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Xiang Qin's reluctance to undergo surgery was beyond everyone's expectations, after all, no one would love to live.

But the client refused the operation, even if he was a family member, they couldn't force him to go to the operating table.So during that time, their daily routine was to take turns to persuade Qin.

Although with little success.

After failing to persuade Xiang Qin again, Shao Fang walked out of the ward crying.At that time, Xiang Wanguang was sitting outside, seeing Shao Fang crying, he quickly helped her to sit down, took out a tissue from his pocket to wipe Shao Fang's tears, and there was nothing else.Xiang Wanguang knew that Shao Fang didn't need those superficial comforts.

Sure enough, after crying for a while, Shao Fang returned to normal, then wiped away her tears, looked sideways at Xiang Wanguang and said, "Mom can't help it."

Xiang Wanguang was also very helpless, and didn't know how to answer Shao Fang's words.

But fortunately, Shao Fang didn't need him to answer. After saying that, she paused and said again, "If you have this opportunity, why...doesn't Ah Qin cherish it?"

At that time, Xiang Wanguang had already collected the expenses needed for the operation. As for Xi Yuancheng's help in transferring hospitals and hiring the best doctor that Xi Nan said later, Xiang Wanguang didn't get any of them.But even if Xiang Wanguang waited until then, he wouldn't agree, because he didn't want his relationship with Xi Nan to involve other interests.

After all, it was because he was afraid that Xiang Wanguang would be worried, so Shao Fangrao felt very sad, but he still smiled at Xiang Wanguang, "You go and eat, and I will go and spend time with your dad."

This time Xiang Wanguang talked, he didn't agree to what Shao Fang said, but said, "Sister Moon is waiting for you downstairs, let her accompany you to eat something."

Shao Fang wanted to refuse, but Xiang Wanguang was the first to say, "Mom, you haven't eaten for a whole day, and if you continue like this, you'll be exhausted."

Perhaps Xiang Wanguang's attitude was too tough, Shao Fang hesitated again and again, but still did not refute, but went downstairs following Xiang Wanguang's words.As soon as Shao Fang left, Xiang Wanguang suppressed the smile on his face, turned around and entered the ward, wanting to chat with Xiang Qin.

When Xiang Wanguang entered the room, Xiang Qin was lying on the bed and reading the newspaper. Not only was he not surprised when he came in, he even smiled and asked him to read the newspaper, saying, "Son, come and read the news, this news is interesting. "

Xiang Qin talked endlessly, and finally concluded, "There are still many good people in this world."

Standing by the hospital bed, Xiang Wanguang glanced down, roughly read the news Xiang Qin said, smiled and said, "There must be more beauty waiting for you to discover, so..."

Xiang Qin smiled, and did not let Xiang Wanguang continue, "If my son is here to persuade me like Shao Er, then there is no need to talk about it. My decision will not change."

"Dad!" Xiang Wanguang really didn't understand Xiang Qin's choice, "Why are you so stubborn?"

Xiang Wanguang's tone was really not good, but Xiang Qin was not angry.He put down the newspaper, looked sideways out of the window, and saw that the setting sun had turned half of the sky red, which was extremely beautiful.

Xiang Qin smiled, the smile reaching his eyes, and then suddenly asked, "How long have I been in the hospital?"

However, Xiang Qin didn't wait for Xiang Wanguang to answer. After he finished asking, he quickly answered, "It's been more than two years."

"But do you think I'm getting better?" Xiang Qin turned his head and looked directly at Xiang Wanguang, and said, "Look at my current appearance again?"

Although Xiang Qin is a farmer, he has a refined temperament and can even be called a handsome man.However, since he was hospitalized, he suffered from severe illness and continued to take medicine and chemotherapy. Not only did Xiang Qin lose a lot of hair, he also lost weight. He was not as handsome as before.

Xiang Qin pulled away the sleeves of the hospital gown, and let Xiang Wanguang look at his withered arms, and said with a smile, "It's hard to live in the hospital."

"Father knows your thoughts." Xiang Qin Li straightened his clothes and said softly, "But I know my own body."

"I can't last for a few years, even if I have surgery, it won't change the ending." Xiang Qin said, "Since it's all like this, there's no need to waste this money."

The room fell into silence, Xiang Wanguang pursed his lips tightly and said nothing.

