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In late July, Xiang Qin, who was waiting for a matching kidney source, deteriorated again and was sent to the emergency room, but this time there was no miracle again. After the rescue, Xiang Qin was put into the ICU, and his life was not out of danger.

Emotions went up and down several times, no matter how tough Shao Fang was, she couldn't hold on this time. After Xiang Qin entered the ICU, Shao Fang also fell ill.In addition, it was the busy farming season at that time, so Xiang Wanguang basically ran around every day. After taking care of his parents in the hospital, he had to run home immediately to help Xiang Chuqiu with work.

If that's all, then Xiang Wanguang won't be too bad, after all, he's just a little tired.But what makes Xiang Wanguang uncomfortable is the mental torture, which makes Xiang Wanguang go crazy.

Xiang Qin's condition has been unstable for a long time, and Shao Fang's hanging heart can't be realized. Every day when she wakes up, she sheds tears, sometimes crying while sitting, and when she sees Xiang Wanguang, she will pull Xiang Wan Guang's hand, crying and asked him how Xiang Qin was doing.

Xiang Wanguang knew that Shao Fang was worried about Xiang Qin, so no matter how many times Shao Fang asked her, Xiang Wanguang would answer her in a good manner.However, it's okay to say it once or twice, but if you say it too often, Xiang Wanguang is very depressed in his heart, even though he is fine on the surface.

But Xiang Wanguang couldn't say anything, because he had to support the family.

Under the impact of a high-pressure and busy life, Xiang Wanguang couldn't stop being busy every day, his mind was occupied by various numbers and professional books, and he couldn't make room for Xi Nan, which made Xiang Wanguang feel better when he just broke up with love point.

It's just that Xiang Wanguang knew in his heart that he was just deceiving himself and others, and when time slowed down, the longing for Xi Nan would overwhelm him.But before that, Xiang Wanguang was crushed by reality.

After Xiang Qin entered the emergency room again, Xiang Wanguang hurriedly put down the farm work he was doing and took Xiang Chuqiu to the hospital.Then he saw Shao Fang crying at the door of the operating room.

And although Xiang Chuqiu usually looks very mature, when something big happens, he is only a thirteen or fourteen-year-old child, so after seeing Shao Fang crying, Xiang Chuqiu, who has been holding on since Xiang Qin's accident, Finally unable to hold on any longer, she squatted on the ground with Shao Fang and cried.

Xiang Wanguang was sad, but the strange thing was that he couldn't cry, even though his eyes were sore and swollen, there was still no tears.

Xiang Wanguang stood against the wall, looked sideways at the squatting mother and child, and then looked at the operating room where the lights were still on, and suddenly remembered that day when Xi Nan hugged him and said that he would always be by his side and accompany him Go through the bad things together.

But now he looked sideways and could see nothing but the empty corridor.The boy who said he wanted to accompany him had gone for a long time.

From the breakup until now, Xiang Wanguang, who had been reminding herself that she was fine, finally couldn't pretend at this moment, allowing herself to be overwhelmed by depressed emotions.

On the bridge across the river that night, Xiang Wanguang reminded himself that since Xi Nan gave up on this relationship, he should also stop Xi Nan as he said.But at this time, Xiang Wanguang knew that it was one thing to say, and another thing to do, and no matter how firm he was in what he said at the time, Xiang Wanguang only wanted to see his Nannan at this meeting, and hug him again. South and South charges for a while.

Xiang Wanguang can only feel a little happiness when Xi Nan is by his side.

Xiang Wanguang took out his mobile phone, he didn't care about the harsh words he had said, he just knew that now he misses Xi Nan, misses his voice, and wants to hear him speak.He clicked into the contacts, poked the contact whose note was Nan Nan, and pressed the call button, but no matter how many times Xiang Wanguang called, the answer he got was always a cold female voice.

Xiang Wanguang didn't believe in evil, and continued to call Xi Nan stubbornly with his head down, as if the call would be connected in the next second, and he could still hear Xi Nan talking to him in a soft voice.

After the dozens of failed phone calls, Xiang Wanguang's expression turned cold, and then switched to text messages instead of phone calls, trying to tell Xi Nan everything he was holding back in his heart.

However, looking at the text message page, Xiang Wanguang suddenly felt that it was unnecessary, and didn't want to send his bad mood to affect Xi Nan.So Xiang Wanguang's melancholy words turned into the simplest sentence in the end: Nan Nan, I miss you.

Xiang Wanguang didn't know if Xi Nan would see his words, but this was the case

Under the circumstances, Xiang Wanguang is the only one who can relax.

In the dark days that followed, Xiang Wanguang survived by sending messages to Xi Nan. Although Xi Nan never replied to any of them, every time he saw the words he sent on the text message page, Xiang Wanguang could slightly raise his eyebrows again. With a smile on the corner of his mouth, he temporarily escaped from the painful life, as if Xi Nan was still by his side.

But Xiang Wanguang's fantasies were completely shattered when Xiang Qin's No. 17 was notified of critical illness.Xiang Wanguang looked down at the critical illness notice in his hand, and under the urging of the nurse, he signed his name with a pen with shaking hands, and then fell to the ground exhausted after the nurse turned around.

On the seat on one side, Shao Fang, who had lost tens of catties, sat leaning against Chu Qiu with a haggard face, while Xiang Chu Qiu's eyes were red, and he bit his lower lip tightly to keep from crying.

Xiang Wanguang lowered his head, looked at the blood on his palm, and suddenly laughed, thinking of Xi Nan again.But thinking of Xi Nan this time is not because of missing, on the contrary, he just thinks that Xi Nan made the right choice.

