[Transmigration Book] I eat soft rice at the male lead's house

Lu Yuxun sat in front of the hospital bed and helped Shen Tong cut fruit, smiling all over his face.Shen Tong said: "You are in a good mood recently."

Lu Yuxun: "Yes, you will be discharged from the hospital soon, so I'm naturally in a good mood. But don't get me wrong, I don't think it's annoying to take care of you, I wish I could take care of you like this every day."

Shen Tong felt uncomfortable, and deliberately changed the subject: "What major did you study in university?"

Lu Yuxun: "Director, after graduating, you can officially enter the film and television industry and shoot your own works. Shen Tong, what you said before, you want to go to a place with a pleasant environment to bask in the sun and drink tea can be realized. I have already found a house for you Alright, let's move in after leaving the hospital."

Shen Tong hesitated for a moment: "Find it? I... I didn't even know you were looking for it for me. How dare you do it. I always trouble you."

Lu Yuxun: "Didn't I just tell you last time, and I didn't listen carefully, bad boy. But don't say anything to trouble you, I'm sorry, etc. If you say such out-of-the-ordinary words, I will get angry .”

Shen Tong: "I... I'm actually not mentally prepared yet."

Lu Yuxun said with a smile: "A lot of things are often unexpected, and we don't have so much time to prepare slowly. It's like some couples wanting to have children, exercising ahead of time, quitting smoking and drinking, and the result is that they don't know each other for a year or two. What's more, some couples didn't plan to have a child, but ended up having a child if they didn't pay attention, so what should I say? If it comes, you'll be at ease, just listen to my arrangement with peace of mind."

Shen Tong: "But..."

Lu Yuxun: "Are you still unable to let go of Su Lie?"

Shen Tong: "Huh? Su Lie? I, I can't let go of him, nor can I let go of his mother."

"Don't hide it from me, I know the relationship between you and Su Lie, I can see it," Lu Yuxun said sincerely, "If you believe me, listen to me, don't procrastinate, leave early. Shen Tong, you should know my situation, I like men, I like excellent men, so I like you. I am willing to take care of you and accompany you in the rest of your days, and I promise not to embarrass you or force you Whatever you do, I don't expect you to return my affection."

Shen Tong was completely stunned: "Ah?"

Lu Yuxun smiled and scratched the tip of his nose: "Look at your confused look, don't you know what I mean all this time? Su Lie didn't tell you anything? Well, I thought I was being very obvious Yes, I didn't expect you to never feel it, it seems that you have to work harder."

Shen Tong chewed the peel dryly, and said, "Why bother, I can't give you any response, and I... I'm dying."

"I know, I know you only have Su Lie in your heart, but it doesn't matter, as long as I can protect you," Lu Yuxun looked at him firmly, "You don't want Su Lie to know you will die, so he plans to use extreme methods to protect you." The way to make him forget you completely, so that he can start a new life. I understand, I understand you, and I can help you too."

Shen Tong: "You help me?"

"Yeah. Don't talk, don't struggle, he's just standing at the door." Lu Yuxun smiled, then suddenly lowered his head and kissed Shen Tong.

"Lu Yuxun!" Su Lie shouted angrily, rushing over with a heavy punch, knocking Lu Yuxun to the ground.

Seeing the blood oozing from the corner of his lips, Shen Tong became anxious and shouted to stop.Su Lie looked at Shen Tong like a wild beast, and the fire was burning in his pupils. He gritted his teeth and asked, "Are you protecting him?"

Shen Tong: "It's not what you think!"

Su Lie: "Okay, now I ask you, you answer honestly. Do you still love me or not?"

Shen Tong pursed her lips and shook her head cruelly.

Su Lie: "Then tell me, did he force you just now, or did you voluntarily?"

Shen Tong closed his eyes, and answered with difficulty: "I voluntarily."

"You're lying!" Su Lie overturned the fruit plate on the table, the fruit plate fell to the ground, spun a few times and suddenly shattered.

