heavy evening light

Standing in the bathroom, Xi Nan stared at himself in the mirror, and couldn't help but utter a rude sentence.

He turned on the faucet, took the water to wash his face, and took a towel from the side, wet it and applied it to his eyes, hoping to reduce the swelling of the eyes.

Xi Nan read the letter written by Xiang Wanguang in the early morning, which made him lose control of his emotions and shed a lot of tears, but he didn't go to bed right away, instead he lay on the bed and made an hour-long voice call with Xiang Wanguang .Therefore, Xi Nan, who was prone to swollen eyes, lived up to expectations after such a toss.

Xi Nan tore off the towel, glanced at himself in the glasses whose eyes were still swollen, couldn't help sighing, threw the towel aside, and walked out with his mouth curled up.

It was at this time that Xiang Wanguang's call came.

Xi Nan clicked to answer, turned on the speaker again, and then went back to the cabinet to look for clothes, "Are you leaving? I'm still looking for clothes."

"Not yet." Xiang Wanguang replied, and then asked him, "Just woke up?"

"Almost." Xi Nan took out a light yellow sweater, and went to look through the down jacket again, "Why do you ask this?"

Xiang Wanguang, who was about to cross the road, heard Xi Nan's answer, immediately turned around and walked back, and asked at the same time, "What do you want to eat, I'll bring it for you."

Xi Nan fumbled for his pants, then laughed, "Come here so soon?" Xi Nan teased Xiang Wanguang, "I still think too much about me, I want to see me sooner."

Helplessly, Xiang Wanguang glanced at the breakfast spot next to him, and didn't answer Xi Nan's words, but asked again, "What do you want for breakfast, I'll bring it for you."

This time Xi Nan didn't make trouble with Xiang Wanguang anymore, but obediently told him what he wanted to eat.Xiang Wanguang on the phone answered, hearing Xi Nan's panting voice, he said, "If you haven't slept enough, go to sleep for a while, and I'll call you when I get back."

"Why sleep?" Xi Nan thought of his swollen eyes, and couldn't help complaining, "I chatted with you for a long time at night, and now my eyes are swollen and ugly."

Xi Nan took off her pajamas, revealing her beautiful butterfly bones.He grabbed the sweater on one side and put it on, and he didn't forget to talk to Xiang Wanguang, "It didn't work when I used a towel just now, who do you think is to blame?"

Xiang Wanguang didn't refute Xi Nan's accusation, not only agreed to all of them, but also followed Xi Nan's words and apologized very well, "Well, it's all my fault."

Hearing this, Xi Nan laughed and said, "That's enough, I'm too embarrassed to go on."

"It was my fault." Xiang Wanguang was also laughing, "I still chatted with you at such a late hour."

Xi Nan said that he didn't like Xiang Wanguang, so he didn't bother with him about this issue. After he grabbed his pants and put them on, he stretched out his hand to scratch his hair casually, then picked up his phone and walked away.

Xiang Wanguang took the packaged breakfast that the store owner handed him, took cash out of his pocket to pay, then crossed the road and stood still outside the neighborhood where Xi Nan lived.

When Xi Nan asked where he was just now, Xiang Wanguang lied.Not only did he not start, on the contrary he has been here for a long time.However, Xi Nan was also right, that is, he really wanted Xi Nan, that's why he ran over before dawn, and because he was afraid of disturbing Xi Nan's rest, he didn't dare to call, so he sent a few messages After wechat was quickly withdrawn, I squatted outside the community for more than an hour.

The morning in winter is very cold, but as long as Xiang Wanguang thinks that the person he likes is in the neighborhood in front of him, he can't care about anything else.

"You..." Xiang Wanguang heard that Xi Nan's voice was mixed, and opened his mouth to ask what happened to Xi Nan.

But before Xiang Wanguang could finish speaking, Xi Nan interrupted, "Don't come here, I'll come down to find you right away."

Xi Nan put on his socks and shoes, closed the door with his mobile phone between his shoulders, and continued, "Are you wondering how I know where you are?" Xi Nan laughed, "When you sent me a message after four o'clock, , I've seen it all."

