[Comprehensive] They forced me to die

This is the last drug addiction, with a tingling feeling, from the toes to every piece of skin in the body.

When a tingling pain tormented her again, Alice almost bit her tongue in pain. She probably shouldn't be taking drugs, but... if not, if... just like that, he will come to her ?

He must be married.

Alice's body was trembling, she looked at the snow-white ceiling, and found that the long night was almost endless.

In this world full of last lies.

Who can tell her who she is?

Maybe she is still the Alice locked in the castle, that notebook...

She felt like a piece of dead wood, ups and downs in the vast ocean, eager to grasp something called hope, so when she opened her eyes to see the world, the world lit up, an upright and reliable On her shoulders, the man holding the little black umbrella stood straight in front of her.

"Hold on."

A drop of sweat fell from his forehead, and Alice's widened eyes looked at the man in front of her almost bloodshot.

But she suddenly realized that she couldn't hold on anymore.

This feeling is stronger than ever.

The body is like one knife after another stabbed into the body thinly, various hallucinations appeared in a trance, and she kept screaming. When Dr. Kevin grabbed her shoulder, she looked at him in fear, as if watching him. Seeing the evil smile of the other party, holding a huge cutting machine in one hand, he slowly approached her.

Even though she tried her best to tell herself that it was just an illusion, that heart-wrenching feeling... seemed real and unreal.

"Pay attention to the patient's heart rhythm."

"Patient's breathing is slow..."

"Put on the oxygen mask."

"Yes, sir."

……

"The heart rhythm is chaotic, it can't do it..."

"Electric shock."

"One time, two times, three times..."

……

Mycroft looked at the girl on the hospital bed with red eyes, his heart skipped a beat, and he stared closely at the heart rate monitor in front of him.

"Alice, hold on."

"I beg you to be you."

He tightly grasped the handle of the black umbrella, so hard that his joints turned white, and a sharp tingling sensation spread from his heart to his limbs. He couldn't help but close his eyes tightly. Veins were faintly visible on his forehead, and his face became paler.

The pain in her body was still eroding her, almost swallowing her.

At the only moment when she was awake, she grabbed Mycroft's hand and said with a sob:

"I can't find the meaning of my life at all. I can only drag you down, Mycroft...I'm sorry."

Alice let the tears run across her face, her heart seemed to be waiting for Ling Chi, slice by slice, knife by knife, but not a single drop of blood flowed.

He said Alice, I will always take care of you.

What a beautiful lie.

"I love you, Mycroft, don't you understand?"

"I can't live anymore."

"Mycroft, I can't see the way."

Even though his heart was as hard as a rock, he couldn't help but feel heartbroken when he heard such desperate words. Seeing her cry, his defenses collapsed like a dam bursting.

McCoff took a few deep breaths and reached out to touch her hand: "Alice, promise me to live."

"I……"

"It's okay if you can't see the future clearly, I will accompany you..."

Mycroft kissed Alice's forehead and the tip of her nose lightly. "Please, keep at it."

Alice faintly heard the sound of sobbing, she looked at McCoff in a daze, and said in confusion: "Mycoff, you are crying."

"Because of me?"

"Don't leave me, Alice."

"I admit defeat, stop playing, I am exhausted from such a game."

……

The constant distress made Alice ignore the pain caused by her drug addiction, she looked at McCoff... and smiled.

"I suddenly found that you love me."

"I love you." Mycroft said painfully.

"I love you too, Mackie."

Its daybreak.

Ultimately, the patient's state is under control.

.

The sunshine in London today is exceptionally warm, and a bright light shines in from the window.

On the snow-white hospital bed, a young girl was wearing a dark blue striped hospital gown, looking a little weak.

She smiled slightly and looked at the man in front of her, tall and tall, with a four-piece handmade suit that looked a bit loose, a black umbrella, and a calm and calm face.

"You've lost weight." Alice gently stroked his cheeks, from his forehead to the bridge of his nose, his lips... The intertwined fingers became more and more deciphered.

"Uh." He sighed heavily.

Alice gasped and moaned weakly: "Can you stay with me for the rest of the time?"

"If you wish."

"Just for a while, let me pretend...you love me, okay?"

His resolute body froze, and his fiery eyes instantly turned cold.

"Alice..." She stared at the girl in front of her light-colored eyes, and said seriously, "I love you."

"Mycroft, I want..." Alice didn't notice the other person's strangeness at all, and looked at him with a begging look.

"It's what you want."

The atmosphere was silent for a while.

"Thank you."

So Alice cultivated in the mansion for a long time. During these days, she and Mycroft can be said to be as close as guests...but the distance is vague... hindering her.

Is this love?

The promise of companionship is particularly unbearable in reality.

Maybe it's just affection?

She suspected it, but isn't that what she asked for?

Even if it's just pretending...

Simple words, having breakfast together, not seeing each other for a few days... an occasional phone call, and then facing an empty room... lifeless furnishings, this is the love she wants to die or live?

This way of getting along is like two people living together, even... not even friends, she has no idea where she will be in the next second?Maybe he'll be in London, maybe he'll be in America, Denmark, Korea, China...?

Alice was suspicious.

With the continuous improvement of body functions, facing the monotonous and lonely room...it seems more and more lonely.

Sometimes, she would call him.

"Sorry, Alice, I have a meeting."

"Sorry, Alice, I need to work overtime."

"..."

In the end... I was alone for breakfast, and I was alone for lunch... I was always alone.

