[Guardian Sweetheart] I heard that I am Mary Sue

"I know, I'm always indecisive, afraid to face reality."

"No one can be happy in the face of failure, but only when you face failure and continue to work hard, holding the idea that you will succeed next time, can you shine."

"I trust the light in my heart."

"Even if I can't do it now, I won't give up!"

"I will try my best to the end."

"..."

"is it?"

"Is this your answer..."

"Gebai has always had a gentle song in his heart, and he wanted to make others feel happy when he heard you sing. Eshu was born in this mood."

"Sing... like that time."

The buds of dreams bloom, in the dazzling blue sky,

The gentle fragrance rippling in the chest.

I can hear the melody of love,

The world can hear it.

Because of nostalgia, I bowed my body,

Talk about liking you.

Catch my eye and take that step.

Across the seasons, meet you.

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"Excuse me, monitor!"

Early summer is gradually revealed, the meager heat slowly spreads out, and the sun is shining brightly.

Young girls in cool clothes can be seen everywhere on the street, forming a beautiful landscape full of youthful vitality.

"Why are you here?" Haili, who was carrying a box in his hand, was a little surprised.

"We're here to help."

Wei Shi naturally lifted the box at his feet, smiling warmly.

Pulled by Miye's hippie smiling face to carry one of the boxes together, Qingkong reluctantly followed her to move the box slowly to the office, and had to carefully remind her to pay attention to safety.

Looking at Yameng, she and Limo are also helping to clean up.

After being surprised, Haili slowly showed a helpless look, "...I said, why do you help without authorization?"

"That's because they said they misunderstood you for a long time and felt guilty, so they want to do something to make up for it." Qing Kongyuan, who had already reached the stairs, replied.

Hearing this, Haili couldn't help being taken aback.

"Stop talking, Qing Kong!"

"Huh? Can't you say it?"

"Of course not! You don't have to worry about that... squad leader! Really!"

"I see, I'm so sorry." She smiled.

"...What about sincerity?"

"So stupid." A mocking face.

"Ah! Miye hit her knee QAQ it hurts!"

"Student Yumu, be careful..." Concerned about the country and the people.

Haili: "..."

It's so noisy.

The originally quiet roadside was instantly filled with noisy sounds, which were unexpectedly harmonious with the chirping of cicadas in summer.

Looking at the lively scene in front of him, the green-haired boy couldn't help laughing lowly.

That's...not bad.

With a slight smile, Haili shook his head, "It was I who proposed to hide you temporarily, you don't need to feel guilty."

"It's different!"

Yameng, who was still holding a stack of folders in his hand, stood up straight, with a serious look, saying every word.

"Even if it was concealed, we shouldn't doubt you so easily... It's our fault."

"So... uh, that... yes, I'm sorry!"

Yameng, who was holding the folder, bowed like going all out, and her sudden movement caught Limo and Haili around her stunned.

All around became quiet for a while, Yameng maintained this posture, blushing with shame.

After a long time, Haili gently took the folder in Yameng's arms.

"...Huh?" Yameng looked at him in shock.

The young man in front of him obviously always looked indifferent and unreasonable, but his every move was unexpectedly gentle.

"It's ok……"

He said so.

"I'm really... lucky to know you guys."

"Qing Kong? What are you looking at?"

After being coquettish with Miss Santiao, Miye, who was still thinking about going down to help again, ran to Qing Kong, wondering why she was looking so engrossed by the window, and followed her gaze.

"nothing……"

Qingkong's smiling voice fell softly, and the forest green eyes were filled with joy and peace of mind that were about to overflow.She turned around naturally and pulled Miya up.

"Let's go, Miya. Didn't you say you were going to move things?"

"Ah, um!"

Miya was a little stunned, and nodded with a blushing face.

Qingkong is really... so beautiful...

After coaxing Miya who suddenly acted like a baby for some reason, Aozora finally persuaded her to separate and help take care of the flowers and plants by herself.

There is no dead end in the education of a purely famous person—even in cultivating plants, Aozora has received a relatively complete theoretical education, and occasionally implements it in his own garden.

The crystal clear dew is sprinkled on the lush green leaves, reflecting dreamy light in the sun.