"Xiang Wanguang, not only you can't sleep," Xi Nan laughed softly, "I can't sleep all night too."

Xi Nan's words just rightly dispelled Xiang Wanguang's uneasiness, so now Xiang Wanguang is standing not far from the community with breakfast in hand

Under the tree, he didn't feel ashamed to be exposed at all. On the contrary, he smiled and said softly, "Okay."

"I saw you." Xi Nan went down the steps, looked up and saw Xiang Wanguang standing under a tree not far away holding a mobile phone, and said, "Hang up first, I'll come find you."

After he finished speaking, he quickly hung up the phone without waiting for Xiang Wanguang's answer, and then walked towards Wanguang at a faster pace.On the other side, Xiang Wanguang looked at the blacked-out phone, smiled helplessly, put the phone away and looked up to see where Xi Nan was.

Unexpectedly, he just looked up, and saw Xi Nan walking towards him with a smile on his face.

Seeing that Xiang Wanguang had noticed him, Xi Nan had no intention of scaring him.So Xi Nan raised his lips, making the corners of his mouth more curved, and then increased his pace, walking quickly to Xiang Wanguang's side.

Xi Nanyang smiled, and greeted Xiang Wanguang, "Mr. Xiang Wanguang, good morning."

In the past, when Xi Nan called him that, Xiang Wanguang just laughed it off and didn't respond to it, but this time Xi Nan called Xiang Wanguang that way, and didn't expect to receive an answer.

But Xi Nan just took the porridge bought by Xiang Wanguang to drink, so he heard Xiang Wanguang next to him say with a smile, "Good morning, Nan Nan."

Xi Nan laughed, and raised the corner of his mouth to tease Xiang Wanguang again, but Xiang Wanguang pointed to the porridge in his hand and said, "It's cold, drink it while it's hot."

"Have you had breakfast?" Xi Nan stopped making trouble, and obediently drank the porridge, then asked him, "Where are we going?"

Xiang Wanguang nodded, took a detour to Xi Nan's left, and replied, "Leave it alone, keep it a mystery."

"That's enough." Xi Nan looked sideways at Wan Guang, stretched out his hand and poked him on the shoulder, and said with a smile, "This is the first time we spend Christmas together, what surprises do we have, just tell me."

Xiang Wanguang didn't answer directly, but grabbed Xi Nan's hand that poked his shoulder, and Xi Nan didn't struggle, just looked at Xiang Wanguang with a smile, waiting for him to speak.

But Xiang Wanguang didn't immediately accept Xi Nan's words.

"Why are your hands so cold?" Seeing that Xiang Wanguang didn't answer, Xi Nan shook his hand to remind Xiang Wanguang. Xi Nan, who was about to ask him what's wrong, saw Xiang Wanguang frowned, and held He reached into his own pocket, "I'll warm you up."

Xi Nan's smile froze on his face, staring at Xiang Wanguang who was frowning and helping him warm his hands, his nose suddenly felt sour.

Xi Nan was born into a wealthy family. From the very beginning, compared with others, he will win by a lot at the starting line, so he doesn't have to worry about living and having no money.However, behind all this is the busyness of Xi Yuancheng and Yuan Ran, and the long-term separation between Xi Nan and them.

Xi Nan was brought up by his aunt.But no matter how good the aunt is, she is only doing things with money, and she can't take care of Xi Nan like her own child, let alone take care of everything. Therefore, over the years, Xi Nan has taken care of herself more, and Xi Yuancheng and the others are only responsible. give money.

But how good is it for a boy to take care of others, let alone someone like Xi Nan who finds it troublesome and has many sick people, so over time, Xi Nan made a mistake for himself and fell into a cold body. , the hands and feet are always cold all year round, and in winter, no matter how many hands are worn, it will not be warm. Every year, I have to carry it hard.

However, despite this, Xi Nan never thought of telling others that even if he sometimes suffered from a stomach problem, what he wanted was to endure it by himself, instead of telling his aunt or parents that he was unwell.

