[Comprehensive] They forced me to die

The author has something to say: I was born wrong, and then I made mistakes again and again, and I was still wrong. Maybe giving up will make my life easier, but I am no longer me.

— Alice

Alice sat on the bed blankly, staring at the white ceiling, then suddenly got up again, and ran to the window, under which a few scattered cars could be vaguely seen, parked beside a row of trees, a few casually dressed people Laughing and chatting at the corner, an escort pushed the patient out to relax, and she glanced at the exit from the corner of her eye.

Gradually, he appeared in Alice's line of sight, watching Mycroft step onto the black car with steady and firm steps...until his figure disappeared.

She was still standing in front of the window, who could tell her why she felt faintly lost, and a trace of sadness slipped across her heart.

In fact, this fainting.Alice was in a coma for two days in the hospital, but her consciousness was clear, but she couldn't move or speak.

But she knew that her mind was active, and Alice wanted to get rid of this confinement from time to time, but she was powerless. Sometimes she suddenly became tired and fell into a deeper sleep, and then she didn't know anything.

At the same time, she also deeply understood that, except for the first time after McCoff sent her to the hospital, he never appeared again.

Maybe he didn't care about her as much as she thought.

Although the conversation just now was short, it was indeed what she longed for after being in a coma for the past two days.

The feeling was so strange that she couldn't describe it in words.

However, the memory of the previous life faded with time, and slowly, he found that there was only one person left.

She was terrified, maybe one day she would forget all about her past life, and at that time... maybe she would no longer be her.

At the same time, she also understands that McCoff is not just an older brother, but also a government official.

He represents the British Empire, but he is extremely tolerant of his psychotic sister.

In fact, he's already doing pretty well.

Sometimes she doesn't say anything, it doesn't mean she doesn't know anything, she is not stupid, on the contrary she is very smart, she is not the crazy Miss Sherlock Holmes who has lived in a mental hospital for ten years and doesn't understand anything but only loses her temper.

She is locked in a gorgeous castle but yearns for the outside world, and she keeps learning about the outside world.

And knowing that McCoff is actually too busy to pay attention to his meddling sister, but he asks for it again and again.

Like a child, play hard to attract the attention of parents.

Knowing that even if McCoff didn't come to the hospital, he could know her condition at any time, but he couldn't help but blame her.

Look, after she woke up, he came too.

It's just that the first thing she saw when she opened her eyes was her escort, and she felt a little indescribable. The escort was to accompany her for money, so what about McCoff?

Family?

The person who relied on family affection to accompany him was no longer in front of his eyes at this time?

Alice's thoughts became more and more, like a fireball, rolling bigger and bigger, burning her restlessly, with a wave of her hand, the cup on the table fell to the ground and shattered.

She was trouble, she realized.

Not only that, she is also a liar, using other people's bodies to obtain what should be other people's happiness.

Unexpectedly disgusting.

Alice looked at the white wall again and remained silent.

Her long hair was draped over her shoulders, a little messy, and her eyes were not as light gray as Mycroft's. On the contrary, her pupils were very dark, like a country night.

Although she didn't understand why this body felt so different from her brother's, she didn't think about asking McCaw, because a voice told her "no", and she complied involuntarily.

instinct?

It's as if she didn't understand that she was called Alice Holmes, but she wanted to change it to Alice Colvis.

There is no reason, it is the truth.

Instinctively admitted.

This body holds a great secret, and fear and ignorance of the world hold her back, unable to muster up the courage to find the so-called exit.

But she knew that one day, the truth would come out.

Paper can never contain fire.