Qingkong watered the flowers carefully, and Chestnut, who was full of interest, popularized the little knowledge of flower cultivation beside her, and the warm sunshine shrouded her body brightly, forming a cozy corner.

"The pure name is Qingkong."

A gorgeous but slightly stiff female voice suddenly rose from behind, and Qing Kong turned around suspiciously.

Gebai, who was rarely dressed in casual clothes, was clean and neat. Standing behind him at this time, for some reason, his body was filled with a faint sense of subtlety.

Somewhat surprised by Gebei's arrival, Qing Kong quickly suppressed the surprise in his heart and stood up with a smile.

"Is there a problem?"

"Cough..." Gebei's face showed embarrassment, accompanied by a faint blush, "I heard from Ms. Santiao that it was you who used your relationship to prevent Ester from making things difficult for us to leave...so...so... "

It turned out to be for this...

Seeing Gebei struggling with how to be frank, Qingkong didn't just stare at her in a dilemma.

Although she is an older sister, she is actually a bit childish inside.

She shook her head lightly, making her smile more friendly, "You're welcome, it's just a matter of raising your hands."

Her words were too indifferent, which made Gebei feel a little puzzled while being awkwardly grateful.

"But why did you do this? We don't know each other, nor are we familiar with it."

Seeing Gebai right in front of him with a confused face, Qingkong thought for a while and said seriously, "If I really want to say why, it's because I like Gebai."

"...What did you say?" Gebai asked, pretending to be calm, suppressing the blush welling up on his cheeks.

"I like singing, especially your singing voice." Qing Kong replied without hesitation, she looked at the water bottle in her hand, the smooth surface of the water bottle was stained with some water droplets, shining brightly in the sun.

A sudden and huge surprise exploded quietly in Gebei's heart, silently and enthusiastically.

What's more touching than telling a singer that you like your voice?

Not anymore.

Gebei secretly clenched his fists, trying to look at her calmly.

And Aozora was still talking softly.

"Actually, I have something special to do here today."

While talking, Aozora took out a document from the backpack he was carrying.

Under Qingkong's smiling gaze, Gebei accepted the thin copy in doubt.

She opened it slowly.

"I hold a certain amount of shares in Pure Names. Although I am not yet old enough to exercise power, my family will still value my beneficial proposals."

"A few days ago, I proposed to my family to open up the entertainment industry... Should I say that it is to give pillows to sleepy people? Junna's shareholder meeting has this intention. When discussing relevant candidates, I suggested you. "

The childish girl stated calmly, with a soft tone, but the words she said seemed to be thrown like a thunderbolt.

"You, whose popularity skyrocketed with just one piece of Butterfly in the Labyrinth, passed Junming's review without any dispute."

"Considering that Ms. Santiao knows your situation best, we have decided to continue using her as your manager. Of course, with your consent."

Gebei's disbelieving face was clearly visible in her clear eyes, and she smiled sincerely.

"Well...then, are you willing to become an entertainer purely in name?"

"Xing Na's song? Or... Yueyong's song?"

"I……"

The soft corner under the sharp surface is slowly revealed, and Gebai is rarely at a loss.

"……why?"

She seemed to have only this sentence left to ask.

"Just because you like me?"

"not quite."

Aozora answered frankly.

"Compared to my reference opinions, capitalists are more commercial in their selection of candidates. Your price comparison is the highest, whether it is strength or other..."

"I want to hear you sing, and more people want to hear you sing."

"They are all your fans, waiting for you, patient and loyal."

Against the light, the fairy-like girl smiled like a flower, and her voice fell like a crystal.

"We all want to hear you sing, will you sing?"

are you willing?

Of course... yes!

After doing so many regretful things, he still gets such love.

Her songs are no longer sung for a few fights.

Gebai's songs are full of love and strength, gentle and strong.

And there, filled my entire childhood.

The arrogant blond girl slowly revealed a gentle smile.

She grasped the contract in her hand, and the thin piece of paper suddenly became heavy.She asked with a smile, "What about this office?"

From her smile, Aozora already understood her answer, so she also laughed, "We are only providing funds, etc., and the firm is still under the name of Ms. Sanjo."