Because of laziness, no matter how cold it is in winter, Xi Nan will not prepare warm handbags and warm babies like everyone else in the class.Because he was afraid of trouble, he rolled in pain in bed at night, and Xi Nan never thought of calling his aunt to help her prepare stomach medicine.

Xi Nan has been pretending like this all the time, and he doesn't know whether it's because his acting skills are so good that the people around him don't notice it, or the people around him don't care about him. After so many years, no one sees his fault.

Xiang Wanguang was the No. 1 person who would directly say that he wanted to warm his hands after finding out that his hands were cold.

Xi Nan, who had never had such an experience, did not move after Xiang Wanguang said this, but just raised his eyes to stare at Xiang Wanguang, with tears in his eyes that he didn't know why.

Xiang Wanguang didn't expect Xi Nan to react so strongly to his words, and he didn't expect that Xi Nan, who usually looks strong enough not to be afraid of getting hurt, would have red eyes.

My boyfriend hurts himself, Xiang Wanguang can't see Xi Nan like this.So Xiang Wanguang quickly reached out to hug Xi Nan into his arms, ready to coax him, Xi Nan didn't refuse Xiang Wanguang's hug, after handing the porridge to Xiang Wanguang, he obediently leaned against Xiang Wanguang In his arms, for the first time, he showed his weak side in front of people other than himself.

Xi Nan buried his face in Xiang Wanguang's neck, instead of hugging his waist, he smiled, stuffed his hands into Xiang Wanguang's pocket, and said in a muffled voice, "This way it won't be cold."

Xiang Wanguang stared at the stupid hair on Xi Nan's head, patted Xi Nan's back lightly, then let go of Xi Nan, took Xi Nan's breakfast in one hand, and held Xi Nan's hand in the other, taking Xi Nan's Hands were on his neck.

The sudden warm touch made Xi Nan's heart tremble. He stared at Xiang Wanguang, pursed his lips and said nothing.But he didn't know the pleading in his eyes at the moment, which made Xiang Wanguang feel so distressed that he wanted to hold him in his palm and coax him for a while.

The cold wind in winter brought Xi Nan back to his senses. He glanced at Xiang Wanguang who was still holding his hand stubbornly. Thinking of how cold his hand was, his expression changed, and he wanted to withdraw his hand anxiously, fearing that this would make his hand feel cold. Catch a cold in the evening light.

But Xiang Wanguang exerted force on his hands, but Xi Nan couldn't break free from his imprisonment.Xi Nan gave Xiang Wanguang a hard look, and said in a tone of anger, "My hands are cold, what if I catch a cold?"

"You still know how to have cold hands." Xiang Wanguang glanced at him and said in a calm tone.

Xi Nan, who still wanted to speak again, couldn't help but froze when he heard what Xiang Wanguang said, and looked up at Wanguang blankly, thinking that he was angry.

But Xiang Wanguang's actions in the next second surprised Xi Nan again.I saw Xiang Wanguang helplessly pursed his lips and smiled, stretched out his hand to hold Xi Nan's other hand hanging by his side, and then, like before, held Xi Nan's hand again and pressed it on his own neck, using his body Warm and his slightly cool hands.

"you……"

"Next time if your hands are cold, just tell me," Xiang Wanguang ignored Xi Nan's unfinished words and continued, "I'll warm you up then."

"Don't say nothing anymore," Xiang Wanguang lowered his head, looked directly at Xi Nan, and asked in a low voice, "Are you okay?"

Xi Nan had a sore nose, thinking that he must become hypocritical again.However, he was not annoyed by this sudden emotion, instead he accepted it calmly, and showed it to Xiang Wanguang without reservation.

Xi Nan went to get the porridge that Xiang Wanguang was carrying, bit the straw and took a few sips. He didn't answer Xiang Wanguang's question, but walked straight ahead.Looking at Xi Nan like this, Xiang Wanguang thought of Xi Nan's red eyes just now, lowered his head and sighed, then went straight to chase Xi Nan without saying anything.

