Smoke like Ting ABO

The location Guo Kai chose to film is in this city, but it is still far away from the place where Qu Ruping lives. One is in the east of the city and the other is in the west of the city.The west of the city is the old city. There are many old-style residential buildings. The residents living there are mixed, and there are all kinds of passers-by. There are a large number of unit buildings for rent.The location was selected in seconds, and there happened to be a university in the suburbs of the old city, which happened to be suitable for filming some college scenes.

At four in the morning, Qu Ruping drove Lu Yanting to the west of the city. There were few cars in the early morning, and it took about an hour and a half. If there was a traffic jam, it would take two hours.

Qu Ruping likes to listen to western classical pure music, and most of the car music is of this type.Lu Yanting originally mentioned to him that he didn't need to get up so early to see him off, but Qu Ruping said: "I recently took a short vacation for myself, and it's fine. Besides, being your driver is a very pleasant leisure activity. "

Ahead is the still sleeping sky.It was very late in the deep winter, and the car lights swept past in the dark. Even in a big city, there were not many vehicles on the clean and vast roads at this time.In addition, the road they took was quite partial. There were forests on both sides of the road. In the distance, you could see the seaside. The blue waves gently opened their arms towards the soil, and the sea and the sky formed a line, emitting waves of light.

Lu Yanting held the script in his hand, and while wearing a blanket, he chatted with Qu Ruping one after another: "I may have to read the big night tonight, you really don't need to pick me up."

"okay."

Promise so readily?Lu Yanting looked over and said, "My assistant has an opinion when you're like this."

Qu Ruping smiled: "I know."

"Don't wait for me, sleep with you." Lu Yanting turned the page, "I'm not a child anymore, I can't ask someone to sleep with me all the time."

He heard Qu Ruping's low laughter, mixed with the heat blowing into his ears, tickling.

After a while, he put the script on his knees and closed his eyes.

"What scene are you filming today?"

Lu Yanting hummed twice.

Qu Ruping asked him: "Sleepy?"

"No," Lu Yanting replied, "Looking at things all the time makes me a little motion sick."

"I'll drive slower." Qu Ruping slowed down the car.

"You have been driving very steadily, I am delicate."

"You're not squeamish." In order to divert his attention, Qu Ruping said casually, "Let's chat for a while."

"Okay," Lu Yanting thought for a while, "Talk about my little belly."

Interesting opening remarks, Qu Ruping raised his eyebrows.

He seems to cherish his voice very much, for this reason, he lowered the music volume a lot: "Speak and listen."

"I found that I like to be jealous of others." Lu Yanting curled up her legs and nestled in the seat, looking much shorter than Qu Ruping, "Have you ever heard of the name Xu Zhiang?"

"Yes, he is a star."

"Well, he's an omega too. I've known him for a long time. My career was not going well for a while, and I read my negative comments on Weibo every day, and then there were a lot of news about him, and I kept seeing him. You know Generally, a celebrity, he always has people who like him and people who don’t like him. But Xu Zhiang is not like this, I found his comments are basically all good, really, there is only one, I only see I made a bad comment about him. And the tone is sour, it looks like I'm jealous of him."

Qu Ruping's words are always accurate, and when he speaks seriously, he always has the feeling of a newscaster: "Why do you want to read his news?"

"I don't know, maybe I want to watch someone scold him. My mentality is very distorted, and I'm still too jealous of him. Not only do I keep posting about him, but I also post about those who scold me. Usually when I see him scolding me once, I I will remember this person’s ID, and then browse his Weibo every day when I have nothing to do. Generally, this kind of person will not just scold me once. Every time I see him say that I am not good, I will feel very sad. But this It's like being addicted, the more uncomfortable I am, the more I want to see how he scolds me." Lu Yanting laughed to himself, "I just keep watching, and I'm still watching Xu Zhiang's video over there. The news, the comparison between the two sides is really

In dire straits.I remember seeing someone say, 'Who in this world doesn't like Xu Zhiang', this sentence really makes me sour, it seems that everyone really likes him, but I don't think anyone loves me. "

"It's normal," Qu Ruping said with a slight smile, "You care too much, the more irritating you are, the more reluctant you are to let it go, and even take the initiative to search for the sad information and let it follow you everywhere It is actually a negative instinct of human beings to follow you all the time.”

"I can't help it, and I know that I'm just looking for something to suffer. It happened that I didn't have a job at that time, and I just had nothing to do every day, so I just watched it on my phone. I basically knew all the news that Xu Zhiang's fans knew. Became his fan." Lu Yanting rubbed his temples, "Later, I felt uncomfortable when I heard his name, and when I saw his surroundings, I felt like a heart attack, but I still paid more and more attention to his existence. To those people who slandered me—Actually, I was completely transparent at that time, and there were not many people who slandered me, but I still valued them too much. While watching them suddenly scold me every two days, I looked at Xu Zhiang’s side Everyone seems to like him, so he tortures himself every day."

"In fact, he should be really good, I really don't want to admit it."

Lu Yanting adjusted her sitting posture and rubbed her numb legs.

"He didn't deprive me of the light that should belong to me. On the contrary, the talents and luck I thought I possessed were fully reflected in another person. His kind of life is completely mine. I have thought about it countless times, and it will belong to my life in the future." Lu Yanting broke her fingers, struggling and said impatiently, "How could I not be jealous of him? The better he is and the better he lives, the more I envy him. While I was jealous of him, I hated myself for being like this: despicable, small-minded, and small-minded."

