[Transmigration Book] I eat soft rice at the male lead's house
Chapter 84 How to Balance
Shen Tong didn't know how he got back, when he woke up, he was already outside the gate of Yufu Manor.He knew that Su Lie was at home at this time, and he wanted to rush in to find him and tell him about his illness, but he didn't dare.
Su Lie's declaration of love to live and die together is still ringing in his ears. They have only been in love for a long time, and it is the time when they are passionate. Telling him now, isn't that going to gouge out his heart.Shen Tong was really scared, so he turned around and left, panicked.
For more than 20 years, Shen Tong has never known that he is so afraid of death. He is afraid that if he really dies, he will lose everything.What will happen to the world, what will happen to the universe, what will happen to Su Lie in the future, don't they all become nothingness forever for him?With Su Lie's stubborn personality, he wouldn't really be buried with him...
Shen Tong stood still on the side of the road, and suddenly thought of those heroines in TV dramas who passed back after death, and his heart moved—could this be the opportunity given to him by the "little man waist", so that he could wear back his own after death. the world?
That's pretty much it!Otherwise, what is going on if you die in the book?
"Di Di-"
A car stopped beside Shen Tong, the window was lowered, Lu Yuxun leaned over and said pleasantly: "Shen Tong? Long time no see, you get in the car!"
Shen Tong: "Huh?"
Lu Yuxun smiled brightly: "Come up quickly, parking is not allowed here."
"Oh..." Shen Tong was in a state of confusion, and got into his car in a daze.
Lu Yuxun asked: "Why are you here? I heard that you have become a teacher. Did you live directly at the school? It's not far from the school, why don't you come back and live?"
Shen Tong: "I... broke up with your Aunt Su, and moved out a long time ago."
"We broke up, I'm sorry to ask you!" Lu Yuxun said, "Then do you want to go back and see them now? I'll take you there together. When will you go like this?"
Shen Tong: "No, no, I'm not going, I'm... I don't know how I got here, maybe I gave the wrong address when I took a taxi."
Lu Yuxun smiled: "You are such a little confused!"
Shen Tong was a little embarrassed: "I'm sorry, I just laughed."
Lu Yuxun directly drove the car to his own garage, and after getting out of the car, he went over to help Shen Tong open the passenger door, and invited him to get out of the car very gentlemanly.
When Shen Tong saw that clean and slender hand, he was stunned again, not understanding why he came home with someone.He sat obediently on the co-pilot, and said falteringly: "Well... I don't know why I got in the car just now, and then I... Am I in your garage now?"
Lu Yuxun nodded: "Yes, you are in the garage of my house. You didn't tell me where you were going, and you were in a daze all the way, so I had to bring you to my house first. Anyway, you have already come, follow me I'll go upstairs and sit for a while, and then I'll take you back."
Shen Tong hurriedly got out of the car, but pushed back and said: "No, no, you don't have to send it to me, I'll just go back by myself. It's really troublesome for you, I'll go out and call a car right away, don't worry about me."
"Are you kidding me?" Lu Yuxun pretended to be angry, pulled him upstairs, and said, "At least I'm a neighbor. I also came forward to provide an alibi for you. If you still treat me as a friend Just let me take you back, or I will feel uneasy."
Once he said that, Shen Tong was too embarrassed to refuse, so he followed him back home, intending to rest for a while before leaving.Shen Tong sat in the living room, took the water glass and thanked him: "I really have to thank you for that matter, otherwise I can't solve it so quickly, and I don't know how to express it. Anyway, if you need it in the future, just ask me. I will do my best."
Lu Yuxun: "Why are you being polite, really. I saw you walking on the side of the road absent-minded today. What happened? Are you holding a medical record?"
"Ah? Oh, no, no." Shen Tong hurriedly rolled up the medical records into a tube and stuffed it into his pocket.
Lu Yuxun felt that something was wrong just by looking at him, and stretched out his hand and said, "Here, let me have a look."
