Under the Skin [Entertainment]

After half a month of working hard on the set, Chu Sheng ushered in his first vacation.

Although it was only three days, he still let Xiao Qin book the nearest air ticket to go back.

While packing his luggage, Xiao Qin came in from the outside, holding a courier bag in his hand, "Brother Chu, this is the courier that just arrived, and it's for you."

Chu Sheng took it and opened it, and there was only a small sealed plastic bag inside, containing a ring.

A ring that was the same as Chu Sheng's.

Hold it in your hand and look closely, there is Pei Qingyang's initials on the inner wall.

Xiao Qin leaned over, "What is it?"

Chu Sheng held the ring tightly in the palm of his hand reflexively, and said, "It's nothing, you go and buy me a bottle of drink, and bring the suitcase by the way."

As a result, Xiao Qin was dismissed.

He dialed the phone number on the courier slip, and suddenly felt that the number looked familiar. The phone was connected quickly, and the other party said "Hello."

Chu Sheng quickly hung up the phone.

He had indeed seen this number before. He dropped his camera at the press visit meeting of the crew last time, and returned to the hotel in a daze. The caller who told him "Mr. Pei is here" was called by this person.

Pei Qingyang will not take off personal items like rings casually.

Chu Sheng slowly sat on the bed, suddenly all the joy and anticipation of a minute ago was taken away, he felt very tired.

When Xiao Qin came back from shopping, he saw Chu Sheng sitting on the bed motionless, and called him twice, "Brother Chu, Brother Chu?"

Chu Sheng seemed to have heard nothing, still sitting there blankly, Xiao Qin walked over, and patted him on the shoulder cautiously, "Brother Chu, what's wrong with you?"

Chu Sheng turned around suddenly, Xiao Qin was so frightened that he took two steps back suddenly, but saw Chu Sheng pressed the center of his eyebrows as if he had recovered, and said, "It's nothing, just pack up and go."

The plane landed at five o'clock, but Chu Sheng didn't arrive home until nearly one o'clock.

Pei Qingyang called just now, saying that there was a meeting this morning, so he didn't show up. The housekeeper had already been waiting outside the door, stepped forward to open the car door for him, and escorted him out, "Young Master Chu is back."

The servant helped him unload the luggage, Chu Sheng nodded lightly, "Yes."

The butler said again: "Lunch is ready, Young Master Chu should eat a little before going to rest."

The smile on his face was extraordinarily attentive.

Chu Sheng was very familiar with this expression. In the past, whenever Pei Qingyang didn't come for a long time, the housekeeper was always very attentive.

He smiled, "Don't eat now, I want to sleep for a while."

The housekeeper had to say yes.

When Chu Sheng went upstairs, the butler noticed that he was wearing a string of Buddhist beads on his wrist, and asked, "Young Master Chu, did you go to the temple?"

"Well, I passed by on the way back, so I went inside to worship." Chu Sheng's gaze fell on the string of Buddhist beads. He had lost weight during this time, and the Buddhist beads were worn on the wrist with prominent wrist bones, and they were still a little empty.

The butler smiled and said, "That's the Fuyuan Temple in the suburbs? His family's marriage is very good. My youngest son got married six months after he went to worship. What did Young Master Chu ask for? Did you ask for a signature, and the signature can be solved there." good."

Chu Sheng stood on the stairs, "I went to make a wish and got a lottery."

He knelt at the feet of the Bodhisattva and said in his heart that I can't take it anymore, I really can't take it anymore, please let me stop thinking about that person, and I will be a vegetarian for a year to thank you for your great kindness and virtue.

No, it’s okay to be a vegetarian all your life.

The housekeeper said: "What can the old monk tell you?"

He once acted in a drama of the Republic of China, and the crew specially invited a famous local actor to teach him, and after learning a few lines, he turned up the old tune at this time, regardless of whether he sang it right or not." He advised me to turn around , free from coquettish anger, escape from the sea of ​​suffering, and realize Lan Yin early..."

The thin voice fell on the empty stairs, and Chu Sheng's thin figure had disappeared.

The housekeeper stood where he was, and sighed with emotion for half his life. He shook his head heavily, "It's a crime."

Driving all night exhausted a lot of physical strength, Chu Sheng slept until after dinner, feeling dazedly that the bed beside him sank down, and he was hugged into someone's arms.

