Misfiring

The encounter between Lin Jingze and Ling Han began by an accident.

He had just finished arguing with the old antique at home that day, and he was in a bad mood, so he drove to the bar alone to have fun.

The education he received since he was a child was all elite-style. He had to follow the rules, keep himself clean, and the most important thing was not to fall behind in his academic performance. Only in this way would he be able to become a promising person in the future.

In the first 18 years of her life, Lin Jingze had no objection to similar ideas, and even once thought her parents were right.

It wasn't until he fell in love for the first time that he realized his sexual orientation in a trance.

The reality was contrary to the principles he always believed in. He was very flustered at first, and he was immersed in panic every day.

But fortunately, he is quite smart, so he didn't confess to his parents right away, but silently collected information and explored by himself.

After some arduous struggles, he was finally freed from the shackles of the secular world, and re-accepted himself and the seemingly unnecessary changes in his thinking.

It's like peeling the skin and picking the flesh, completing a cleansing of the soul.

After that, Lin Jingze still obeyed her parents' arrangement to get into a key university, graduate school and even enter a medical institution.

Because excellence has become a habit, and it doesn't conflict with his liking for men, so there's no need to get on the line and make things difficult for yourself.

Economic independence is always a bargaining chip in the struggle.

Just like today, he was unhappy in the hospital and said he wanted to change his working environment.When Old Antique disagreed, he could also take the opportunity to explode and give himself an excuse to vent.

Just shake your face!Just run away from home! !What's wrong! ! !

The former Lin Jingze died, now——

He wants to be the night show Wang Jingze!Treat yourself to a treat!

Go to his order!Fuck his law-abiding self!

He wants to lose his virginity!He wants to sleep with a man! ! !

No one wants to stop him!

Lin Jingze sat in the most conspicuous position in the entire bar, ordered a bottle of vodka, and looked for the one who was once a spring breeze openly.

Judging people is his specialty, and he is not afraid of meeting strange people at all.

Even if he has experience or not, and whether his ability is strong or not, he can predict that it is almost indistinguishable.

Haven't eaten pork, haven't you seen a pig running?

Lin Jingze is not good at drinking, and he started to lose his mind after two glasses of yellow soup. In order to maintain his sanity, he chose to put down his glass and focus on picking people.

This is a gay bar, and all kinds of men are walking around in front of them. Lin Jingze has outstanding looks and a good figure, and there are many little ones or little zeros who come to strike up a conversation.

But he didn't like everything, so he didn't say a word of nonsense, and directly refused with a gesture of being unapproachable.

Half a day passed without any progress.

Lin Jingze was a little anxious. He thought that he didn't have high requirements, as long as the conditions were similar to him in all aspects. Why is it so difficult.

Just when he was about to lose heart, Ling Han appeared.

The tall figure turned out from the corner, and Lin Jingze realized that there were still many relatively quiet booths inside, and she felt that she was at a loss.

But fortunately, a fat sheep who didn't fit in the gregarious slipped out.

The appearance is good, it looks clean, the dressing style is also the one he likes, it is casual and decent, but there is no expression on his face.

Lin Jingze didn't intend to miss it, and immediately called out: "Hey, handsome guy, come and have a chat."

Regardless of whether he can succeed or not, let's keep the person first.

Ling Han was walking in front of him, he stopped when he heard this, and turned his head to look: "Call me?"

When he spoke, his tone was very light, and he obviously had no intention of chasing beauty.

Lin Jingze was not discouraged either: "Hmm, besides you, is there any other handsome guy here?"

"..."

Faced with the current situation, Ling Han would usually leave directly.But tonight, for some unknown reason, he walked over inexplicably, and sat opposite Lin Jingze, to see what kind of flair he could chat with a strange man.

Lin Jingze was not surprised.

He had already seen from the other person's body language that this person did not reject his strike-up.

"Drink?" Lin Jingze raised the bottle to signal.

Ling Han was noncommittal.

There was only one cup on the table, which was used by him, Lin Jingze poured the wine into it naturally, and pushed it to Ling Han.

Ling Han glanced at the wine glass, but didn't move.

"You are also a doctor." Lin Jingze said abruptly but firmly.

As soon as these words came out, a trace of unexpected emotion finally flashed in Ling Han's eyes, although it was fleeting, Lin Jingze still caught it.