Shen Tong pretended not to know: "No, nothing."
Lu Yuxun frowned: "Bring it, bring it."
Shen Tong: "Forget it, thank you for your kindness, but this is privacy."
"Did you really not regard me as a friend?" Lu Yuxun said unhappily, "It's a pity that I ran all the way to testify for you, but you didn't regard me as your own? What's the point of privacy? I won't tell anyone else."
Shen Tong hesitated, this medical record of his is a terrible secret, it needs to be kept tightly covered, otherwise Su Lie will find out one day.But Lu Yuxun is also a person who will not give up until he achieves his goal. Seeing that Shen Tong refuses to give, he wants to grab it himself.There was no other way, Shen Tong had no choice but to show it to him, and repeatedly told him not to tell anyone.
Lu Yuxun raised his hand and vowed to keep it secret, and then opened his medical record.After seeing it, he frowned even tighter. He held his chin and thought melancholy, and asked, "What's written on it?"
"..." Shen Tong pointed to a line of Feitian cursive script, "It said that I had a tumor, which was malignant."
"Tumor?" Lu Yuxun couldn't believe it, "Cancer?"
Shen Tong nodded: "It's the middle stage, the possibility of a cure is very small."
"That must be treated!" Lu Yuxun almost blurted out, grabbed Shen Tong's hand and said, "Just tell me what difficulties you have now, whether you need money or people, I have both! Shen Tong, you say you You broke up with Aunt Su, right? Are you worried that they won't help you? Don't be afraid, you still have me! I... I'm your friend, right?"
Shen Tong: "No, today I really..."
Lu Yuxun: "No? I'm not your friend?"
"Ah, that's not what I meant," Shen Tong's eyes moved slightly, and he smiled and said, "You are my friend, I just wanted to say that I came here today because I didn't pay attention, and I didn't plan to ask them for help. This matter I will definitely not let them know, so don’t tell them, don’t make them worry. Lu Yuxun, thank you for your help, I feel much better now. But I haven’t considered whether to cure this disease, I have to Balance it out."
Lu Yuxun said anxiously: "What is there to weigh? It must be cured!"
"No, you don't understand," Shen Tong said with a serious expression, "My tumor is said to be a new type, and there is no record in medical history. You know what it means. The possibility of my being saved is not even 20.00%, and I have to accept it." Radiotherapy and chemotherapy, by then I will become a ghost, and if I die, at least I will still be a person when I die, but the difference is just a few days earlier and a few days later, and the treatment is of little significance."
"So? So you are going to give up? Shen Tong, you have to think clearly, what you give up is your own life!" Lu Yuxun unconsciously increased his strength, holding him and refused to let go. Escape was unsuccessful.
"Don't worry, just relax first, my hand hurts," Shen Tong struggled again, and finally got out of his hand, "I'm still thinking about it, and it doesn't mean that it will definitely be cured. I'm just weighing , thinking that instead of spending the rest of the time in the hospital, it is better to live a free life as much as possible, do what you like to do as much as possible, and you will not regret leaving in the future.”
Lu Yuxun: "Then have you ever thought about Aunt Su? And that kid Su Lie, I think he cares about you more than anyone else. What will happen to him if you let yourself die of illness without saying a word? He can't be mad gone?"
Who says it's not, it's more than mad, the child threatened to die with him.Shen Tong guessed that at least half of him might be able to wear it back after death, but if Su Lie died, it would be real death, this was what he was most worried about.
"Let me think about it again, I'll think about it again." Shen Tong rubbed his brows, trying to hide the bewilderment in his eyes.
Lu Yuxun also calmed down, and said: "Okay, I won't force you to make a decision now, you can go back and think about it. But now I am the only one who knows about your condition, you must think it over as soon as possible, and then give me an answer. No matter what, I will help you, even if it is true..."
"Well, I understand," Shen Tong smiled at him, "Thank you."