"In this case……"

The female voice is gentle and slender, falling on the ear like being kissed by a butterfly.

"Of course I would."

half a month later.

Xing Na Gebei, who had disappeared for a long time, made a strong comeback with a song "Blue Moon". The gentle and sad female voice in the song expressed the sadness of not being able to get close to the one she loves with careful accents, which touched all listeners.

It was a song she wrote and composed herself, and it was a special way for her to bid farewell to the past.

At this point, the era that truly belongs to the name Xing Na Ge Bai officially kicked off.

In the royal garden, Aozora and his friends sat in front of the portable screen and watched intently.

On the screen, a blond girl is sitting on a white bench, only a beam of white light shrouds her on the empty stage.The girl held the microphone in her hand, with a sad face, and sang the song that was popular in Tokyo, Blue Moon.

While intoxicated by the singing, a sudden tremor in her pocket interrupted Qing Kong, and she had to get up cautiously and walk to the corner.

"Hi, this is Junna Aozora."

"Bonjour, Aozora."

The female voice over there is proud and touching, but not offensive.

Hearing this voice, Aozora was obviously surprised.

"you……"

"Long time no see, how are you?"

The female voice is extremely strong, passionate and reserved, and cannot be rejected.

"I met Mr. Chunming yesterday. He seemed very busy. Don't you miss him very much? How about it? Would you like to come to France for a while?"

"You really haven't changed at all..." Qing Kong couldn't laugh or cry, but showed a gentle smile.

"...It's been a long time, Lulu."

The author has something to say: I feel weird after writing it, and I am surprised that Qingkong seems to be flirting with girls in every chapter now, without letting go of any genre... My heart is so tired, I can’t control the pain in my body when the male god is not around Is Lily Soul? 【Manual Goodbye】

Do you miss Nagihiko?Don't panic, the next chapter...he may not appear, but the mention rate will be high!

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Brief description:

All the business activities mentioned in this chapter are unscientific, please don’t take them too seriously, you will lose if you are serious.

After checking it, it seems that Xingminggebai is the correct statement →_→ but I was Xingna when I was a child, so... I am willful [thumbs up!

Regarding the signing of the song chant, I actually thought about it for a long time, and then I realized it.I have been thinking about this matter from the perspective of God, thinking that Gebei has experienced many setbacks before becoming mature, so I don't want Qingkong to sign her.

But in fact, Qing Kong Gebai and the others do not have the perspective of God. Gebai who has lost her temper certainly lacks the humility that has been hit, but now she will always be proud, because she is worth it.

In the end, I skipped a large section directly, and I will skip more in the future, please adapt＞＜

☆, Extra Story about Secrets

Actually, my name is Fujisaki Nagihiko.

It may seem strange to say this, but in fact, I am called "Fujisaki Nadeko" more than this real name.

Actually I am a boy.

Sounds weirder when you say it that way?After all, who would get their gender wrong?But in fact, I was more often seen as a girl.

Still a dignified and gentle beautiful girl.

When I was very young, I was asked to play the role of a girl.At that time, I didn’t think much. Every day I just thought about whether the candy should be apple-flavored or milk-flavored, whether I should ask my mother to buy me a toy, or whether I should climb a tree to catch the cicada.

When I was young, I was no different from every little boy. We were both naughty and full of inexplicable vigor, and we were unwilling to close our eyes and fall asleep at night.

That day, my mother brought me a light pink kimono, and I even remember the delicate pink needlework cherry blossom pattern on it.At that time, the expressions of guilt, helplessness and faint expectation on her face, these emotions that I didn't understand before, are always clearly spread out in my memory.

I asked, is the boy's clothes like this?

Mother said no.

I asked again, why should I wear it?

My mother looked sad, but she still smiled and pulled me to her side, and slowly told me many things about the Fujisaki family.

In the yard, the magnolia flowers quietly stretched out their delicate faces, and the green stone pond rippled with shallow ripples.My mother stroked me tenderly while I clutched the soft cotton kimono tightly with both hands, listening quietly.

So my fate was decided for many years to come.

When I appeared in front of people as "Nadeko", it was as if I had put on a layer of armor and a mask—an exquisite and beautiful armor mask.