Xi Nan pushed his tongue against his back molars, feeling the sweetness of the mung bean porridge for a while. From the corner of his eyes, he saw that Xiang Wanguang had already caught up, but he didn't ask anything, just stood beside him with a smile, and walked forward next to him Walk.

The corners of Xi Nan's mouth turned up disobediently, and the next second he smiled, allowing the smile to extend to his eyes, "Xiang Wanguang."

"Huh?" Xiang Wanguang, who was still thinking about today's itinerary, subconsciously responded when Xi Nan called him.

Xi Nan couldn't help laughing when he thought of Xiang Wanguang's tone of voice just now, and then he poked at Wanguang's shoulder and asked with a smile, "You talked to me like that just now to coax me into being a child." Yet?"

"Next time, don't coax me like this again," Xi Nan tilted his head, his eyes turned into crescents with a smile, and said, "If you spoil me, wouldn't it be you who will suffer?"

"So what?" Xiang Wanguang grabbed Xi Nan who couldn't walk well, and when he was in a safe place, he answered Xi Nan's question with a smile, "I just want to pamper you."

Xi Nan was stunned for a while, then laughed, looked at Xiang Wanguang and said, "When I first met you, I always thought you were cool. Didn't I expect the cool Mr. Xiang Wanguang to be so good at talking about love?"

Xiang Wanguang looked at Xi Nan dotingly, and refuted what he said, "This is not a love story."

"Oh?" Xi Nan raised his eyebrows and asked back.

Xi Nan didn't finish his porridge,

Xiang Wanguang took it and drank it in two or three sips, then threw it into the trash can, only to find that Xi Nan was still standing there looking at him.

Helplessly, Xiang Wanguang retreated to Xi Nan, rubbed his head and said, "This in itself is not a love story."

"Xi Nan, you don't know, every time I see you," Xiang Wanguang glanced at Xi Nan and said dotingly, "These words usually appear in my mind uncontrollably."

Xi Nan was moved in his heart, but on the surface he pretended to be unbearable and shivered, and said cheerfully, "Boyfriend, your words are too disgusting."

Xiang Wanguang let Xi Nan make trouble, but only smiled when he heard the words, and emphasized again, "Tell the truth."

This time Xi Nan didn't laugh anymore, what he said to Wanguang was too earthy, after pursing his lips and smiling, he skipped the topic and returned to the original question, "Then tell me now, Where are you going today?"

Also this time, Xiang Wanguang didn't say he wanted to keep silent, he turned his head to look at Xi Nan, curled his lower lip and said, "Amusement park."

Xi Nan burst out laughing, looked at Xiang Wanguang in disbelief, and asked one more question, "Where are you going?"

"Amusement park." Xiang Wanguang said with a smile, not affected by Xi Nan's reaction at all.

"No," Xi Nan said anxiously, trying to reason with Xiang Wanguang, "You said we are two men," Xi Nan pointed at them, and then said, "Is it appropriate for us to go to the amusement park?"

Xiang Wanguang raised his eyebrows and asked him, "Why is it inappropriate?"

Xi Nan choked, thinking that it would be too motherly for two men to go to the amusement park, what would others say when they saw it.but……

He raised his eyes to look at Xiang Wanguang with a frank and sincere face, and suddenly felt that he was too crazy to be entangled in this.

Seeing that Xi Nan hadn't spoken, Xiang Wanguang couldn't help but smiled in satisfaction, then looked at Xi Nan with raised eyebrows, stretched out his hand to him, and asked with a smile, "Going?"

Xi Nan glanced at Xiang Wanguang's hand stretched out in front of him, raised his eyes to look at Xiang Wanguang, and then grabbed Xiang Wanguang's hand when he was about to ask him again, and interlocked his fingers , smiled and said, "Of course."

Although Xi Nan still thinks that the amusement park is a place for children, even Xi Nan thinks it is childish to go to the amusement park, but if you go with Xiang Wanguang, so childish, as long as your boyfriend is by your side.

After all, love itself is two people doing childish things together.