A few days later, Lu Yuxun stopped Shen Tong at school and dragged him to the playground to talk.Su Lie saw it from afar, ran over angrily and asked him what he was doing here, but Lu Yuxun didn't argue with him, just said "call" to Shen Tong and left.
Su Lie followed him back and forth for most of the day, no matter how hard he questioned Shen Tong, he still couldn't get the answer he wanted, and his cub was determined to keep it a secret for Lu Yuxun, so angry that he didn't even have lunch.
A few days later, Su Lie accidentally caught a glimpse of Shen Tong chatting with a man downstairs when he was doing his evening self-study. He opened the window and took a closer look, and it turned out that it was still the ruthless Lu Yuxun!
Evening self-study was gone, Su Lie strode straight towards the two of them.
However, when he came up to him, Lu Yuxun had disappeared, leaving only Shen Tong standing there with a gloomy expression.
Su Lie asked him angrily: "Did Lu Yuxun come again? Why are you still dating him? Didn't I tell you everything?"
Shen Tong looked up at him and said, "It's time for evening self-study, you should do your homework in the classroom."
Su Lie: "What homework do I still have, my wife is about to be kidnapped, how much heart do I need to be able to do my homework safely?"
Shen Tong: "Don't talk nonsense, he just came to see me."
"Why does he come to see you? You are mine, so it's not his turn to see you!" Su Lie got angry, and shouted without restraint, "You too, why don't you know how to hide, so let's go Waiting for him to come to you? I'm still here, how dare you do this in front of me!"
Shen Tong said coldly: "What happened to me in front of you? Did I do something to apologize to you? I'm still a free person now, don't I have the right to socialize?"
Su Lie: "You can socialize, but don't socialize with him, don't you know what he has in mind?"
Shen Tong: "Do you know what's on his mind? I'm not going to force you to reverse this habit of guessing others at will, but I have my own judgment. I think he's pretty good, and I don't need you to give me directions."
"What did you say?" Su Lie looked at him incredulously, "You said I was directing blindly? Boy, do you believe him or not now?"
Shen Tong gritted his teeth and insisted: "I can't find a reason to believe you."
Su Lie: "Can you say it again?"
Shen Tong looked at him: "I said, I don't believe you in this matter, do you hear me clearly?"
"Okay, okay, okay, I won't argue with you. You are in a bad mood recently, and you can't listen to what I say. If you think his words are more useful than mine, just listen to them. As long as you can get better, I will let him Just say it!"
Su Lie's eyes were red, and he left angrily.
It just froze for several days, neither of them said a word, even Shen Tong didn't mention Su Lie to answer questions in class.Su Lie couldn't bear it anymore, so he ran to the faculty dormitory to grind at night, he felt that he was right, and wanted Shen Tong to speak first, but Shen Tong didn't speak, nor did he kick him out, just acting as if there was no such person in the room.
Shen Tong undressed and took a shower as usual, while Su Lie sat at the desk with his elbows propped up to watch, and then his eyes were greedy.But he, Su Lie, also wanted to save face, no matter how greedy he was, he would not do anything, and then quietly took away Shen Tong's towel while he was taking a shower in the bathroom, waiting for him to shout.
Shen Tong didn't shout, he came out naked without a bath towel, dripping wet all over the floor.Su Lie looked at the water on the ground, and then at the water on someone's body, every drop seemed to hit his heart, he felt dizzy and tinnitus, and wanted to pounce on him.
But he wants face, so he will not compromise with the evil forces.
Shen Tong knew what the child was thinking about, but at this point, he couldn't soften his heart.That night, he also tolerated many childish behaviors such as hiding his toilet paper, pens, changing underwear, etc., and he never relented, and finally kicked him when the other party was cheekily laying the word "big" on his bed. Kick him and push him in.
