Treacherous ministers have deep routines

——I don't cry because I'm not sad; I don't laugh because I'm not happy.I'm a monster of insensitivity, but I'm just as inhuman as you are.

"Have you heard? How could Lin Rang be so cold-blooded? The patient's family members knelt down, and he was still indifferent."

"I've also heard that this senior seems to be a little nervous. Last time the director asked him to go to the office. He had important matters to discuss. He insisted on wiping the table first before going. Most people should clearly distinguish the priorities, right? "

"You don't know? Lin told him... that there is something wrong with his head."

Lin Rang is a surgeon with superb medical skills, rich surgical experience, and calm response. He can be said to be a leader in the field.

But I have to say that almost everyone in the hospital has heard a rumor that Lin Rang is a "monster".

Total monster.

Lin Rang was holding a case book in his hand, and just passing by the tea room, he heard a few direct descendants talking secretly about him.

The junior who knew about it said: "Senior Lin encountered a fire when he was a child and nearly died. Later, he was rescued. It is said that he hit his head and needed an operation. After the operation, his temperament changed drastically."

"Is there such a thing?"

Lin Rang stared numbly at those juniors who were secretly talking about him, without any waves in his heart, as if the surface of a quiet lake without wind blowing, even a ripple once fluctuated...

That's right, Lin Rang is "ill".

As the younger generation said, Lin Rang almost died in the sea of ​​fire when he was a child, and was later rescued by others, but because of a head injury, he had to undergo an operation.

The operation was successful, but there was a small accident. During the operation, the chief surgeon mistakenly cut off the connection between the "emotional brain" and the thinking center.

Under such mistakes, Lin Rang's IQ, cognitive ability, memory, analytical ability, etc. did not change at all, but Lin Rang's mood changed. He was like an extremely precise computer, only completing his own analysis tasks. , but could not be mixed with any emotion, and no one responded to the emotions of others.

In Lin Rang's eyes, cleaning the table and the director asking him to go to the office are actually the same important thing, so Lin Rang insisted on cleaning the table before going to the director's office.

Lin Rang has never been angry, because he does not understand anger, and no one can irritate him; Lin Rang is not sad, because there is nothing to make him cry; I told him that you will never understand the feeling of liking someone, because you are a monster without emotion...

But none of this prevents Lin Rang from surviving, because Lin Rang feels that he is living more precisely after throwing away his emotional ambitions, just like as a doctor, there is no veteran doctor who does not praise Lin Rang. Jean's composure and technical academics are jaw-dropping. This profession seems to be born for him...

"Doctor Lin!"

A childish voice sounded, and Lin Rang felt his white robe being pulled twice. He looked down and saw that it was his patient, a little girl who was only four years old.

The little girl was hospitalized due to a congenital heart disease. She just had an operation a few days ago and is recovering well. She will be discharged tomorrow.

The little girl raised her head and her round apple face. Because of her sweet "Doctor Lin", everyone in the tea room who was talking about Lin Rang was startled.

Everyone looked back, and their faces were immediately stained with an expression of embarrassment that was beyond words. There is nothing more embarrassing than being caught gossiping about others behind their backs.

However, Lin Rang, the person who caught the bag, had a dull and indifferent face, and there was no wave in his calm eyes, but for no reason, the juniors felt ashamed.

The juniors quickly lowered their heads and ran away, while the little girl pouted and made a face at those people.

The little girl raised her head, and said to Lin Rang in a childish voice, even a little leaky: "Doctor Lin, I know you are a very good person!"

Lin Rang's expression was already cold, and he murmured, "Good man."

The little girl nodded vigorously, and said, "Yeah! Dr. Lin cured Wo's heart, he is a very good man!"

The little girl didn't seem to be afraid of Lin Rang's indifference at all, she smiled contagiously and said, "Doctor Lin, Wo will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, this is for you!"

Like offering a treasure from behind, the little girl took out a book, put her feet on her feet, and raised the book in her hand high. It turned out to be an illustrated novel.

The little girl grabbed her ponytails and said: "Dr. Lin is alone on weekdays. He is alone when he is resting and eating alone. He must be very lonely. When the heart is not good, the children dare not Playing with Wo, so Wo knows that being alone is hard and hard..."

As she spoke, she stood on tiptoe and patted Lin Rang's shoulder, but she was too short to reach it, so she could only pat Lin Rang's arm instead, as if to comfort Lin Rang.

The little girl said like an adult: "I will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow. I will give this to the doctor. My mother said that reading can pass the time. When I am lonely, I will read it. It is like being with the doctor!"

Lin Rang still had no waves on his face. He raised his hand and gently stroked the little girl's round bun face. His tone was cold, but he said...

"Thank you."

That night.

Lin Rang was not on duty today, but he had just had a temporary operation and was about to drive away when he turned his head and saw the book that was casually placed on the passenger seat.

It was a gift from the little girl to Lin Rang.

