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Chapter 105: Afterword
In fact, at the end, everyone will find that they are the ones who questioned them in the book.
Of course, there is also my fault. After all, it is me who guides everyone to do this step by step.
After thinking about it, I still wrote this postscript. The reason why I thought about not writing it is that I hope everyone will not take this postscript as a standard answer.Everyone has their own understanding of the book, and everyone's understanding is much better than mine.
So the following is just my personal understanding of this book, you can use it as a reference, but don’t take it too seriously:
This book consists of two parts, one is Lu Yanting's career line, and the other is his love line with Qu Ruping.
Let's talk about love first.
The inspiration came from a party. I overheard a gossip. Two classmates, childhood sweethearts, had been together for many years and then broke up. Now the girl is dating another boy.That's fine, and I'm surprised by the skepticism in their words when discussing this matter.
According to what they said, this girl had been entangled with the previous boy for many years, and they were on and off during the period. This time, she just found another person to stimulate him, and they will still be together in the end.
I don't have a deep impression of those two classmates, I only know that they did talk about a vigorous love affair.
Later, I discussed this matter with others, only to find that there are many such examples in my life.
Embracing the future is always much harder for such people.
In order to exaggerate this point, I put the background of the story in the entertainment industry. The stories of the two people have been elongated horizontally and vertically. The fermentation of public opinion is the most important factor.
So from the very beginning, I planned to write this way. After Qu Ruping and Lu Yanting announced their marriage news, they endured huge pressure from the outside world.Some people don't understand and think I'm always writing about my ex.In fact, when I first conceived the story, I had already separated the stage of dating from the stage of marriage. During the period of dating, I did not announce the relationship. First, their love was complicated and needed an independent space; It is still a story of two people falling in love, and the ex's sense of existence must be allocated.In fact, this is a love story under suspicion. Everyone will find out at the end that Qu Ruping and Shi Jianhong have not reunited since the beginning of the story and the end of the story. People who read this book are suspicious of them. people are also suspicious of them.The three people in the story have had a hard time (adults should be able to understand PR and marketing, so let’s put aside these two premises here).
I am ashamed of Lao Qu, he is the one who has been blamed the most.From the writing of the book to the present, there are basically people talking about him under every chapter.In shaping this character, I left a lot of blank space, and there are good and bad ways to write this way.At first, he was just like the title of the book, invisible, incomprehensible, dangerous and charming.There is basically no description of his psychology in the book, so everyone does not know what he is thinking, and can only speculate on his thoughts from Lu Yanting's perspective.
Let’s just talk about the two most famous places. One is that there is a chapter where he sent Lu Yanting home. After Lu Yanting left, the description of him in the car made everyone very uneasy, and it was also a stalk in the article: " WeChat".In fact, after connecting the context, everyone should look back and feel differently.I have never been in love, but as a bystander, I also feel: when you have a well-known past relationship, and at this time there is a person who makes you tempted again, he gives you new hope, let you in When I was afraid, I would suddenly feel emotional, the past, let it pass.
This process is destined not to be too easy, but it seems to be an instant thing.
This is also the only scene of Lao Qu smoking in this chapter. Regarding smoking, I will write about when he usually smokes in later chapters.
The second place is the scene where he hugged Yan Ting and his smile faded away.
I have already given you a lot of information when writing, such as his tightening of his arms, such as the title of that chapter.I have been hinting at everyone, his real thoughts.
I think Lao Qu is very difficult to do, and most of the time I feel that what he does is wrong.The interesting thing about the love between him and Nuowuo lies in the polarization of their personalities. This is an adult and a child in love, a collision between rationality and sensibility, and a collision between maturity and childishness.His breadth of experience and thinking
The speed determines that he thinks much more than Nuo Nuo, so he is destined to bear more things.At the same time, he is tolerant. He sees the fragility behind Nuonuo's bravery, and understands his own flaws and the opponent's shortcomings.I think the most charming thing about him is tolerance, he is like a mature person who can predict the future, his love is tolerance.He is different from Nuo Nuo. Nuo Nuo pursues a relatively ideal love, and because he has experienced such a vigorous past, he is more tolerant of love. He allows love to be incomplete, even incomplete. A bit dirty.The result is of course very gratifying, and the love he got in the end is much better than he imagined.
Lao Qu is calm, he is not hypocritical, for the future, in fact, mature people estimate more, once something is thought about carefully, most of the edges and corners it shows are sharp.In fact, he has been stabbed all the time. The process of his falling in love is painful, and sometimes he will find fault for himself.You may have also had the experience of being in contact with people who are five or six years younger than you. In most cases, you will actually find that you cannot chat together.He or she can't digest your meaning very well, but you can understand what they said, and you can even imagine how they felt when they said these words, because you have been through that stage.If you want to fall in love, or make friends more deeply, you have to bear a lot of things.They will be more emotional than you, will misunderstand your good intentions, and sometimes feel that you have ulterior motives, and you often have ulterior motives.They can blame you, but you can't blame them, because they are more mature and experienced, you can understand that they don't understand you, and you have no one to blame, because you can understand anyone from any angle , In the end, you need to digest all the emotions by yourself, and at the same time you have to take into account other people's emotions.If you love them, it may be difficult for them to appreciate your kindness because of their different realms, and you will be more tired instead (Xiao Nuo's treatment in the article should be idealized).