Being strangled awake in the middle of the night, Shen Tong saw the child frowning by the light of the night lamp, as if he had a nightmare.His "heart of stone" finally softened for a moment, he loosened the arm that was holding him, and hugged the child in his arms with his backhand.
Su Lie's declaration of love to live and die together is still ringing in his ears. They have only been in love for a long time, and it is the time when they are passionate. Telling him now, isn't that going to gouge out his heart.Shen Tong was really scared, so he turned around and left, panicked.
For more than 20 years, Shen Tong has never known that he is so afraid of death. He is afraid that if he really dies, he will lose everything.What will happen to the world, what will happen to the universe, what will happen to Su Lie in the future, don't they all become nothingness forever for him?With Su Lie's stubborn personality, he wouldn't really be buried with him...
Shen Tong stood still on the side of the road, and suddenly thought of those heroines in TV dramas who passed back after death, and his heart moved—could this be the opportunity given to him by the "little man waist", so that he could wear back his own after death. the world?
That's pretty much it!Otherwise, what is going on if you die in the book?
"Di Di-"
A car stopped beside Shen Tong, the window was lowered, Lu Yuxun leaned over and said pleasantly: "Shen Tong? Long time no see, you get in the car!"
Shen Tong: "Huh?"
Lu Yuxun smiled brightly: "Come up quickly, parking is not allowed here."
"Oh..." Shen Tong was in a state of confusion, and got into his car in a daze.
Lu Yuxun asked: "Why are you here? I heard that you have become a teacher. Did you live directly at the school? It's not far from the school, why don't you come back and live?"
Shen Tong: "I... broke up with your Aunt Su, and moved out a long time ago."
"We broke up, I'm sorry to ask you!" Lu Yuxun said, "Then do you want to go back and see them now? I'll take you there together. When will you go like this?"
Shen Tong: "No, no, I'm not going, I'm... I don't know how I got here, maybe I gave the wrong address when I took a taxi."
Lu Yuxun smiled: "You are such a little confused!"
Shen Tong was a little embarrassed: "I'm sorry, I just laughed."
Lu Yuxun directly drove the car to his own garage, and after getting out of the car, he went over to help Shen Tong open the passenger door, and invited him to get out of the car very gentlemanly.
When Shen Tong saw that clean and slender hand, he was stunned again, not understanding why he came home with someone.He sat obediently on the co-pilot, and said falteringly: "Well... I don't know why I got in the car just now, and then I... Am I in your garage now?"
Lu Yuxun nodded: "Yes, you are in the garage of my house. You didn't tell me where you were going, and you were in a daze all the way, so I had to bring you to my house first. Anyway, you have already come, follow me I'll go upstairs and sit for a while, and then I'll take you back."
Shen Tong hurriedly got out of the car, but pushed back and said: "No, no, you don't have to send it to me, I'll just go back by myself. It's really troublesome for you, I'll go out and call a car right away, don't worry about me."
"Are you kidding me?" Lu Yuxun pretended to be angry, pulled him upstairs, and said, "At least I'm a neighbor. I also came forward to provide an alibi for you. If you still treat me as a friend Just let me take you back, or I will feel uneasy."
Once he said that, Shen Tong was too embarrassed to refuse, so he followed him back home, intending to rest for a while before leaving.Shen Tong sat in the living room, took the water glass and thanked him: "I really have to thank you for that matter, otherwise I can't solve it so quickly, and I don't know how to express it. Anyway, if you need it in the future, just ask me. I will do my best."
Lu Yuxun: "Why are you being polite, really. I saw you walking on the side of the road absent-minded today. What happened? Are you holding a medical record?"
"Ah? Oh, no, no." Shen Tong hurriedly rolled up the medical records into a tube and stuffed it into his pocket.
Lu Yuxun felt that something was wrong just by looking at him, and stretched out his hand and said, "Here, let me have a look."
Shen Tong pretended not to know: "No, nothing."
Lu Yuxun frowned: "Bring it, bring it."