Chu Sheng hugged his waist back, and sought his hand with the other hand.

That hand was empty.

He buried his head in Pei Qingyang's chest, his voice was hoarse because he just woke up, "Pei Qingyang, where is your ring?"

Pei Qingyang changed the other hand to his, and the ring on the ring finger felt very clear, and then laughed at him, "Did you sleep stupidly? You can't tell the left and right?"

Pei Qingyang kissed him on the top of his hair, "Xiao Sheng, why are you so cold? Are you sick?"

Chu Sheng shook his head, and rubbed against his arms again.

Pei Qingyang continued: "I heard from the housekeeper that you have been sleeping all day, so get up and have something to eat, huh?"

Chu Sheng still shook his head, "I'm not hungry."

He felt a pair of hands holding his waist, and Pei Qing's scorching breath was next to his ears, "Then let's do something else."

The two began to kiss, and when Pei Qingyang took off all his shirts, Chu Sheng suddenly shivered from the bottom of his heart, and he pushed Pei Qingyang away, "I'm very tired today, and I want to take a rest."

Pei Qingyang watched him quietly for a while in the dark, then pulled the quilt over and covered him, "Take a good rest when you're tired."

After Chu Sheng was woken up, he couldn't fall asleep. He kept his eyes open in the dark until dawn. He listened to Pei Qingyang's breathing on his heart. At seven o'clock, the people around him seemed to wake up. Chu Sheng quickly Close your eyes and listen to him get dressed and finally leave.

The sound of closing the door sounded, and Chu Sheng turned around, feeling the residual temperature slowly dissipating, as if no one had ever been there.

He seemed to be nailed to the bed, staring at the ceiling, neither speaking nor getting up, until the butler knocked on the door and brought the food upstairs, Chu Sheng ate a little and threw it aside.

In the afternoon, the phone rang, and it was still the same number.

The tone of the person on the other side of the phone was joking, "Since you called me, it means that you have received the mail. How is it? Do you have any thoughts?"

Chu Sheng was so calm that he didn't have any joy or anger, "Who the hell are you?"

The man lazily said, "It doesn't matter who I am, what I want to show Mr. Chu is the most important thing."

Chu Sheng asked, "Are you from Miss Sun?"

The other party asked him, "Who is Ms. Sun? I don't do things for anyone, but for myself."

Chu Sheng sneered, "Do you think that with Pei Qingyang's temperament, you will end well after doing these things?"

"At least I still have a chance, but this is not your concern."

He changed the subject, "In a while, I'll send you an address. As for whether you want to go or not, it's up to you to decide."

As soon as the voice fell, he hung up the phone.

Chu Sheng looked at the phone screen, and sure enough, a text message came in after a while. The address on it was an apartment in the city, and the house number was clearly written. It seemed that a lot of effort had been put into it.

Chu Sheng stared at the text message for more than ten minutes, until he remembered every word in his heart, he smiled, put on his clothes and went downstairs, and said to the housekeeper: "I'll go out for a while."

The butler nodded, "I'll call someone to prepare the car right away."

"No need." Chu Sheng stopped him, "I will drive myself."

The housekeeper seemed a little embarrassed, "Young Master Chu, the master's order is..."

Chu Sheng had no expression on his face, "I am responsible for anything."

After all, he took the key, but the housekeeper couldn't resist him, so he had to let him go.

Chu Sheng seldom drives by himself, and he is not familiar with the city's roads. Fortunately, the address is a well-known apartment in the city. It is easy to find it according to the navigation. When he came to the apartment room written in the text message, he looked at the closed room. Chu Sheng stood at the door for a long time, and suddenly he didn't understand what he was going to do here.

It seems that I lost my soul two hours ago, only a body was driven here by an unknown force.

Just as Chu Sheng was about to leave, the door opened from the inside.

He turned around suddenly and saw Pei Qingyang pushing a man against the door and kissing him deeply.

He seemed to be hit suddenly, standing still and unable to move.

The man kissed by Pei Qingyang has a handsome appearance and a pair of bright eyes, although those eyes are closed at the moment.

That person is Wen Yuan.

During the kiss, Wen Yuan opened his eyes and saw him, and hurriedly pushed Pei Qingyang away. Chu Sheng didn't want to see Pei Qingyang's reaction, so he turned around and ran downstairs in a panic, not even taking the elevator, but He ran down the stairs in a daze, and after an unknown amount of time, he rushed out of the apartment door and onto the street.