That's why I later understood why many people felt uneasy in the conversation after Lao Qu kissed Nuo Nuo for the first time.At first I didn’t realize this, and before I published those chapters, I showed it to my classmates. My classmate said, “Isn’t this old song playing hard to get, trying to get it?” I told her at the time, no, You don't understand my old songs at all.However, after reading the comments after posting, I found that I was slapped in the face. More than 90.00% of the people who commented thought exactly the same as my classmates.
The more I got to the back, the more difficult I found his situation. You must know that I never intended to write him as a person who played with other people's feelings.What's very interesting is that I think everyone's guesses are completely in line with my original story frame: People who read the book are so suspicious of him, let alone the people in the world in the book?At the end of the writing, everyone always asked me to write more perspectives of old songs and his psychological journey. I felt that if I wrote it, he would be meaningless as a person.A mature and introverted person like him who is misunderstood by others is not suitable for Nuo Nuo's straightforward and analytical writing style.
The writing methods I tried to use on him in this article include language descriptions. He has said a lot of things like this. In fact, he is also a very reasonable person, but he restrains himself most of the time, and he does not use preaching. To influence Nuowuo, I think this is very valuable.Then there are many corresponding details before and after, such as hooded stalks, hand rubbing stalks, and other people's evaluation of him, etc.There are also action descriptions. When it comes to this, I have to mention his early smile.At that time, there was a comment that I found very funny. A reader said that he was always "smiling blindly", which made her panic.This is actually like a gentleman's mask, a kind of self-protection and gentleness.In fact, every time he smiles, I can explain the meaning to him. I can’t say enough here, so I will briefly summarize it. I think he is more like a person who is afraid of water when he walks by the water in the early stage. , but he is an elegant person in his bones. This is a kind of courage and a positive self-suggestion.From a pessimistic point of view, it is also his thin sense of security.As a mature person in a relationship, there are limits to how vulnerable he can be, although he certainly can't grasp anything solid.
There have always been a lot of people who are dissatisfied with him in the comments, saying that he is scumbag, I think I still don't understand him.Put yourself in the shoes of others, in fact, everything he really does will be talked about.In the matter of Nuo Nuo, if he expresses his love, he will say that he is hypocritical, insincere, and serious, and if he does not express it, he will be more scumbag.To his ex, if he shows his attitude, he will say that he is not straightforward enough and hypocritical, and if he does not show his attitude, he will
Said he had ghosts in his heart.I feel that what he has done so far is still rationalized. If the expression is more intense, such as the chapter of his interview, it will actually give people a fake feeling.When you fall in love with such a person, you actually fall in love with his way of expression.
Embracing the future is really too difficult. Whenever I see similar comments, I will deeply think that he has not done anything wrong from the beginning to the end, that is, he has a long-term relationship.
I still have a lot to say about him, but the space is limited, and I don’t want to say too thoroughly, everyone just keeps their own understanding.
Let's talk about Xiao Nuo.
I have seen too many people say that Xiao Nuo is humble, and I really can't agree with this.
Although nine of the ten sensitive ones have low self-esteem, I think Xiao Nuo's self-confidence has actually been raised in the middle and late stages.
Some people have also said before that they prefer his bravery in the early stage, but his fragility and vacillation later made them disappointed in Xiao Nuo.
How should I put it, it's probably because the bravery in the front is too idealistic, so everyone can't accept the more real him.
Bravery and inferiority are not contradictory, on the contrary, inferiority makes his bravery more valuable.When he fell in love with Qu Ruping, he was still a little bit like a newborn calf who was not afraid of tigers. He was still not clear enough about the future and the direction of his relationship with Lao Qu.At that time, he only had vigorous love. At the beginning, he was indeed considerate and trusting enough to the other party (it was still the same in the later period, but he did not trust himself enough). Will be shaken.If all the way is safe, Xiao Nuo will always trust each other, believe in herself, be confident and brave, isn't it too fake?How can there be no quarrel between lovers?I still think that such a stable plot is not sincere enough, and it is too idealized.
Any kind of person is qualified to be the protagonist. Xiao Nuo is imperfect, sensitive, and has some low self-esteem. He is brave in love most of the time, but occasionally shrinks back. I think he is completely worthy of being the protagonist.Although this book has cool elements: for example, he won the best actor in the end, became popular because of an accident, etc., but in the end it is not a cool article. I think the starting point of some comments is a bit high.
Just imagine, if I write about a superb ex with questionable character, and Shi Jianhong is completely reduced to a background board, will there be fewer people who question Nuo Nuo?It's just that, it's hard for me to convince myself why Qu Ruping has been entangled with such a person for more than twenty years?What is there in the other party that deserves his nostalgia?Does he have his own problems to get entangled with such a person?
