Song Chenbi has never been a strong girl.
When she was still Shen Mingyu, her talent of the three spiritual roots made her favored by the family, and she was sent to the secret place to practice with other disciples of the family.
But her older brother, who was originally more talented, was thrown into a remote corner because of the unsolvable poison.
The Shen family is not a family with a clean and upright family style. She knows that her other cousins and even her own second brother don't like Shen Huan.
Because Shen Huan and her are "born from the same mother", she is also not welcome.
When she was bullied at the beginning, she would sneak to Shen Hwan's yard during the occasional break and pull his sleeve and cry softly.When I grew up a bit, I once saw their second brother Shen sneering at Shen Huan. At that time, Shen Huan returned it without giving an inch, which made the second brother Shen feel ashamed.
She had seen such a scene many times, but what happened next was something she had never thought of.
She saw Shen Huan sitting in the corner by himself, with a calm expression on his face, as if he really didn't take Shen's second brother's words to heart. Suddenly tears fell.
She almost thought she was wrong.
Because her brother's expression was still calm, unlike her, when she cried, her whole face would wrinkle up, and at worst, she would bite her lip and cry.As for Shen Huan, he didn't even turn his eyes red.
He just looked at the wall with that kind of calm to indifferent eyes, and suddenly tears rolled down.
Shen Mingyu's eyes widened.
She immediately wanted to go over, touch the top of his head as Shen Huan had done to her before, and wipe his tears away with a handkerchief.
But immediately after, she withdrew her protruding foot again, inexplicably feeling that Shen Huan didn't want her to see it at this time.
He didn't want anyone to see him crying.
This year, Shen Huan was 13 years old and she was 11 years old.
After that, Shen Mingyu tried her best to laugh when she saw Shen Huan again, and told Shen Huan some happy things.
She thought she should protect her brother and become strong enough not to cry all the time and worry her brother.
But that was too difficult.
There were so many reasons why she wanted to cry.
When you practice the exercises over and over again but get nothing, when the elixir you just received is taken away by someone, when you get up late because you practice until late at night, and you get scolded...
But happiness is like the elixir handed out by the clan elders, there will always be only a little bit in her hands, just such a little bit, most of the time she has no time to taste it, and it is destroyed.
At that time, she couldn't help thinking, it would be great if her brother was here.
It would be great if she was the one who was poisoned. If my brother had a healthy body, he would definitely do a lot better than her. Not only would he not sneak over to her to cry, but he would also protect her well.
Unlike her, she can't even take care of herself.
She tried her best to make herself look colder and fiercer, so that others would not easily bully her.
Or be more cheerful and lively, and make friends, and it will be better.
But she couldn't.
The other children of the Shen family "think of being part of the same Shen family", and they will "kindly" leave a little room when they do things, and it is this little room that makes her constantly soft-hearted and desperate.
so repeatedly.
Until one day, she woke up from her sleep with tears all over her face, and when she went to practice in fear, she saw the cousin who had bullied her the most in the past, and suddenly her face changed.
She has her own secret.
Only she knew this secret, and she didn't even tell Shen Huan.
She advanced the time to fall asleep from [-]:[-] am to [-]:[-] pm. Before going to bed, she would write down the difficult problems she encountered that day on paper, and when she woke up the next day, she would see the answers on it.
Another "Shen Mingyu" lived in her body.
She didn't feel scared, she didn't know her existence, it was Shen Mingyu who told her.She could feel her kindness.
More importantly, she finally had a truly intimate person in this world.
That she, who knows everything about her, knows all her secrets, knows that she is afraid of the dark, has seen all her timid appearances, smart, lively, and powerful.
I will see Shen Huan with a lively look for her, and I will joke with Shen Huan to make him happy.
Never leave her.
Although they have never spoken face to face, they have paper and pen.
Later, Shen Mingyu lost her memory and became Song Chenbi, and that she didn't disappear either.
She didn't tell her what Lin Zhi did, she just "said" to her:
"As long as you need me, I will always live for you and watch over you forever."
That she named herself "Jing Ying", like a shadow, accompanied Song Chenbi for many years.
Song Chenbi, who has forgotten her past, does not know her origin, but is still very happy to have her.
However, today is different from the past, her talent has improved, and with Lin Zhi as a master, everyone in the sect will give her a friendly smile when they see her.
She died in neglect, panic, and despair, and was born in praise and envy.
Jingying seemed to be less important in her life.
She didn't care about it herself, but advised her to practice hard and make friends.
