[Comprehensive] Stepsister's Occupation

Over a period of two or three weeks, the news spread as my music level increased.By the time I finished practicing this song, rumors that Akashi and I were brother and sister were spread throughout the school.

I don't know who it came from, but Miyazawa immediately said that the guarantee with her left hand was definitely not the rumor of her revealing.

But actually, I didn't really care about it.Akashi probably wouldn't care too much.

Still, many people wonder about last names and whether they are related by blood.

Still, versions of the story vary.

The only principles I abide by are: don't participate, don't rub the heat, and continue to prepare for the things I should prepare without arrogance, impetuosity, or haste.Whether I was the protagonist of the story in her mouth, ridiculed or slandered, all turned a deaf ear.

It’s not about how good my mood is or how high my heart is, but every time I see them struggling with their own brains and looking at me with meaningful eyes, my inner thought is——I just don’t say anything Don't explain what you can do with me, hold back.

The cultural evening is today, at 07:30 in the evening, in the auditorium.I have been distracted in class, and my mind is full of the melody that I have heard for a few days and I am about to vomit.Including when the teacher asked me to go to the stage to solve the problem, I also wrote down the formula irritably while the melody was lingering in my ears.So far, I admire Akashi very much. He always has a way to make me remember something in my mind, and I can't forget it no matter what.Such as problem-solving methods, such as melody.

If one day I can really be called "excellent", it's really not because I'm good, it's all due to him.

After class, the students who got the admission tickets didn't even care about eating, and rushed to the auditorium immediately to occupy a seat.

Naturally, I am not in a hurry. As a performer who is about to go on stage, there are plenty of places for me to sit in the backstage.

On the way to the auditorium, two students from the basketball club in the second year of high school passed by me, and the two words they said happened to fall into my ears.

Male student No. A said: "Senior Akashi didn't come to our game tonight. Although he has quit the basketball club, he will come back to watch whenever there is a game."

Male classmate No. B said: "He is going to the cultural performance tonight."

"Huh?!" The male student No. A was obviously taken aback, "Senior, don't you like to watch that kind of stuff!" Not to mention, even I was a little surprised.

"It's different this time, he said this time he has to be there."

When I heard this, my heart skipped a beat.My heart, which was not very anxious at first, suddenly began to be turbulent.

The lyrics have already been memorized thoroughly, and Akashi has removed all the minor flaws.The whole part I was in charge of was adjusted to the perfect state by him.

But even so, before going on stage, I was still very nervous.

The programs on the stage passed one after another, and we appeared as the finale as a chorus. I have to thank this sequence for giving me plenty of time to make adjustments before going on stage.

But, it seems useless.

The old members took the stage as a regular meal, and now they all gathered together as a small group to chat and play, or eat boxed lunches.I was the only one, holding the lyrics and hiding in a far corner, watching, memorizing, and recalling repeatedly.

The backstage lights are dim, and only the front lights can add a little light to the place.I bit my lip, and the lyrics in my hand seemed to be squeezed out of water.

Before I experienced this kind of thing, I really didn't know how strong my psychological quality was.

Through the dim light, I saw Akashi's figure.

My eyes lit up slightly, and I was sure that it was him, and he was walking towards me.

"Brother?" He really came.So timely.

"Yeah." Akashi replied with a smile.He walked up to me and asked me softly, "How are you getting ready?"

The show on the stage passed quickly, and the playful members gradually became quiet and serious.I know it will be our turn soon.

"...I'm a little scared." I frowned, my heart was beating violently, I didn't have the pretense I used to hold myself up, but I couldn't help but tell him my true feelings.

In fact, I am very afraid of facing many people. I have always been like this. It is not that I am not afraid of performing well or making mistakes, but simply afraid of showing myself to others.

Thinking about it this way, I found that I was quite afraid.

When I reacted, I found that my body was already close to Akashi, and I put my hands on his shoulders, and grabbed his clothes tightly.

He didn't resist very much, but touched my head and told me it was okay.However, not only was I not okay, but I was even more troubled.You know, now that we are in this position, we almost hug each other directly.

I slowly put my hands down, pursed my lips, and said, "It's the first time I'm going to perform on stage, I'm a little stage fright, and I'm afraid I'll forget everything when I get nervous." The reason for this is purely me. The real reason has been mentioned earlier. .

Akashi took my lyrics and glanced at them twice. I don't know if he was looking at the lyrics or the crumpled marks on it.

He has always been able to see through the things I deal with blindly, every time, so every time I deal with blindly, I feel that my actions are superfluous.

Akashi glanced at the piles of members not far away who didn't notice us, and suddenly grabbed my hand with one hand, and covered the faces of the two of us with the lyrics in the other hand, his lips came close to my ear, and his voice was low But Rou penetrated into my heart: "I'm in the audience, you should sing for me alone."

These words with such magnetism made me tremble suddenly, and I couldn't help but grasp his hand tightly.

Five minutes before going on stage, he helped me straighten my collar and fasten the big bow on my waist.

One minute before going on stage, he left the backstage and said to go to sit down the stage.

When Akashi left, my hand reluctantly slipped from his sleeve.As soon as he left my side, I seemed to have lost my support, and I almost didn't want to follow him.

The irregular, chaotic beating of the heart.On the stage, I stood in the first row with the other three lead singers. Facing the hundreds of people below, my face was expressionless, but my whole body was tense and sweating coldly. My eyes looked around in panic and anxiety. , I'm really afraid that I'll pass out after a while.

Until I saw the person on the left in the second row, and saw the familiar rose red that was dazzling when the spotlight swept by, my heart that seemed to be fighting a war suddenly calmed down.

I don't know when it started, but at this moment, I have realized deeply and told myself firmly in my heart: I can't live without him.This kind of emotion is at this moment, the most intense moment, and I don't even feel that I can't do without him for a minute and a second.

When the chorus began, the audience listened with bated breath.Our chorus was seamless, and a song was sung smoothly to the end, and the ending was finished by me.

Out of the corner of my eye, I looked at the person on the left in the second row, imagining the days when Akashi taught me, and pouring out my usual performance in front of him at this time.

It seemed that I was not acting for other people, but only for him.Yes, my world is so small, everything I do seems to be only related to him and has nothing to do with others.I never thought about how I would present myself on stage, how I would face the audience, and I never thought about what the audience would think of me.

I just want to face him, there is only him in my world.

Perhaps only with the help of such music and such chaotic emotions can I face myself so fearlessly.

I finally settled down, squinted at him, and saw the smile he raised to me. This smile was not saying to me "You really didn't let me down", it was just a simple compliment to me. Smile.It's telling me that he's watching me perform and listening to me sing, not telling me that I've done what he wants.

It wasn't until I saw this smile that the beating heart that I was holding gradually fell down, and it rose up with waves of warmth and throbbing.So far, we feel that everything we do has meaning.

The stage seemed empty, just me.The auditorium seemed empty except for him.

It's fine to say that I bring my own enchantment when I see him, but I'm really just singing for him alone.

The applause from the audience came like thunder. This is the first time I have a collective honor of my own, and the first time I have received so many people's applause in the group and been affirmed by so many people.

But the turmoil in my heart is shallow and faint, only fluctuating because of Akashi's every move, every frown and smile.If I were to describe myself at this moment, I would think that I am like an ancient foolish emperor who only focused on beauties.

I don't care who the applause is for, it's enough for me to have his smile tonight.

The author has something to say: Aqiao is useless, and she is the only Nissan in her eyes, hearts and minds. The little fairies think I need to wake her up ╮(╯_╰)╭