There are too many people who break up because of inappropriateness in life, and inappropriateness is the most common reason.
There is no conflict between Shi Jianhong's excellence and Nuowuo's excellence. In the article, Nuowuo once asked Wang Pangpang: "Do I have to compare with him?"
Of course, everyone can also understand that, under the background of Shi Jianhong, Nuo Nuo is farther away from the "success" of the secular standard.It's just that he is still young, and his progress is far superior to that of Shi Jianhong.At that age, Shi Jianhong has actually reached the ceiling of his career. Everyone can take a long-term view. The future Lu Yanting will not be worse than Shi Jianhong.It is also unfair for you to compare employees who have just entered the workplace with middle-level leaders.
Let me talk about the following plot, I know that many people are not satisfied.But to be honest, when I first wanted to write a book, I wanted to write about the resistance they faced after they announced their marriage.As for dealing with this point, I asked them to have a more in-depth communication before the announcement (what I want to express in the full text is "communication is the most important"), so after the announcement of the relationship, although Nuo Nuo's performance was a bit jerky , but sincerely.He and Lao Qu trusted each other when public opinion exploded.It is not written to death in the back, but you can also imagine that if there is news from the nationals in the future, they will at most just look at each other and smile.
They all make progress.
Qu Ruping is a person who has gone through the experience of public opinion, but he is willing to show his patience and walk with Nuo Nuo again, which is enough to show his sincerity.I mainly wrote the public opinion attack on Nuo Nuo, but you can also feel that from the beginning to the end of the article, the person who was the worst attacked by public opinion is actually Qu Ruping, whether it was scolded as a scumbag in the early days, or compared to him later When a starlet who is much younger gets married, he will also be questioned as an old cow eating tender grass and so on.the net he received
Online violence is definitely no less than that of Lu Yanting.Moreover, among the national CPs, he is regarded as someone who came out of the public eye earlier, which is why CP fans will be more inclined to Shi Jianhong when they are purified later.So the people who attacked him included CP fans, passers-by, and the media. Although he didn't say anything, the pressure can be imagined.
Why keep writing about your ex?
This article is written based on the past and the future. It is impossible to not advance the appointment at all and only write the pictures of affection and love. It is impossible to announce the marriage news and everyone applauds it.They progress in the environment of public opinion and trust each other, which is what I wanted to write from the beginning.The tone of the article is like this, if you don't like it, you can only say sorry.However, I feel that I didn’t write about their reunion throughout the whole process. Any news about Shi Jianhong in the later period can only be counted as a background board, so I don’t understand why some comments say something like “Let Shi and Qu get back together and be beautiful alone”. .Sometimes I can't get the point where everyone is angry...
In this article, I have always been more distressed by the old song, because I found that there are more people who like Nuo Nuo, mainly because he takes up a lot of space and is the protagonist in the absolute sense. The way of writing is harsh on Lao Qu, and sometimes everyone needs a little imagination to understand Lao Qu, so I feel sorry for Lao Qu and prefer him.
The further he goes, the more he looks like an ordinary person. Maybe everyone will find that he has stepped down from the altar and is just an old man living a life.
I actually like him more like this.From falling in love to getting married, the person next to you should become more and more grounded in your heart. You both know each other's ugly and gloomy side, but you will still love each other.
There is actually not much to say about Xiaonuo, I have written it very clearly in the article, you can read it again.
Let's talk about the business line.
The preface is actually written as a joke, and the style of painting is very different from the latter, which is essentially a kind of self-deprecating.At that time, I had just signed a contract with Chang Pei, and the first book was the script "The Dream of Nanxiang" in the article. I wrote it for a long time, and only one reader interacted with me throughout the whole process.At that time, I was thinking, it would be great if more people could read the book.Then I wrote Ruyan's preface.
From the very beginning, Xiao Nuo longed to be popular, but later became popular because of various things, and he was not as happy as he thought at the beginning.He also has a lot of troubles and worries that he never thought of before.After all, this is a novel, and in the end he took the best actor as a perfect treatment, a bit stepping on Shuangwen's drumbeat.In fact, many people have worked hard all their lives but have no way to prove themselves. As an ordinary person, you still have to look aside and be ashamed of yourself.
This book has been read by many more people than I imagined, and it is the book with the best data I have so far.There are happy places and there are unhappy places.If I have a choice, I still hope that the number of people who read my book will be a little less in the future. Long live if the collection can break through a thousand when the book is finished, and there can be a few comments for each chapter.It is also a good thing to be a small writer, having your own small circle, a fixed audience, and a quiet creative environment. This is the state I am looking forward to at present.
In the past, it was even more vague. My first and last book was finished with only two hundred collections.
But looking back now, I still miss that time very much, and I was very happy when I wrote it.
Yesterday, I talked with one of my readers. She said that the tone of my book was messed up, because I was too concerned about the comment area, so I changed it left and right. After thinking about it, there may be some reasons for this.I am still a newcomer to writing books, and I can't find a good balance when weighing myself and the needs of readers.If I have time in the future, maybe I will revise the text.Although I think it is beautiful to be imperfect at this time, the feeling of youthfulness is a kind of nostalgia.
