Gu Feidi restrained his crying, gritted his teeth and dared not make a sound, but the sobs stuck in his throat made Su Yang very distressed, and his eyes wet unconsciously.

He hugged Gu Feidi back, stretched out his hand to gently stroke the other's hair, hesitated for a long time, and whispered: "...I'm sorry."

Gu Feidi tightened his hand on Su Yang's shoulder, and wrapped his clothes into a ball, still buried his head in Su Yang's neck, without answering.

Su Yan was silent for a moment, then slowly said, "Actually... I didn't expect this to happen."

Because of time travel, he subconsciously is still alienated from this world.He is mentally prepared for the death outcome of the devil's son, although it is completely different from the current situation, although he still doesn't know whether he can return to reality once he dies here, and he can't feel the slightest desire for death from the bottom of his heart. fear.

Instead of fear, he felt a kind of sadness as if he could see through his fate.

There is also anxiety and panic. When he thinks that he may not be able to continue to be with Gu Feidi because of returning to reality in the future, he will naturally be at a loss, painful and anxious... Sometimes, he will think, no matter what happens after he leaves this world. Whether or not he can wake up in reality is actually a farewell to Gu Feidi.

This is really cruel.

However, things have become like this, and he doesn't know how to change.

He didn't even know how to comfort Gu Feidi, he could only wrap his hands around Gu Feidi's body, patted his back lightly, and remained silent.

Fortunately, Gu Feidi quickly calmed down.

He turned over and lay aside, raised his arms to cover his eyes, and asked, "I guessed right, didn't I?"

Pausing for a moment, seeing that Su Yan didn't answer, he asked again: "So, because you have a cold pool of ice in your body, if you practice half-withered red again, you will..."

He took a few deep breaths, but still couldn't say the last word.

Su Yan turned over, lay down facing Gu Feidi, stretched out his hand and gently pulled his arm covering his eyes into his hand, interlocking his fingers.

He looked at Gu Feidi's still red eyes, and said softly: "I don't know what will happen, so I didn't tell you before. No matter what the result is, life will always pass... We can't let it go Time stops."

After a long time, Gu Feidi closed his eyes, sighed, and said in a hoarse voice, "It might be better if I...have never met you."

Su Yan was stunned by this sentence, his nose was sore, and tears were about to fall.

He didn't expect to hear Gu Feidi's words, and he was so wronged that his heart ached, and he couldn't help asking, "Do you regret it?"

Sure enough... It's obvious that they are old enemies, but they want to be together by force, is there no good result?

Gu Feidi finally turned around and looked at Su Yan.

He opened his mouth, hesitated for a long time, and said: "If I had never met you, I might have died in Yujian Lake. But at least..."

He choked up a bit, and continued: "...At least it won't drag you down to where you are now."

Sure enough, he was blaming himself.

Su Yan sighed, reaching out to hold Gu Feidi's cheek.

Gu Feidi said: "Whether it's the ice soul in the cold pool, or the half-withered red... If it wasn't for me, you wouldn't touch them at all."

"But you didn't mean to."

Su Yan bent the corner of his mouth, showing a comforting smile, and said, "Yujiantan, you didn't jump in on purpose, and you didn't hit the blood gu on purpose... If you have to say this, the person who gave you the blood gu Or the spies of Eruo Ghost Tent planted in the Devil's Cult. Whether it's Erluo Ghost Tent or those male favorites of the Devil's Cult, they are actually more closely related to me."

He pursed his lips, and said again: "Maybe, this is the retribution I should suffer as the holy son of the Demon Sect."

"But you can't choose your own origin." Gu Feidi disagreed, "It wasn't you who kidnapped those youngsters to the Devil's Cult before, at least, not your soul. What's wrong with you, you must endure this?"

Su Yang thought in his heart: Maybe it's the fault of going off the plot?If the plot doesn't go astray, maybe neither Hantan Ice Soul nor Half Withered Red will have anything to do with him.

But he couldn't say that, he could only say vaguely: "Maybe the fault lies in wanting to change fate..."

Gu Feidi seemed to understand a sentence that had no foreshadowing.

He trembled, lowered his eyes, and said, "That should be repaid to me. Even if you and I are supposed to be enemies, it is because I first moved my thoughts that I shouldn't have, and dragged you to sink with me."

Su Yan laughed and said, "One slap can't be slapped."

Gu Feidi didn't speak.

Su Yan leaned forward, kissed him lightly on the lips, and said, "It's already like this, we're wasting time arguing over whose fault it is, it's better to live the rest of the day happily. Well, The blood gu has been completely eliminated, and next... what I want to do, I can do."

Gu Feidi didn't understand what Su Yan was referring to at first.

His eyes fell on Su Yan's face, and he saw a thin layer of red floating on Su Yan's face, his eyelashes trembled, the tip of his tongue licked the corners of his lips, and his breathing gradually accelerated...Suddenly he felt blessed and understood what Su Yan meant.

"You..." Gu Feidi couldn't believe it, but he hesitated, "...you want to be with me..."

Su Yan bit his lip and smiled at Gu Feidi.

His fingertips landed on the collar of Gu Feidi's shirt, gently rubbing along the delicate piping.

He was actually apprehensive.After all, he had never paid attention to how the two men would do that kind of thing before. He had only heard about the general idea on the all-encompassing Internet, but never understood how to deal with the details.

But based on Gu Feidi's reaction when the two were intimate before, he guessed that the other party should want it... Therefore, he was also willing to fulfill Gu Feidi's wish before leaving.

Su Yan's eyes were slightly closed, the tip of his nose touched Gu Feidi's, and he placed a light kiss on his lips.

