formulas with all your heart. The emotion that came from me, let’s try it now, it can be regarded as training.”

"Really?" Xuan Jie didn't pay much attention to this matter, the sky in the dream was gray, and it started to snow again, many snowflakes fell on him and Xie Tongyou, they looked like two dull snowmen from a distance.Xuan Jie had many doubts in his heart, he didn't know why he couldn't open his mouth for a while, he thought for a long time, and finally said slowly: "If you like him, but he doesn't like you, is there really nothing you can do?"

"What can I do? Not any marriage can be happy. No matter what you do, how hard you try, he will still be ruthless to you for generations to come. This is the most impossible thing in the world." Xie Tongyou turned his head. Looking at Xuan Jie, the wind and snow added to his body, the eyebrows and hair of the two of them were blown into frost, he looked at a snowflake drifting in the sky, and said calmly, "In this world, only fools will not hurt others for their own sake. Hurt yourself, and even spread to others.”

At the moment Xie Tongyou finished speaking, Xuan Jie clearly felt a shackle gripping his heart, not from Xie Tongyou's desperate and sad emotions.

He knows many rules in the world, and he knows that many rules are not for them to abide by, because sometimes Cang Yu will sneer at them.

However, what Xie Tongyou said is not something that only human beings should follow.

"But if I don't try, how can I be reconciled." Xuan Jie murmured, he felt that he had become different in a certain sense, and the things that once constrained Xie Tongyou's heart also lived in his heart , waiting to form an invisible cage, he felt fear for the first time in his life.

Since there is nothing wrong with the fate chart, Xuan Jie and Cang Yu must have no happy ending.

Of course, Xie Tongyou was not so free that he really had nothing to do with Xuanjie to analyze himself. He had been with Xuanjie for about a month, and he clearly realized that compared to Cangyu, who was quite human, sometimes Xuanjie was just like a wild beast.This young Yaozu is not an old fritter who follows the rules. He is full of curiosity about the world, and he is happy to follow some innocuous rules for a while, but it doesn't mean he really understands the meaning of them.

A fully mature big monster is sometimes not necessarily deadlier than an ignorant cub.

Any living being will be driven by the seven emotions and six desires, and all kinds of wishes come from greed, so mortals create ethics to restrain themselves and avoid making mistakes in every step.Etiquette and benevolence are originally unique to human beings, so they have been multiplied and flourished for many years. Even though they are weak, they can do things that many people cannot do.

Xie Tongyou didn't know how much Xuan Jie could listen to what he said, he was actually not good at exhorting others, but judging from Xuan Jie's expression, he probably got something.

Xu Shixuanjie doesn't have many distracting thoughts like ordinary people, Xie Tongyou occasionally feels that this young man is sincere like a child, like a stone at the bottom of a stream, he can see through it at a glance.

That's why it looks scary.

The purer something is, the faster it will be destroyed. If Xuan Jie with such strength does not have the corresponding heart, it will be like a catastrophe to the world.

In the eyes of immortals, gods and demons, mortals are as insignificant as ants, Xie Tongyou has been seeking to see through his whole life, but he has reincarnated many times, and he is used to seeing the warmth and coldness of human relationships, so he finds it interesting again.Those things that bind people, in a sense, promote them to transform into better selves.

Xuan Jie opened his mouth at this moment: "Can your junior brother really know how to teach me formulas? How do you know?"

Xie Tongyou was about to answer when he suddenly felt a blur of consciousness and couldn't help laughing.

"You won't know until you wake up."