Being seen by more people is a matter of pros and cons.
The happiest time I wrote this book was the first half. Few people read it. Every time, those few readers leave a message.The comment area is harmonious and warm, and I write freely, completely following my own ideas.At the end, many things changed, and I began to find that I was writing very hard, and I was not happy enough.Writing this book was also an experience for me.I see
The source of my unhappiness is that I want too much. At the beginning, I wrote "If you don't like watching it, just close it" in the copywriting. Later, I changed this view and changed that sentence to "Everyone can comment on any content. ".Since this book is included in V, and the fee is charged, why can't I tell it if I don't enjoy reading it?Seeing the middle, I don't like it anymore, why should I be wronged after spending money?I think I was a little glass-hearted before. Since the article was published, it was read by others. Different people have different ideas, and no one is absolutely right.Similarly, people who like this book may refute the views of some people. They are also readers who have spent money, and they are not wrong.So it's not that you can't post negative comments after reading a book, but that people who maintain different things are discussing with each other.
So although I don't like to see the comment area is always pinching, but I can understand everyone.When the author really needs a strong heart and questions the existing plot in the comment area (in fact, many times I explain it in the following pages), he should calm down a little.In the middle and late stages of writing, there are often people who scold me in private messages on Weibo. At first, I think I just wrote a novel that makes them dissatisfied. It's too real, it's just that the sense of devotion is too strong.
As for myself, I also have many problems. This is my second completed Danmei novel, and it is also the first time I have so many readers. I am a young, immature, and problematic author. It’s not enough for me to write a profound work. The logic of the article and the rationality of the plot need to be deliberated.I have read every comment, and I am reflecting on myself. Later, I can more and more clearly distinguish the meaning of the comments to me.I also have a sense of substitution when I read books. In recent years, this feeling has decreased a lot, but I can still understand everyone's sense of substitution.To my surprise, many people put themselves into the role too strongly when reading the book, so that when the plot does not go according to everyone's imagination, some people will have strong dissatisfaction.A novel is just a novel after all, there is no need to be so serious.
Although the plot was affected by the comment area at the end, I seemed to be sewing and patching on my original clothes and making up everyone's favorite patches, but the big frame was still what I thought it would be.I know very well that I was abandoned by many people along the way, and few readers who were familiar with me at the beginning were still with me in the end.I always thought that it would be enough to have the fate of having a book with everyone, but now I changed my mind, ah, the fate of having a chapter would be great.I was flustered before, even though I understood the reasoning, I still tried to satisfy everyone, thinking carefully about every comment, trying to make the content she likes appear in the next day's chapter.In the later stage, I gradually became weak.There is one thing that changed my opinion. At that time, because of one or two comments, I revised the lock chapter. After the new chapter was released, the group of readers who were originally satisfied had objections again.So later, I had a new idea: the opinions I have learned from this book should best be reflected in the next book.
I found a very opportunistic method. When the comment area is the most harmonious, that is when Lao Qu and Xiao Nuo appear in the same chapter: talk, hug, and kiss.Everyone will post ah, ah, or things like too sweet.It's as if the comment section of the sand sculpture text is all in the hahaha (it's not easy to write sweet text and sand sculpture text well).It is not unreasonable that some themes are popular, and this is also a relatively less risky and less stressful path for the author.Maybe, as a previous reader said, I wanted to express too many things, and I was left with a stick, and I didn’t write anything well in the end.However, after the book is finished, I personally think that what I want to express has been fully expressed in this book, and I still have no regrets at the moment when I really put pen to paper.
I wrote Ruyan because I felt too tired when I was writing "The Wolf Man".The framework of that book is larger, and the more difficult it is to write, I obviously feel a little powerless, so I opened Ruyan to write and play, distracting my emotions.Although the later writing is not as happy as in the past, it should be treated more seriously.Although there is no outline, and the plot is not finalized until the moment it is typed out, but now that it is over, I am quite satisfied.With my current level and ability, I have shown my sincerity, and I hope everyone will like it.
Because I will be very busy in the future, at least three or four months to do my own things.The extra update is uncertain, so you don't have to wait deliberately.behind me
I will save some more manuscripts of "The Werewolf", and when I feel that the writing is almost done, I will start the serialization and slowly fill in the pit.
Huh, I have been writing for a long time, and it took me a summer to finish it. Although I am very tired, I am very satisfied.
I would have loved this summer if my dog hadn't died this summer.
You are also very cute, I know the girls like Pipi Liu, boiled glutinous rice balls in clear water, etc. are the girls I have been seeing since the beginning of writing this article. Every time I see your ID, I am so moved!When I can’t continue writing, I think, ah, no, no, they are still waiting for me.When I see not-so-good comments, I think, they should still like it and be willing to read it, so I have to write it down too.
Finally, I hope that I have not disappointed everyone, and thank you for accompanying me to grow up!I am very content to have the fate of a book.
Love you guys, Jiu Jiu Jiu.