"He didn't lie, it's because you refused to face the reality." Lu Yuxun wiped off the blood from the corner of his lips, and said calmly, "Su Lie, you are too childish and not suitable for him."

Su Lie grabbed his neck and pushed him over on the accompanying chair next to him: "Do you have a chance to speak?"

Shen Tong is not good at lying, so he was afraid that Su Lie would see through his clues, so he simply shrank into the quilt and chased him away, saying: "I will leave here after I am discharged from the hospital, don't pester me anymore, I beg you, please forgive me." me."

Su Lie asked sadly, "You want to go with him?"

Shen Tong replied in a muffled voice: "Well, I want to go with him."

Su Lie: "Do you like him?"

Shen Tong: "Yes, I like him."

Su Lie: "Then why did you ask Zhouzi to send me the question bank before, and why did you go to me before the college entrance examination? Are they all fake? Shen Tong, are you lying to me or yourself?"

Shen Tong: "You misunderstood. The little things I did for you were not worth mentioning. It was because of your mother's face. I didn't go to you before the college entrance examination. I went to Lu Yuxun and wanted to take care of her on the way. That's all, but your dog is too clingy, so I didn't go in because I was too annoyed. Well, if you talk about it, let's go and don't come again. "

Su Lie was hurt enough, he didn't expect that his enthusiasm was wrong, it turned out to be wishful thinking.What do you mean by looking at his mother's face, and what do you mean by a dog being too clingy?Heh, it's better to just say a word and get out.

His voice trembled slightly: "Shen Tong, loving someone really makes you very timid, I have realized it. Every day when I love you, I am trembling, because I am afraid that if you do not do well, you will be unhappy. You Give me a smiling face, and I will be happy all day long. When you frown, I feel pain in my heart. Do you think I owe it? Oh, I just owe it to you. I love you, an ungrateful person. .”

Shen Tong: "If you know, then go quickly."

Su Lie let go of his clenched fist: "Shen Tong, I guess I misread the person."

As the footsteps faded away, Shen Tong's tears also began to fall, dripping into the pillow core.Lu Yuxun patted him on the back lightly, and comforted him in a low voice: "It's okay, it'll be fine after this hurdle. He's gone, you can sleep for a while..."

In mid-June, Shen Tong quit his school job and went to City Y, a small city with beautiful mountains and rivers and a pleasant climate.Except for Lu Yuxun, no one knows where he is. Every day, he really basks in the morning sun, enjoys the evening mountain breeze, and tastes the local camellia.

He had planned to live like this until the end of his life, waiting to suddenly wake up one day, or like those people who died of poisoning in martial arts movies, vomit a mouthful of black blood, say half a last word, and then hiccup fart.Of course, Shen Tong will not have such regrets, his last words have already been written, and they are words of comfort, just in case Su Lie finds out the news of his death one day and is hard to let go.

There is a sentence that Shen Tong likes very much. From other places, it says that love will never be born with life, nor will it die with death. It has existed in your eyebrows or in my grave. That is forever.

This is what he left for Su Lie, and it was also for himself. After all, he admitted the authenticity of this love, and he felt extremely moved. He was worthy of the year the two spent together, and he would not be wronged if he died.

However, half a year later, he was still alive and well.

Then the question arises, the living expenses are all spent, and the rent can hardly be paid. Should I die early or go out to make money?

Of course, you still have to make money. It’s better to live than to die. It’s a day if you can delay it for a day.

So Shen Tong started to work part-time in bars again. When he was free, he thought about writing songs, and also contributed to various music studios or media companies. Finally, he was able to maintain his daily expenses, and there was still a balance after paying the rent.

After lingering for another half a year, Shen Tong still did not die, but intermittent bleeding began again.He felt that it was almost done. When he went to the hospital for an examination a few days ago, the doctor revealed the news that his time was numbered, and it was estimated that he would die after draining the blood this time.

Lying on the bed, he sent a message to Lu Yuxun, saying that the mountains were high and the water was far away, and he might not have time to say goodbye to him face to face, hoping that his gratitude would be received by him.

