[Guardian Sweetheart] I heard that I am Mary Sue

"You, you are talking nonsense! How long have you been here, how could you know what Qingkong likes!"

Hearing Nagihiko's last sentence, his face was as livid as when Xing was splashed with cold water.She clutched her palm tightly and shouted angrily.

That's right!What does he know!

What Qingkong likes is blue roses, what he likes is blue... He Xing looks at Qingkong, his eyes are full of hope and expectation.

Qing Kong subconsciously grasped the moonstone on his wrist, as if trying to draw strength from it.She lowered her head and didn't look at He Xing, only slightly trembling lips were faintly revealed through the drooping hair.

Her reaction was like a death sentence for He Xing, and He Xing turned pale in an instant.

As if reflecting the owner's mood, the crazily growing vines around gradually slowed down, and the delicate blue roses dimmed somewhat.

Nagihiko took this change into his eyes calmly, and he took a few steps towards Kazuko, directly blocking her and Aozora.

The boy's stature was considered tall, and standing in front of Qing Kong immediately cast a shadow in front of her eyes.

Qingkong seemed to be aware of it, slowly raised his head, and looked at the tall, thin but powerful young man in front of him.

She looked at the faint light dancing in his eyes, and the whole person fell silent, sinking into a deep pool, only the blue breeze always surrounded him steadily.

The breeze messed up the girl's bangs, and also disturbed her calm heart.

"It's pointless for you to continue like this."

Nagihiko looked peacefully, and his voice was calm and powerful.

"What did you say?" He Xing's voice was weak, so thin that it was about to be blown away by the wind.

"Is the way you are now, really the self you dreamed of?"

Nagihiko's words were like a thunderclap, which shocked everyone present.

"While you said you wanted to snatch Aozora into your hands, you only dared to imagine yourself as Nadeko... You don't have the habit of wearing kimonos, do you? Do you want to become Nadeko?"

DreamTendresse looks like a girl in a kimono, not only that, Nagihiko recognized it at the first sight.He knew it too, and Qing Kong recognized it too.

——This is the style of kimono that Nadeko once wore in the school, even the small patterns on the corners of the clothes are exactly the same.

"No, no..."

He Xing held his head with a broken face, shaking his head desperately trying to deny it.

Nagihiko didn't stop, and still stated mercilessly, "Or, do you think in your heart that only by becoming Nadeshiko can you get Aozora's love?"

"You know the real you can't do it?"

He paused.

"...In this way, it is not considered love at all."

"Do not--!"

"No no no no no no no no!"

All the blue roses shattered instantly like glass, disintegrated into fragmented light particles gathered, and slowly diffused into the air.

He Xing squatted down suddenly, covered his ears and struggled desperately.Her face was full of tears, and she kept repeating "no" in her mouth, hoarse.

no!

I'm not imitating Nadeko!

"Isn't it? But, have you really learned to dance? If you haven't learned it, why do you insist on dancing?"

Nagihiko pressed tightly.

"me……"

Being poked in the wound, He Xing broke down and burst into tears.

"I don't know! I don't know!"

"What can I do! She doesn't like me! She doesn't like me at all!"

One drop, two drops.

He Xing's tears fell on the ground, splashing a little dust.

"But I like her!"

Her eyes were empty, and she murmured, "I, I can't dance..."

"I can only draw... I can draw very well, and I have also painted my favorite person..."

"Does she like it... But, she likes Fujisaki's dance more..."

Then, Yameng finally came with the wind, and in the warm light of HumptyLock, the cross symbol on Hexing's head gradually melted into the air.

He Xing Wushen's eyes gradually regained clarity, she looked blankly at the blue sky in front of her, shed tears for some reason.

"I... I seem to have done something wrong..."

The soft sunset slowly sank down the distant valley, the dark night quietly faded away, and there were still a few bright red clouds left in the sky, rippling and turbid.

Qing Kong pursed her lips, and slowly, she smiled as usual.

She slowly walked in front of the bewildered He Xing, step by step, until she stopped a hand away from her.

She stretched out her hand, and a string of moonstones on her slender wrist shimmered gently.

"It's all right, He Xing."

"There are many kinds of flowers in this world, including blue roses, red-leaved peaches, and luxurious peonies."

"No matter how beautiful a blue rose is, the thorns on the branches make it impossible to hold it in one's hand."

"So... don't be attached to her."

Actually I know all about it...

Everyone knows that the flower language of the blue rose is "rare and precious", but who knows that it also symbolizes..."something that can never be obtained"?

The blue rose is too beautiful, her beauty is thorny, she would rather end up in a mutual loss with others than compromise with the person who picks the flowers.

And I like Hongye Bitao.

Because, I once saw the most beautiful peach blossom in the spring of a certain year.The broken flowers on her kimono fluttered one after another with her movements, which was so beautiful that it shook one's heart.Then she smiled at me, and I knew that this smile was even more beautiful than that full garden.

The girl's forest-green eyes were filled with gentle emotions. Looking at He Xing like this, she felt that all the stars in the sky were falling into her eyes.

She said: "I heard that you like painting very much. Coincidentally, I saw a painting in the school forum. The painting is a girl with black hair. The artist said that it was me. "

She smiled, "Now I know, it's you, right?"

"You draw beautifully, really. You don't need to force yourself to do other things, please... stick to your real dream!"

Don't let your youth and frivolity replace your dreams.

After watching and Xing leave in a taxi in a daze, the atmosphere of the three of them left behind is somewhat delicate.

"Speaking of which, how did Yameng know that something happened here? The park is so far away, Xiaolan and the others shouldn't be able to sense it, right?"