On the day Song Chenbi formed the alchemy, Lin Zhi asked her if she wanted him to choose a word for her?
She hesitated subconsciously, and didn't agree immediately.
Lin Zhi understood and didn't force it, saying that she would be the one to decide.
She went back and asked Jingying to write her a word on the paper.
In fact, she didn't quite understand why she was so dependent on this invisible girl, but she never became suspicious because of it, and instead obeyed this instinct quite naturally.
When I woke up the next day, there were two more words on the paper:
Flawed.
Other than that, there was no other explanation, but Song Chenbi understood what she meant.
The white wall is slightly flawed.
Jingying said that she was a blemish in her life.
after that……
Then there is nothing to say.
In the conflagration when she was conceived, it was Jingying who went to death for her.
So Song Chenbi received all her memories, recalled all kinds of things in the past, knew her real name was Shen Mingyu, and knew that the little brother she thought was kind at first sight was actually her brother.
I also know when Jingying came to her.
Jingying hoped that she would live a good life, she understood.
But she is such a weak girl, she is used to having such a girl silently by her side.
What's more, she couldn't help thinking that she should have died that day, and that a girl as smart as Jingying would be able to do something great if she survived.
The moment her life ended, she actually breathed a sigh of relief from the bottom of her heart.
She has lived for so long and has never protected anyone.When I was young, I was protected by my elder brother, when my elder brother was not around, I was protected by Jing Ying, and later I had a master.
This is her first time protecting someone.
The one she wanted to protect was the one she wanted to protect in the first place.
The author has something to say: How do you feel that the orange is _(:з」∠)_
A passage posted on Space last September:
"I know everything about you, I know all your bad tastes, I know you are afraid of the dark, I understand your pain. You are the whole meaning of my existence, as long as you need me, I will always live for you, Watching you forever."
- Subpersonality
"I haven't seen you yet, but I know you must be here. No one else will recognize your existence, but don't be sad, and me. You belong to
I, I will never deny that I betrayed you, as long as I am alive, you will live forever. "
——The main personality
"We share one body, one soul, and no one is closer than you and me.
But I can't even hug you. "
It is different from the real split personality. This is a fantasy world, and it doesn't talk about science.
The writing is not detailed enough, I will fix it in the future, God, forgive a pigeon who is rushing to draft!
When she was still Shen Mingyu, her talent of the three spiritual roots made her favored by the family, and she was sent to the secret place to practice with other disciples of the family.
But her older brother, who was originally more talented, was thrown into a remote corner because of the unsolvable poison.
The Shen family is not a family with a clean and upright family style. She knows that her other cousins and even her own second brother don't like Shen Huan.
Because Shen Huan and her are "born from the same mother", she is also not welcome.
When she was bullied at the beginning, she would sneak to Shen Hwan's yard during the occasional break and pull his sleeve and cry softly.When I grew up a bit, I once saw their second brother Shen sneering at Shen Huan. At that time, Shen Huan returned it without giving an inch, which made the second brother Shen feel ashamed.
She had seen such a scene many times, but what happened next was something she had never thought of.
She saw Shen Huan sitting in the corner by himself, with a calm expression on his face, as if he really didn't take Shen's second brother's words to heart. Suddenly tears fell.
She almost thought she was wrong.
Because her brother's expression was still calm, unlike her, when she cried, her whole face would wrinkle up, and at worst, she would bite her lip and cry.As for Shen Huan, he didn't even turn his eyes red.
He just looked at the wall with that kind of calm to indifferent eyes, and suddenly tears rolled down.
Shen Mingyu's eyes widened.
She immediately wanted to go over, touch the top of his head as Shen Huan had done to her before, and wipe his tears away with a handkerchief.
But immediately after, she withdrew her protruding foot again, inexplicably feeling that Shen Huan didn't want her to see it at this time.
He didn't want anyone to see him crying.
This year, Shen Huan was 13 years old and she was 11 years old.
After that, Shen Mingyu tried her best to laugh when she saw Shen Huan again, and told Shen Huan some happy things.
She thought she should protect her brother and become strong enough not to cry all the time and worry her brother.
But that was too difficult.
There were so many reasons why she wanted to cry.
When you practice the exercises over and over again but get nothing, when the elixir you just received is taken away by someone, when you get up late because you practice until late at night, and you get scolded...
But happiness is like the elixir handed out by the clan elders, there will always be only a little bit in her hands, just such a little bit, most of the time she has no time to taste it, and it is destroyed.
At that time, she couldn't help thinking, it would be great if her brother was here.