Before Ling Han could struggle, he seemed to be grasping something, smiling like a fox: "Finish the wine, let's move on to another place."

It wasn't until this moment that Ling Han finally confirmed his intention: he really came here to find a one-night stand.

After all, he doesn't look like an old customer in Fengyue Field at all, and the way he strikes up a conversation is also very clumsy, obviously he's a kid.

It's just that he is very smart and knows how to make up for it in other ways.

Such as superb observation skills, speaking skills and so on.

It is undeniable that he has been a little lonely recently, but it seems that he does not need to rely on sexual indulgence to distract him.After pondering for a moment, Ling Han planned to look back, so he made it clear: "Do you want to ask me out?"

Obviously, bro!

While cheering herself up in her heart, Lin Jingze leaned closer and whispered, "No way?"

Ling Han stared at him for a while, then suddenly smiled and drank the wine.

"Row."

While waiting for the substitute driver, Lin Jingze was still a little dazed.

This is the appointment? ? ?

Is it that simple? ? ?

Just a few words? ? ?

Netizens do not deceive me!

Ling Han stood aside and looked at him quietly.

In the long night of deep winter, the wind was very strong on the street. Lin Jingze didn't wear much, as if she came out of the house in a hurry and didn't care to bring an extra coat. The warm fragrance, like the green grass baked by the sun, makes people feel at ease for no reason.

It seems that agreeing to his invitation is not too bad.

At least you won't regret it.

Ling Han made an unexpected move, took off the windbreaker he was wearing, and put it on Lin Jingze's shoulders: "Put it on."

Lin Jingze looked at him unexpectedly: "Thank you."

He inadvertently smelled a sandalwood smell, probably the perfume Ling Han sprayed on his clothes. It was like the first impression he had of him, very clean, so that he suddenly thought of an important thing.

According to common sense, they should now choose a high-end hotel to spend a good night together.

But he didn't like staying in hotels since he was a child, and he even hated it.

Everything must be carefully disinfected, so I still can't rest assured.That is not enjoyment at all, but a kind of torture.

Even though he didn't have a first night complex, he didn't want to let it go.

So the substitute driver came, before getting into the car, Lin Jingze said naturally: "If you don't mind, go to my house."

"..." If Ling Han was a girl, he would probably be scared away by him. Fortunately, he has confidence and can still control his expression well. Hearing this, he just nodded slightly, "En."

After parking the car, the surrogate driver tactfully slipped away. Lin Jingze leaned against the side of the car to rest for a while, and then slowly regained control of the nerves in her legs.

He didn't drink much, but after wandering on the road for so long, he was inevitably a little dizzy.

"Is it okay?" Ling Han asked a lot.

"...OK!" Lin Jingze assured.

As a result, as soon as he took a step, he couldn't help but slumped on the other person, like a person with ulterior motives.

The polite habit made him immediately want to separate, but after thinking about it, he felt that this was his date tonight, there was no need to be so alien, anyway, sooner or later, he would have to get in touch, it would be better to get acquainted with it in advance, and it would not be psychologically important when things came to an end. As for unacceptable.

Thinking of this, Lin Jingze lingered with peace of mind: "Please help me."

"..."

Back home, Lin Jingze couldn't help but take a deep breath, she felt so comfortable in her little nest.

When he was in his senior year, he bought this single apartment, two bedrooms and one living room, without any money from the family. Now that the payment is almost finished, he feels a sense of accomplishment.

There are condoms and lubricants at home, so you don’t need to buy them separately, but the bathroom is the same as a hotel, and you need to use it in turn. Lin Jingze waved her hand at it: "You go first, just do whatever you want."

He still has work to do, and it may be slower.

Ling Han took the bathrobe handed over by Lin Jingze, without saying anything, and closed the door after entering, but it was not locked.

Lin Jingze looked at the doorknob thoughtfully, nodded, turned and left.

He wants to drink more wine to strengthen his courage.

It's fucking exciting.

Ling Han took a shower very quickly, the whole process only took 10 minutes, his hair was brushed, but it was not completely dried, and the hair was still wet.

Hearing the movement, Lin Jingze put down his wine glass and raised his eyes just in time to catch up with him coming out.