-2019.8.31-
The author has something to say: I want to take a break for a while.
Of course, there is also my fault. After all, it is me who guides everyone to do this step by step.
After thinking about it, I still wrote this postscript. The reason why I thought about not writing it is that I hope everyone will not take this postscript as a standard answer.Everyone has their own understanding of the book, and everyone's understanding is much better than mine.
So the following is just my personal understanding of this book, you can use it as a reference, but don’t take it too seriously:
This book consists of two parts, one is Lu Yanting's career line, and the other is his love line with Qu Ruping.
Let's talk about love first.
The inspiration came from a party. I overheard a gossip. Two classmates, childhood sweethearts, had been together for many years and then broke up. Now the girl is dating another boy.That's fine, and I'm surprised by the skepticism in their words when discussing this matter.
According to what they said, this girl had been entangled with the previous boy for many years, and they were on and off during the period. This time, she just found another person to stimulate him, and they will still be together in the end.
I don't have a deep impression of those two classmates, I only know that they did talk about a vigorous love affair.
Later, I discussed this matter with others, only to find that there are many such examples in my life.
Embracing the future is always much harder for such people.
In order to exaggerate this point, I put the background of the story in the entertainment industry. The stories of the two people have been elongated horizontally and vertically. The fermentation of public opinion is the most important factor.
So from the very beginning, I planned to write this way. After Qu Ruping and Lu Yanting announced their marriage news, they endured huge pressure from the outside world.Some people don't understand and think I'm always writing about my ex.In fact, when I first conceived the story, I had already separated the stage of dating from the stage of marriage. During the period of dating, I did not announce the relationship. First, their love was complicated and needed an independent space; It is still a story of two people falling in love, and the ex's sense of existence must be allocated.In fact, this is a love story under suspicion. Everyone will find out at the end that Qu Ruping and Shi Jianhong have not reunited since the beginning of the story and the end of the story. People who read this book are suspicious of them. people are also suspicious of them.The three people in the story have had a hard time (adults should be able to understand PR and marketing, so let’s put aside these two premises here).
I am ashamed of Lao Qu, he is the one who has been blamed the most.From the writing of the book to the present, there are basically people talking about him under every chapter.In shaping this character, I left a lot of blank space, and there are good and bad ways to write this way.At first, he was just like the title of the book, invisible, incomprehensible, dangerous and charming.There is basically no description of his psychology in the book, so everyone does not know what he is thinking, and can only speculate on his thoughts from Lu Yanting's perspective.
Let’s just talk about the two most famous places. One is that there is a chapter where he sent Lu Yanting home. After Lu Yanting left, the description of him in the car made everyone very uneasy, and it was also a stalk in the article: " WeChat".In fact, after connecting the context, everyone should look back and feel differently.I have never been in love, but as a bystander, I also feel: when you have a well-known past relationship, and at this time there is a person who makes you tempted again, he gives you new hope, let you in When I was afraid, I would suddenly feel emotional, the past, let it pass.
This process is destined not to be too easy, but it seems to be an instant thing.
This is also the only scene of Lao Qu smoking in this chapter. Regarding smoking, I will write about when he usually smokes in later chapters.
The second place is the scene where he hugged Yan Ting and his smile faded away.
I have already given you a lot of information when writing, such as his tightening of his arms, such as the title of that chapter.I have been hinting at everyone, his real thoughts.
I think Lao Qu is very difficult to do, and most of the time I feel that what he does is wrong.The interesting thing about the love between him and Nuowuo lies in the polarization of their personalities. This is an adult and a child in love, a collision between rationality and sensibility, and a collision between maturity and childishness.His breadth of experience and thinking
The speed determines that he thinks much more than Nuo Nuo, so he is destined to bear more things.At the same time, he is tolerant. He sees the fragility behind Nuonuo's bravery, and understands his own flaws and the opponent's shortcomings.I think the most charming thing about him is tolerance, he is like a mature person who can predict the future, his love is tolerance.He is different from Nuo Nuo. Nuo Nuo pursues a relatively ideal love, and because he has experienced such a vigorous past, he is more tolerant of love. He allows love to be incomplete, even incomplete. A bit dirty.The result is of course very gratifying, and the love he got in the end is much better than he imagined.
Lao Qu is calm, he is not hypocritical, for the future, in fact, mature people estimate more, once something is thought about carefully, most of the edges and corners it shows are sharp.In fact, he has been stabbed all the time. The process of his falling in love is painful, and sometimes he will find fault for himself.You may have also had the experience of being in contact with people who are five or six years younger than you. In most cases, you will actually find that you cannot chat together.He or she can't digest your meaning very well, but you can understand what they said, and you can even imagine how they felt when they said these words, because you have been through that stage.If you want to fall in love, or make friends more deeply, you have to bear a lot of things.They will be more emotional than you, will misunderstand your good intentions, and sometimes feel that you have ulterior motives, and you often have ulterior motives.They can blame you, but you can't blame them, because they are more mature and experienced, you can understand that they don't understand you, and you have no one to blame, because you can understand anyone from any angle , In the end, you need to digest all the emotions by yourself, and at the same time you have to take into account other people's emotions.If you love them, it may be difficult for them to appreciate your kindness because of their different realms, and you will be more tired instead (Xiao Nuo's treatment in the article should be idealized).
