【Double Flower】Honeysuckle

The small building of Team Hundred Blossoms is very small, but although the sparrow is small, it has all the internal organs, and there are quite a lot of training rooms and conference rooms.

It has been more than a month since the regular season of the third season started, and according to the lottery results, Hundred Blossoms' opponent in the next regular season will be Tiny Herb again.What's different is that a newcomer of Tiny Herb was born this season, and immediately swept the audience with a broom.

"Wang Jiexi, Tiny Herb's new debut magician, everyone should have seen his competition results last month." Sun Zheping clicked the mouse to pause the video, and the screen on the wall-mounted projection screen stopped at a green-clothed man. On the sorcerer: "Although Tiny Herb handed over Wang Buliuxing, the core character of their team's attack, to a newcomer, the performance of this newcomer is indeed amazing."

"Fight against Tyranny in the first round, and Blue Rain in the second round. If it's an individual match, it's a [-]v[-] victory, but if it's a group arena, it's [-]v[-]? They really came to clear the field with a broom." Mo Chuchen propped his chin with both hands. , sat down and looked up at the projection screen, blinking: "Captain, if you and the deputy team were separated last year, I'm afraid they would have to be folded in the hands of those old guys."

Ordinarily, Zhang Jiale would be the first to jump up and refute when he heard this. After that, he would take Mo Chuchen to the arena to discuss the philosophy of life and teach him how to be a human being. .However, Zhang Jiale, who was sitting in the back row at this moment, just raised his eyes and glanced at him lightly, then buried his chin in the crook of his arm without saying a word.

"We will have a match against Tiny Herb next week. This rookie is a tough one that we can't get around." Sun Zheping glanced across the training room, and paused for a while on Zhang Jiale: "What do you guys think about this rookie?"

"amazing."

"It's very coquettish to walk around."

"It's impossible to predict what he will do next second."

"Captain, you have been dragging on for two hours, we are so hungry, can we study later?"

The team members sitting below sighed listlessly one by one, with sad eyes and stomach singing, which caused the veins on Sun Zheping's forehead to throb. They were silent for a moment.

"Zhang Jiale, what do you think?" Sun Zheping's eyes were like knives, and he pointed at the vice-captain who took the lead in laziness.

Zhang Jiale in the back row was taken aback for a moment, and he paused for a moment. Then he slowly raised his head, glanced at Sun Zheping, and then moved his gaze to the shade of the ginkgo tree outside the window that hadn't turned yellow in time: "I I think... although his style of play is unpredictable and can confuse opponents, but he probably confuses more than just opponents."

"It's getting to the point. It's understandable that Lan Yu was caught off guard when he first met Wang Jiexi, but then Tyranny took Wang Jiexi as the target of BOX-1 and put too much energy on defending Wang Buliuxing to the death. Instead, he restrained him, and the rhythm fell into Tiny Herb's hands." Sun Zheping clasped his palms and relaxed his brows, and seeing the team members below still clutching their stomachs listlessly, he took out his phone and glanced at the time, only to find that it had already After 01:30: "I'm sorry to delay everyone's lunch, let's go eat and come back to continue the discussion in the afternoon."

As if they were granted amnesty, the team members rushed out of the training room one after another, and the small room was emptied in an instant.Zhang Jiale stood up slowly, didn't look at Sun Zheping, and followed out sullenly.

"Zhang Jiale, wait for me." Sun Zheping turned off the computer and projection screen, raised his head and yelled at him.

Zhang Jiale pretended not to hear, lowered his head and followed the flow of people, trying to get out of the training room.Unexpectedly, when he reached the door, Sun Zheping suddenly reached out to grab him, and immediately grabbed Zhang Jiale's shoulders, blocking him in a corner.

Zhang Jiale was taken aback: "Why are you crazy?" As he spoke, he twisted his body to avoid Sun Zheping's hand.

"Zhang Jiale, why have you been avoiding me lately?" Sun Zheping frowned, his eyes full of helplessness, but Zhang Jiale's face was unconscious: "Ah? Is there?"

"Have!"

"I don't think so?"

"I feel so mad! You have ignored me since the third season!" Sun Zheping said, with some indistinct grievances in his words: "What did I do to make you so unhappy? "

"No, you're fine, you're fine, you've always been fine." Trapped in a corner, Zhang Jiale lowered his head, still refusing to look at Sun Zheping.But only he himself knew that the heart in his chest was beating deafeningly, almost breaking the bones in his chest and rushing out of his chest.

It is said that there are three major illusions in life, one is that the phone rings, the other is that I can fight back, and the third is that he likes me.

For Zhang Jiale, the first two are meaningless.He doesn't have a mobile phone, so he doesn't have to worry about whether the phone is ringing; he is an undeniable master, so there are few people who can suppress him to death and feel powerless to fight back, except for Ye Qiu who has nothing to do with him in terms of thickness. Controversial crushing.

As for the third.

Zhang Jiale found that his life had been completely disrupted since he suddenly became enlightened on the evening of the summer break.

He no longer dared to accept Sun Zheping's intimacy towards him as frankly as before.