Shen Tong: "Forget it, thank you for your kindness, but this is privacy."
"Did you really not regard me as a friend?" Lu Yuxun said unhappily, "It's a pity that I ran all the way to testify for you, but you didn't regard me as your own? What's the point of privacy? I won't tell anyone else."
Shen Tong hesitated, this medical record of his is a terrible secret, it needs to be kept tightly covered, otherwise Su Lie will find out one day.But Lu Yuxun is also a person who will not give up until he achieves his goal. Seeing that Shen Tong refuses to give, he wants to grab it himself.There was no other way, Shen Tong had no choice but to show it to him, and repeatedly told him not to tell anyone.
Lu Yuxun raised his hand and vowed to keep it secret, and then opened his medical record.After seeing it, he frowned even tighter. He held his chin and thought melancholy, and asked, "What's written on it?"
"..." Shen Tong pointed to a line of Feitian cursive script, "It said that I had a tumor, which was malignant."
"Tumor?" Lu Yuxun couldn't believe it, "Cancer?"
Shen Tong nodded: "It's the middle stage, the possibility of a cure is very small."
"That must be treated!" Lu Yuxun almost blurted out, grabbed Shen Tong's hand and said, "Just tell me what difficulties you have now, whether you need money or people, I have both! Shen Tong, you say you You broke up with Aunt Su, right? Are you worried that they won't help you? Don't be afraid, you still have me! I... I'm your friend, right?"
Shen Tong: "No, today I really..."
Lu Yuxun: "No? I'm not your friend?"
"Ah, that's not what I meant," Shen Tong's eyes moved slightly, and he smiled and said, "You are my friend, I just wanted to say that I came here today because I didn't pay attention, and I didn't plan to ask them for help. This matter I will definitely not let them know, so don’t tell them, don’t make them worry. Lu Yuxun, thank you for your help, I feel much better now. But I haven’t considered whether to cure this disease, I have to Balance it out."
Lu Yuxun said anxiously: "What is there to weigh? It must be cured!"
"No, you don't understand," Shen Tong said with a serious expression, "My tumor is said to be a new type, and there is no record in medical history. You know what it means. The possibility of my being saved is not even 20.00%, and I have to accept it." Radiotherapy and chemotherapy, by then I will become a ghost, and if I die, at least I will still be a person when I die, but the difference is just a few days earlier and a few days later, and the treatment is of little significance."
"So? So you are going to give up? Shen Tong, you have to think clearly, what you give up is your own life!" Lu Yuxun unconsciously increased his strength, holding him and refused to let go. Escape was unsuccessful.
"Don't worry, just relax first, my hand hurts," Shen Tong struggled again, and finally got out of his hand, "I'm still thinking about it, and it doesn't mean that it will definitely be cured. I'm just weighing , thinking that instead of spending the rest of the time in the hospital, it is better to live a free life as much as possible, do what you like to do as much as possible, and you will not regret leaving in the future.”
Lu Yuxun: "Then have you ever thought about Aunt Su? And that kid Su Lie, I think he cares about you more than anyone else. What will happen to him if you let yourself die of illness without saying a word? He can't be mad gone?"
Who says it's not, it's more than mad, the child threatened to die with him.Shen Tong guessed that at least half of him might be able to wear it back after death, but if Su Lie died, it would be real death, this was what he was most worried about.
"Let me think about it again, I'll think about it again." Shen Tong rubbed his brows, trying to hide the bewilderment in his eyes.
Lu Yuxun also calmed down, and said: "Okay, I won't force you to make a decision now, you can go back and think about it. But now I am the only one who knows about your condition, you must think it over as soon as possible, and then give me an answer. No matter what, I will help you, even if it is true..."
"Well, I understand," Shen Tong smiled at him, "Thank you."
A few days later, Lu Yuxun stopped Shen Tong at school and dragged him to the playground to talk.Su Lie saw it from afar, ran over angrily and asked him what he was doing here, but Lu Yuxun didn't argue with him, just said "call" to Shen Tong and left.
