A curtain of dream

hotel.

I stood in the elevator and looked up at the display screen in the elevator. The red numbers jumped rapidly, carrying me up.

Ruge sent me the photo, and I can say with certainty that the person who lives with Zhu Wanqing is indeed Luo Dongjie.

I thought about it, and found that I was just a little surprised and puzzled by the fact that Luo Dongjie and Zhu Wanqing lived together. However, Fei Yunfan, I found it a little difficult to understand when he met Luo Dongjie, or he cared too much about the relationship with Zhu Wanqing. Confused, why did he meet with Luo Dongjie, and what did he say?I don't know anything about these, and because I don't know anything, I can't let go.

More importantly, I don't know why, when the distance between me and him is getting closer, there is a string in my mind that starts to tighten. Maybe, I am afraid in my heart, and because of fear, I can't understand To ask, Fei Yunfan, have you gone to see Luo Dongjie?Why are you going to see him?

Ding!

The elevator door opened slowly, I looked up and saw a petite figure standing in front of the elevator, Wang Ziling!

I didn't move, just stared at her.

She smiled uncomfortably and said, "I'm here to find you, I have something to do."

The lobby bar on the first floor of the hotel.

I ordered a cup of black tea, looked at Zi Ling who was sitting in front of me with a hesitant expression, and said flatly, "How do you know I live here?"

She hesitated for a moment and said, "I... asked Tao Jianbo."

I nodded and said nothing, Ziling in front of me had messy short hair and a pale face. The thin face made her eyes look surprisingly big. Maybe it was because she committed suicide by cutting her pulse before, and she looked very mentally ill. , a pullover sweater is worn like a big cloth bag, baggy and out of shape.

"I came to you because..." She wrung her hands tightly together, paused for a long time, and then choked out a sentence: "I miss my mother."

I looked at her blankly, studying her words, without any response, just looking at her like this.

She looked at me carefully, but didn't get a response from me, and said softly: "I know...wrong, Luping." As she said this, she involuntarily put her fingers to her mouth and gnawed lightly. Tears welled up in her eyes, and at this moment, she reunited with the little sister Zi Ling who was once innocent and dreamed in front of the bead curtain in my memory.

However, I sighed, it was just that moment, she was not the same as she used to be, after so many quarrels, disputes, broken heart, it has already gradually become cold, even though she is pitiful to me now I was wrong, but what came to my mind was her snuggling with Zhu Wanqing, and Wang Zhanpeng, as close as a family.

No matter how harsh and scolding her mother is, she is still the mother who gave birth to me and her. What kind of hatred should I have for my mother to be tolerant and accept the woman who destroyed our family?I gradually couldn't understand what she was doing, and I didn't want to understand.

But she came to me today, saying that she was wrong, and thinking about her mother, but I had to think deeply about her subsequent intentions.

"Lu Ping, don't look at me like this and don't speak, okay? You look at me like this but don't say anything, it makes me feel... I feel that you are so strange and scary, as if the old Lu Ping suddenly disappeared , and became someone I don’t know.” Ziling watched me without speaking for a long time, and finally plucked up the courage to say to me: “I’m here today to seek peace. After all, we are sisters. Are you My sister, we grew up together. You and I are connected by blood. This is an indelible fact. Although my parents have separated, we are still sisters! I have done many things wrong before. I came out of the hospital Afterwards, I thought about it a lot, and what I thought about the most was what you said to me. Then, I understand now, I understand, and I even started to repent. You see, I came to you sincerely, begging for your forgiveness. I, forgive your ignorant sister."

I took the black tea brought by the waiter, gently put it on the table, smiled slightly, and said: "You have done nothing wrong. Because of their own different situations and vital interests, everyone will instinctively choose what is best for themselves." Therefore, you don’t need to tell me that you are wrong.” She heard the words with a smile on her face, “However, we...even if we are connected by blood, once the relationship is broken, it is like a broken mirror that cannot be reconciled. The same, I can never go back and be as good as before. Wang Ziling, look at me in front of you clearly, I am no longer the Wang Luping who will forgive you when you cry and apologize, I'm sorry, I can't do it now!"

Wang Ziling stared at me blankly, "You...you are so scary...so cruel, I am your own sister! Wang Luping, don't forget that our surname is Wang!"

I tried my best to resist the urge to get up and leave, looking at her.

Ziling continued to say with tears: "I didn't do anything heinous, and my parents' divorce has nothing to do with me. Why do you treat me so cruelly? If I must have it, it's just me who stole it away." Chu Lian, that's all, but even if I give him back to you, don't you still refuse to take him as a useless person! I will replace you..."

I laughed angrily, and interrupted her: "Zi Ling, these are already the things of the old Huang Li, don't bring them up again and again, if you come to me today, if you just hope to get your so-called forgiveness , I hope the sisters reconcile, sorry, I can't do what you want. Do you have anything else to do? I'm very busy, and I don't have much time to sit here and waste."

"Wang Luping!" She opened her eyes and cried angrily. "Waste! Do you think I wasted your time?"

I raised the corners of my mouth, nodded, and said, "I'm so sorry, that's the truth."

Zi Ling trembled her lips, her face became even paler, and even her whole body began to tremble: "You...you..."

My face was calm and calm, but when I picked up the black tea to drink, my hands trembled inconspicuously, letting me know that the love that has been overflowing for more than ten years made me not really calmly face her, My sister Wang Ziling.

Wang Ziling looked very angry, so angry that she said dozens of your words, but there was nothing to say.

I put down the black tea, stared at her, and said, "Tell me, what you really want to say when you come to me, what you plan to say after asking for my forgiveness."

Zi Ling was taken aback for a moment, then looked back at me as if startled, and asked, "You, how do you know me..."

I smiled and didn't answer, just looked at her quietly, waiting for her to tell her real purpose.

Under my gaze, Zi Ling slowly shrank her neck, looked down at her hands that were still tightly twisted together, the joints on her hands had turned white due to the force, and I saw her wrist that had been cut With the white gauze wrapped around his hand, he suddenly looked away.

My heart hurts slightly, it is the slight anger left by the burned out feelings, which burns the hideous scar in my heart again.

Silence permeated between me and her.

Ziling was silent for a long time, then raised her head, tears filled her eyes, and said softly: "I, I want to see my mother."