The sun at noon is very big, shining brightly on the head, and all the dirtiness and humbleness in the world have nowhere to hide.

Standing under the bright white sun, Chu Sheng suddenly felt sick to his stomach.

He leaned on a tree, bent down and retched unceasingly, with physiological tears streaming down his face.

That posture seemed to vomit out the heart, liver, spleen and lungs together, and the thin body seemed to be broken at any time.

Chu Sheng felt one hand caressing his back, and kept patting him to comfort him. With the other hand, he handed over a tissue. Chu Sheng took it and wiped his mouth.

Wen Yuan was at a loss and whispered: "Brother Chu, I'm sorry... I really don't know Mr. Pei... He, if I knew, he would definitely not do this, Brother Chu, I'm really sorry..."

He only saw Pei Qingyang for the first time not long ago, and he never thought that this was the person behind Chu Sheng, the enemy he had imagined.

Chu Sheng turned his head abruptly, his eyes were full of red silk, his voice almost choked up, "Xiao Yuan, how could you walk this way!"

Standing there just now, Chu Sheng's first thought was not even that he could not accept Pei Qingyang's betrayal, but why this person was Wen Yuan.

Wen Yuan looked like a child who had made a mistake, and said cautiously: "Brother Chu, you know, people in our circle are like this, people like me who have no background and the company is unwilling to praise, if you don't Give and never get good resources.”

"You are different!" Chu Sheng shouted loudly.

"Wen Yuan, you are different..."

He should be clean, always standing in the sun, always smiling brightly, instead of walking into this abyss like himself, always carrying the identity of an invisible person.

But he quickly realized that they were all the same people, so what position should he use to say such things.

"Forget it." Chu Sheng smiled bitterly and bleakly, "A person like me, what qualifications do I have to ask you."

He straightened up, didn't look at Wen Yuan, and just said, "Just treat me as talkative, I just want to advise you, in this kind of relationship, as long as everyone gets what they want, don't believe what he says, don't think that he really likes you , don’t get too deep, otherwise it will definitely not be easy.”

After speaking, he turned and left, slowly disappearing from Wen Yuan's sight.

Wen Yuan stood there, suddenly wanted to cry, but finally held back and just rubbed his eyes.

From this moment on, he understood that he would never get what he once dreamed of.

And he can't turn back, he can only go on like this.

Chu Sheng didn't know how long he walked on the street, and he didn't know where he finally went. He only knew that the sky was getting dark and the lights of the city were gradually turning on. Chu Sheng thought of himself at the age of 19. At that time, he, except Apart from getting ahead, the biggest extravagant hope is to have your own light in this huge city.

Many people spend their entire lives just looking for that light.

He once thought he was close, but now he realizes that he never had it.

A car stopped beside him, and the driver got out of the car, respectfully "Young Master Chu, Mr. Pei asked me to pick you up."

Chu Sheng didn't refuse, he got into the car almost numbly, and the driver closed the door for him.

As soon as Chu Sheng stepped into this familiar door, he felt that the atmosphere had never been depressed. The living room was so quiet that there was almost no sound. The housekeeper stood aside, and Pei Qingyang sat on the sofa with a cold face.

Seeing Chu Sheng, Pei Qingyang glanced at him, stood up, said "Come with me," and went upstairs on his own.

Chu Sheng followed Pei Qingyang to his study. The number of times he entered the study was one of the few. There are many important documents here, and it is not a place for him to come in and out casually.

Pei Qingyang turned around and put his hands back on the large solid wood desk.

"Xiao Sheng, you shouldn't be here today."

Chu Sheng smiled, "Mr. Pei is right. According to your thinking, I should pretend to be deaf and dumb to everything you do, and pretend that nothing happened. I really shouldn't come. I came across such a thing. You have no face, and I have no face either."

"But Pei Qingyang, I did it for you, knowing that it was such a disgraceful thing, what do you want from me? How despicable do you want me to be for you!"

Tears fell uncontrollably from his eyes, Chu Sheng yelled at him with red eyes, Pei Qingyang suddenly softened when he saw his appearance, walked over to touch his face, and wiped away the tears with his thumb.

"Why are you crying, Xiao Sheng, you know you are different from them, those people are just for entertainment."