Su Lie followed him back and forth for most of the day, no matter how hard he questioned Shen Tong, he still couldn't get the answer he wanted, and his cub was determined to keep it a secret for Lu Yuxun, so angry that he didn't even have lunch.
A few days later, Su Lie accidentally caught a glimpse of Shen Tong chatting with a man downstairs when he was doing his evening self-study. He opened the window and took a closer look, and it turned out that it was still the ruthless Lu Yuxun!
Evening self-study was gone, Su Lie strode straight towards the two of them.
However, when he came up to him, Lu Yuxun had disappeared, leaving only Shen Tong standing there with a gloomy expression.
Su Lie asked him angrily: "Did Lu Yuxun come again? Why are you still dating him? Didn't I tell you everything?"
Shen Tong looked up at him and said, "It's time for evening self-study, you should do your homework in the classroom."
Su Lie: "What homework do I still have, my wife is about to be kidnapped, how much heart do I need to be able to do my homework safely?"
Shen Tong: "Don't talk nonsense, he just came to see me."
"Why does he come to see you? You are mine, so it's not his turn to see you!" Su Lie got angry, and shouted without restraint, "You too, why don't you know how to hide, so let's go Waiting for him to come to you? I'm still here, how dare you do this in front of me!"
Shen Tong said coldly: "What happened to me in front of you? Did I do something to apologize to you? I'm still a free person now, don't I have the right to socialize?"
Su Lie: "You can socialize, but don't socialize with him, don't you know what he has in mind?"
Shen Tong: "Do you know what's on his mind? I'm not going to force you to reverse this habit of guessing others at will, but I have my own judgment. I think he's pretty good, and I don't need you to give me directions."
"What did you say?" Su Lie looked at him incredulously, "You said I was directing blindly? Boy, do you believe him or not now?"
Shen Tong gritted his teeth and insisted: "I can't find a reason to believe you."
Su Lie: "Can you say it again?"
Shen Tong looked at him: "I said, I don't believe you in this matter, do you hear me clearly?"
"Okay, okay, okay, I won't argue with you. You are in a bad mood recently, and you can't listen to what I say. If you think his words are more useful than mine, just listen to them. As long as you can get better, I will let him Just say it!"
Su Lie's eyes were red, and he left angrily.
It just froze for several days, neither of them said a word, even Shen Tong didn't mention Su Lie to answer questions in class.Su Lie couldn't bear it anymore, so he ran to the faculty dormitory to grind at night, he felt that he was right, and wanted Shen Tong to speak first, but Shen Tong didn't speak, nor did he kick him out, just acting as if there was no such person in the room.
Shen Tong undressed and took a shower as usual, while Su Lie sat at the desk with his elbows propped up to watch, and then his eyes were greedy.But he, Su Lie, also wanted to save face, no matter how greedy he was, he would not do anything, and then quietly took away Shen Tong's towel while he was taking a shower in the bathroom, waiting for him to shout.
Shen Tong didn't shout, he came out naked without a bath towel, dripping wet all over the floor.Su Lie looked at the water on the ground, and then at the water on someone's body, every drop seemed to hit his heart, he felt dizzy and tinnitus, and wanted to pounce on him.
But he wants face, so he will not compromise with the evil forces.
Shen Tong knew what the child was thinking about, but at this point, he couldn't soften his heart.That night, he also tolerated many childish behaviors such as hiding his toilet paper, pens, changing underwear, etc., and he never relented, and finally kicked him when the other party was cheekily laying the word "big" on his bed. Kick him and push him in.
Being strangled awake in the middle of the night, Shen Tong saw the child frowning by the light of the night lamp, as if he had a nightmare.His "heart of stone" finally softened for a moment, he loosened the arm that was holding him, and hugged the child in his arms with his backhand.
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