That's why I later understood why many people felt uneasy in the conversation after Lao Qu kissed Nuo Nuo for the first time.At first I didn’t realize this, and before I published those chapters, I showed it to my classmates. My classmate said, “Isn’t this old song playing hard to get, trying to get it?” I told her at the time, no, You don't understand my old songs at all.However, after reading the comments after posting, I found that I was slapped in the face. More than 90.00% of the people who commented thought exactly the same as my classmates.
The more I got to the back, the more difficult I found his situation. You must know that I never intended to write him as a person who played with other people's feelings.What's very interesting is that I think everyone's guesses are completely in line with my original story frame: People who read the book are so suspicious of him, let alone the people in the world in the book?At the end of the writing, everyone always asked me to write more perspectives of old songs and his psychological journey. I felt that if I wrote it, he would be meaningless as a person.A mature and introverted person like him who is misunderstood by others is not suitable for Nuo Nuo's straightforward and analytical writing style.
The writing methods I tried to use on him in this article include language descriptions. He has said a lot of things like this. In fact, he is also a very reasonable person, but he restrains himself most of the time, and he does not use preaching. To influence Nuowuo, I think this is very valuable.Then there are many corresponding details before and after, such as hooded stalks, hand rubbing stalks, and other people's evaluation of him, etc.There are also action descriptions. When it comes to this, I have to mention his early smile.At that time, there was a comment that I found very funny. A reader said that he was always "smiling blindly", which made her panic.This is actually like a gentleman's mask, a kind of self-protection and gentleness.In fact, every time he smiles, I can explain the meaning to him. I can’t say enough here, so I will briefly summarize it. I think he is more like a person who is afraid of water when he walks by the water in the early stage. , but he is an elegant person in his bones. This is a kind of courage and a positive self-suggestion.From a pessimistic point of view, it is also his thin sense of security.As a mature person in a relationship, there are limits to how vulnerable he can be, although he certainly can't grasp anything solid.
There have always been a lot of people who are dissatisfied with him in the comments, saying that he is scumbag, I think I still don't understand him.Put yourself in the shoes of others, in fact, everything he really does will be talked about.In the matter of Nuo Nuo, if he expresses his love, he will say that he is hypocritical, insincere, and serious, and if he does not express it, he will be more scumbag.To his ex, if he shows his attitude, he will say that he is not straightforward enough and hypocritical, and if he does not show his attitude, he will
Said he had ghosts in his heart.I feel that what he has done so far is still rationalized. If the expression is more intense, such as the chapter of his interview, it will actually give people a fake feeling.When you fall in love with such a person, you actually fall in love with his way of expression.
Embracing the future is really too difficult. Whenever I see similar comments, I will deeply think that he has not done anything wrong from the beginning to the end, that is, he has a long-term relationship.
I still have a lot to say about him, but the space is limited, and I don’t want to say too thoroughly, everyone just keeps their own understanding.
Let's talk about Xiao Nuo.
I have seen too many people say that Xiao Nuo is humble, and I really can't agree with this.
Although nine of the ten sensitive ones have low self-esteem, I think Xiao Nuo's self-confidence has actually been raised in the middle and late stages.
Some people have also said before that they prefer his bravery in the early stage, but his fragility and vacillation later made them disappointed in Xiao Nuo.
How should I put it, it's probably because the bravery in the front is too idealistic, so everyone can't accept the more real him.
Bravery and inferiority are not contradictory, on the contrary, inferiority makes his bravery more valuable.When he fell in love with Qu Ruping, he was still a little bit like a newborn calf who was not afraid of tigers. He was still not clear enough about the future and the direction of his relationship with Lao Qu.At that time, he only had vigorous love. At the beginning, he was indeed considerate and trusting enough to the other party (it was still the same in the later period, but he did not trust himself enough). Will be shaken.If all the way is safe, Xiao Nuo will always trust each other, believe in herself, be confident and brave, isn't it too fake?How can there be no quarrel between lovers?I still think that such a stable plot is not sincere enough, and it is too idealized.
Any kind of person is qualified to be the protagonist. Xiao Nuo is imperfect, sensitive, and has some low self-esteem. He is brave in love most of the time, but occasionally shrinks back. I think he is completely worthy of being the protagonist.Although this book has cool elements: for example, he won the best actor in the end, became popular because of an accident, etc., but in the end it is not a cool article. I think the starting point of some comments is a bit high.
Just imagine, if I write about a superb ex with questionable character, and Shi Jianhong is completely reduced to a background board, will there be fewer people who question Nuo Nuo?It's just that, it's hard for me to convince myself why Qu Ruping has been entangled with such a person for more than twenty years?What is there in the other party that deserves his nostalgia?Does he have his own problems to get entangled with such a person?
There are too many people who break up because of inappropriateness in life, and inappropriateness is the most common reason.