When Sun Zheping handed the brewed honeysuckle tea to him as usual, when Sun Zheping stretched out his hand to touch the top of his head as usual, when Sun Zheping was fully dressed and stood at the door waiting for him to go out for breakfast together At the time, Zhang Jiale's final response was all rejection.

But although he always rejected Sun Zheping's intimacy, he couldn't control his mind and eyes following Sun Zheping unconsciously.

When Sun Zheping reluctantly put the honeysuckle tea by his side and turned away, when Sun Zheping put his hands in the air and smiled awkwardly, when Sun Zheping shrugged helplessly and went out for breakfast but came back with another When it was placed on his bedside table, where Sun Zheping couldn't see it, there were Zhang Jiale's shining eyes, which were written with sweetness and melancholy that he didn't even realize.

While escaping but couldn’t help but carefully pick and choose those small movements and cherish them in memory, until the end, my mind is full of daily bits and pieces.This sweet and sad feeling came grandly and suddenly, and Zhang Jiale, who had never tasted such a complex taste, was caught off guard, and in the end there was only an unbelievable mixture of sourness and sweetness.

How could his liking fall on someone of the same sex?

The word "homosexuality" is too heavy, Zhang Jiale doesn't want to admit it, and dare not admit it, let alone bend Sun Zheping in the direction he expected.But once he is free, his mind is always involuntarily moving closer to the topic of "what if he likes me too", a person flushes and fantasizes that his expectation can become a reality, and fills his brain with all kinds of regrets after it becomes reality. Grinning and giggling, in the end when he came back to his senses, he could only blushed and spat fiercely on the ground, scolding Zhang Jiale for being shameless, shameless, shameless, shameless.

For this reason, Zhang Jiale even secretly went to the K city library for two days, and borrowed some books, such as "One Hundred Questions about Adolescent Psychological Problems", "Introduction and Treatment of Common Mental Illnesses", "Research on Homosexual Psychology", etc. Touch, read books that you don't even bother to read.But even though he turned those books from beginning to end and turned the pages to the brim, he still couldn't get rid of the complicated emotions that were entangled in his heart and were difficult to separate.So in the end, he began to practice day and night in the training room, trying to keep himself too busy to think about the things that made him hold his hot face and dig holes around when he thought about it. things.

However, he later found out sadly that Sun Zheping was more ubiquitous in the game than in life, and appeared more legitimately.

Because they are roommates, partners, teammates, and partners, and they are the two parties agreed to charge for the championship trophy together.

The dazzling hundreds of flowers are destined to be entangled with the scattered red flowers all the way forward.

"Zhang Jiale, are you nervous because of the start of the third season?" Sun Zheping stopped blocking Zhang Jiale in the corner, stretched his arm casually, hooked Zhang Jiale's shoulder, and walked out: "Let's go first Go to dinner, and I will practice with you after dinner, I always feel that our cooperation has been smoother than before."

His warm arms rested on his shoulders, and every skin touched by him couldn't help but open the pores and scream, eager for more warmth, and didn't want the heat source to leave.However, Zhang Jiale's hands trembled, and he removed Sun Zheping's arm from his shoulder.The cool air in the room in early autumn poured into the pores on his body that were still excitedly open, making him shiver.He didn't dare to look at Sun Zheping's face full of embarrassment and puzzlement at this moment, so he went straight to a computer, swiped his card to log in to the game: "Da Sun, go and eat by yourself, I'd better practice more."

"Do you want to do this?" Sun Zheping folded his arms, leaned against the wall, frowned, looked at Zhang Jiale whose head was buried under the screen, stared at Zhang Jiale for a long time, and sighed resignedly: "Okay, what do you want to eat?" , I'll bring it to you."

"No, I'm not hungry, thank you." Zhang Jiale's voice was as thin as a mosquito, his face still buried behind the screen.

Sun Zheping stepped in front of the computer in two or three steps, reached out and grabbed Zhang Jiale's collar, pulling him up: "You've been like this for the whole fucking month, what do you want? What do you want to say? Don't whine all day, okay?"

"I..." Zhang Jiale seemed to be taken aback, his whole body was frozen and unable to move, as if he had been knocked out of the frozen state by a blow from Sun Zheping.He looked up at Sun Zheping, his eyes were dark and his mind was blank.

Sun Zheping originally wanted to scold Zhang Jiale, but seeing his innocent and terrified expression, he couldn't.He let go of his hand angrily, turned around and walked away with the wind, and slammed the door of the training room shut with a "bang".

"Simply inexplicable!"

Sun Zheping's heavy footsteps and an angry shout came from the corridor.

Zhang Jiale sat down slowly, lying on the computer desk with a dull face, his eyes fixed on the sunlight outside the window without blinking, and it took some time before he suddenly moved the corner of his mouth, wanting to cry or laugh.

Obviously yearning for his warmth, obviously looking forward to his intimacy, but just because he was afraid of losing, afraid of being wrong, and afraid of some future that he didn't even dare to imagine, in the end, he was still so panicked that he couldn't help but want to run away.

So timid, so cowardly.

such a self,

What a failure.