Gu Feidi raised his hand to pinch Su Yan's chin, and kissed him back.

The temperature between the two quickly rose, breathing intersected, eyes intertwined, and body temperature blended...

However, just when Gu Feidi's hand barely touched Su Yan's belt, there was a sudden sound of footsteps outside the door.

The two exchanged a helpless look, and separated a little from each other to calm their minds.

Luo Yu knocked on the door, with worry in his voice: "Has Su Yan woke up? If he hasn't woken up yet, I'm afraid we will need to give him an injection today to wake him up forcibly."

Su Yan took a deep breath, coughed lightly, and said, "...wake up."

Luo Yu's tone obviously relaxed: "It's good when you wake up. Today I changed the prescription, and I need to take it on an empty stomach before meals. Get up earlier, take the medicine and eat something. It's not time, don't be hungry."

Su Yan: "...here we go."

Luo Yu left quickly.Su Yan and Gu Fei looked at each other hostilely, they were both a little embarrassed, and they didn't want to continue what they just did, so they got up and took a shower together.

Luo Yu quickly came with the decoction and medicine, watched Su Yan drink the medicine, and then checked his pulse, and said: "Although the blood gu in your body has been removed, your meridians have been damaged because of it. You can't see the wind and cold, and you can't be too tired..."

As he said that, his gaze stayed on Su Yan's neck for a moment, then he gave Gu Feidi a pointed look, and emphasized: "...you should be more restrained, so as not to hurt your vitality."

Gu Feidi: ...

Su Yang: ...

Luo Yu repeated a few words before leaving the hot spring.

Then the disciples brought lunch, Su Yan and Gu Feidi had dinner together, and sat on the couch playing backgammon to pass the time - Su Yan didn't know how to play Go, Gu Feidi taught him several times but didn't understand it, so he simply gave up learning .

After it was very obvious that Gu Feidi put two plates of water, Su Yan threw away the chess pieces in boredom, and said in a muffled voice, "I don't want to play anymore, it's not interesting."

Gu Feidi put away the chess pieces and asked, "What do you want to play? How about dancing?"

Su Yan shook his head: "I'm very tired, I don't want to move..."

Gu Feidi paused with his fingers, and after a moment of silence, he said, "Go to sleep when you're tired."

"I don't want to sleep either." Su Yan crossed his legs on the couch and looked at Gu Feidi with his chin resting on his back. "I've been sleeping for a long time recently, and I'm not sleepy now. I want to stay with you..."

Gu Feidi stared at Su Yan for a while, then stretched out his hand to move the chess table aside, sat beside Gu Feidi, and pulled Su Yan into his arms.

"Okay, I'll stay with you." He said softly.

Su Yan asked with a smile, "Do you want to stay like this?"

"Huh?" Gu Feidi was puzzled, "Is there anything you want to do?"

Su Yan blinked his eyes, showed a smirk, and said, "What you didn't finish just now... don't you want to continue?"

Gu Feidi hesitated for a moment: "Well, let's talk about that, okay?"

Su Yang: "Why? Weren't you very happy just now?"

Gu Feidi reached out and touched Su Yan's forehead, and said, "Just now, I was the one who was abrupt. You are still weak, so don't hurt your vitality."

Su Yang pursed his lips in dissatisfaction.

Gu Feidi laughed, "You..."

After pondering for a moment, he said, "Why don't you sit here and let me draw a portrait for you?"

Su Yan was surprised: "Can you still draw?"

Gu Feidi nodded: "My mother taught me some furs before, but I haven't started drawing for a long time, and the materials here are not complete...I can't do it with coloring, maybe I can try line drawing."

Su Yan raised his eyebrows, thinking of a plot in a certain classic movie, and asked with a smile: "Oh, then do you want to draw the one with clothes on or without clothes?"

Gu Feidi was taken aback by this bold question, but Su Yan himself burst out laughing.

Only then did Gu Feidi realize what Su Yan was asking, and he opened his mouth, but in the end there was nothing he could do: "Senior brother——"

"I'm kidding you." Su Yan laughed, "If you were asked to draw a picture without clothes on, maybe you would do something bad with that picture..."

Gu Feidi: ...

Su Yan laughed a few more times, hugged a few cushions from the couch and placed them on the armrests, found a comfortable position to lean on, and raised his chin at Gu Feidi: "Okay, let's draw."

Gu Feidi walked around to the desk next to him, spread out the paper, and grinded the ink.When he looked up again, he found that Su Yan was leaning on the cushion and fell asleep unknowingly.

The tip of the pen hanging on the paper trembled slightly.

Gu Feidi raised his head slightly, waited for the moisture in his eyes to recede, then got up, carried Su Yan from the couch to the bed, helped him remove his coat, and wrapped him in the quilt.

Back at the desk, Gu Feidi stared at the white paper, stood there for a long time, and finally wrote slowly, outlining a pair of smiling eyes on the paper that seemed to take one's mind away.

... Immediately afterwards, there was a pair of handsome and handsome eyebrows that slanted into the temples.Then, there is the delicate tip of the nose.Further down, it is the lips that he has carefully traced with his fingers and the tip of his tongue for countless nights...

... Su Yan's cheeks, he can just hold them completely with the palm of his hand; Su Yan's jaw is much softer than it looks when pinched; Su Yan's hair, although not long, is extremely smooth, and it feels extremely beautiful to the touch... …

...to his neck, to his shoulders, and to his well-defined but slender hands...

...to his waist, to his legs, and then to his pair of delicate and jade-white feet with ten toes...

Finally, the last stroke is finished.

Gu Feidi stared at the figure that appeared vividly on the paper for a long time, then took a step back, sat down in the chair, closed his eyes and sighed.

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