There is no conflict between Shi Jianhong's excellence and Nuowuo's excellence. In the article, Nuowuo once asked Wang Pangpang: "Do I have to compare with him?"
Of course, everyone can also understand that, under the background of Shi Jianhong, Nuo Nuo is farther away from the "success" of the secular standard.It's just that he is still young, and his progress is far superior to that of Shi Jianhong.At that age, Shi Jianhong has actually reached the ceiling of his career. Everyone can take a long-term view. The future Lu Yanting will not be worse than Shi Jianhong.It is also unfair for you to compare employees who have just entered the workplace with middle-level leaders.
Let me talk about the following plot, I know that many people are not satisfied.But to be honest, when I first wanted to write a book, I wanted to write about the resistance they faced after they announced their marriage.As for dealing with this point, I asked them to have a more in-depth communication before the announcement (what I want to express in the full text is "communication is the most important"), so after the announcement of the relationship, although Nuo Nuo's performance was a bit jerky , but sincerely.He and Lao Qu trusted each other when public opinion exploded.It is not written to death in the back, but you can also imagine that if there is news from the nationals in the future, they will at most just look at each other and smile.
They all make progress.
Qu Ruping is a person who has gone through the experience of public opinion, but he is willing to show his patience and walk with Nuo Nuo again, which is enough to show his sincerity.I mainly wrote the public opinion attack on Nuo Nuo, but you can also feel that from the beginning to the end of the article, the person who was the worst attacked by public opinion is actually Qu Ruping, whether it was scolded as a scumbag in the early days, or compared to him later When a starlet who is much younger gets married, he will also be questioned as an old cow eating tender grass and so on.the net he received
Online violence is definitely no less than that of Lu Yanting.Moreover, among the national CPs, he is regarded as someone who came out of the public eye earlier, which is why CP fans will be more inclined to Shi Jianhong when they are purified later.So the people who attacked him included CP fans, passers-by, and the media. Although he didn't say anything, the pressure can be imagined.
Why keep writing about your ex?
This article is written based on the past and the future. It is impossible to not advance the appointment at all and only write the pictures of affection and love. It is impossible to announce the marriage news and everyone applauds it.They progress in the environment of public opinion and trust each other, which is what I wanted to write from the beginning.The tone of the article is like this, if you don't like it, you can only say sorry.However, I feel that I didn’t write about their reunion throughout the whole process. Any news about Shi Jianhong in the later period can only be counted as a background board, so I don’t understand why some comments say something like “Let Shi and Qu get back together and be beautiful alone”. .Sometimes I can't get the point where everyone is angry...
In this article, I have always been more distressed by the old song, because I found that there are more people who like Nuo Nuo, mainly because he takes up a lot of space and is the protagonist in the absolute sense. The way of writing is harsh on Lao Qu, and sometimes everyone needs a little imagination to understand Lao Qu, so I feel sorry for Lao Qu and prefer him.
The further he goes, the more he looks like an ordinary person. Maybe everyone will find that he has stepped down from the altar and is just an old man living a life.
I actually like him more like this.From falling in love to getting married, the person next to you should become more and more grounded in your heart. You both know each other's ugly and gloomy side, but you will still love each other.
There is actually not much to say about Xiaonuo, I have written it very clearly in the article, you can read it again.
Let's talk about the business line.
The preface is actually written as a joke, and the style of painting is very different from the latter, which is essentially a kind of self-deprecating.At that time, I had just signed a contract with Chang Pei, and the first book was the script "The Dream of Nanxiang" in the article. I wrote it for a long time, and only one reader interacted with me throughout the whole process.At that time, I was thinking, it would be great if more people could read the book.Then I wrote Ruyan's preface.
From the very beginning, Xiao Nuo longed to be popular, but later became popular because of various things, and he was not as happy as he thought at the beginning.He also has a lot of troubles and worries that he never thought of before.After all, this is a novel, and in the end he took the best actor as a perfect treatment, a bit stepping on Shuangwen's drumbeat.In fact, many people have worked hard all their lives but have no way to prove themselves. As an ordinary person, you still have to look aside and be ashamed of yourself.
This book has been read by many more people than I imagined, and it is the book with the best data I have so far.There are happy places and there are unhappy places.If I have a choice, I still hope that the number of people who read my book will be a little less in the future. Long live if the collection can break through a thousand when the book is finished, and there can be a few comments for each chapter.It is also a good thing to be a small writer, having your own small circle, a fixed audience, and a quiet creative environment. This is the state I am looking forward to at present.
In the past, it was even more vague. My first and last book was finished with only two hundred collections.
But looking back now, I still miss that time very much, and I was very happy when I wrote it.
Yesterday, I talked with one of my readers. She said that the tone of my book was messed up, because I was too concerned about the comment area, so I changed it left and right. After thinking about it, there may be some reasons for this.I am still a newcomer to writing books, and I can't find a good balance when weighing myself and the needs of readers.If I have time in the future, maybe I will revise the text.Although I think it is beautiful to be imperfect at this time, the feeling of youthfulness is a kind of nostalgia.