Lu Yuxun didn't reply, but he appeared at Shen Tong's bedside in the middle of the night, and made him a cup of hot ginger syrup.

Shen Tong asked in surprise: "Why are you here?"

Lu Yuxun smiled and patted his head: "You have a low-grade fever, and your nasal voice is also a little heavy. You must have a cold. Don't think about it."

"Really?" Shen Tong patted his head, "No wonder I feel weak all over, I thought it was the end of the day. If I had known earlier, I wouldn't have sent you a message, and I made you rush over overnight. I'm so sorry!"

Lu Yuxun helped him tuck the quilt up, and said softly, "Don't be so polite. It's cold at night, so don't kick on the quilt anymore. By the way, have you seen the financial headlines, saying that the prince of the Yunhu Group won the domestic professional boxer selection competition?" Standing out from the crowd. That kid Su Lie went all the way to the finals, and if nothing else happens, he can enter the national team."

Shen Tong: "He doesn't study well, and wants to fight professional boxing matches? Yunhu will still rely on him in the future. This is not doing his job properly."

Lu Yuxun: "You can't say that. If you join the national team, you will have the opportunity to enter the international market. It is a good thing to win glory for the country. Besides, boxing is his ideal, and he also has that talent."

Shen Tong smiled: "It's rare that you are willing to speak for him."

Lu Yuxun: "I don't hate him, even though he is my rival in love, and even after we broke up, he has been arbitrarily occupying all the love of my sweetheart."

"..." Shen Tong was embarrassed, "Don't say these things."

"I was joking with you," Lu Yuxun turned off the bedside lamp, patted his quilt and said, "have a good rest, I'm going next door."

When the next spring, when the flowers bloomed, Shen Tong still did not die.He began to regret it. If he knew that he still had so many days to live, he should have stayed close to Su Lie, even if he could only see his back occasionally.

The warm sun shines into the flower gallery, Shen Tong's longing grows with the wind, he misses Su Lie crazily, and the thought of seeing him grows from a seed into a towering tree in an instant, which cannot be contained.He had already changed his number, but he still remembered Su Lie's.So he took out his mobile phone and dialed the number, thinking with great anticipation that he would not speak for a while, as long as he could hear his voice.

Unfortunately, what he heard was a notification that the number was empty.

Shen Tong's heart went cold.

A few days later when Lu Yuxun came to see him, Shen Tong asked, "Do you have any news about Su Lie?"

Lu Yuxun said: "He made a new girlfriend. I've met him a few times. She's pretty, kind, and polite. She's better than the previous one."

"Have you got a girlfriend?" Shen Tong leaned on the pillar of the flower gallery and muttered, "That means he let go, it's good, he is the only child in the family, he should find a girlfriend and have a good relationship."

Lu Yuxun persuaded him: "Shen Tong, let go too."

Shen Tong looked at the roses climbing all over the corridor, without saying a word.

Lu Yuxun: "We won't talk about this. Shen Tong, do you know that the song you voted for Huayi Media has been selected? I specially bring you good news today."

Shen Tong looked calm: "Choose?"

Lu Yuxun: "Well, they want to sign a contract with you for a long-term cooperation. You think about it. If you want, I will accompany you to their company in two days."

Shen Tong agreed, if he could sign the contract, at least he could earn more money and return it to Lu Yuxun before he died.

There was a cool breeze at night, and he tossed and turned under the moonlight shining in from the window, thinking about what Su Lie's girlfriend would look like, whether she was tall or not, and whether her skin was fair or not.Just thinking about it makes me sad, and the complacency during the day has disappeared, as if it was just an illusion of returning to the light.

He got out of bed and rummaged through the cabinets, trying to find something to remember the past, but in the end he found nothing.Everything in the past is gone, and disappeared into Shen Tong's life together with Su Lie.

Taking out a blank hardcover book, Shen Tong picked up a pen and decided to start writing a diary today - he wanted to leave something memorable for Su Lie, lest Su Lie would encounter such misery one day in the future night.

Three words on the pen: Mr. Su...

Shen Tong suddenly collapsed, crying uncontrollably.