The belt was tied in a neat knot around the strong waist, the bathrobe was too small, the length was only above the knee, and the front could not be fully closed, revealing a healthy but pale chest, and the groove marks on the abdomen could be seen faintly.

It's perfect and sexy.

Lin Jingze made no secret of her scrutinizing eyes, and was secretly a little proud.

Sure enough, he was not mistaken, this person is a model who looks thin when dressed, and has flesh when he undresses!If it weren't for noticing his hand, he really wouldn't dare to judge his occupation rashly.

I sit in the clinic every day, and my body is still in shape.

It seems that he is also very strict with himself.

Not bad.

While standing there allowing him to look at him, Ling Han was also paying attention to Lin Jingze's expression.

He was probably drunk, and all his thoughts were clearly displayed on his face, making it obvious to all.He looks good, with delicate but not feminine features, especially those eyes, which are very bright, as if as long as you meet them, you will be absorbed by them, reading the secrets that you don't want to show in the bottom of your heart.

Now those eyes were stained with drunkenness, and when they looked over, their eyes were a little hazy, as if they were not strangers they met for the first time, but a couple who couldn't be more compatible.

Even the manner of talking is very familiar.

"If you want to wash clothes, you can use my washing machine, which has a drying function, and I don't mind." Lin Jingze handed him the hair dryer again, "Dry it, don't catch a cold."

Before Ling Han could respond, he packed up his things and went into the bathroom. Before closing the door, he popped up and asked worriedly, "You won't sneak away, will you?"

Ling Han inexplicably wanted to tease him: "Maybe."

Unexpectedly, Lin Jingze didn't care: "Oh, whatever you want, anyway, I'm not the one who suffers."

As soon as the words were finished, there was a sound of closing the door, and there was no movement in the room for a while.

He is very confident.

This is Ling Han's most preliminary view of him.

While waiting for Lin Jingze to take a bath, Ling Han did many things, such as blowing his hair, drinking wine, and washing his clothes.All things he wouldn't normally do.

He is not used to blowing his hair, because of professional needs, he rarely touches alcohol, as for clothes...not to mention washing at other people's homes, and he is still a stranger.

There are many exceptions.

Maybe it was the environment here that made him feel at home and made him relax involuntarily, or maybe he was also drunk and couldn't restrain himself.

I want to do something that I haven't tried before and see what the consequences will be.

Ling Han is an orphan and doesn't know who his parents are.As long as he can remember, he has been in the largest orphanage in city A, and more than 100 children in the hospital are his brothers and sisters.

He was picked up by the dean on a deep winter night. It was very cold, and there was a note with the word "Ling" in his swaddle, so he was named Ling Han.

Has nothing to do with personality.

Ling Han heard more than one discussion between the headmaster and the childcare workers, saying that he is physically strong, his mind is flexible, and his appearance is even more unremarkable. How could his parents have the heart to abandon him.

Finally came to a conclusion: probably poor.

Ling Han didn't have any thoughts about it, because he didn't care, so he never thought about it.Compared with the stale past, he is more concerned about the question of what kind of family he will be taken away by in the future.

After all, their place is the largest orphanage in the city, and the rules and regulations in the hospital are very democratic. Not only the adopters have the right to choose, but also the adopted ones.

Ling Han has been living in the orphanage until junior high school, during which time there were many families who expressed strong willingness to adopt him, but without exception, he rejected them all.

He doesn't need parents, he doesn't need love and care, he just hopes to grow up quickly, establish his own family, and live that kind of celibate, unfettered life.

Besides, he still has his own ideas and goals, and it is impossible to go in the direction expected by the adoptive family.So he directly confronted the dean that he was more inclined to receive funding than adoption.

He has been waiting.

Finally, Huang Tian paid off. On his 16th birthday, he waited for a sponsorship agreement.

The other party gave him 500 million, which was regarded as an investment, and there was only one condition: after ten years, he would get at least double the income.

The identity of the investor is unknown, but Ling Han signed without much hesitation.

Half a month later, under the arrangement of the other party, he went to country M to study medicine, and he didn't come back from his PhD until the end of last year.

He is exactly 26 years old this year.