On the other hand, Xiang Qin acted like a normal person, after a pause, he smiled and started talking again

, "I don't want to lie down in the hospital anymore, these days are too sad."

"Since I got sick, the burden of the family has been on you and Shao'er." Xiang Qin smiled wryly, "This is because Dad is sorry for you. If it wasn't for me, you must be very outstanding in school now."

Xiang Qin got out of bed, and patted Xiang Wanguang's shoulder vigorously, "So let's give Dad a chance now, let Dad spend good time with your mother, and let you relax and do what you want to do."

"But I..." Xiang Wanguang was anxious to argue.

It's just that Xiang Qin saw what Xiang Wanguang was thinking earlier, so he didn't let Xiang Wanguang finish his sentence, "This is my choice, you don't have to be responsible."

"Son, you still have a long way to go in the future, you just need to live your life well." Xiang Qin began to reason, "For example, the responsibility of your mother and I is to take care of you until the rest of your life. How you go is up to you."

"We won't interfere." Xiang Qin said solemnly, "So you and Xi Nan are together, and your parents understand."

"We brought you to this world because we want you to experience the beauty of the world and to see more beautiful scenery, not to let you fulfill the dreams we failed to realize, and you don't have to bear the responsibilities and obligations stipulated by the world." Xiang Qin laughed and said in relief, "And I'm lucky enough to marry Shao'er and have such sensible children as you and Chuqiu, so I should be content long ago."

Xiang Qin patted Xiang Wan's bare shoulders, smiled and said, "Some things are predestined, and you can't force them to change." Xiang Qin paused, and then said, "I don't pursue that much, I just want to Hurry up and get out of the hospital, and then live with Shao Er in the two-person world."

"The rest..." Xiang Qin shrugged, "It seems to be gone."

Xiang Wanguang didn't say a word, but silently listened to what Xiang Qin had to say.And Xiang Qin didn't think it was strange seeing Xiang Wanguang like this, he just raised his hand to let Xiang Wanguang go out, expressing that he wanted to rest.

Xiang Wanguang nodded, and walked out following Xiang Qin's intention, but he had just reached the door when Xiang Qin called him again, saying, "Let Shao come in later."

Xiang Wan gave a bare hand, in fact, he already guessed what Xiang Qin was going to do, but he had no choice but to do so, even if he didn't want to, but after Xiang Qin said so, he still complied well.

It turns out that he guessed right.

Shao Fang, who came back after dinner, heard that Xiang Qin was looking for her, and hurried into the ward with a smile on her face, thinking that Xiang Qin had changed his mind and was willing to have the operation.

However, when she came out again, her eyes were red and swollen, and she squatted by the door and cried again.Xiang Chuqiu and Jiang Yueyue didn't know what happened, they anxiously gathered around Shao Fang to comfort her, while Xiang Wanguang, who had already guessed the truth of the matter, stood aside, vaguely feeling that this matter was about to come to an end.

Xiang Chuqiu was not good at coaxing people, although he joined in, but he was mostly passing tissues.But although Jiang Yueyue was good at coaxing people, those skills didn't work on Shao Fang.

With a creak, the door next to it opened, and Xiang Qin came out from inside.

He smiled at Jiang Yueyue embarrassedly, motioned her to move away with his eyes, then walked to the place where Jiang Yueyue was before, squatted down, patted Shao Fang's shoulder lightly, and said softly, "I'm still crying at such a big age Nose, is it embarrassing?"

Shao Fang, who had been crying all the time, heard Xiang Qin's words, but raised her head and glared at Qin, "The child is still there."

But Xiang Qin didn't care so much. After Shao Fang finished saying this, he stretched out his hand and pulled her into his arms, and said softly, "Shao Er, I'm serious about what I'm talking about."

Shao Fang didn't answer, but buried her head on Qin's shoulder, sobbing softly.

Until now, Xiang Wanguang didn't know what Xiangqin and Shaofang said to make Shaofang agree with him, and he was discharged from the hospital a few days later.

After being discharged from the hospital, Shao Fang and Xiang Qin did not go back to their hometown, but followed Jiang Yueyue to Jiangcheng to help out in her milk tea shop. As for Xiang Wanguang, he went back to the county town to accompany Xiang Chuqiu for a while.

Xiang Wanguang was cooking dinner for Xiang Chuqiu in the rented house when he received a call from Jiang Yueyue saying that Xiang Qin was dying.Hearing what Jiang Yue said, he left the door as soon as the kitchen knife was released, wanting to catch the nearest bus to Jiangcheng.