It would be great if she was the one who was poisoned. If my brother had a healthy body, he would definitely do a lot better than her. Not only would he not sneak over to her to cry, but he would also protect her well.
Unlike her, she can't even take care of herself.
She tried her best to make herself look colder and fiercer, so that others would not easily bully her.
Or be more cheerful and lively, and make friends, and it will be better.
But she couldn't.
The other children of the Shen family "think of being part of the same Shen family", and they will "kindly" leave a little room when they do things, and it is this little room that makes her constantly soft-hearted and desperate.
so repeatedly.
Until one day, she woke up from her sleep with tears all over her face, and when she went to practice in fear, she saw the cousin who had bullied her the most in the past, and suddenly her face changed.
She has her own secret.
Only she knew this secret, and she didn't even tell Shen Huan.
She advanced the time to fall asleep from [-]:[-] am to [-]:[-] pm. Before going to bed, she would write down the difficult problems she encountered that day on paper, and when she woke up the next day, she would see the answers on it.
Another "Shen Mingyu" lived in her body.
She didn't feel scared, she didn't know her existence, it was Shen Mingyu who told her.She could feel her kindness.
More importantly, she finally had a truly intimate person in this world.
That she, who knows everything about her, knows all her secrets, knows that she is afraid of the dark, has seen all her timid appearances, smart, lively, and powerful.
I will see Shen Huan with a lively look for her, and I will joke with Shen Huan to make him happy.
Never leave her.
Although they have never spoken face to face, they have paper and pen.
Later, Shen Mingyu lost her memory and became Song Chenbi, and that she didn't disappear either.
She didn't tell her what Lin Zhi did, she just "said" to her:
"As long as you need me, I will always live for you and watch over you forever."
That she named herself "Jing Ying", like a shadow, accompanied Song Chenbi for many years.
Song Chenbi, who has forgotten her past, does not know her origin, but is still very happy to have her.
However, today is different from the past, her talent has improved, and with Lin Zhi as a master, everyone in the sect will give her a friendly smile when they see her.
She died in neglect, panic, and despair, and was born in praise and envy.
Jingying seemed to be less important in her life.
She didn't care about it herself, but advised her to practice hard and make friends.
On the day Song Chenbi formed the alchemy, Lin Zhi asked her if she wanted him to choose a word for her?
She hesitated subconsciously, and didn't agree immediately.
Lin Zhi understood and didn't force it, saying that she would be the one to decide.
She went back and asked Jingying to write her a word on the paper.
In fact, she didn't quite understand why she was so dependent on this invisible girl, but she never became suspicious because of it, and instead obeyed this instinct quite naturally.
When I woke up the next day, there were two more words on the paper:
Flawed.
Other than that, there was no other explanation, but Song Chenbi understood what she meant.
The white wall is slightly flawed.
Jingying said that she was a blemish in her life.
after that……
Then there is nothing to say.
In the conflagration when she was conceived, it was Jingying who went to death for her.
So Song Chenbi received all her memories, recalled all kinds of things in the past, knew her real name was Shen Mingyu, and knew that the little brother she thought was kind at first sight was actually her brother.
I also know when Jingying came to her.
Jingying hoped that she would live a good life, she understood.
But she is such a weak girl, she is used to having such a girl silently by her side.
What's more, she couldn't help thinking that she should have died that day, and that a girl as smart as Jingying would be able to do something great if she survived.
The moment her life ended, she actually breathed a sigh of relief from the bottom of her heart.
She has lived for so long and has never protected anyone.When I was young, I was protected by my elder brother, when my elder brother was not around, I was protected by Jing Ying, and later I had a master.
This is her first time protecting someone.
The one she wanted to protect was the one she wanted to protect in the first place.
The author has something to say: How do you feel that the orange is _(:з」∠)_
A passage posted on Space last September:
"I know everything about you, I know all your bad tastes, I know you are afraid of the dark, I understand your pain. You are the whole meaning of my existence, as long as you need me, I will always live for you, Watching you forever."
- Subpersonality
"I haven't seen you yet, but I know you must be here. No one else will recognize your existence, but don't be sad, and me. You belong to
I, I will never deny that I betrayed you, as long as I am alive, you will live forever. "
——The main personality
"We share one body, one soul, and no one is closer than you and me.
But I can't even hug you. "
It is different from the real split personality. This is a fantasy world, and it doesn't talk about science.
The writing is not detailed enough, I will fix it in the future, God, forgive a pigeon who is rushing to draft!
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