Late ripening

Maybe it was because his expression was too serious, Jing Yan's heart beat a little too nervously.He really didn't have a serious talk with Lu Qian about this matter. He couldn't tell if he was afraid that the other party would be angry, or he didn't dare to face the humble reason in his heart.

Jing Yan tried his best to prop up his body and sit up, at least not to show guilt on his face. "I told you before that you might have forgotten it. I'm serious. After graduation, I want to work early and don't want to continue my studies." He said, and Lu Qian frowned even more.

When he was still in high school, Jing Yan told him that he hoped to study more in the future and stay in school for a few more years.At that time, he was still very scared, for fear that the head of the family who took care of him would not pay his tuition fees.

Lu Qian agrees with his idea very much, although Jing Yan is always in a daze, the more time passes, the more obvious that innocent temperament of ignorance of the world.But he likes him very much in his heart, he hopes that the sooner Jing Yan comes into contact with the unbearable society, the better, and it is best that he can continue to be so simple under his protection.

At this time, his guardian side was exposed again, and he spoke to Jing Yan like an elder, "Why are you working so early? The family doesn't need you to support the family." Jing Yan was suddenly distanced by him. His tone was disturbed, and he was stimulated by the meaning of this short sentence.

"Why don't you need it? You still know that I'm from this family. Is it wrong for me to try harder? Can't I decide what I want to do in the future?" He pushed Lu Qian while talking, his face was also agitated Blood welled up.

Lu Qian was taken aback by his reaction after only one sentence, and hurriedly unbuckled his seat belt.The space in front was too small, so I just hugged him and sat in the back seat, letting him lie flat in my arms.

Jing Yan's emotions came too fast, even he himself didn't know why.He always wanted to cry during this time, sometimes it would be better to stay by Lu Qian's side, and let himself get busy to digest this state when he couldn't see him.But as long as Lu Qian showed that he didn't understand him a little bit, he would have uncontrollable shortness of breath and want to cry.

"Okay, stop crying, stop crying. Speak slowly, don't worry." Jing Yan touched his face and realized that he was crying. Lu Qian looked at him worriedly, and took him a wet tissue to wipe his face little by little. .Jing Yan was defeated by his sudden depression, he leaned into Lu Qian's arms, and stuffed his cold hands into his clothes.

The palm of his hand finally felt a little heat from his body, and Jing Yan took it as the power continuously transmitted to his body.He said hoarsely, "I don't want to be a child adopted by you anymore, and I don't want to use this identity to appear next to you anymore."

He raised his head and looked at Lu Qian, with a teardrop about to fall from the corner of his eye, "But as long as I'm a student for a day, I can't get rid of this role, right? You can't introduce me to others in a fair manner, just wait for me to work, right? I You can make money by yourself, and I can take care of you, we are independent and equal."

There were so many grievances in his heart that forced him to cry, but he gritted his teeth and held on not to let the tears flow down.This is the path he chose, and he has no reason to complain. "Just wait for me, it will be fine in another two years. But don't push me further away, don't let me lose sight of you."

You stand there waiting for me, no matter how hard the road is, I can run over to find you.But don't push me anymore, don't push me on the road without you.

For a moment, Lu Qian felt that he had suddenly matured, and was no longer satisfied with the life of a small world with only two people.But his thoughts are still as simple as ever.Lu Qian touched his face, feeling as bitter as if he was soaking in sea water.

If not just these reasons?What if there are other reasons why I can't say it?He couldn't say this to Jing Yan's wrinkled little face that was holding back tears.Lu Qian hugged him tightly and let him bury him in his neck, "I'm sorry... I made you uncomfortable again. I shouldn't have talked to you like that, I should have thought of it earlier..."

Jing Yan moved in his neck, sniffing, "Then you promised me?" Lu Qian was silent for a while, his voice was as hoarse as his, "As long as you think it over and think clearly, I will accept you decision." He raised Jing Yan's face to see if his eyes were swollen again.

The eyes are like small peaches, and the thin eyelids are bloodshot.Lu Qian took out a bottle of drink from the small refrigerator and applied ice to him, "I always make you cry recently...you are very unhappy, but you don't tell me."

Jing Yan actually didn't shed many tears, but he felt very tired physically and mentally, so he closed his eyes and asked Lu Qian to rub his temples.The smell of mint flowed through his breath, finally calming him down.He grabbed Lu Qian's wrist and licked it, softly saying that he was not to blame.

Having some weird dreams at night, Jing Yan woke up once with a start.Fortunately, being held by Lu Qian, his frantically beating heart soon calmed down.He doesn't scream when he has nightmares, and he doesn't wake up those around him, he just moves closer to him so that he can wrap himself up completely.

When Lu Qian woke up the next day, Jing Yan was still asleep, and there were faint traces of blue under his eyes.He was reluctant to wake him up, but remembering what he said yesterday, he still hugged him and shook him gently.Jing Yan didn't seem to be sleeping deeply, and opened his eyes soon, "What time is it..." "It's almost eight o'clock, do you go to class later? I'll see you off, and you can sleep in the car for a while."

Jing Yan sat propped up for a while, he was a little dizzy, and he managed to recover before going to wash.Lu Qian warmed up the breakfast he bought yesterday, and sat at the door waiting for him.

He fell asleep with his head tilted before taking a few bites of bread, and he didn't drink any milk, and he felt a little nauseous from the smell.Lu Qian drove the car to the parking lot in front of the teaching building, and only woke up Jing Yan with a pinch. "Go home directly after the afternoon. I'll wait for you at the door. I'll cook for you in the evening."