I have to forget even myself that I am a boy, I have to imitate girls' slow pace, imitate their gentle smiles, and imitate their soft-spoken words.

There is no reason for everything, there is no need to ask my wishes.Since my surname is Fujisaki, this is my responsibility.

——Just like Aozora.

When talking about her family with me, she once asked me, what if I also have a responsibility that I have to bear because of the family, a responsibility that I don’t like and is very tiring?

Aozora knew that Nadeko had no such responsibility, so she looked very casual and didn't expect much from my answer.

But Nagihiko is there.

I remember telling her, "I'm going to work on this responsibility until it's not a burden, it's a part of me."

She looked into the distance, her voice was ethereal, "Is it okay?"

May I?

Thinking of all kinds of exquisite women's clothing in the closet, thinking of the bottles of facial cleanser and moisturizing lotion on the sink, thinking of the thin female voice that is used to choking the voice...

And those women's day dancers who are serious and skilled at night.

I said, "Of course."

Dance is part of my life.

Although I paid a price that was somewhat unwilling for this, dance has long been integrated into my soul.

Temari was born out of this feeling.

I still remember that she curled up in the eggshell of the broken flower, slowly unfolded, and opened her eyes as if they had fallen into the petals.She came to me gently, with a light voice, "Nice meeting, Nagihiko."

I still remember...

Although, I have lost this mood for a long time.

At that time, I was studying abroad.

Saying goodbye to my friends, I came to a completely unfamiliar environment under the arrangement of my family. I don't know how to communicate with the people there, nor do I understand every winding street there. Every time I go out, it is a silent torment .

At first I was happy with it.

Because I like to dance, I thought it would be all right to sacrifice something for the sake of dancing.

With this awareness, I spent a long day after day.

Until... I received a letter from Aozora.

That flower toilet paper crossed a continent, experienced many winds and frosts, and was finally put into my hands safely.

There are faint light blue florals on the letter paper, and the rose family crest that symbolizes the pure name is engraved on the corner, and an elegant fragrance is scattered in the hand.

I opened the letter with trepidation.

Will Aozora blame me for leaving without saying goodbye?

Although I already regret it...

The moonlight poured gently into the window sill, and I stood by the window, reading this letter that shook me in a low wind.

She didn't blame me.

In fact, I also expected it, she has always been like this, no matter how I tease her, she just smiles helplessly, or gives me a reproachful look, and never gets angry at me.

The pure name Aozora is kind to everyone, including me.I clearly understand that it's not sentimental, it's just that when I think of her tenderness not only for me, I feel a little... uneasy.

Qingkong's handwriting is soft and delicate, and the paper is full of flowers, and the words and sentences are beautiful.

She said, I will let you off this time, and there will be no next time.

She said, are you still adapting to the new environment?May I send you some authentic Japanese snacks if you want?

She said that she sent you a book of English learning notes, and the pages marked with fluorescent colors should be read first, which can help you quickly master simple conversation skills.

She said, yeah, I'm sad.But I didn't cry. When you come back, I will lose face in front of you again.

She said, pay attention to your body and don't talk too much, and don't hide it from me if you are hurt or hurt, or I will go to you in person!

she says……

She also said...

She said, "I'll wait for your return."

In the middle of the night, I just laughed out loud like this.

The dark room was filled with my deep laughter, rippling far away under the moonlight.

I used to be confused, like... how much is love?There are various forms of liking for friends, liking for people you yearn for, right?Where is the dividing line between liking and true love? ①

Slowly, I understood a lot.

If you like someone, you will care about her every move, every frown and smile.You know what angle she looks best from, you remember her birthday, you want to reach out and hold her quietly, and you dream about the future for the two of you.

but……

When you love someone, you can easily know how to make her laugh and make her cry.You think she is flawless in everything, you remember a cold joke she said casually, when you mustered up the courage to touch her, you withdrew your hand, you imagined how dazzling she would be in the future, and did not dare to think about her side , have you.

If love is a sweet and sour apple candy, love is an apple that grows on the tree after a long four seasons. for fragments.

And my apple tree has gone through the gentle and refreshing spring, patiently absorbing the light and heat in the hot summer, and is slowly moving towards the full-bodied autumn.