Lin Rang picked up the book. It was a very popular fictional historical war novel. In fact, Lin Rang had read this book before the little girl gave it to Lin Rang.

Lin Rang looked at the novel in his hand, and said to himself lightly: "It's really not because she can't understand that you gave it to me?"

As he was speaking, he heard a "click", and a small pink peach sticky note fell out of the book, with a row of crooked and colorful words written on it.

——Doctor Lin, I will miss you so much!

At first glance, it was written by a little girl, and there is a row of small characters behind it...

——Doctor Lin is not a monster, he is a good person!

Lin Rang had an indifferent face, pinching the pink jiji in his hand, the girly Xiao Taozi sticky note, seemed to be lost in thought.

nice guy?monster?

"Boy!! My baby! My baby is still inside! Inside!"

"Save my child!!"

"It's on fire! It's on fire! Lots of kids are still inside!"

Shouts suddenly shot up into the sky, and the surroundings became chaotic with the shouts. Lin Rang threw the novel in his hand on the co-pilot. Looking back, through the rear glass of the car, he saw that the hospital behind him suddenly burst into flames. .

The crowd rushed out of the ward building of the hospital, screaming and shouting in panic. After rushing out, they looked for their relatives and companions with confused eyes and helpless eyes.

Lin Rang quickly ran down from the car and rushed to the hospital ward building. The nurse downstairs screamed and saw Lin Rang shouting: "Dr. Lin! Dr. Lin! It's on fire!"

A middle-aged woman rushed to Lin Rang, grabbed his arm, and shouted: "Doctor Lin! My daughter...my daughter is still inside! Still inside! She just had a heart operation, and she will be due tomorrow." Discharged from the hospital! Can't... can't do anything!"

"Daughter! Who save my daughter!"

Lin Rang listened to the constant wails and cries all around, with an extremely calm expression. Compared with the tear-washed mother and the helpless nurses, Lin Rang's expression can be said to be abnormally indifferent.

Lin Rang said coldly, "Is there a fire alarm?"

The nurse next to him said incoherently: "Hit... I hit! The fire alarm was called! But...but our hospital is in an alley, and there are some illegal parking outside, blocking the fire escape, fire... the fire truck can't come in! It's in an emergency. deal with……"

When the nurse said this, the mother beside him cried even more fiercely, and another parent shouted: "My child is inside!! Also inside! What to do! What to do! The child—"

Lin Rang squinted his eyes and confirmed that there were at least two children in the hospital building. The fire was too big and the fire truck couldn't get in. When the firefighters came in, the possibility of the two children surviving was already slim.

With an indifferent expression, Lin Rang squeezed the little pink peach sticky note in his hand, then let go of it suddenly, threw the pink sticky note on the ground, and suddenly ran forward a few steps without saying a word.

The nurses around screamed: "Dr. Lin! Where are you going, Dr. Lin! The fire is too big, you can't go... you can't go!"

Lin Rang said: "There are at least two children inside. If we rescue them now, there is at least half the chance of surviving. If we wait until the fire truck comes in, there is basically no possibility of surviving."

The nurse yelled in disbelief: "Doctor Lin, you are not a professional firefighter, you are a doctor! You will die if you go in like this!"

Lin Rang said lightly: "If I can exchange one for two, it should be worth it."

"Doctor Lin!!"

"Doctor Lin, are you crazy!?"

"Come back quickly! What kind of hero are you?!"

Lin Rang glanced indifferently at the crazily shouting, and was so angry that he scolded his nurses and colleagues. His eyes finally showed a wave, but it was not emotion, but bewilderment.

He said in a flat voice: "I have no feelings, and I can't tell the priority. You often say that I am a monster. But I think that saving my patients is like cleaning the table or performing an operation. I have to do it." things."

As he spoke, he shook off his colleague's hand, and amidst shouts, strode into the roaring sea of ​​flames...

——I don't cry because I'm not sad; I don't laugh because I'm not happy.I'm a monster of insensitivity, but I'm just as inhuman as you are.

in case……

If there is a next life, Lin Rang thought.

He also wanted to try it, what is it like to cry and laugh like ordinary people...

…………

"Master Hou! Master Hou!"

"Master Hou, wake up!"

There was the sound of "booming" water flowing in my ear, and the bone-chilling water eroded Lin Rang's thoughts. Lin Rang's mind was a little confused. After rushing into the sea of ​​fire to save people, why did it suddenly turn into cold water.

"cough!"

Lin Rang was choked by the water and coughed violently. As the water was spit out, Lin Rang's breathing returned to normal, his chest heaved violently, and he opened his eyes suddenly.

child!

The first thing Lin Rang thought of when he woke up was the two children who were trapped in the sea of ​​flames, but on second thought, before he fainted, the two children were finally saved.

Thinking of this, Lin Rang slowly let out a sigh of relief.

His eyes were a little blurry, and he slowly closed the focus, and saw a few people in long robes, long hair, and ancient costumes surrounding him, sighing in surprise.

"Master Hou! Master Hou finally woke up!"