Jing Yan's eyes lit up a little, and he cheered up, "What will you do?" "It's okay. I can do whatever you want." Lu Qian gently rubbed his sleepy red cheek, Jing Yan Yan covered his hands, kissed him briefly, and gave him the taste of buttered bread.

The car drove away, Jing Yan stood in the parking lot until he drove out of the school gate, then turned and walked up the stairs.As soon as he found a seat in the classroom and sat down, Yao Yihang patted his shoulder heavily, "Good morning Jing Yan."

"Good morning, you are in such a good mood today." Jing Yan looked at him with a smile. Recently, he has been busy with school team basketball games. His whole body is tanned and shiny, and his white teeth are particularly obvious when he smiles.

Yao Yihang took something out of his schoolbag, chewing gum in his mouth, "Yes, there is a happy thing recently. I have a neighbor brother who played very well when I was a child, and the whole family immigrated in junior high school. Recently, he came back to work. The first two days I ran into him on the field one day, you said it was a coincidence, our school just hired him as a professor of mathematics."

Jing Yan was also happy for him when he heard that, "It's such a coincidence, then you are really destined. Cherish it when you can still contact friends who haven't been in touch for many years." "Well, I will have dinner with him at noon, and you will come too Right. Didn’t you choose Mathematical Analysis?”

"Could it be too bad...I haven't had dinner with the teacher." Jing Yan blinked a little timidly, "It's okay." Yao Yihang slumped on the chair carelessly, "He is five or six years older than us. When I was young, I was very smart and kept skipping grades before graduating with a master's degree early. It's not that old-fashioned."

Class was about to start, and a few students who were chatting outside came in, and if they didn't seem to have a glance at them.Jing Yan leaned against the window and looked down at the book, Yao Yihang looked away from the door, and asked him in a low voice, "By the way, did Uncle Lu send you here this morning?"

"That's right. Did you see it?" Jing Yan didn't take it seriously, still bowing his head to calculate.Yao Yihang didn't know how to speak, scratched his hair, and said worriedly, "Uncle Lu's car is too obvious, not many of us drive a Cayenne to school. Besides, the parking lot is very close to the teaching building, and passing students can See."

Jing Yan felt that there was something else in his words, but he couldn't figure it out for a while, "Is this car too flamboyant...but there are people driving sports cars near the school...?" Yao Yihang looked around and thought It may be that I think too much. "It's nothing, I guess I read it wrong."

Yao Yihang insisted on taking Jing Yan to dinner at noon. There are many snack bars near S University, Jing Yan thought that the other party was a teacher no matter what, so he insisted on finding a soup restaurant that looked more formal and cleaner.The two sat in the store and waited, and they came after a while.

It was a serious-looking male teacher wearing glasses, wearing a black shirt with the sleeves rolled up halfway. "Song Bo Song Bo, here it is." Yao Yihang greeted him.Jing Yan watched the man wave his hand and walked to his table and sat down, still holding the lesson plan materials in his hand.He felt more nervous, and almost wanted to stand up to say hello, but Yao Yihang held him down, and he sat with his hands tied.

"This is my friend, Lin Jingyan, whom I have known since high school. This is my buddy, Song Bo, who I played with when I was young. I didn't expect to be our teacher now." Yao Yihang introduced the two of them.Jing Yan said in a tight voice, "Hi, teacher..."

The person opposite did not respond, Yao Yihang almost laughed out loud, "Jing Yan, why are you so nervous. You really don't need to treat him as that kind of teacher, don't look at his serious face, he was like this when he was a child, maybe it's facial paralysis." Song Bo gave him a cold look, then turned to explain to Jing Yan, "Hello, you don't need to call me teacher outside of school. Just call me Song Bo."

Jing Yan nodded dumbly, and pushed the menu in front of them for them to order.Yao Yihang chatted with his friend about other things, and answered a phone call on the way.Jing Yan kept his head down while eating, and the man across from him seemed to see his stiffness in the face of strangers, so he took the initiative to chat with him. /Organize by: @universe directory/

"I heard from Yao Yihang that you also chose a few points? Do you think it's difficult?" Jing Yan choked on the Coke, coughed twice, and waited for himself to recover before speaking, "It's okay...a little bit." Song Bo nodded, " Students who are not from the Department of Mathematics may find it a bit difficult. Teacher Li will ask for leave in the second half of the semester, and I will make up a few lessons for her. If you don’t understand anything, you can ask me.”

The two exchanged contact information, Jing Yan entered the phone number, secretly took it under the table, and wrote "Teacher Song" in the notes.Yao Yihang called back and saw that he was not as embarrassed as when we first met. He talked to Fang Bo jokingly, "If Jing Yan attends your class in the future, you can't make things difficult for him. He will definitely not skip class. You must pass the final exam." Let him pass."

Song Bo took a sip of ice water and replied blankly, "Now the papers are judged by machines, and I can't see the candidates' names even if I change the major questions." He smiled and greeted them to drink soup as if the muscles were too hard to feel.

In the afternoon, there were four consecutive classes, and Yao Yihang lay on the table and didn't want to move.Jing Yan shook him, "I'm going home first, I won't go to the library today." He waved his hand face down, and immediately sat up again.Jing Yan felt strange, "What's wrong?"

Yao Yihang looked at him, and quickly packed his schoolbag, "I'll take you to the school gate, it just happens to be on the way."

The author says:

Tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, there will probably be a slight spill of dog blood_(з」∠)_, but this kind of daily writing will not be a big deal!