Misfiring

When Eggy came over just now, Ying Yang saw a photo frame on the bedside table. There was no such thing at home, so it was undoubtedly brought by Cheng Mo.

Let Eggy also enjoy a massage service, lest it complain that she favors one person over another, then Ying Yang got up and went to the bedside to rub the cat fur on her hands, and picked up the photo frame to look at it.

The photo is in color, and the edges are a little yellowish, and you can see the traces of many years.

There is a mother and child standing in the picture, smiling brightly. The background is the largest amusement park in City B. The Ferris wheel inside still attracts many couples.

"This is your mother?"

"Yeah." Cheng Mo didn't mind the abrupt response, and just approached sadly with his balls in his arms, "This was taken on my sixth birthday." Since he changed his new home and the scenery outside was not bad, Cheng Mo took the She placed it on the head of the bed, let her appreciate it too.

"Auntie is very beautiful." Ying Yang's words are by no means a compliment. The young woman in the photo has raised eyebrows, delicate light makeup, and a pure white red dress with polka dots. "You look alike."

"Yeah." But he didn't inherit his mother's lively and outgoing temperament.Cheng Mo inadvertently answered, "You also look like your mother."

Ying Yang was a little surprised: "Have you seen her? When."

"It's just... the last parent meeting in the third year of high school. Didn't I stay at the school and sign in?"

"Damn, why didn't I know she was gone." Ying Yang couldn't figure it out.His mother never took care of his studies, let alone attended his parent meeting, it can be said that he had never attended since he was a child.

Could it be that the old man suddenly found out after his death?

Ah.

"Don't care about her." Ying Yang sneered, his cold eyes met Cheng Mo's mother's eyes in the photo, and slowly softened, holding Cheng Mo's hand, "Tell me about your mother. Well, how did she... ..."

Ying Yang has always been straightforward when speaking, and only hesitates when facing Cheng Mo or things related to it.

Cheng Mo didn't want to embarrass him, and was also afraid of hearing some bad words, so he quickly took up the conversation: "Stomach cancer."

"Is there no cure?"

"Our house has just been paid for, so I guess we don't have any spare money, so she has been hiding it from us after the unit inspection..." Cheng Mo paused at this point, "I only know that she has a bad stomach. I can take some medicine, but they are all available in pharmacies, not prescriptions. I asked her to go to the hospital for an examination, and she said that she was fine. I really believed it, and didn’t dare to ask more, for fear of making her angry. "

"Then what's the matter with your father?" The timing was wrong before, so Ying Yang could only temporarily put aside the question, and now it's just a matter of time to ask clearly.

"Once he met his first love when he went shopping for groceries, and then...then he lost his mind all day long." Very old-fashioned, but also very realistic. "My mother found out not long after. It was just in time for a stomach attack. I, I saw her cry for the first time. My father also panicked, and then settled down for a while. Until the summer vacation of the second year of high school, my mother really I couldn't hold it any longer, and I vomited blood before I finished my meal."

Recalling the painful past, Cheng Mo's expression was calm, but his tone trembled slightly.Ying Yang clenched his hand tightly, knowing that it was cruel to do so, but continued to ask: "Then what?"

When something happened at home, Cheng Mo kept it completely hidden from him. He could understand it. After all, they were just classmates at that time, and at most they had a good relationship, so it was understandable for Cheng Mo to reject him from the wall of his heart.

But now is different, he hopes to share all the unhappiness of the past, present and future for Cheng Mo, so that he will always only remember the happy things, far away from the pain.

"Then we went to the hospital. My dad wasn't at home. He didn't call to ask until he went back at night and saw no one and blood on the table." Cheng Mo put one hand on Dandan's warm fur and held Ying Yang with the other. Mustering unprecedented courage, he poured out his dissatisfaction, "My mother probably gave up, and the first thing she said when she regained consciousness was to ask me not to notify him."

"Although I didn't look for it at first, I would rather not know anything and go through the formalities like a blind fly than dare to call him." Cheng Mo said wronged and stubbornly, "I'm afraid. I'm afraid that my mother will disappear like this. I'm afraid of the smell of disinfectant in the hospital, and I'm afraid that if I call my dad, it will be answered by a woman."

Hearing this, Ying Yang realized that the warmth of his palms alone was not enough to comfort Cheng Mo.Looking at the fragility in his eyes, he finally couldn't hold back the throbbing in his heart, raised his hand to cover the back of his head and kissed her.

The tip of the tongue pried open the stunned lips and teeth, and the eyes crossed in a very short distance, until he closed his eyes after staring at Cheng Mo, Ying Yang followed suit, and his lips sucked heavily on the wet and soft tongue.

The kiss out of pity was not long, but it was very deep. When it was pulled back, a silver thread was pulled out, and it broke in the middle of the lips, leaving a bright trace.

Ying Yang immediately kissed it, and took another gentle bite on it, looking at Cheng Mo's twinkling eyes: "Is there anything better?"

Cheng Mo blushed and nodded, suddenly couldn't remember anything.Out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of Ying Yang's hand moving, only then did he realize that the photo was facing them, and hurriedly covered it: "She has seen it all."

Ying Yang laughed: "Are you afraid?"