Qu Ruping rolled down the car window a little, and a large expanse of sea emerged from the left field of vision. The sea breeze was refreshing, with a damp and salty taste.Qu Ruping sighed with a smile and said: "Our Yan Ting basically doesn't say that we order well."

"You take him too seriously, and you think nothing of yourself." Qu Ruping's voice was smoothed by the wind and softened, "Have you seen that movie? There is a line in it, 'I thought there was a kind of person He will never be jealous of others, because he is too proud', so the root cause of these is that you are not confident enough."

Lu Yanting leaned his head against the car window, and pointed his finger at the fog on the window: "Confidence is too difficult, this is going to be my lifelong goal."

"Jealousy is normal. You don't have to keep thinking about resisting these emotions. It's hard for people to get out of their own circle. Everyone understands the reason, but it's not easy to let go." Qu Ruping said, "After a long time, you will When you feel tired, cycle a few more times, hundreds of times, and let go naturally."

"Yeah, I'm much better now than I was then, and seeing his news is not as uncomfortable as it used to be." Lu Yanting also rolled down the car window, squinting his eyes in the cold wind, "It's not that strong anymore. If you are obsessed, you will still care about other people’s comments, but you are willing to let yourself go, and it’s no fun to watch it all the time.”

"Don't open it so wide." Qu Ruping told him, rolling up the window.

Lu Yanting was sobered up by the cold wind. His ears were filled with the sound of the wind, and his consciousness was knocked into fragments. He only remembered one sentence in a blur: "I've never been embarrassed to tell others that I want What, too much, I'm so greedy."

"You have to believe that you're not the only one who thinks so. It's not something to be ashamed of." Qu Ruping paused for a moment before continuing, "If you work hard in society, as long as you work hard, you will have a house and a car sooner or later. Anything will come Yes, it's just a matter of time."

Lu Yanting smiled sweetly: "Sure enough, our teacher Qu's chicken soup tastes better than others."

He has dimples and pear dimples at the same time. There is obviously no flesh on his body, but there is some baby fat on his face, so whenever he smiles, he always gives people a sense of purity with just the right amount of sweetness.

Qu Ruping smiled and said, "Sleep for a while, I'll call you when we arrive."

This time, Lu Yanting slept for a long time.

He dreamed that he saw a huge giant in the blue sea

The whale, the dark blue body of the whale slowly fell into the bottom of the sea in ethereal silence, and white bubbles kept kissing his face. He stretched out his hand, but only touched the tail of the whale.

Tail……

"Hello?"

Lu Yanting suddenly came back to his senses, his palm was hot, and he was holding someone else's hand there.

"Hello," he calmed down and smiled at You Jingyang, "I'm sorry."

"It's okay, it's too early." You Jingyang smiled and found him a step, and pointed to him a seat, "Sit."

The two sat down facing each other. Lu Yanting took off the outermost coat and handed it to Xiao Zhao who was beside him. Xiao Zhao shook his head repeatedly at him: "Brother Lu, it's cold."

"I'm a little hot and I'm sweating." Lu Yanting explained a few words, then turned her head to look at the script, "Should we...should we play against each other first?"

"Of course." You Jingyang was wearing a silver-blue down jacket. He had a narrow face, and he looked thin even in a bread jacket.Guo Kai communicated with the cameramen and lighting engineers on the set not far away. He always looked particularly sloppy when he was working, and he had a very fierce look in his sloppy appearance. He spoke very loudly, and everything he said seemed to be arguing.Lu Yanting felt very insecure just hearing his voice, she shrank her neck and said to You Jingyang, "Then shall we come to the second paragraph?"

This crew is clearly incomparable with the previous ones.

Everyone has a serious look on their faces, and there is always a nervous smell in the air.They are now in a university in the suburbs. The students in the school are basically on winter vacation. At this time, it is just dawn, and they are the only ones on the playground.There is a small warehouse for equipment behind the rostrum, and the props team is setting up on the spot. Lu Yanting and You Jingyang are sitting in the small corridor outside.

You Jingyang's words were reluctantly correct, he seemed to be following Lu Yanting's meaning, but he was still tucking in his own meaning.Lu Yanting was a little embarrassed. He knew that You Jingyang was a professional acting student, and he disagreed with someone like him who had a wild background and only received short-term acting training on many issues.After correcting a few words, Lu Yanting simply asked: "How do you want to match?"

You Jingyang stood up and looked around: "Let's do it again."

"Here?" Lu Yanting slightly widened her eyes.

"Yeah." You Jingyang replied calmly, the noisy voices around and the flowing staff didn't seem to make him feel embarrassed at all.

But Lu Yanting did.

He didn't know why Guo Kai would arrange the scene in this way: let them do the kissing scene as soon as they came up.

The most terrible thing is that this is the first kiss scene in his life.

In this regard, he has a great psychological barrier to overcome.

He really wanted to be an excellent actor, but he still didn't want to tell Qu Ruping what scene he was going to shoot today.Every minute, every second, he was suffering from guilt and betrayal, which made him worry about whether he could let go and act.Not to mention that he will be filming this kissing scene in front of so many people later, even if You Jingyang pulls him to practice it again, he will feel extremely ashamed.

It's terrible to start with this, Lu Yanting.

In his heart, he said to himself.