When Yameng was still embarrassed about how to break the silence, Nagihiko's sudden question saved her.

She nodded quickly, "A girl I know passed by my house to ask for directions. She mentioned some strange movements in the park, so I just came to see it. It's so dangerous!"

The girl she mentioned inexplicably made Qingkong and Lizi a little concerned. They looked at each other and saw the doubt in each other's eyes.

"Ask for directions?"

"Yeah, because she just came to Japan from France and is not very familiar with the way of Tokyo." Yameng took out her mobile phone and was startled when she saw the time, "Oh my God, it's so late, no, I have to go home Qingkong Nagihiko, let's see each other tomorrow! I'm leaving first!"

"Huh? Oh, see you tomorrow!"

After all, she ran home in a hurry, waved at the two of them, and disappeared in an instant.

When she left, it was just the two of them.The subtle atmosphere that had just dissipated because of Yameng shrouded the place again, making Lizi flustered, so she stopped making any noise at all.

Qing Kong lowered his eyes, his gaze remained on the ground, appearing absent-minded.Nagihiko looked at her, was silent for a moment, and asked softly, "Aren't you going home?"

"Um……"

Gently uttering a syllable as a response, Aozora raised his head and met Nagihiko's gentle eyes.

Those amber eyes were clear and gentle, as if a lingering moonlight spread out, and Qing Kong saw himself with a complicated expression inside.

"you……"

She didn't continue talking, but Nagihiko nodded with a smile as if he knew what she wanted to say.

"I have something to tell you, but not now."

He looked at her with deep eyes, and there was even an imperceptible request.

"Give me a little more time, okay, Aozora?"

Is it okay... You know that I will never refuse.

You clearly know that I can't get angry at anything you do...

No?

After a long time, Qingkong nodded slowly.

"it is good."

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Summer reluctantly turned a page, and in a blink of an eye, it came to autumn when the city was full of crimson.

The aroma of fruits and fallen leaves fills the whole autumn day. Walking on the street, there will always be a crimson maple leaf falling on the shoulders at any time, full of poetry.

Qingkong picked up the scorching red maple leaf from his shoulder, and gently placed it on the pages of the book spread out on his lap, carefully avoiding any creases on it.

Her slender fingertips caressed the red leaves, and they became whiter and greener, as beautiful as a painting.

The young man who had been dawdling next to him for a long time finally came forward, his face flushed from suffocation, he bent down abruptly, and handed over a beautifully wrapped gift box with trembling hands.

"Happy birthday! Pure name student, please accept my gift!"

Qingkong stopped the hands rubbing the pages of the book, and turned her eyes to the blushing boy. After recognizing his identity, she showed a thankful smile.

"Thank you, Hirose-san."

"H-I hope you like it! Good-bye!"

She had just received the gift, and the boy turned his head and ran away in a panic, leaving only the maple leaves fluttering in the wind behind him, which landed at Qing Kong's feet one after another, whirling low.

Qing Kong looked at the direction in which he was leaving, and was a little dazed for a moment. She clenched the heavy gift box in her hand and sighed silently.

Autumn is here, and it's Aozora's birthday again.

When Nagihiko came back, his and Nadeshiko's birthdays had already passed, and the gift was sent by Aozora in June. It was a handmade kimono with exquisite details, so it goes without saying whether it was expensive or not.

But now, Baiju is too late, and another year has passed so quickly.

She put the gift box on an empty bench beside her, closed the book, and a lavender letter was exposed on her fair legs.

"Azure:

Tonight I would like to invite you to my house as a guest. If you have something to tell, I will wait for your arrival at home.

Nagihiko"

The short three lines made Qing Kong's heart flutter.She pursed her lips, then sighed helplessly.

Lizi asked softly, "Don't you want to go?"

"No." Qing Kong lowered his eyes, with a rare weakness showing on his face, "I just feel that if I go tonight, something will... change from then on."

"You think so much, and you're just looking for trouble. No matter what, you won't refuse, will you?"

"Yeah..." Qing Kong slowly closed his eyes.

"Lizi, tell me, is this the shackles of my freedom?"

Hearing this, Li Zi was silent for a while.For a moment, she shook her head gently.

"I don't know either, Aozora. Do you still remember that I never answered you why you can't transform?"

"Well. At that time you said, you hope that one day I can figure it out by myself."

"What others say belongs to others after all." Her soft voice was exceptionally calm, "Compared to what you said just now, what I say is the shackles of your freedom."

Chestnut paused.

"Do you really believe in your dreams?"

The author has something to say: Thank you for your tolerance of my willfulness, I, Hu Hansan, are back again!

That's right, Ayakawa and Xing are the big touches in Chapter 13, very subtle stalks, don't dislike them!The plot with Xingmeizi ends here first, and will appear in the future, but it will no longer be the main role.

I believe everyone feels that her liking for Qingkong cannot be called love. This kind of feeling is a bit complicated. If you are above AUO, you have admiration and longing, but you don't have the courage to stand shoulder to shoulder with her, which is doomed to tragedy.

【small theater】

If Aozora didn't go to Fujisaki's house tonight...

They are still friends from then on, occasionally expressing their longing for Nadeko together, occasionally meeting at the school gate to say hello, and occasionally Aozora watching Nagihiko play a ball game...

Until each other grew up, until the end, they occasionally looked at each other and smiled at class reunions, and said softly, "Long time no see."

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—Of course not!

Even if we don't meet tonight, there will still be tomorrow night!Nagihiko's dark belly will let Aozora, who turned into a camel, go away just because he lost a night?You underestimated my male god!

It's just one night, I haven't met tonight, the big deal is that I will go to Chunmingjia to block people tomorrow night [Tan Shou