There is still a cold winter ahead, where the snow is fluttering, and the small pieces are like a slap, falling heavily on the body.Apple trees, only through this severe cold can they bear full fruit and dare to stand shoulder to shoulder forever.

I know what that cold winter is.

Yes, I know... how could I not know?

As a boy, but I am learning from a girl, it is simply a joke.

How can I touch that apple?

even dancing...

I only know how to imitate girls blindly. Is this dance really what I want?

I do not know.

The future was covered with a thick layer of fog in front of me. I opened my eyes and couldn't see anything.

Temari just returned to the egg.

There was no farewell, no panic, she disappeared as suddenly as when she came.

I touched my heart, feeling lifeless there.

My poor state was noticed by my mother, and she found me after practice one day.

"Your state has been terrible lately, soulless, empty, dry dancing... Nadeko, what's wrong with you?"

I keep my head down.

Mother asked, "Are you tired?"

I shook my head.

Mother asked again, "Have you encountered a bottleneck?"

Feeling guilty, frustrated, and exhausted, I whispered, "Mom, call me Nagihiko."

"For the time being... I don't want to be Nadeko anymore."

I don't want to learn how to dance like a girl anymore...

don't want to be a girl anymore...

I also want to sweat on the court, like every boy, obviously I can't play worse than them.

I also want to wear comfortable and simple men's clothes, walk on the street naturally, and openly cover the girls around me with umbrellas.

I also want to dance... my own dance.

……

So, I got on a flight to Japan.

I didn't tie my hair up, and I didn't wear a skirt.I'm wearing a casual men's shirt and I'm sitting with natural movements.

The foreigner sitting next to him spoke with a friendly smile, "Areyouagirl?"

I smiled and replied, "No, I'maboy."

"Oh, sorry!" He looked surprised, and then praised sincerely, "You know, youaretoobeautiful."

I touched my pocket, and the light blue egg fell asleep peacefully.

"Yes... I know."

Now that I have made up my mind to come back, I will not leave easily.

I want to find out what is my dance, which is the indulgence my mother gave me.

I want my apple tree to bear fruit, that's my caprice.

Even though I am still confused, there is light ahead to guide me, gentle and dazzling.

Although, that beam of light is not familiar to me now.

It doesn't matter, it's a long time coming.

She likes me as a girl and she likes me as a boy.

I am so confident, even bluffing.

then……

I put back on the men’s school uniform, and met Mr. Tianhe and Kukai under Weishi’s guidance. After admiring Kukai’s shocked face with some evil taste, I received a message from Mr. Tianhe who wanted me to return to the Guardian and serve as Jack. .

I hesitated, anticipating and restless.

then.

I came to the royal garden and met her.

As soon as her eyes touched mine, almost uncontrollable tears welled up in that instant.

But in the next second, the light was fleeting, as fast as an illusion.

The girl standing opposite me seemed to recognize the difference between me and "Nadeko", and quickly regained her restrained composure, and a usual smile slowly appeared on her fair face.

Vermilion lips and bright teeth, full of lead and flowers.

The familiar face broke into my eyes in surprise, and I seemed to hear the thunderous cheers deep in my heart.

The girl I longed for day and night slowly approached.

She said, "Welcome back here, Nagihiko-kun."

The author has something to say: The male god is finally back...

This means that this article is about to enter the last volume, and the mobile phone party may not see it.It's only September now, if I keep this update frequency, it will be finished before November (*￣︶￣)

There is a hole in your hand, and you dare not open it casually when you are full of holes.

The name of this episode is "Fanwai 02" in my document, and the first half of it is much earlier than the previous one, but I didn't dare to write it casually at that time, lest I couldn't write the monologue of the male god orz I hope you will now can be satisfied

The last volume is called Bamboo Horse.Green plum→decline→bamboo horse, I hope Mina-san understands my stalk [Star Eyes]

It's a chronicle of the occasional growth of real love and love, the male god is online all the time, everyone can wait with confidence!I only wish to complete the QAQ before the next monthly exam

Notes: ①From the original work of "Guardian Sweetheart", it is Nagihiko's lines.