Being seen by more people is a matter of pros and cons.
The happiest time I wrote this book was the first half. Few people read it. Every time, those few readers leave a message.The comment area is harmonious and warm, and I write freely, completely following my own ideas.At the end, many things changed, and I began to find that I was writing very hard, and I was not happy enough.Writing this book was also an experience for me.I see
The source of my unhappiness is that I want too much. At the beginning, I wrote "If you don't like watching it, just close it" in the copywriting. Later, I changed this view and changed that sentence to "Everyone can comment on any content. ".Since this book is included in V, and the fee is charged, why can't I tell it if I don't enjoy reading it?Seeing the middle, I don't like it anymore, why should I be wronged after spending money?I think I was a little glass-hearted before. Since the article was published, it was read by others. Different people have different ideas, and no one is absolutely right.Similarly, people who like this book may refute the views of some people. They are also readers who have spent money, and they are not wrong.So it's not that you can't post negative comments after reading a book, but that people who maintain different things are discussing with each other.
So although I don't like to see the comment area is always pinching, but I can understand everyone.When the author really needs a strong heart and questions the existing plot in the comment area (in fact, many times I explain it in the following pages), he should calm down a little.In the middle and late stages of writing, there are often people who scold me in private messages on Weibo. At first, I think I just wrote a novel that makes them dissatisfied. It's too real, it's just that the sense of devotion is too strong.
As for myself, I also have many problems. This is my second completed Danmei novel, and it is also the first time I have so many readers. I am a young, immature, and problematic author. It’s not enough for me to write a profound work. The logic of the article and the rationality of the plot need to be deliberated.I have read every comment, and I am reflecting on myself. Later, I can more and more clearly distinguish the meaning of the comments to me.I also have a sense of substitution when I read books. In recent years, this feeling has decreased a lot, but I can still understand everyone's sense of substitution.To my surprise, many people put themselves into the role too strongly when reading the book, so that when the plot does not go according to everyone's imagination, some people will have strong dissatisfaction.A novel is just a novel after all, there is no need to be so serious.
Although the plot was affected by the comment area at the end, I seemed to be sewing and patching on my original clothes and making up everyone's favorite patches, but the big frame was still what I thought it would be.I know very well that I was abandoned by many people along the way, and few readers who were familiar with me at the beginning were still with me in the end.I always thought that it would be enough to have the fate of having a book with everyone, but now I changed my mind, ah, the fate of having a chapter would be great.I was flustered before, even though I understood the reasoning, I still tried to satisfy everyone, thinking carefully about every comment, trying to make the content she likes appear in the next day's chapter.In the later stage, I gradually became weak.There is one thing that changed my opinion. At that time, because of one or two comments, I revised the lock chapter. After the new chapter was released, the group of readers who were originally satisfied had objections again.So later, I had a new idea: the opinions I have learned from this book should best be reflected in the next book.
I found a very opportunistic method. When the comment area is the most harmonious, that is when Lao Qu and Xiao Nuo appear in the same chapter: talk, hug, and kiss.Everyone will post ah, ah, or things like too sweet.It's as if the comment section of the sand sculpture text is all in the hahaha (it's not easy to write sweet text and sand sculpture text well).It is not unreasonable that some themes are popular, and this is also a relatively less risky and less stressful path for the author.Maybe, as a previous reader said, I wanted to express too many things, and I was left with a stick, and I didn’t write anything well in the end.However, after the book is finished, I personally think that what I want to express has been fully expressed in this book, and I still have no regrets at the moment when I really put pen to paper.
I wrote Ruyan because I felt too tired when I was writing "The Wolf Man".The framework of that book is larger, and the more difficult it is to write, I obviously feel a little powerless, so I opened Ruyan to write and play, distracting my emotions.Although the later writing is not as happy as in the past, it should be treated more seriously.Although there is no outline, and the plot is not finalized until the moment it is typed out, but now that it is over, I am quite satisfied.With my current level and ability, I have shown my sincerity, and I hope everyone will like it.
Because I will be very busy in the future, at least three or four months to do my own things.The extra update is uncertain, so you don't have to wait deliberately.behind me
I will save some more manuscripts of "The Werewolf", and when I feel that the writing is almost done, I will start the serialization and slowly fill in the pit.
Huh, I have been writing for a long time, and it took me a summer to finish it. Although I am very tired, I am very satisfied.
I would have loved this summer if my dog hadn't died this summer.
You are also very cute, I know the girls like Pipi Liu, boiled glutinous rice balls in clear water, etc. are the girls I have been seeing since the beginning of writing this article. Every time I see your ID, I am so moved!When I can’t continue writing, I think, ah, no, no, they are still waiting for me.When I see not-so-good comments, I think, they should still like it and be willing to read it, so I have to write it down too.
Finally, I hope that I have not disappointed everyone, and thank you for accompanying me to grow up!I am very content to have the fate of a book.
Love you guys, Jiu Jiu Jiu.
-2019.8.31-
The author has something to say: I want to take a break for a while.
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