Ten years later, he overfulfilled the task of the mysterious man, but the lawyer who maintained the relationship between them told him that the mysterious man died in a car accident, and not only did he no longer need his rewards, he even gave him more than 50.00% of the medical expenses of the city's traditional Chinese medicine hospital. Shares, and other fragmented industries, have a market value far exceeding [-] million.

From an unknown orphan to a figure in the upper class of City A, he was actually quite distressed.

It wasn't because of the change of identity, but because he suddenly discovered that he seemed to have lost interest in everything.Even if he hides his identity and goes to work in the hospital as usual, it won't help.

He lost his perception of the details of life.

So on weekends, he would occasionally go to the bar to sit for a while to experience the lively feeling.That's what a so-called "normal person" should be like in life, but he is clearly integrated into it, but he is like an incompatible bystander, no different from watching a movie.

If this continues, he may need to see a psychiatrist.

Coincidentally, the owner of this house seems to be a psychiatrist.

Ling Han looked at the professional books stacked under the coffee table, and combined with the analysis of Lin Jingze's performance just now, the truth is probably the same.

But the psychiatrist can't have any emotional entanglement with the patient, it's a pity.

Fortunately, he is not yet ready for treatment.

Observe for a while.

Click.

With the sound of the door opening, Ling Han was sensitively aware that the atmosphere in the room seemed to be alive in an instant, and something was flowing in the dark, drawing his attention there.

"Come in." Lin Jingze urged.

Ling Han guessed that he also washed his hair, so he brought the hair dryer inside.

Sure enough, Lin Jingze took the hairdryer with her wet hair on her head, and motioned for him to brush his teeth, while she was busy in the bedroom.

The heating in the room was fully turned on, and Lin Jingze only wore a thin nightgown, dark blue, which made his skin whiter. The lower tie outlined his slender waist, and his slender legs were exposed in the air, without body hair.

While rinsing his mouth, Ling Han smiled when he saw himself in the mirror.

Can't help wondering: Are you so happy?

When facing outsiders, Ling Han always had a smile on his face, which was the illusion of alienation he deliberately created.The real him doesn't care about most of the things in his life, like just now, he feels pleasure from inadvertently catching a glimpse of a body of the same sex, which can be said to be unprecedented.

He has seen many kinds of sex, but this is the first time he has experienced such a feeling.

Therefore, it was rare for him to think about Lin Jingze. After washing, he let him turn off the light, pulled himself out, hugged him hesitantly, and pushed him all the way to the bed.

In the darkness, Ling Han heard him curse in a low voice: "Damn, just die."

Immediately, his lips were covered with a soft touch, and after a while, Ling Han tasted the same breath of mint.

An unexpected kiss.

He was undoubtedly passive at the beginning, because he had never tried it, and he had watched few adult movies, and his only reserves were often from works of art that could be released to the public.

However, Lin Jingze was obviously on the same level as him, and it wasn't too difficult, Ling Han quickly took the initiative, tightened his flexible waist, and increased the strength a little.

"Well."

The lower lip was bitten, Lin Jingze couldn't help but groaned, and then reluctantly returned it.

The hot and humid lips chase and lick each other, you come and go.After a while, they didn't know which nerve they were stretching, and suddenly laughed.The laughter was very soft, hidden between the lips and teeth, gradually covered by the sound of sticky water, and both of them fell on the bed.

After a short period of familiarity, Ling Han acted unceremoniously, his warm cheeks and soft earlobes were the objects of his interest.

Suffering from the double nuisance of alcohol and him, Lin Jingze let out a few quick gasps from time to time, and her reaction was very real.

Asking someone to do this kind of thing is for the sake of having fun, and there is nothing to hide.

Since both sides hold similar ideas, the coordination of each other's bodies is getting better, Lin Jingze whispered and pointed to the bedside table: "The things... are in the drawer, you can choose the size yourself..."

According to his words, he opened the drawer, and Ling Han found that besides condoms, there were many different kinds of small toys, which were placed brightly together, making it too late for people to misunderstand.

Thinking secretly, he chose the biggest one, and Ling Han tore it open, as if opening the door to another world, and since then his life has undergone a new change.

That night, Ling Han had an unprecedented warm experience, so that when he left the next morning, he carefully prepared breakfast for Lin Jingze, and placed the business card with the message on the most conspicuous place beside the bed, to ensure that he could sleep well when he opened his eyes. see.