Cheng Mo seemed to want to confess, but looked at Ying Yang as if he was fearless, finally shook his head, and asked in a low voice: "Do you still want to listen." It's not an easy thing, and it may affect your mood after listening.

But... he will definitely not get bored.

Sure enough, on this matter, Ying Yang was very patient: "I'll listen to what you want to say, and if it feels uncomfortable, let's do something else."

"I'll pick and choose."

After finishing speaking, I will not mention it again.

Glancing at his mother's photo, Cheng Mo subconsciously pursed his lips and lowered his head: "Actually, there's nothing left. My father came to the hospital and held my mother's hand and cried. He confessed his mistakes to her, and later planned to lock down the house." In order to give her a loan for medical treatment..."

At that time, Cheng Mo's mother, Ms. He Xiulan, slapped him directly.After so many years, no matter how anxious she was, or even when she found out that her husband was having an affair, she never broke face with him.

When she heard that Cheng Dezhong wanted to rent the house, she couldn't help it.

"How they negotiated, I don't know. I only know that my mother stayed in the hospital for a few days, and when she got better, she took us to go through the transfer procedures, and changed the house to my name... It's considered Stop my dad from thinking about treating her."

Although Cheng Mo was smart since he was a child, he couldn't understand the meaning of his mother's move at that time.It wasn't until he really grew up and had a little experience that he realized that the reason why his mother did what he did was because he was afraid that if she was gone one day, the house would be cheaper for his father's woman who was outside.

Probably also meant to take revenge on his father, and wanted him to live in guilt.Even though the time may not be long, she is happy even if it is only a short second.

"My mother left in less than half a month after the household transfer was completed." Cheng Mo tightened his hand, "You know, my hand has always been cold, but that day I held her hand, the first time I found out that I was hotter than her."

"Yeah." Ying Yang held him back, indicating that he understood this feeling.

He also had similar thoughts when he was notified by the police to identify the body. A person who was usually so arrogant when he beat up his wife and children suddenly lost his anger.You don't need to touch it with your hands, it's cold and stiff when you look at it, making your lips and teeth feel cold.

"My dad seemed to have really changed his mind. He ran between the hospital and home every day to take care of my mother. My mother seemed to forgive him because he didn't make any real mistakes. , I finally have a smile on him." Despite saying this, Cheng Mo was not happy.

Sure enough, the turning point came soon.

"But I think people are really cheap. When I finished my work and rushed to the hospital, I found that my dad was not there. I asked the nurse and said that he answered the phone and left in a hurry. I don't know if he is there every day. Sneak out while my mother is sleeping.

"I'm disappointed in him, and I think my mom is too. How else would she open her eyes just in time when she heard me arrive, she wasn't asleep at all. It hurts so much, how could she sleep. To save money put me in college, She was not allowed to take more painkillers."

Ms. He Xiulan's last two words left in this world, one is "don't wait", and the other is to let Cheng Mo study hard, get into a good university, and be a promising person in the future.

Thinking about it now, Cheng Mo is very glad that his mother didn't tell him to find a good girl to live with in the future, and to spread the branches and leaves for the old Cheng's family.She is not such a traditional person, and she probably doesn't want to rush into a failed marriage and end up like her in the end.

"After talking intermittently, my mother held my hand and fell asleep, never waking up again." Cheng Mo looked at the mother in the photo, as if talking to her through a distant time, "My dad didn't make it in time When she saw her for the last time, he didn’t even come back until the body was in the morgue. He asked me why I didn’t inform him, and I said my mother didn’t want to wait.”

After Cheng Dezhong heard it, he covered his face and wailed loudly in the hospital corridor, with a stinging fragrance in his hand, he began to retch again as he cried.

Cheng Mo turned a blind eye, turned his eyes back with just one glance, put away the heavy death certificate, and left the hospital.

It is also good to walk freely alone.

Some people don't cherish when they have it, and when they turn around and walk away, you can no longer pursue it.

He chose to walk home that day. The hospital is not too far from home, and he can walk there in half an hour.

But he preferred to go back later.

To this day, he still clearly remembers the bright and blurred lights of City B that night, the noisy voices of people on the street, and the cell phone that was tirelessly shaking his legs in his pocket.

Except for Ying Yang, who can be so annoying, don't think about anything else.

He took it out and connected it, and the male voice in the receiver was full of anger: "Cheng Xiaomo, come out and eat some skewers!"

It was a shot in the arm for him who was in a daze at the time, and he finally had the strength to squat on the corner of the street and cry wantonly. The phone was accidentally hung up, and it continued to buzz when he held it in his hand.

He cried for as long as it rang.

Then the vibration stopped, and he was still a little bit lost.However, he wiped away his tears, and immediately saw a message.

——What's the matter with you, is something wrong? !

He immediately breathed a sigh of relief.

Although his mother is gone, there are still people who care about him.

It was a feeling of rediscovering sustenance.

——No, I'm still at work, the manager is here, let's not talk about it.

It was a good thing that his mother was relieved and went to a place where there was no more pain and betrayal, and he should be happy about it.And...they will always be reunited in the future, if he behaves well, maybe mom will make him his favorite honey sauce chicken wings.

Cheng Mo figured it out quickly, took a breath, cheered himself up, and walked home swayingly.

The author has something to say: the spider continues to weave the web, the essence of dog blood is actually brother Yang and Momo's mutual redemption——