But before leaving, where did Xiang Wanguang go?

Chuqiu school asked for a week off for him before going to the car.Fortunately, they were lucky, and the train hadn't started when they arrived at the station.

It was already a few hours later when the two arrived at the place that Jiang Yueliang helped rent.Seeing him coming, Jiang Yueyue wiped the corner of her eyes, and took his hand straight to let him enter the room to look at Qin.

Shao Fang sat by the bed, holding Xiang Qin's hand, her eyes were already swollen from crying.She saw Xiang Wanguang and Xiang Chuqiu from the corner of her eye, crying, "Ah Qin, the child is here."

Xiang Qin was already very weak, but after listening to Shao Fang's words, he looked at them with a smile, "It's Wan Guang and Chu Qiu."

After all, Xiang Chuqiu was younger. When he saw such a scene, even though he was usually paralyzed, he couldn't control his emotions at this time, and started to cry.

Xiang Wanguang's eye sockets were also a little sore.

On the other hand, Xiang Qin, who was lying on the bed, saw them like this, and said amusedly, "Why are you crying, am I still here?"

Xiang Qin originally wanted to tease them, but after his words, the emotions of the three at home were even more broken.Especially Shao Fang cried until her eyes could no longer shed tears.

Xiang Qin was probably emotionally infected, and his eyes turned red.He looked at Shao Fang, then at Xiang Wanguang and Xiang Chuqiu, he opened and closed his mouth, as if he had a lot to say, but in the end he didn't say anything.

"Chuqiu," Xiang Qinxian called the youngest son's name, "Father doesn't ask much of you, just live happily in this life."

Xiang Chuqiu couldn't stop crying, "Yeah."

Xiang Qin went to see Shao Fang again, with tears in his eyes, he gently rubbed Shao Fang, "I'm sorry for making you suffer with me for so many years."

"When I got married, I wanted to protect you for the rest of my life, but I couldn't do it." Xiang Qin smiled, and said, "Thank you for your hard work, Shao'er."

"It's not hard." Shao Fang's voice was hoarse, and she grabbed Xiang Qin's hand forcefully, fearing that Xiang Qin would run away if she pulled back a little.

Xiang Qin smiled and turned to look at Xiang Wanguang.

As for the eldest son, Xiang Qin felt that he owed him the most. At that time, Xiang Wanguang's academic performance was so good. If nothing like this happened to him, then Xiang Wanguang's future would be limitless.

But fortunately, Xiang Wanguang has a good life, and he always meets noble people in his life, which makes him feel very relieved.

If I had to say something bad, it would be... that boy.

Xiang Qin smiled, called Xiang Wanguang, and said weakly, "If you still have a chance to meet...that boy, don't miss it."

"I can see that he likes you very much." Xiang Qin coughed, "There is no conflict in a relationship. Back then, your mother and I quarreled a lot. Isn't it still good now?"

"Just chat more." Xiang Qin coughed again, this time more seriously, "Don't just...just like this...wrong...miss it."

Feeling the bloody smell in his throat, Xiang Qin forced himself not to cough, for fear of coughing up blood.

He swept his eyes away, seeing his wife and children crying very sadly, he couldn't hold back his eyes sore, and wanted to cry.But Xiang Qin didn't cry after all. On the contrary, he tried his best to smile and said softly, "Don't cry, it won't look good if your eyes are swollen."

But how could Xiang Wanguang and the others listen to these words.

Seeing that his words didn't work, Xiang Qin made everyone cry even more sadly, and their eyes became moist.

In fact, he still has a lot to say, and wants to stay with them for a while longer, but his body no longer allows him to think like this.

Xiang Qin felt that his eyelids were getting heavier and his breathing became more difficult, so he knew that he was running out of time.He smiled again, raised his hand to help Shao Fang wipe away tears, and said with his last breath, "Don't cry."

Xiang Qin coughed, his bones almost fell apart.He glanced around, as if he wanted to keep the appearance of the room deep in his mind so that he could find it in the next life.

At the last moment of his life, Xiang Qin still raised a smile and said what he had been holding back for a long time, "I'm sorry, I...I can't accompany you guys anymore."

After saying this, Xiang Qin couldn't hold on any longer, threw his hand to the side, and closed his eyes forever.