Lin Jingze didn't get up until early in the morning, and the smell of lean meat porridge filled the house. He stretched subconsciously: "Hiss—" The stimulation from this made him wake up suddenly, imagining that he should jump up suddenly, but In fact, he struggled to support the bed, using the strength of his arms to drive his body to sit up slowly.

It seemed that if the situation got worse, he would not even be able to take care of himself.

As Ling Han expected, Lin Jingze quickly found the business card beside the bed.

Director of Department of Neurology, Municipal Hospital of Traditional Chinese Medicine: Ling Han.

On the back is a powerful sentence——

"Remember to eat breakfast, goodbye."

It was only after such an intimate and in-depth relationship that Lin Jingze learned of that person's name.

And half a month later, they did have a chance to see each other again.

He changed jobs, from the busy public hospital to the place where Ling Han was.

Ling Han's business card provided him with a very good choice, and the reason why he made up his mind in the end was mainly due to his own development considerations, as for other things... it was all secondary.

Coincidentally, they ran into each other in the elevator on the first day of work, but he didn't seem surprised at all.

At that time, Lin Jingze thought that he just didn't show his emotions. It wasn't until today that he knew that Ling Han was probably a senior executive of the hospital, or even a shareholder.

……

Pulling her mind away from the past, Lin Jingze looked at Ying Yang's VIP profile in front of her, and clicked to exit.

The phone was still hot after talking with Cheng Mo, Lin Jingze didn't care about it, and directly dialed Ling Han's number: "Come to my office."

Five minutes later, Ling Han hurried over.

A clean white coat was put on his body, making him look harmless to humans and animals: "What's the matter?"

Lin Jingze stared at him for a while, and asked directly, "What's your relationship with Ying Yang?"

Ling Han frowned, and responded airtightly: "I only have a relationship with you."

Lin Jingze was not surprised, he was already ready for the war of resistance, so he leaned on the back of the chair with his arms folded, and continued to look at him without saying a word.

Ling Han didn't want to start a conflict with him, so he didn't last long before recruiting: "Well, if you mean the boyfriend of your precious junior, I can only say that he also happens to be my patient."

Seeing that he was still avoiding, Lin Jingze had no choice but to speak more clearly: "I checked his file just now, and I feel that there is a problem."

"What's the problem?" Ling Han humbly asked for advice.

"What do you think?" Lin Jingze asked back.

Ling Han stopped talking, and responded to all changes with the same.

In this regard, Lin Jingze pulled her lips, took the time to pat her sleeves, and changed the way of saying: "Since you don't want to mention him, then tell me about me. I just read the patient's file privately. According to the regulations, should I Are you going to be punished, Director Ling? Or... should I call you Director Ling?"

Hearing this, the expression on Ling Han's face became vivid, and the beautiful peach eyes were stained with a smile, making him look extremely gentle: "I'm not the dean." After denying it, in order not to make Lin Jingze feel perfunctory, he considered it again He explained, "Just a little, a small share."

Lin Jingze has almost never seen him look like this, and he might have it when facing outsiders, but he knows that it is just a false mask.And now facing him, this is true.

Lin Jingze was a little moved, but still insisted: "Small?"

Ling Han sighed: "Is it true that you can only explain your financial situation to your partner?"

Knowing what he meant, Lin Jingze didn't answer: "Then let's do business. I violated the rules today, so tell me how to deal with it. I will accept salary deduction or dismissal."

Ling Han had no choice but to look at him, and said paradoxically, "The capital operation market allows a certain degree of unspoken rules to exist. There is no record of your access in the system, so there is no way to deal with it."

As early as the moment when the incident happened, Ling Han had already helped him properly deal with the aftermath.

Lin Jingze was quiet for a while, then laughed: "It sounds like I still need to thank you?"

Ling Han pretended not to notice the sarcasm in his tone: "You're welcome, treat me to dinner tonight."

Lin Jingze responded generously: "Okay, you choose the location."

Ling Han suggested: "How about going to your house."

Touching the table with her fingertips, Lin Jingze said slowly: "Yes."

"Then I'll see you tonight." With that said, Ling Han got up and prepared to leave.

However, as soon as his fingertips touched the doorknob, he turned back and approached Lin Jingze, holding the handrail in his palm and bending over.