Phone calls are getting smaller and smaller...

Alice looked at the cake in front of her. It was prepared by Alice butler Xiali... so what about others?

"Sorry, sir, he went to Africa and couldn't come back, so..."

"Enough." Alice said coldly.

Looking at the cake in front of her, she finally let out a long sigh.

"This is not the life she wants."

She definitely doesn't want a canary in a castle, she's had enough...

She went crazy and smashed the cake in her hand against the wall.

Looking at the mess on the wall, he was stunned, and suddenly felt that if he went on like this... he would only go the old way.

"I can't go on like this."

So Alice packed her own baggage, prepared her luggage, and left London overnight.

However, this trip lasted for four years.

Later, she lived a happy life, but when she thinks back to today, she often regrets it.

She fled to China because of her failure to confess her confession. She hid at six o'clock and spent six years in longing and depression.

Later, when she became addicted to drugs, when she returned to my London again, she had no time to care about whether the people here were familiar. She could be sure that she loved someone very, very much, and that was McCoff. Love gradually became humble and unequal, and she, who had nothing to do all day long, thought about going back to school, but what McCoff said, I vaguely remembered that he said: "School is a place where a group of goldfish breeds a group of more stupid goldfish. "

And Alice couldn't accept it at the time.

He hugged her, kissed her face lightly and said, "Don't leave again, Alice."

With a long sigh.

"Not anymore."

But... life and reality... let him go, and the wait... became harder than usual.

Maybe when a person gets something, she always wants more and more.

Alice pushed her suitcase to the door of a coffee shop.

"I'm coming to the old place, do you have time for a drink?" - I'm not a little girl chasing rabbits

A few minutes later, the other party replied and said he would be there soon.

"Hello!" Alice was wearing a pink dress, holding a suitcase handle in one hand, and greeted the tall man in a T-shirt with the other.

"long time no see."

"Yes."

"Uh...how have you been lately?" The man was a little embarrassed, and lifted his glasses frame.

Alice single-handedly said, "Can you do me a favor?"

The man smiled back and asked, "Why are you so sure that I will help?"

"You are Moriarty, you help me, I tell you what you want to know."

"how do you know?"

"Professor Ai Qing... once met you once, and he often talked about you. He said that you are a very remarkable person."

"Oh?" The man opposite took a sip of the coffee at hand, and his demeanor suddenly became casual... No, it became weird.

"What did he say?"

"You are a very dangerous man."

"Then you want me to help?"

"Because only you can help me."

"make a deal."

"what do you want?"

"Since you know him, you should know a diary in his hand."

Alice was stunned for a while: "You know that I know Professor Ai Qing, and that I have his diary in my hand!?"

"You've investigated me too, haven't you?" The old man took a sip of his coffee, his whole body smelled like I was very casual.

"it is good."

It was easy for her to ask Moriarty to help, to miss McCoff's people and keep him from knowing where she was.

"So you're going to get out of here."

"Yes."

"I never thought that the iceberg beauty would fall in love with my sister~"

"Is it funny?" Looking at the other party's exaggerated smile, Alice was obviously displeased.

Moriarty shrugged, "Sorry."

……

"Very funny." He showed a strange look.

Alice is not used to Moriarty with this personality. Now that she has achieved her goal, she wants to leave this suffocating place immediately. She needs to grow up, stand by his side, and let him understand... ...he loves her.

The originally clear sunshine was gradually blocked by a few clouds. A man held an umbrella and whispered in his ear, "It's going to rain again."

The last time I left London, it was still winter, not long after Christmas, and there were only a few passers-by on the street.Now, watching passers-by come and go, they can only feel that time has changed.

An old man stood at the door of the lottery shop, looking at the sky and her from time to time, and Alice noticed that he looked familiar.

"Excuse me, do I know you?"

"No, I don't know you."

Alice smiled awkwardly, and asked again: "You seem to be here every day."

The old man was a little surprised: "How do you know?"

"You look very familiar here. The people in the store and the nearby stores all seem to know you. The most important point is that I can see you every time I pass by. You are here at this point, is it waiting for you?" Is there a lottery?"

"Yes. I'm here every week."

Alice kindly suggested: "To be honest, I think this is very unreliable."

"After all, the odds of winning the lottery can be one in a billion."

But the old man waved his hands indifferently, with a kind face on his face: "Even if it's a one-billionth hope, it's still hope."

Alice smiled and didn't say anything else. She stood aside and waited for the taxi.

"Won't this hope disappoint you time and time again?"

Alice said a little bluntly and almost mockingly: "Don't you feel tired?"

"Tired, but I don't feel tired when I think of her."

"Who?"

The old man laughed a few times and said, "My first love back then."

"A lot of things happened in the past. I was young at that time and didn't understand it. Later, it was divided."

"It's been so many years, I still can't forget her, I bought a lottery ticket on her birthday, and I will go to her when I win the lottery."

"At least... I have something to look forward to for the rest of my days."

Alice listened to the old man talking, so she was not in a hurry to drive the car. She sat on a stool beside the old man and waited for the "lottery draw" with the old man.

But the lottery ticket still didn't win in the end. Alice bid farewell to the old man. She thought that maybe one day he would win, maybe he would never win in her life, but at least she understood that the moment one looks forward to is happiness.

She suddenly wanted to make a call to McCoff, so she immediately picked up the phone. In the cold wind, there was a beeping sound from the phone.

The number you dialed is out of service area.