A person like him is indeed not worthy of Xi Nan's entrustment for life.

But Xiang Wanguang is probably useless, even if he is like this now, he still can't help thinking about Xi Nan, thinking humbly that Xi Nan will appear in front of him the next moment, and said with a smile, "I'm here to accompany you."

However, when he opened his eyes, there was still nothing in front of him, and there was no one he wanted to see.

At the same time, Xi Nan on the other side of the ocean, his mobile phone was confiscated by Xi Yuancheng, and he listened to Xi Yuancheng's words, and entered the school arranged by Yuan Ran, and because he was new to the United States, he was afraid that he would not be able to keep up with the progress of his studies, so he took different tutoring every day class.

Yuan Ran pushed forward the commercial performances for the next few months, claiming to study with him at home, but Xi Nan knew that this was just surveillance in disguise.Fortunately, he didn't think about anything else. After completing the tasks arranged by Yuan Ran every day, the rest of the time was spent in a daze.

Xi Yuancheng can cut off his card, take his mobile phone to control his contact with the outside world, but he can never control his consciousness, that is to say, Xi Yuancheng can't control Xi Nan's desire for Xiang Wanguang.

More than a month later, high school started, and Xi Nan became a senior in high school.A completely unfamiliar environment, without any familiar people, but Xi Nan likes this very much, so as not to be emotional.

Unlike life in No. [-] Middle School, life in American high school is very boring. Xi Nan does not participate in the conversations of the students next to him during class. He lies quietly on the table without knowing what he is thinking.On the contrary, he changed his appearance in No. [-] Middle School in class and became more proactive, raising his hand to answer questions.

Not long after that, Xi Nan was well-known in grades. Many people in the school knew that there was a Chinese boy in the third year of high school. He was handsome and had good grades.

The outside world knows some rumors about him, Xi Nan, but he doesn't care about them. What he cares about is to be able to take the college entrance examination as soon as possible, and then go to university quickly, so as to get rid of Xi Yuancheng as soon as possible.

Before going to the exam room on the morning of the college entrance examination, Xi Nan stood in front of the mirror in the bathroom, staring at his thinner self in the mirror, raised his hand to touch his sharper chin, and tugged at the corners of his mouth for the first time in a year. He smiled sincerely.

"Today I take the college entrance examination, although we are separated by thousands of mountains and rivers," Xi Nan said with a smile, "Mr. Xiang Wanguang, will you cheer for me?"

Xi Nan didn't know how Xiang Wanguang would answer, but after saying this, Xi Nan knew that his heart was much calmer, and the tension of taking an important exam in a strange country also eased.

A few months later, Xi Nan entered a top 10 university in the world and studied a major that he didn't like at the beginning, but could help him develop better in the future.

Xi Nan in college is not much different from high school. He still keeps his ears shut and only reads sage books.Xi Nan actively participates in clubs, and enthusiastically signs up for various school activities and competitions. He is not idle on weekends. He finds part-time jobs outside the school, trying to make life fulfilling, lest when the pace of life stops, he can't help but want to Evening light.

Thanks to his hard work, Xi Nan's grades were among the best in the four years of university, and he even made a lot of achievements. When he graduated, he even received offers from other schools, but Xi Nan refused them all.

After graduating from university, Xi Nan didn't join Xi Yuancheng's company. On the contrary, he joined a listed company by virtue of his excellent performance during college.After work

Xi Nan worked as hard as he did when he was a student, and climbed to the top of the company in a few years, with a bright future.

But at this moment, Xi Nan did something that surprised many people. He handed in his resignation and invited himself to the domestic branch.Although the company cherishes talents, it can't resist Xi Nan's tough attitude, and finally has to agree to Xi Nan's request.

Before graduating, Xi Nan was not under the control of Xi Yuancheng, let alone Xi Nan who had worked for several years, so although Xi Yuancheng knew that Xi Nan was going back to China, he couldn't look down on him like he did a few years ago, so Xi Nan didn't think about it. Covering up, he packed his things and went straight to the airport.

Today, Xi Nan has a successful career and tough working methods. Some companies want to hire him, so there is no need to worry that Xi Yuancheng will block him and be helpless.

But what Xi Nan didn't expect was that when he arrived at the airport, he would meet an old friend, that is, the boy who stood next to him when he went abroad.

I haven't seen him for a few years, and the boy has changed a lot, he has matured a lot, but he can still see the appearance of the year in his eyebrows.

The boy was a little surprised when he saw Xi Nan. He was stunned for a while, then walked towards Xi Nan with a smile. After greeting him, he said normally, "Where is he? Are you not together?"

Xi Nan didn't react at first, "Huh?"

"Just that boy at the airport," the boy was still laughing, "Although I don't know why you did that at that time, I can see that you love him very much, and he loves you very much."

Xi Nan was stunned, and didn't come back to his senses for a long time.

The boy glanced at Xi Nan and continued, "But if they are in love, then no matter what, they should be together."

"There is nothing in the world that can stop people who love each other from being together," said the boy. "The sky is high and the road is far away, and there are thousands of mountains and rivers.

Hearing this, Xi Nan was stunned for a moment, and then he pursed his lips and laughed. When the boy came over to say hello, Xi Nan actually had a lot to say, but after hearing what the boy said, those words that were pent up in his heart Nan didn't want to talk anymore.

"I will." So Xi Nan paused, then raised his lips and smiled, condensing the words in his heart into the simplest sentence, "Thank you for your blessings."