"Yes!" Chu Sheng shook off his hand, "I know, they are for entertainment, I used to be too, no, I am the same now."

Pei Qingyang frowned fiercely, "Why are you getting more and more ignorant! I don't care about you even if you investigate my affairs, but you are getting into trouble with these insignificant people!"

"Pei Qingyang, you are not a fucking human!" Chu Sheng yelled almost hysterically, while picking up a precious vase on a shelf and throwing it at Pei Qingyang, Pei Qingyang dodged sideways, and the precious vase fell to the ground with a crisp sound, and then From treasure to a pile of cheap scraps.

Chu Sheng's tears couldn't stop falling, and his whole body was on the verge of madness.

Pei Qing raised his hand, but it stopped in mid-air, and finally put it down.

He took two steps in the room irritably, and said: "Chu Sheng, I never thought of praising you like this, but now your status by my side is like that of someone else's wife who is married by a bright media, what are you not satisfied with? "

"I'm not dissatisfied, it's just that you never know."

Chu Sheng had lost all his strength, and he fell to the ground, surrounded by fragments of the vase, one completely shattered and the other completely surrendered.

"Pei Qingyang, I love you."

Big tears dripped onto the carpet, and the face that he had been so attached to was full of tears, Pei Qingyang looked at it for a while, sat down beside him and hugged him, Chu Sheng cried bitterly, he caressed Chu Sheng's back seemed to be coaxing a child, "Okay, okay."

After a while, Chu Sheng stopped crying, grabbed Pei Qingyang's shirt on his chest with both hands, and said with a sob: "Pei Qingyang, let's break up, I can't take it anymore."

Pei Qingyang's body froze, he took out his handkerchief, and wiped away Chu Sheng's tears bit by bit, as if he hadn't heard anything, "Xiao Sheng, don't say stupid things, you know I won't allow such a thing to happen."

Chu Sheng shook his head in pain, "I don't want to be with you anymore, Pei Qingyang, I must separate from you."

From the moment he decided to look for Pei Qingyang in the morning, he knew that once he stepped out of this room, he would never be able to turn back and be irretrievable. He had already reached the edge of the cliff and had no choice but to jump off.

Pei Qingyang raised his chin, his eyes were as cold as ice, "Xiao Sheng, I thought what happened last time should have taught you a lesson. You should know that as long as I think, you can never get out of this house."

He sighed and compromised: "I know what you don't like, I promise you, from now on, no one will stay around me, only you, okay?"

Chu Sheng still shook his head, "Pei Qingyang, I don't believe you anymore."

He and Pei Qingyang looked at each other, his dark eyes were dead silent, "I want to leave you, I will leave you even if I die."

Pei Qingyang suddenly pushed him to the ground, stood up, walked behind the desk, and took something out of the drawer. Chu Sheng saw that it was a gun.

Pei Qingyang loaded the gun and pointed the dark muzzle at Chu Sheng.

"For so many years, as long as you open your mouth, I can give you anything, what else do you want?"

"Chu Sheng, leave me alive, don't even think about it."

Chu Sheng stood up, held Pei Qingyang's hand, and pressed his forehead to the muzzle of the gun, "Then shoot."

His eyes were red, extremely crazy and fragile, and he shouted hoarsely, "Pei Qingyang, shoot!"

Pei Qingyang's chest heaved violently, he gritted his teeth and said, "Don't force me."

Chu Sheng laughed mockingly, "You dare not?"

Pei Qingyang looked at him, and pulled the trigger with his finger. A silenced gunshot sounded, and Chu Sheng closed his eyes.

When he opened it again, Pei Qingyang pointed upwards with the hand holding the gun, and there was a bright hole in the ceiling above his head.

"roll."

Pei Qingyang threw the gun to the ground and turned away from looking at him.

Chu Sheng turned around slowly and walked out, suddenly stopped, and said: "Wen Yuan, he is a good boy, if you don't want him one day, at least give him some benefits, I know you have always been very generous."

The sound of closing the door sounded. Pei Qingyang lowered his head and looked at his hand. The hand holding the gun just now was even a little trembling. He lit a cigarette, and then one after another until the ashtray was full. cigarette butts.

The author has something to say:

I finally got to this point. It wasn’t actually Calvin yesterday, but I just wanted to write down this paragraph continuously. This is really a memorable moment!