Lin Jingze sat motionless on the chair, her eyes met him, she guessed his intentions, but she didn't stop her, and let him touch her lips, thinking that this person is always good at creating atmosphere, obviously there is only One part is touching, but it's as if each other's cells are fused together.

After the kiss, Lin Jingze pursed her lips, raised her eyebrows and asked, "Is this also an unspoken rule?"

Ling Han still didn't back away, looked at him very closely and said: "No, I can't help it."

Lin Jingze tiptoed, and the chair slid back: "You should go back."

Ling Han stopped entanglement, straightened up and left: "Work hard, Doctor Lin."

Lin Jingze replied: "Understood, Director Ling."

The workload of the private hospital is not too heavy. When she is free, Lin Jingze can't help but start to sort out his relationship with Ling Han seriously.

Their acquaintance began with an indulgence, but he didn't think it was too bad.

This is a choice made by two adults in a waking state, and it is a consensual matter, so it doesn't matter how it started.He only needs to pay attention to whether he really likes Ling Han, and whether he has feelings for him other than physical stimulation——

Like the signal Ling Han is currently sending to him.

The answer seems to be yes.

Whether as a colleague or a future partner, Ling Han is good enough, he can't fault it at all.Even the things that he once thought he was hiding, now have an explanation.

He might be able to change his position and accept him for a try.

There is only one thing: Old Antique is really going to be mad at him this time.

Fortunately, the results of his annual physical examination are quite optimistic.

Didn't he always regret that he didn't continue to study for a Ph. D. Now give him a son with a Ph. D. and let him feel this feeling.

Yes, he is really filial.

In the evening, Ling Han came down to pick Lin Jingze home together.

As soon as the car door was opened, Lin Jingze saw a beautiful bouquet of roses placed on the back seat. There seemed to be 99 roses, all of which were fresh, and the blooming petals were stained with crystal drops of water.

"Yo, did you buy flowers?"

"Well, I'm going to send it to my boyfriend."

When he said this, Ling Han didn't see anything on his face, so Lin Jingze didn't ask any more questions.

The two each had their own concerns, maintained a harmonious silence, and walked back to the parking lot of the community without a word.

After getting off the car, Ling Han stood beside the car, without locking the door for a long time.

"You didn't take something." Ling Han reminded.

"What?" Lin Jingze pretended to be puzzled.

It was Ling Han's first confession to someone, no matter how high the SQ was, he would inevitably be embarrassed.After a while, he adjusted his mentality and started another topic: "Do you like roses?"

Lin Jingze suppressed a smile and said, "Let's see who gave it to me."

Ling Han looked at him seriously: "I will send it."

Lin Jingze was stunned, and nodded: "You can barely like it."

Ling Han frowned: "Don't force it."

Lin Jingze finally couldn't hide her smile: "Okay, I like it."

Hearing this, Ling Han seemed relieved, and took out the bouquet of roses from the back seat: "Here."

"that's it?"

"Well, if you like it, I will give it to you."

"..." Lin Jingze was speechless.

"Send it to you every day." Ling Han added.

"I prefer people."

"Then send it to you."

"It depends on who it is. I don't like everyone."

"Do you like me?" Ling Han asked.

"It's okay." Lin Jingze said.

"It's okay if you don't." Ling Han was not happy.

"I like it." Lin Jingze gave him enough face.

Ling Han nodded, took out a suitcase from the back of the car, and took Lin Jingze's free hand: "I'll see you off too."

Lin Jingze looked at his box and narrowed her eyes: "What do you mean?"

Ling Han said naturally: "I quit the rent, and now I'm homeless, you want to take me in, boyfriend."

"Didn't you buy that house?!"

"Oh, I remember wrong, it was sold."

"Ling Han, did you do it on purpose?"

"Ok?"

……

The noise is fading away, and life has just begun.

end of bed end

The author has something to say: Well, this is the story of Director Ling and Tear Chest. I don’t know if it is different from what you imagined, but I like Director Ling’s cute contrast!Be polite and distant to everyone, and only express your true heart to you~ The love between two sensible adults can also be very sweet and warm! (Xiao Yang’s episode may not be available tomorrow, if there is no tomorrow at 333333 o’clock, baby Meng will come back the day after tomorrow! =[-]=